Desired

by Bianca Giovanni

  “What?”

  “Ask me to make you come.” I’m guessing she can actually hear my huge grin.

  “My dearest James, won’t you please make me come?” she says sarcastically.

  “Put some effort into it!” I tease.

  “Fuck off!” She laughs loudly.

  “You won’t beg ’cause you know I’m totally gonna do it anyway, huh?” I chuckle, kissing her thigh. “You’ll get it no matter what, so you’ll never plead with me to do it.”

  “Exactly!” She nods with a little smirk.

  “You know what, babe, you’re completely right,” I reply before pressing my whole mouth over her.

  “Yesyesyesyes!” she says on one quick, breathy moan.

  Her hips fire rapidly, and I slip my finger inside her to feel the way she tightens up.

  Any second now.

  “Oh! Fuck!”

  There it is.

  I start really going at her, and I can feel her losing it entirely. That’s right, baby. Who does this to you? Who makes your body feel so good?

  As if she read my mind, she starts moaning my name over and over like a fuckin’ orgasmic prayer.

  I stop when she gets really twitchy, and she lies there panting like she needs some serious recovery time.

  I move on top of her again and start kissing her softly. She lowers her arms and drapes them over my neck, her bound wrists behind my head. I rest against her and run my nose up and down her neck, whispering sweet things to her about how much I love her and how special she is to me.

  A few seconds later, I lift up the blindfold and she looks at me with this amazing smile that combines satisfaction, love, and total unadulterated lust.

  “Did you like that?” I ask her.

  “Big time!”

  “Is it something you’d do again?”

  “Absolutely,” she says, nodding. “But I’d want you to fuck me so I could feel you inside me.”

  “Jesus Christ! When you say shit like that to me it’s so hot that I could blow a fuckin’ load just listening to it!” I sigh, much to her amusement.

  “All right, stud,” she says, slipping out of the fabric around her wrists. “You’re up next. You better get those clothes off and get in that bed!”

  I laugh hard as I stand up and strip off my clothes. She raises an eyebrow when she sees how hard I am.

  “Oh, this is going to be fun!” Her grin is totally devilish.

  “Just be gentle, all right? It’s my first time,” I joke.

  That makes her cackle as she climbs onto me, straddling me. “Blindfold time,” she says, wrapping it over my eyes. She secures the knot and then takes my wrists. “No hands, and no peeking.”

  I take a deep breath and clear my head. This is kind of awesome, really. I’ve never had a girl do this to me. Outside of a set, I’ve never been in a sexual situation where I wasn’t totally in control of everything. It’s a little bit nerve-racking because I can’t call the shots or see what’s going on, but I think the tension of it is turning me on. I dig that Lola’s embraced this, because I’m finding it pretty goddamn sexy.

  “I want you back on the bed,” she says, pushing me down and kissing my neck. “You’re all mine tonight, Mr. Sex God!”

  I laugh, but I’ve got a surge of exhilaration pumping through my veins. I move my hands so they’re behind my head like I’m just lounging on the bed. Inside though, my heart’s racing.

  I feel her stand up from the bed, and I wonder what she’s doing. It’s true; the anticipation of not knowing what’s going to happen is so goddamn arousing.

  When she comes back, she straddles me, and I feel oil drizzle onto my stomach. It smells good, a warm coconut scent that makes me think of kicking back on a beach on some tropical island. It’s one of those scented massage oils that we got in the bags. Ah, so you’re getting creative, eh, babe?

  She positions herself so that she’s hovering above me. My cock is right up against her pussy, but not yet allowed inside her. She starts slowly, sensually rubbing the oil into my skin.

  “Fuck, that’s nice,” I say with a sigh. “A massage from a naked girl while she grinds on me. This is good shit.”

  She laughs softly as she rubs the oil onto my stomach, up my chest, over my sides, and onto my arms. She rubs it onto my legs, and my thighs flex when her hands get anywhere near my cock. The blindfold really does make your other senses stronger, and everywhere she touches feels hot and tingly. Plus, she’s doing everything all slowly and sensually, which is incredibly arousing. The awesome massage goes on for a long time, and I feel both relaxed and unbearably horny by the time she finishes.

