A Conflict of Interest

by Anna Adams

  “Dance with me, Maria.”

  She turned toward Jake, her body already betraying her with a jump in her heartbeat. A distracting sense of warmth made her feel slightly light-headed, in danger.

  Then she was in Jake’s arms. “I was looking for you,” he said, his voice an irresistible mix of dark mood and confession. His breath brushed Maria’s ear and her throat. Hot. Tempting. Sinking against him would be so easy. So damn good.

  Maria feared she couldn’t hide her vulnerability. “Do you have any idea what you’ve done to my life?”

  Something had to be wrong between two people who could hate each other and yet yearn to make love. She found the strength to push him away. “You have what you want.” And she’d been a fool.

  Jake turned toward the door, but paused. “I didn’t get what I want. And neither did you.”

  Dear Reader,

  I have the best job. I get to write romance for Harlequin Enterprises. At about the age of twelve, I read my first Harlequin book, set in a coastal town in Canada. I’ll never forget a scene where the heroine ran down a wooden staircase to the beach and ended up in the hero’s arms. Before my grandma gave me that book I’d read only the classics or history or mystery. As I read that first romance, I kept waiting for a body to fall. But how cool—this book was all about love growing between a man and a woman.

  I’ve never stopped reading everything else, but I love romance. From that first book, I moved on to Harlequin Presents. When Anne Mather had a new release, I hurried it to the cash register. In college, after analyzing lit all semester, I’d rush to the bookstore for a break filled with romance.

  Finally I sold my own first novel. Then, one surreal day, one of mine appeared on the Mills & Boon site on the same page as a Betty Neels release! I took a screen shot that follows me to each new laptop.

  I’ve tried to bring all the passion I love reading about to Judge Jake Sloane and Dr. Maria Keaton’s story. While Maria reels with relief that Jake hasn’t betrayed her, he’s torn by guilt because he should have. Being Jake’s conflict of interest isn’t enough for Maria, but how can she learn to trust him? Visit me at annaadamswriter.blogspot.com to share your thoughts on the story.

  Happy 60th anniversary, Harlequin! Happy reading to all of us who seek out our favorite books each month.

  All the best,

  Anna Adams

  A Conflict of Interest

  Anna Adams

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Anna Adams wrote her first romance on the beach in wet sand with a stick. These days she uses modern tools to write the kind of stories she loves best—romance that involves everyone in the family, and often the whole community. Love between two people, like the proverbial stone in a lake—the ripples of their feelings spread and contract, bringing conflict and “help” from the people who care most about them.

  Anna is in the middle of one of those stories, with her own hero. From Iceland to Hawaii and points in between they’ve shared their lives with children and family and friends who’ve become family. Right now they’re living in a small Southern town, whose square has become the model for the one where much of the action happens in Honesty, Virginia. In fact, Anna wrote much of A Conflict of Interest in a coffee shop looking out at the courthouse that features in the story. All this living and loving gives Anna plenty of fodder to dream up stories of real love set in real life. Come along and live them with her!

  Books by Anna Adams

  HARLEQUIN SUPERROMANCE

  1082—MAGGIE’S GUARDIAN

  1154—THE SECRET FATHER*

  1168—THE BRIDE RAN AWAY*

  1188—THE PRODIGAL COUSIN*

  1248—HER LITTLE SECRET

  1294—ANOTHER WOMAN’S SON

  1336—MARRIAGE IN JEOPARDY

  1380—ONCE UPON A CHRISTMAS

  “All the Christmases to Come”

  1407—TEMPORARY FATHER†

  1435—THE MAN FROM HER PAST†

  1494—HER REASON TO STAY†

  To Missy, because the roads are empty without you.

  And to June, Alan, Adam and Brandon,

  good friends who’ve become family.

  CONTENTS

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  EPILOGUE

  CHAPTER ONE

  BITS OF ICE PLINKED against the courtroom windows, to the odd accompaniment of whispering fans that dispersed the heat of too many bodies packed into one small space. The defense attorney, a walking cliché of paunch and righteous anger, set a composition book in front of Dr. Maria Keaton on the witness stand.

  “Do you recognize this diary?” Buck Collier pointed with his thick finger.

  Maria stared at the marbleized cover, rubbed almost gray. Her patient, Griff Butler, had scrawled shapes into the cardboard, bearing down so hard he’d drilled red and blue ink beneath the surface. He’d written words and then crossed them out with heavy marker. He’d drawn muscle-bound men firing guns that sprayed bullets across the mottled cover.

  And he’d tried to make her read the pages, swollen with his secrets.

  He’d had a crush. Sometimes patients got them, but as they healed, they also found out they didn’t truly love their therapists.

  But one look at the man behind the judge’s bench, just above her, made her reconsider. The man whose gaze she’d avoided because his black eyes made her painfully aware that inappropriate, nearly mind-drugging attraction could also afflict her. Judge Jake Sloane didn’t even have to move to capture her attention.

