Inked Destiny imw-2

by Jory Strong

  “It’s a perk of being Lord,” Myk said, dropping lightly into the boat, as irreverent in his way as Liam was.

  “Aesirs,” Eamon said, command and destination both. Rhys could take charge of Farrell, leaving him free, in turn, to take charge of his future consort-wife.

  *

  Truth time,” Etaín said, unlocking the spare helmet and offering it to Cathal.

  He took it with a flashing smile. “I’m not afraid of letting you take me for a ride.”

  She laughed, moving in, pressing the front of her body against his. “Oh I know that. In fact, I’d say you’re a big fan of woman on top.”

  “Definitely.” His arm snaked around her waist. “Continue this conversation and we’ll get an even later start.”

  “Tempting.” She exhaled, the sound of it marking the end of levity. “Really tempting. I dread this.”

  Her skin felt stretched thin, her nerve-endings already jangling and her heart rushing in anticipation of visiting Vontae’s family and being in the presence of so much raw emotion.

  “I’m afraid,” she added in a whisper. Afraid of losing control the way she had with Parker, of forcing answers and in the process stripping minds without Eamon there to stop her.

  Cathal’s arm tightened at her waist. He rubbed his cheek against hers. “You don’t have to put yourself through this. I told you I’d cover the bill if we pull Sean McAllister in and give him a list of all the people you’ve tattooed who are likely suspects. He’s good at what he does. It wouldn’t take him long to locate them and see what they’re up to. Someone will pop as a high probable and you can turn the name over to the police, let them handle it from there.”

  “Or I could be sure first, by getting close enough to take a memory that’ll give Ordoñes something to work with.”

  The ease with which she accepted doing just that had her chest constricting as Cathal’s emotional no slammed in her, though he refrained from saying the word out loud.

  “Let’s head to Sean’s boat,” he murmured, lips brushing her ear in an attempt to persuade her. “I’ll even let you drive.”

  She accepted his attempt to lighten the mood. “Big of you, considering we’re taking my bike.”

  Stepping away from him, she picked up her helmet, not completely able to shed the seriousness. “I need to get the hard part over with first. Then swing by the shelter to ask Justine what she remembers. There’s a lot I don’t.” She met his gaze squarely. “I was high a lot of the time, early on, when the call to ink arrived and things became difficult at home.”

  Not that they’d ever been easy, thanks to the captain’s wife and daughters. But stir in arguments with him and fights with Parker, along with the heavy, heavy weight of disapproval, and it had gotten easier and easier to blow off curfews, and the repercussions from that had, in turn, fostered greater rebellion.

  “Vontae was early on, but I tattooed a shitload of people back then, anybody willing to offer up a patch of fresh skin. Sometimes I did it stoned out of my mind, transferring the surreal things in my head onto various body parts.”

  She wasn’t proud of it. But shame didn’t cling to her either. There wasn’t much point in it though she regretted the ink now, regretted other things from that time in her life, not the least of which was the inability to get beyond it when it came to the captain and Parker.

  She couldn’t change the past, even if it apparently was coming back to haunt her. The best she could do was damage control. Starting now.

  “After Justine, then I’m game to involve Sean. Mmm mmm. He gives the eye candy at Aesirs a run for the money. Yummy, Johnny Depp in the role of pirate. If I didn’t already have enough man trouble I’d be tempted.”

  “I’m glad that was man, singular, not plural.”

  “How do you know I’m not talking about you? Eamon hasn’t joined us yet, therefore, no plural.”

  Cathal laughed, touching the garage door button. It rolled upward. She put on the helmet, afterward pushing the Harley out and straddling it.

  He joined her on the bike and she liked the feel of him at her back. With a roar they took off, leaving luxury and blue skies for a small house smothered by the fog that still clung to the Bayview-Hunters Point district.

  It didn’t surprise her when Liam appeared, emerging from wet gloom to join them without speaking, as if he’d been waiting for their arrival. Shadow walker. Her voice, not the—

  She shelved thoughts of the supernatural, or tried to. A glance down at the eyes on her palms and she was reluctantly glad for Liam’s presence, though despite Cathal’s desire for Eamon’s continued absence, she wished it was Eamon who’d stepped out of the shadows instead of his assassin.