  She puts her hands on either side of my shoulders and leans forward, flicking her tongue over my bottom lip. She starts pressing into me and sliding my cock up and down her slit with just enough pressure to make me moan a little bit. She’s like a fuckin’ professional tease, and I swear I’m aching from how bad I want her.

  I can feel her smiling as she kisses my lips, then over my cheeks, across my jaw, down my neck, over my chest, and onto my stomach, which tightens in anticipation. Fuck! Please tell me she’s going to go farther!

  She kisses across my pelvis from one hip to another, and I want her mouth so fuckin’ bad that I’m practically howling. Not having control is driving me crazy—but in a good way.

  “According to experts, patience is part of it,” she teases playfully, knowing exactly how fuckin’ bad I want her right now.

  “Teasing me for revenge, eh?”

  “Teasing you because the tease makes the payoff better,” she replies, finally letting her dexterous little fingers slide lightly over my cock.

  I exhale, desperately wanting her to grip me harder.

  She’s still kissing my stomach as she wraps her hand around me and starts stroking so slowly that I can hardly stand it. She rubs her thumb up and down the underside of my cock, and my body pumps up toward her hand to try to get more friction.

  I feel her warm breath, and I know she’s inching closer.

  Please use your mouth! Please use your mouth! Please use your mouth!

  I remember being completely caught off guard by how good Lola is at oral sex the first time I got to feel her mouth. I told her once that she’s a fuckin’ natural when it comes to blowjobs, but she wasn’t exactly flattered by the compliment. I guess “you’ve got a real talent for sucking dick” isn’t exactly the classiest thing to say to a non-porno girl. She laughed really hard when I said it, though, and I think a little part of her was flattered by how much I liked it.

  So close. So close. Just a little more.

  When her lips touch the head of my dick, I can’t hold back the groan that escapes.

  She flicks her tongue against me and slides her mouth over me, lightly sucking, twirling her tongue—all that good shit that I love.

  Lola’s not a deep-throat kind of girl, so she strokes me while she sucks me, and the combination is fuckin’ outstanding! My hands clench into fists, and all my attention focuses on the way her mouth teases me first, then pushes me closer to the edge, then teases me again, over and over.

  “Oh, fuck, baby,” I pant. “That feels so fuckin’ good!”

  She makes a little “mmm” sound and keeps going, but slightly faster than before.

  Oh, fuck! Oh, fuck! Oh, fuck! I can feel myself starting to lose it.

  “Shit, Lo,” I breathe. “You’re gonna make me come.”

  She keeps going, not pulling back the way she usually would.

  “Baby, if you don’t stop now I’m gonna come in your mouth,” I say in a gentle warning. She’s never done that before, and I’m not sure if she wants to, so I feel like I should let her know it’s about to happen.

  Another little humming moan, and I can’t hold back. I loudly call out her name as I shoot into her eager mouth. She keeps going. She keeps fuckin’ going! I can feel her swallowing, and I’m losing my goddamn mind!

  “Fuck!” I pant. “Oh, holy fuckin’ shit!”


  She swallows another spurt, and I’m pretty sure I’ve never come this hard in my life.

  “Oh, fuck!” I breathe heavily. “Oh, shit, yeah! Swallow it, sexy girl. That is so fuckin’ hot!”

  “Mmm,” she moans in agreement, taking everything I give her until there’s nothing left.

  All my muscles seem to go limp with exhaustion, and I’m almost in a daze when I feel her kissing my stomach again.

  “Jesus tap-dancing Christ!” I exhale when she rests on top of me and nuzzles into my neck.

  “You taste surprisingly good,” she whispers to me—nearly giving me a heart attack from how sexy it sounds.

  She laughs at my reaction and slides her hands up and down my body, moving her fingers through my chest hair all adoringly.

  “I swear to Christ, you’re a fuckin’ goddess!” I declare, as I untie myself. “My own little sex angel.”

