by Lucinda John
“Is this why you no longer want to do shit for me? Is it because you got a new bitch?” Oneeka asked looking Dawn up and down. I could see her comparing herself to Dawn as her eyes roamed her body. To be honest Dawn ain’t have shit on Oneeka, hands down Oneeka was badder, but that’s all she was to me, a pretty face and a fat ass. Oneeka meant nothing else.
“Who the fuck you calling a bitch?” Dawn snapped surprising the fuck out of me. The whole time I was fucking with her I have yet to hear her curse.
“If the shoe fits, then wear it. BITCH!” Oneeka said repeating herself.
I don’t know what had gotten into Dawn but she charged me like a bull pushing me to the side just to jump on Oneeka. She sent a jab right to Oneeka’s jaw that had her seeing stars. I tried to break the fight up but the vice grip that Dawn had on Oneeka’s hair was making it impossible. When Oneeka punched Dawn hard in the nose causing it to bleed, I pushed her hard causing her to fall backwards.
“Get the fuck off my property!” I yelled at Oneeka.
“This how you gonna treat me over this bitch?” Oneeka asked with tears in her eyes.
“I ain’t fucking with you right now Neeka get the fuck of my property!!!” I yelled pulling out my gun to show how serious I was.
“You pulled out a gun on me?” Oneeka sobbed. “After all the shit we been through after all the demons I had to battle and you pull a fucking gun on me? Wow, ok I see it for what it is trust me I will ALWAYS get the last laugh.” she spat before walking away.
“You ok?” I asked Dawn.
“I think your crazy bitch broke my nose. I swear I’m not cut out for this shit, if this is how it’s going to be then I don’t even want to fuck with the thought of bringing a baby in this mess.” she said bringing out her hood chick side.
“Man miss me with the bullshit if you think you about to kill my seed then you’re a dead woman walking for real.” I replied. “Now hold this to your nose so I can take you to the hospital to get checked out.” I handed her a towel.
When we made it to the car I spotted Oneeka sitting in front of the bus stop. I called Uber and told her the driver should be there momentarily. Instead of thanking me she rolled her eyes and told me to get on my knees and go suck the Uber driver dick. Chuckling to myself I ignored the evil stares Dawn was giving me and drove to the hospital.
We had been waiting for an hour before the doctor walked in the room. The nurses were able to stop the bleeding and an x-ray had been performed. When the doctor finally showed his face he told us that Dawn’s nose wasn’t broken and that the baby was ok. Instead of taking Dawn home I decided to let her spend the night. It was her first time ever sleeping over and it probably wouldn’t be her last now that I had confirmation that she was carrying my baby.
“What does me carrying this baby mean for us?” Dawn asked me as we sat on the couch watching a movie.
“It means that we’re about to be parents.” I replied.
“I mean I know this relationship is strictly based on two people having sex but we created a baby in the midst of it all.”
“You trynta tell me that we have to be together because I got you pregnant?” I asked.
“I’m not saying that it’s just that when I envisioned myself pregnant I didn’t see myself raising my child as a single mother.”
“You’re not doing it alone I’m going to be there one hundred percent.”
“That’s not what I mean.” she fussed.
“Then what Dawn, say it.”
“I want to be more than just sex buddies that co-parent.” she said dropping the bomb on me.
“Dawn I’m not ready for all that.”
“I’m not the woman that left you and walked out of the life of you and your daughter. I won’t do that to you.” she said straddling my lap.
Instead of responding I allowed our tongues to tango. Dawn was a great girl and we were expecting a baby together but there was something in me that wouldn’t allow me to commit. Lori had me so fucked up in the head that I wasn’t able to think about being in a relationship without my heart feeling the pain that she caused.
“Ohhh.” I groaned feeling Dawn wet mouth around my dick.
I couldn’t take it there with her. My heart wouldn’t allow me to love. Dawn was just going to except things for how they were because I had no desire in being with anyone. I was going to handle my responsibilities as a man and practice safe sex moving forward. This love shit was the most dangerous thing in the world and I didn’t want any part of it. Fuck bitches, get money was the motto I was living by.
“Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!” I moaned emptying my seeds down Dawn’s throat.
She removed her shorts and hopped down my tool reminding me how good pregnant pussy is. I held her hips in place and thought of Lori as I drilled her. I’ve been doing a lot of that lately, that was probably why she ended up pregnant. In my mind I was making love to the only girl that had the ability to make me love and hate her at the same time.
Chapter 15
Khalil
“I knew I should have killed that nigga.” Dre said taking a pull of the blunt.
“You didn’t know he was a snake but we about to handle his ass.” I replied.
“Damn I can’t believe my own flesh and blood would set my ass up like that.” Dre sighed.