  Cathal took her hand in his. “It doesn’t have to go further than just paying your respects.”

  “I used to crash here sometimes, when I was fourteen. Me and about five other kids.” Four would go on the list. The fifth had OD’d at sixteen, the same year the captain’s version of scaring her straight had worked.

  At the door she knocked. It was opened by a rawboned man in his fifties, light enough skinned that the tattoos on his neck and arms popped.

  OG. Original gangster. Her palms buzzed, reminding her he wore a little bit of her ink. Tiny footsteps above his heart along with the word Janelle, the name of one of his kids born in the days she’d hung out with Vontae.

  “Long time, Tyrone.”

  He glanced at Cathal, but his gaze lingered on Liam before returning to her. “You’ve traded up since last time I saw you.”

  “That’s one way to look at it. Okay if we come in?”

  He stepped out of the doorway. “Most everyone’s either over at the funeral home or talking to the preacher about services. Mama’s here though.” Vontae’s grandmother.

  “You know why it happened?” Etaín asked as Tyrone led them down the hallway, toward a kitchen she remembered as being a place of warmth and laughter as well as stern lectures.

  “Your daddy send you to ask? Cause we already had cops stopping by. Plenty of cops.”

  “I came on my own.”

  “If you say so.”

  “I was at the hospital last night with Kelvin. He didn’t make it.”

  “You going to get out of the life, then you got to stay far away from it.” She heard a warning in that message.

  “You didn’t answer my question.”

  “Not going to. What went down is the MC’s business.”

  MC. Motorcycle Club. Meaning the Curs.

  “You a member now?” He wasn’t when she was a teen.

  Tyrone didn’t answer.

  They entered the kitchen. “Mama, Etaín’s here. You remember her?”

  “Of course I remember her.”

  The old woman pushed up from her chair, the smoke from a cigarette on the edge of a saucer curling upward. She was rail-thin, the way Etaín remembered her, except now, with adult eyes, she saw the way age and the weight of kids and grandkids who’d ended up in gangs, in prison, and on drugs had shrunk her, bending height and hunching her back with it.

  Her hands gripped Etaín’s upper arms. “Look at you, all grown up.”

  “What passes for grown up anyway. Some people might argue it.”

  Momma Leeona smiled, as Etaín had meant her to. “I appreciate your coming by,” she said, pulling Etaín into a hug.

  Guilt slid into Etaín like a hot knife, coming with the memory of Vontae on the floor of the bar, reaching for a gun. “He was a friend.” Once. Time hadn’t changed that.

  “Eat something?” Vontae’s grandmother asked, the counter crowded with food.

  “Cathal and I had something a little while ago.”

  Etaín paused to introduce her companions. Momma Lee said, “We can move into the living room.”

  “This room’s fine. I always think of you sitting in here.” She sent a glare at the cigarette, though god knew, she’d done a lot worse when she hung out here.

  Momma Lee laughed and reclaimed
her chair, sitting heavily despite her slight frame.

  Etaín sat across from her, Cathal moving into place behind her, his hands on her shoulders as she said, “We can’t stay for long. We’re on our way to the shelter. I need to talk to Justine.”

  “She was by here last night.” Momma Lee picked up the cigarette. It trembled as she carried it to her lips. “I can’t even turn the TV on. Seems like every time I do, they show pictures of bodies being brought out in black bags. And I wonder if that one’s got Vontae in it, or that one or that one. Or if maybe it’s Lomas or Roddy or Ahman, or somebody else that used to come around here and sit at this table like you’re sitting.”

  Shame crawled into Etaín, that she hadn’t called Detective Ordoñes or any of the Oakland cops she knew and asked for the names of the victims. “The police will find out who did this.”

  “Maybe. But not before other people’s babies get killed.”

  “Is this the start of a drug war?” she asked, drawing on what Melinda had said at the hospital.