  She laughs harder and pushes the blindfold off my eyes. Perfection. Looking into her eyes after that is like a motherfuckin’ religious experience!

  “I love you so fuckin’ much, Lola,” I say with sincerity. “I would literally do anything for you. I’d lie, cheat, and steal for you. I’d kill for you.”

  She smiles and bats her eyes in this unconscious way that she doesn’t seem to realize she’s doing.

  I run my hands up and down her back. Something as simple as the smooth feel of her bare skin makes my heart overload with warmth. I brush my fingers through her hair, and she rests her head on my chest, still straddling me. I caress her from her hips to her shoulders—yes, occasionally palming her ass or cupping her boobs. Her breathing is all slow and soft, and she practically purrs. I like when she’s all calm and relaxed like this because it feels like the whole world has slipped into slow-mo. I feel really warm and peaceful. She makes me feel that way all the time. It’s a borderline sleepy sensation, like I’m exactly where I need to be and I can completely relax.

  “So beautiful,” I whisper to her. “My lovely, sweet, sexy girl.”

  She raises her head up and gives me a big smile as she lets my words sink in.

  Nobody on earth—hell, nobody in the entire fuckin’ universe is as unbelievably, insanely, completely beautiful as Lola. I’m so…taken with her.

  “I wanna try something new,” I say to her, an idea flashing in my mind.

  “What is it?” she asks with excitement in her eyes.

  “Get up for a sec, and then go on your hands and knees right there.” I point to the spot next to me on the bed.

  “You want to do doggy?” Her eyes are wide. We usually prefer face-to-face positions, but sometimes it’s hot to hit it from the back.

  “You’ll see,” I reply, grinning.

  She gets on all fours, and I move behind her, enjoying the way she arches her back and pushes her butt up. Again, I don’t think it’s a conscious thing, but it’s sexy as hell.

  I start moving my hands over her ass, giving her a little squeeze every now and then before I lean over her and start kissing up her spine. Her breathing speeds up when I reach under her and tease her nipples as I kiss the back of her neck.

  When I kneel behind her again, I grab her ass and spread her open a little. This view is totally hot, and I kind of can’t believe she’s comfortable with letting me see her this way. She loves me and she trusts me, which is the sexiest part of all this.

  She draws in a sharp breath when my thumb lightly grazes a path down the crack of her ass. From the way that she tenses up, I know she’s not ready to go there.

  “Don’t freak out,” I say, chuckling. “I’m not gonna put anything in there.”

  She erupts in giggles and lowers herself down so her shoulders are on the pillow and her ass is in the air.

  Shit! This is even hotter.

  “I just want to look at you like this and think about really dirty stuff so I can recharge and get down to business.”

  That gets a flood of hysterical giggles, but she opens her legs even wider and really elevates her butt. She knows exactly what she’s doing.

  “Goddamn, Lo,” I sigh, watching her. “There’s not a single part of you that I don’t want to lick.”

  “James!” She squeals with embarrassment and pushes up on her hands.

  “I’m not saying you have to let me. I’m just saying that I would literally lick every inch of your body. Every. Fuckin’. Inch.”

  “Oh, my God! You are so nasty!” She rolls onto her side, covering her face.

  “Hey, what can I say? I have a dirty mind. Listen, I’m gonna lay down, and I want your legs on either side of my shoulders so you’re straddling my head and you’re angled down toward my cock.”

  Her eyes get wide with surprise, and her cheeks flush as she looks up at me.

  Yes, babe, we’re going for a sixty-nine tonight.

  She looks adorably shy as I get onto the bed and she moves up my body, kicking her leg over me. She’s still too high up for me to get at her, but I can take in that intoxicating aroma and think about how good she tastes. She asked me one time why I like eating her so much, but she wouldn’t believe me when I told her she was the most delicious woman I’ve ever had. I’m addicted, completely addicted.

  Our proportions are a little off because she’s way shorter than me, but she can still reach the tip of my dick from here, and that’s all I’ll need for now.

  She starts going at me first, and I peek between her legs as I watch her lips wrap around me. I dig this angle, seeing her from underneath like this and realizing how much she has to open her jaw to take me in.