  Soon after she’d moved to Honesty, he’d said hello at a party and taken her hand just as someone else called to him from across the buffet table. She’d let go, but the low timbre of his voice had touched her. She’d dragged her hand out of midair to hold it close to her stomach. With a nod, Jake had strode away, his lean body cutting a swath through the crowd.

  Attraction that felt more like instant addiction made her wary. After that, she’d hung back, watching Jake at town meetings and the food bank where they both volunteered. She’d waited for her ridiculous crush to wane.

  Since the moment she’d answered the bailiff’s summons to the courtroom, she’d been uncomfortably aware of Jake, leaning back in his chair, his sharp features focused, totally belying his body’s false image of indifference.

  “Dr. Keaton?” Buck’s imperious tone cut through Maria’s thoughts. “The journal. What’s in it?”

  “I don’t know.” She forced her attention back to the defense attorney’s sweating face.

  Buck waited, letting her reply echo in the room. “You may be ashamed to answer my questions, but the court demands you tell us what’s in that book.” The man’s beady blue eyes glittered with anticipation.

  “I didn’t read the journal. Your client insisted he killed his parents. I had to call the police. That’s everything I know.”

  He stared at her, his skepticism a big show for the jury. “You’re trying to make us believe you never opened that book?”

  “Griff never let it out of his reach.”

  Buck Collier continued to watch her, but again he didn’t speak. She’d used that same method too many times to be felled by it, and matched his silence with her own. He cracked first.

  “You never asked to read it? He never asked you to?”

  “He did.” He’
d tried to make her, pulling it out of his book bag, hauling it out of the back of his pants, letting it slip from his folded jacket. He’d shoved it to her floor the day she’d finally called the police. “I couldn’t.”

  “You couldn’t? You were too involved with him to read aloud his intimate feelings?” Collier waved his hand as bitterness crept, acidlike, into the pit of Maria’s stomach. The attorney performed a slow, surprisingly graceful twirl toward the jury box. “Didn’t you tell him to write those entries?”

  “I suggested that writing about his feelings might clarify them. Writing about them with me in mind as a potential reader would have made the exercise pointless,” she said, her tone emphasizing that the journal had been a kind of prescription.

  Collier gave her a smile that felt like a pat on the head for a troublesome child. A wordless That’s the best you can do?

  It damn well was, because it was the truth.

  Buck glided closer, a magician setting up his best trick. “You know what that book contains?”

  “I do now.” Movement at her side drew her glance. Jake Sloane, deceptively relaxed, stared at her, and her throat tried to swell shut. She gave herself a mental shake.

  She’d called the police because Griff had insisted he’d shot his parents. To this day, she doubted he’d actually done the crime. Regardless of whether he’d confessed to get her attention or truly had killed his mother and father, he needed help, and she had to get Jake out of her head and concentrate on her former patient.

  “Dr. Keaton, why won’t you answer me?”

  Behind Collier, Gil Daley, the prosecutor, leaned around his opponent’s body and shot her a warning glance.

  “It’s your client’s journal, Mr. Collier.” Sitting back, Maria folded her hands in her lap, careful to erase all signs of tension. “I never opened it.”

  “Uh-huh.” He took it back, weighing it in his hand, his glance filled with disdain. “Review it for us. A stirring tale of young love on the psychologist’s couch?”

  Subtle as an anvil to the skull. Tittering rustled among the citizens of Honesty, Virginia, who’d arrived at court in time for tickets to this circus. Maybe they didn’t need proof.

  Maria stifled a compulsion to face Jake and declare her innocence. Instead, she stared at the boy with the cold, blank eyes. Buck had dressed him in a nice black suit of mourning, but no one could show Griff how to pretend he felt—anything.

  “I’ve never touched it. I haven’t opened the cover.”

  “What did you touch, Dr. Keaton?”

  On the raised bench, the judge moved in his squeaking leather chair.

  Daley sprang from his seat. “Your Honor, I—”

  Buck waved a dismissing hand at Gil. “Question withdrawn. I’m sorry, folks, but I get hot under the collar when justice is perverted.” Buck shook the book at Maria. “You know how Griff used this.”

  The prosecutor spoke out for the eighth time during Maria’s cross-examination. “The defense asks the impossible. How does he expect the witness to testify to the contents of a journal she’s never read?”

  Buck turned on Gil.

  Scowling, Daley sat.

  “If the prosecutor would maintain his seat and the peace, we could drill to the truth.” Like a powerful figure on a Michelangelo ceiling, Buck pointed at Maria. “This woman made my client write the diary. Not only has she read it, they’ve read it together. With every entry, they relived their sexual encounters. She thought up new—”

  Maria froze. The packed courtroom erupted in whispers of “I told you so,” and shrill “No’s,” all backed by a slithering undercurrent of gasps, which Jake cut off with a curt, “Order.”

  Maria heard and saw it all through a revolted haze.

  The prosecutor leaped to his feet. “I object—”

  Jake lifted his hand. “Hold on, Mr. Daley.” He hit a key on the laptop in front of him. “Step forward, gentlemen, and not another word out of anyone, or I’ll clear the gallery.”