  Vontae’s grandmother shrugged. “You ask me, this trouble has to do with Anton.”

  “Mama,” Tyrone said at the same time Etaín asked, “Anton Charles?”

  “Yes. How do you know him?”

  “From the shop where I work. Stylin’ Ink.” She hesitated, adding, “I saw him a couple of days ago.” Leaving it there, without mentioning being with him in the bar where Vontae and the others died.

  “There’s bad blood between him and some of the other Curs.”

  “Mama, you don’t want to be messing with Anton’s business. Or with the club’s either.”

  “I’ll say what I’m going to say, Tyrone, and pray to Jesus maybe it’ll make a difference this time. Violence always begets more violence. I’ve been preaching it at the kitchen table since before you were born and I’m not going to stop now.”

  She took a draw on her cigarette, using it for fortification. Etaín could see the sheen of tears, see her fighting to hold them in. Smoke erupted from Momma Lee’s nostrils, reminding Etaín of the Dragon’s exhalation.

  “Vontae.” Momma Lee’s voice cracked on the name. “Vontae and a couple of the other Curs, they were close to Anton. I heard them talking in this very room—”

  “Mama—”

  “They were excited about Anton being back, going on and on about him taking over the club and how he had big plans and they were going to be part of them. Got real quiet whenever they realized I was hearing them. I said my piece, and they said yes ma’am real polite then went off to do what they wanted to do anyway.”

  Etaín thought back to how the others had acted around Anton. Respectful, giving up the pool table when the two of them decided to play. One of the guys even hustling to rack the balls.

  She glanced at Liam. He’d entered the bar and she’d known by the touch of his magic to hers he was part of the world her mother had been running from. And then all hell had broken loose, thanks to Eamon’s arrival, and she’d learned that not only had Liam been sent to watch her, but that Anton’s brother owned the place.

  “You think this was Curs killing Curs?” she asked, pride and shame keeping her from asking if Anton and his brother were among the dead. She’d find out soon enough, with a call, then realized she already knew the answer when it came to Anton, given Tyrone’s interruptions.

  Momma Leeona seemed to fold in on herself more. “That’s what I think. Same as I think other families are going to be affected like this one. Violence begets violence.”

  Etaín let the conversation drift to the past. There’d been good times mixed in with those she regretted. Not enough of them to fill hours of conversation, but enough so the visit didn’t seem rushed, or dishonest.

  “We should probably head to the shelter,” she finally said. “Is there anything you need?”

  Vontae’s grandmother reached across the table, taking Etaín’s hands in hers. Etaín jerked with the contact. Sweat broke out with the sharp burn of pain in her wrists where Momma Lee’s fingertips rested, and with the unmistakable sensation of an alien awareness invading her reality.

  Nine

  I’m going fucking nuts, she thought, bracing herself against the sibilant sound of a foreign voice in her head saying, Look, against a compulsion to turn her hands so her palms would be pressed to Momma Lee’s.

  Tension screamed through Cathal’s grip on her shoulders. His touch lightened as he prepared to lunge for her wrists and jerk her clear of Momma Lee before she could do any damage, while Liam remained several feet away, a bored audience though she suspected he could move incredibly fast if he chose to act.

  Yesss.

  Etaín didn’t flinch, but it was a near thing.

  “I remember you doing beautiful work,” Momma Lee said. “Fourteen and using homemade ink and a sewing needle to start with, and already people coming around here, looking for you in particular so they could get tattooed. What you can do for me, for all those like me, is don’t do any work that supports gangs like the one Tyrone over there, trying to hush his mama, is so proud to be in, or clubs like the Curs, that only perpetuate the waste of a lot of lives.”

  “The only time I touch that kind of work is to cover it up.”

  Momma Lee squeezed Etaín’s hands. “I’m glad.”

  They left a short time later, stepping from the house into thinning grayness as the sun burned through the fog. “Shelter still?” Cathal asked.

  Etaín’s hand went to her pocket, habit taking it there to retrieve her phone with Anton’s number in it. The phone’s absence was a reminder of having been abducted by the Harlequin Rapist. She shivered, hastily blocking further thought of him, or their time together.