“It be like that fam. I learned a long time ago in this game blood ain’t shit. I popped the nigga whose nut sack I came out of when he betrayed me. The realist niggas on my team are the ones I’m no kin to.” I vented.
“I hear you.” Dre nodded passing me the blunt.
We were staking out this house for more than an hour waiting for any movement from BG. I hired a smart computer tech who specializes in hacking for the FBI to help me figure out where the money could have gone. When he traced everything back to this house which was BG’s mother’s vacation house we figured out who our snake was. I felt bad for Dre for having to kill one of his family members but this was all a part of the game. Shit I had to lay the nigga that brought me into this world to rest and if I had to I’d do it all over again.
“There his bitch ass go.” Dre said snapping me out of my thoughts.
I made sure I had a full clip in my gun as we watched him walk in the house. We waited for five minutes before we got out the car and followed behind him. This nigga was dumber than a sack of bricks because he left the front door to the house unlocked. He must have really thought he was in the clear from stealing from me.
“He in the bathroom.” I whispered to Dre.
Dre walked to the bathroom and waited in the cut while I walked through the house and made sure it was empty. BG must have been taking a shit because when I came back to where Dre was standing he was still in the bathroom. After waiting for a few more minutes we heard the toilet flush and he walked out the bathroom.
“Auntie ain’t never teach you to wash your hands after using the bathroom?” Dre asked placing the gun to the dome of BG’s head.
“What the fuck you doing bruh?” BG nervously asked.
“I know you didn’t think you was going to get away with stealing money from me.” Dre laughed.
“I’m sorry Dre but I needed the money for-”
WHAM!
Before Dre could finish his sentence Dre delivered a vicious blow to his head with the butt of his gun.
“Awww man don’t kill me please.” BG cried like the bitch his was. I swear he should have had a pussy between his legs instead of a dick.
“What the fuck you crying for pussy nigga you wasn’t crying when your ass was stealing my money.” I spat. “I know your ass was behind the hit too, but you ain’t smart enough to pull that shit alone I want to know who helped you.”
“What are you talking about?” BG asked playing stupid.
POW!
I shot him in the foot .
“Ahhhhhhh!!!” he screamed out in pain.
“I swear Dre I will body your ass right here, right now if you don’t get to talking.”
“I didn’t-”
POW! POW! POW!
Three shots rang out from the opposite side of the house. Before I could run after the person that was responsible for those bullets I heard Dre coughing up blood. I sent two bullets ending BG life before bending down and picking my dawg up off the floor.
“Stay with me Dre.” I called out running towards the car.
I quickly threw his ass in the back seat of my car and sped towards the hospital. I picked up my phone and called La’Tissa urging her to meet me there. Her voice was filled with panicked as she demanded to know what was going on but I just hung up the phone and prayed I didn’t lose another soldier. To cover our tracks I sent a text of the location to the clean up crew. They had my orders to check the house for my money and drugs before setting it on fire.
“Shit bruh this the end.” Dre said sounding as if he was in pain.
“Don’t talk like that man!” I yelled out running a red light.
“If Lori ever come back tell her ass I loved her ass like crazy. Tell her until this day as I’m breathing my last breath that I still love her. Make sure La’Tissa beat her ass real good for me too.” he chuckled.
“Dre nigga stay up with me. Think about NeNe think about your unborn baby dawg they need you. Stay up my nigga!” I choked up trying my best to hold back my tears. I couldn’t be losing another one of my niggas, this shit couldn’t be happening to me right now I thought as I pulled into the hospital.
I opened the built in secret storage compartment that I had in my car and tossed our guns inside before getting out the car and screaming for help. Dre was no longer talking to me his eyes were closed tight as he laid there lifeless. It took everything in me not to break down and cry like some little bitch.
“Get back.” a few nurses said rushing towards Dre with a gurney.
“What happened?” one of them asked.
“I don’t know. I just went to pick him up and found him on the ground like this.” I lied.
“Where exactly did you find him?” another nurse asked.
“That’s besides the fucking point he’s here and he needs your fucking help so shut the fuck up and see about him!” I yelled.
La’Tissa must have heard my voice because I spotted her running towards me with Tosha hot on her trail.
“Oh my God baby what happened?” La’Tissa cried peeping the blood all over my clothes.
“They shot him.” I cried holding on to her. “They shot the only real nigga I had left on my team.”
I was sick and tired of the fucking grim reaper lurking around the people I loved. First Gunz now Dre, shit was getting so crazy that I had to stop and think if I was next. Would La’Tissa have to bury me and hurt like Tosha was hurting over losing Gunz. My mind was running a mile per minute that La’Tissa had to shake me to bring me back to reality.