  It feels fantastic, and I want to return the favor, so I push her knees open a little and bring her closer.

  She moans around my cock as I start licking her. Okay, this is definitely fuckin’ hot!

  I know she’s got no chance of making me come first, since my mouth is like her fuckin’ Achilles’ heel. She comes super fast whenever I go down on her, and I know the lewdness of what we’ve been doing is only going to hurry things along for her.

  The vibrations from her moans feel so good on me as she eagerly sucks me. I love her mouth just as much as she loves mine.

  I feel her starting to shake, and I reach up and hold her hips, pushing her against my mouth and really devouring her.

  She gasps loudly when she comes, shaking and whimpering before feverishly sucking me as the orgasm crashes through her.

  “Oh! Okay, hang on, baby,” I pant, getting too close to the edge again. “I don’t want to come until I’m inside you.”

  She raises up, extending her arms and breathing in trembly gasps as she regains her composure—well, a little bit, since nobody can get totally composed mere seconds after they come super hard.

  I turn her around so she’s facing me, and sit up so we’re nose to nose.

  I slowly cup her jaw and kiss her, soft at first, but then harder. She returns it with passion, and I know I have to take her right now, so I gently shift her around until her back is against the sheets. When she’s under me, I can press right against her, and I feel her hips rock a little bit like she’s ready again. I like that she can go again and again because it makes me feel less weird for wanting to fuck her every fuckin’ second of every day. It can’t be a bad thing if she wants it too.

  I kiss her for a few more minutes before I’m totally hungry for her, but I look into her eyes with a silent question.

  Do you want me to get a condom, Lo?

  She’s been such a stickler about it that I know the answer is probably yes, so I try to think about where the closest ones are located. I know we had some flavored ones in the gift bag.

  To my total surprise, she looks at me and shakes her head. “Just you,” she whispers. “I want it without anything between us.”

  Shit! I need to write this down. This is the greatest thing she’s ever said to me.

  She smiles proudly at my overjoyed expression and opens her legs a little wider as she moves her knees up my body so they’re bent high at my sides in tha
t certain way I know she likes. She’s inviting me. Finally, I’m going to get to have her without a layer of latex dividing us.

  I shift forward slowly, easing into her and very, very gradually continuing. She’s so tight. She also happens to be super wet, and that makes me less nervous about hurting her.

  Her eyes lock with mine, and we’ve got this intense connection as I push into her, little by little, inch by inch, until she’s taken all of me. Her muscles are relaxed enough that there’s no pain in her expression, which is a relief, and she looks both aroused and delighted. Nice!

  “I love you, Lola,” I whisper to her.

  “I love you too,” she softly replies.

  I kiss her as I start gently rocking my pelvis slowly, patiently sliding in and out of her in careful thrusts. Fuckin’ amazing! I love sex with Lola normally, but not having to use a condom makes this shit totally intense—almost as intimate as the very first time.

  She starts making her soft, little moans, and I kiss her neck a few times before moving back up and running my nose along hers. I know, baby. It feels just as good for me.

  She puts her arms around my waist, pressing me closer. She’s panting and her lips are right by my ear, so I can hear those perfect little whimpers as our bodies move in unison.

  Her next exhale is shaky, and her fingertips grip me tighter. She’s close. She’s totally close. She looks into my eyes and I know it’s about to happen.

  “That’s right, Lola,” I whisper against her lips. “Let it go, baby.”

  That does it. Sometimes I feel like she’s waiting for me to say stuff like that before she comes, like I can cue her.

  She throws her head back, her neck arching in a way that makes it perfectly kissable. Her arms grip me tightly, and her legs wrap around me as she pushes me deeper with her heels. I cradle the back of her head and tilt her mouth so I can kiss her. She whimpers and pants against my lips, and I totally love it. Everything shakes, every muscle in her body—and I mean every muscle. She’s even tighter and I can feel the way she pulses inside like her body is instinctually trying to get me there as fast as possible. Everything’s tight and quivering, and it feels out-fuckin’-rageously good.