  As he sat forward, he glanced at Maria, searching for the truth. Every false indication of indolence fled as he raked her with his eyes. Shame—unexpected, unwelcome and totally unwarranted—made her skin sizzle.

  Determined to face him down, she willed Gil aside when he stepped between her and Jake to have his say in furious whispers. Buck drawled a response, but he grabbed the ledge of Jake’s desk with his fists and betrayed the hard-fighting lawyer behind his mellow, country-boy mask.

  Jake covered the microphone. Control vibrated in his husky tone, though Maria couldn’t discern most of his words. When she heard him say her name, she became even more uneasy, but Gil still blocked her view.

  Jake’s low voice emphasized his warning to the attorneys with the words “personal attack” and “contempt.” He finished with a louder “Stand back.”

  A red flush slowly spread from Collier’s collar. Gil turned away, saying respectfully, “Thank you, Your Honor.”

  Collier retook the podium at the end of his table. “What’s in the notebook, Ms. Keaton?”

  “Doctor,” Gil said.

  Jake swung calm but killing eyes toward the prosecutor, who sat. Jake prompted Buck with raised brows. All the while, Maria either sensed or imagined the judge’s focus on her. And she could barely breathe.

  “Dr. Keaton?” Distaste dripped from Buck’s tone.

  Maria refused to act the defensive, sex-crazed, older woman part he’d dreamed up. “Griff offered me the notebook.” Now that the accusation was out in the open, she kept her voice calm and rational. The law required her to report a crime, but she didn’t have to throw away her client or her own reputation. “I never read it.”

  Buck laughed as if she’d told a joke that wasn’t in the least funny. “You’ve seen these pages how many times?”

  “Asked and answered,” Gil said. “Ad nause—”

  “Gentlemen,” Jake said, as if nothing about this situation troubled him in the least, “I’ve warned you.”

  Buck’s complacent expression faltered. “You can’t deny Griff wanted you to see what he’d written.”

  She’d come to this courtroom with one goal in mind, to make the jury see the kid needed help, not a prison sentence. Instead, she was defending herself against Collier’s plan to make her seem like a pervert on the prowl in her own practice.

  “You opened Griff up to his feelings, didn’t you, Dr. Keaton?”

  Revolting filth of a man.

  The courtroom spectators whispered. Jake’s chair squeaked, like nails raking a chalkboard, and she felt him looking at her. She refused to meet his gaze. She’d put distance between herself and Jake after she’d begun to treat his daughter, Leila. The last thing Leila Sloane or any of Maria’s clients needed was for their therapist to be suspected of seducing an under-aged teen.

  “My clients don’t walk out of textbooks. Textbook answers won’t always help them.”

  Gil leaned forward, warning her again.

  “I hear you took a suicidal teen mountain climbing,” Collier said.

  “We climbed the side of a ridge at a camp.” And she’d been scared half out of her wits.

  “You also ran a marathon?”

  “A half one.” With a woman who couldn’t stand still for fear her father’s sexual abuse would catch up with her.

  For another client too afraid of public speaking to make a simple speech in his own boardroom, Maria had listened to late-night rehearsals on the phone until her ear was as cauliflowerlike as the most inept boxer’s.

  She’d cooked meals and walked labyrinths and finally gone to the police when Griff Butler had refused to retract the confession she still doubted.

  “You know how to make people comfortable. You make them trust you.”

  She eyed him but said nothing.

  “And you used what Griff Butler said in this notebook to make him your—”

  She planted both business-casual heels on the floor. This man would not make her look incapable, even to save a kid she
cared for. “I don’t know what he wrote.”

  “Open it,” Buck said. “Read the pages you shared with my client at each meeting—including the ones outside your office.”

  “I’ve never met Griff outside my office, Mr. Collier.”

  “You’re formal with me, Dr. Keaton.” He made her title an insult. “But you dropped the decorum with Griffy, didn’t you?”

  She let herself smile. The prototypical Southern lawyer had made an error. “Griff claims I called him that?” Insecurity plagued the boy. He’d feared that no one, not even his own mother and father, had loved him.

  “Open the book, Dr. Keaton.”

  She stared at Buck, pretending his peremptory tone amused her.

  “Objection,” Gil said. “The defense is harassing Dr. Keaton. She has sworn under oath several times that she never read these pages. How can they be relevant?”

  Jake’s exaggerated stillness was a warning. His bland expression suggested he’d expected Gil to come up with something more effective, which troubled Maria. At last, Jake looked at the defense. “Get to the point, Mr. Collier. Skip the commentary.”

  “Did you have an affair with my underage client, Dr. Keaton?”

  It hurt. Against her will, she glanced at Griff, who stared at nothing.

  “Answer me, Dr. Keaton. Don’t look at that boy.”

  “I did not have an affair with Griff. I wanted him to be well. I’m his psychologist. Nothing more.”

  “You were his so-called therapist. After you broke doctor-client privilege, I believe his aunt fired you?”

  His aunt was the only one left to fire her after his parents died. “Griff, you know why I told the police what you said.”

  Jake’s seat came upright with a scream of springs. “Dr. Keaton, you will not—”