We sat in the assigned waiting room for a doctor to come update us on Dre’s condition. I started thinking back to the house and the person that shot Dre. I needed answers that only BG could give me and unfortunately he was dead. I could have kept him alive and tortured him until I got what I was looking for, but I wasn’t about to gamble with Dre’s life like that.
“The family of Andre Wilkins.” the doctor said causing us to stand.
“I’m his brother, Khalil.” I replied.
“Three bullets into your brother lungs and we were only able to remove two before he caught a seizure. He started to lose too much blood so we had to act fast and stop the procedure. Andre still has one bullet that could end his life if it moves. We want to take him back into surgery but with his vitals it is impossible at the moment. The best thing for us to do is wait it out and see if his vitals improve enough for him to go back on the operating table.” the doctor said knocking the wind out of me.
“There is hope? He can pull through this right?” La’Tissa asked.
“At the moment this is a touch and go situation but I will say this if you believe in God pray to him. Keep your faith strong and watch him turn everything around for the better, although I’m the doctor he is the one who truly has the last say so.” the doctor assured us.
“Thank you doc.”
“Anytime. Since he’s under observation he isn’t able to receive any visitors but once we get him into a room I will be sure to call you and let you know.” the doctor said before walking away.
“Give me your keys and drive my car home.” I whispered in La’Tissa’s ears. I stuffed my hands in her back pocket slipping my keys inside and removing her keys.
I could see the law out the corner of my eyes and I could tell those pigs were coming to fuck with me.
“Go straight home. I got Jimbo following you home. Make sure you take Tosha home with you.” I ordered.
“I’m not leaving you here by yourself.” she protested.
“La’Tissa please, not today, can you just listen to me please.” I said feeling defeated as I had no desire to argue with her. I just wanted to make sure her stubborn ass got home safely. I wouldn’t havr been able to contain myself if something was to happen to her.
“Khalil can I talk to you about your brother?” one of the officers asked approaching me.
“To be honest I don’t really know anything. He called me to pick him up and when I arrived he was on the floor bleeding.”
“Do you know anyone that may have wanted him dead.”
“I did notice a few police officers looking at him sideways a few days ago. For all I know it could have been one of you. I mean y’all do have a high track record for killing unarmed black men.” I smirked.
“If you get any information please don’t hesitate to call.” he said trying to hand me a card that I watched fall to the floor.
I had no plans on calling the police when I figured out who was behind this shit. I had every intention of giving my brother some street justice. Them motherfuckers was going to die for fucking with Dre and I, and Iput that on my life.
“Did you handle everything?.” I said answering my ringing phone.
“Yes. Everything was recovered.” the caller said referring to my money and drugs.
“Good looking out.” I said before hanging up the phone.
Instead of heading home I drove to the park to clear my head. I had so much going on that I had to take a step back and breath before I ended up losing my mind. Pulling a pre rolled mango kush filled blunt from behind my ear I lit it up and took a long pull. The feeling of the smoke filling my lungs was so relaxing. Exhaling the smoke, I took another pull this time holding it until I felt a buzz. I was all in my feelings as my mind ran through memories I shared with Gunz and Dre.
The ringing of my phone snapped me out of my thoughts again causing me to frown. Whoever was calling better have had a good reason for fucking with my high. I looked at my phone in confusion as the same China number that’s been calling me for the last few days banged through my line. I had no dealings with no motherfucker in China so I blocked the number and went back to smoking my weed.
Chapter 16
Gunz
It’s been a week since I’ve been trying to get in contact with back home to no avail. I would call Khalil and then Dre but none of their asses wanted to answer. With the money I stole from Johanna I was able to set up a jet ride back home. Since me and Lori didn’t have our passport there was no way we could take an airplane home.
With my leg fully healed I was able to jump, skip, hop and run. I wanted to so badly go back after Johanna’s ass and get my kids but I was not prepared to go against that force she had behind her alone. I didn’t want to put Lori’s life in any more danger so I decided to take her home safely, get my squad, and return to China where we were bound to tear these motherfucking streets up.
“I just want to thank you for helping me.” Ling smiled giving both me and Lori a hug.
“No thank you for keeping your end of the deal.” I replied.
Ling could have been a crooked bitch and used me to help her escape Johan
na and leave us for dead but she didn’t. This past week her and her aunt have really made us comfortable. They looked out for me and Lori in a major way that once I returned home I was going to see what strings I could pull in order to get Ling a student visa. She expressed her love for medicine and how she wanted to study it in an American university.
“You’re ready to go back home?” I asked Lori.
“I’m ready.” she smiled. “I miss my baby and Dre so much I could only imagine what that dumb bitch must have told them.” she fumed.
Lori had some pressure on her chest when it came to Oneeka. That bitch deserved everything Lori was going to give her. I just prayed that Dre wasn’t playing house with that conniving ass hoe.