  “Yeah, the shelter.”

  Liam walked away, as if going to his car. Cathal grimaced. “I feel like my head could explode with all the weird shit.”

  “Now there’s an image. I hope I’m not standing close to you when it happens.”

  He cut her a look. “You want to tell me how he not only found us but seemed to arrive out of nowhere? I’m pretty sure I didn’t hear or see a car pulling in when we did.”

  She distanced herself with a step to the side. He reeled her back by grabbing her hand.

  “I’m afraid if I answer I’m going to witness the whole head-exploding thing.”

  Cathal laughed, since meeting her he’d done a lot of it—that is, when he wasn’t consumed by lust or jealousy or fear for her life. “Funny, Etaín.”

  “I get that a lot.”

  “Are you going to answer my question about Liam?”

  “I think somehow he can travel between shadows.”

  Cathal felt an immediate tightness in his chest. “Okay. I think we can leave it at that.”

  She gave him a smile and he answered with a long, slow kiss before they pulled on helmets and made the trip to the shelter, parking in the back, to find Liam casually leaning next to the door.

  Fuck, Cathal thought. It seemed like a lifetime had passed since yesterday, when he and Etaín had arrived at the shelter for the fund-raiser, him to manage the music, her to manage the tattoo artists as well as to work as one.

  The fog hadn’t come this far inland, and even if it had, it might not have mattered to the kids who now called this place home, along with their parents or in some cases, their grandparents—and were lucky to have a roof and beds rather than to be living in cars or split from their families and sent into foster care. There were some twenty boys and girls playing basketball or hopscotch or jumping rope on worn asphalt.

  Many of those who sought shelter here were the working poor. That had been an eye-opener for him, this world so far away from the one he inhabited.

  They entered the building, Liam a deadly shadow behind them. For a split second, Cathal considered asking him how he’d gotten there, to see if Etaín was right—only to remember Liam stepping into the room and having all illusion of being human melt away.

  Why bother? He was a fucking Elf.

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nbsp; Uneasiness slid into Cathal with a glance to the side at Etaín. Because she was Elf too, already so fucking beautiful, and after the transition she would probably be more so, and able to do additional magic, or stronger magic. What if over time she became more and more like Eamon, and identified less and less with human concerns? Then what? Would she be the one with regrets, about him?

  Fuck that. She needed him. And grudgingly, he could see she needed Eamon too.

  He shook off doubts and dismissed Eamon from his mind. The shelter was crowded, because it was Sunday, he guessed, and the adults without childcare responsibilities weren’t required to spend the day either at jobs or out looking for work.

  Justine was in her office. She rose from her chair at the sight of Etaín, crossing the room with the brisk pace of a woman who could have been a drill sergeant.

  Cigar smoke saturated the air around her. It made a bold statement about the woman who had to be in her sixties. It gave advance notice that she was more than capable of taking names and kicking ass.

  She pulled Etaín into a fierce hug and Cathal could swear he heard the sound of ribs cracking. “Don’t ever scare me like that again.”

  Justine’s command was as rough as her embrace. Etaín returned the hug, Cathal seeing the way she kept her hands curled, as if she feared even the contact of her palms with clothing.

  Releasing Etaín to give Cathal a bone-crushing hug, Justine said, “Your timing is perfect. I’ve been going over the numbers. The fund-raiser was a huge success thanks in large part to the two of you. If we do this again, maybe in six months, and have the same or better results, I think we could add more bed space. Can I count on you?”

  “Etaín is not in a position to offer such a promise,” Liam said, startling Justine as if she hadn’t been aware of him.

  Cathal wondered if Liam could actually hide his presence altogether. It was not a pleasing thought.

  Justine’s eyes narrowed as she took in Liam, the look in them making it obvious she didn’t care for what she was seeing. A glance at Etaín, and Etaín made the introduction, deflecting the confrontation his statement invited by saying, “Things are a little unsettled in my life right now. Okay if we talk about another fund-raiser in a week?”