Alaskan Tigers Box Set 1
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“You didn’t answer my question. Was he abused?” She glanced over her shoulder at the unconscious man. Sorrow filled her heart when she spotted scars marring his body.
“I believe so. Before he slipped into unconsciousness, he was scared of the consequences he’d receive at not protecting us. His fear makes me believe Avery might have killed him.”
“What will happen to him?” She shook her head, looking away from Tex and back to Adam.
“That will be up to him. He could stay in Alaska and become a part of my clan or return to Texas, to Avery. He could also choose another clan or a life of solitude. He’s young, so whatever choice he makes he can still have a life where his past won’t haunt him.”
“Unless he goes back to Avery.”
“Yes.” Adam nodded.
She didn’t understand how Adam could sit idly by and let someone return to the person responsible for abuse. If someone had helped her get away from Bobby, she’d have left long before his death. Abusers hold power over those they mistreat, making them feel as if they’d never make it on their own. If Robin had a chance, she’d talk to Tex when he woke, and explain to him that he could have a life without violence.
Chapter Four
Now as the second-in-command to Tabitha’s guards, Adam had certain privileges. One was his own cabin, close to the main building. Landing the helicopter, he couldn’t wait to sink onto his comfortable bed for a few hours of sleep. It had been over twenty-four hours since he had slept. Traveling through the night had been the final brick on the wall of his sleep deprivation.
“We’re here.” Stifling a yawn, he slipped the headset off and placed it on a hook above his head. In the dim morning light, he saw Ty and Raja standing off to the right. Galen, the healer, was a couple steps behind them.
With the helicopter blades coming to a stop, Robin whispered, almost as if she was afraid of the answer. “Now what?”
“You’ll get some rest, and then we’ll meet with the Elders in a few hours.” The fear he smelled from her earlier had dissipated over the last few hours, but had returned with a vengeance, making the air heavy and hard to breathe. “I’ll be with you. There’s nothing to worry about, Robin. The Elders sent me to find you. They mean you no harm.”
As Ty neared the helicopter, her anxiety raced off the chart, tearing through Adam as if the emotions were his own. He reached toward her, wanting to give her comfort—to do something to ease her fears. Slipping his hand over her small, clammy hand, the electricity sizzled through him. The current wasn’t as strong because her rising panic overpowered the mating desire.
She shook her head. “I can’t…”
“It’s going to be all right.” He circled the back of her hand with his thumb.
Her gaze went from him to the Elders who were approaching, and back to him. “Don’t leave me…please.”
“Okay. Just wait here for a moment. Let me talk to the Elders and then I’ll take you to a cabin where you can get some sleep.” He squeezed her hand before jumping out of the cockpit.
“How’s she doing?” Ty came to stand near Adam.
Adam forced a smile. “During the flight, I was able to relive most of her fears, but now that we’ve landed, she’s freaking out. I suggest letting her get some sleep before questioning her.”
“You both need rest. We’ve prepared the guest cabin next to yours for Robin. We’ll speak with her later this afternoon.”
“If it’s okay, I think she’ll be more comfortable in my cabin. She’s scared, and I’ve established a trust with her.” Adam glanced from Ty to Raja.
Raja took a deep breath, intensely watching Adam. “You’ve mated?”
“Not yet, but a connection is present. She’s already in a weary state so I only explained the mating briefly. She’s confused and she’ll fight me with every step if I press it further right now.” He ran his hand over his chin, feeling stubble beginning to grow. “Our mating is not why I want her in my cabin. She’s been on the run for weeks. She feels safe with me and is beginning to trust me. If you want to question her, she’ll need a sense of security. Being near me is going to provide her with that.”
“Very well, and to show her we’re a trusting clan, we’ll come to your place to question her, to make it less formal. Say three o’clock?”
Adam nodded and turned to follow Galen to the helicopter, but Raja stopped him with a hand on Adam’s arm. “Avery’s pissed Tex didn’t report back. We explained your situation with the rogues, so he’s being patient for now, however he has requested Tex be returned by week’s end.”
“Will the boy have a choice? Or will he have to return to his abuser?”
“We will give Tex a choice, however it has to be his decision. You can’t influence him or pressure his choice,” Ty ordered.
Adam agreed, and then returned to assist Robin from the helicopter. He’d let the Elders deal with Tex. His attention was focused on Robin. Sliding the door open, he offered her his hand, and grabbed their suitcases. “Come on. Let’s get some rest.”
“What about your Elders?”
“We’ll talk to them this afternoon. Now come on.” He held her arm as she slipped out of the cockpit. Once she was safely on the ground, he slung his bag over his shoulder, laced his fingers through the handle of her suitcase, and wrapped his arm around her waist, leading the way to his cabin.
“I don’t think I should be here,” she whispered, gripping the sleeve of his shirt.
“No one here means you harm.” He pulled her closer, letting her floral scent fill his nose. “I’ll protect you.”
Robin lay curled in a ball in the middle of the bed, her heart racing faster and faster with each second. Everything coming together at once sent her into full panic mode and was too much for her body to handle. Adam had gained her trust, but even knowing he was in the other room protecting her, she couldn’t relax. Fear began to drown her.
“Robin,” Adam whispered from the doorway, the sun streaming around him. “I know you’re awake. Can I do anything for you? Get you anything?”
“I’m sorry I’m keeping you awake.” Even to her own ears, her voice seemed strained.
“It’s fine. I’m more worried about you.” He moved away from the door, walking closer to the bed. “I can get Doc to give you something to help you relax.”
“No!” His words sent a new wave of terror coursing through her.
“Shh. I’m trying to help. You’re human, so your heart shouldn’t be beating that fast. It’s not safe. You have to calm down.”
“I don’t want any drugs.”
“You don’t have to. I only thought they would help you sleep. During your time on the run have you been filled with this much terror the whole time?” He stepped next to the bed. “Mind if I sit?”
She nodded. “I’ve never suffered from any type of panic attacks, until I was on the run. When my panic levels rise there’s always been a reason. It’s been like a sixth-sense, keeping me safe. But now…I don’t know, this feels different.” Her heart raced, beating against her ribcage with such power.
He reached out to her, gliding his fingers over her knuckles, before giving her hand a timid squeeze. “You’re surrounded by shifters, the very race you’ve been running from, but I swear to you, you will come to no harm from my clan.”
His touch seemed to calm her, slowing her heart rate, making her think it wouldn’t fly out of her chest at any minute. “Why does your touch soothe me?”
“A touch from your mate will calm your emotions, ease your pain, and sometimes be a link for you to share thoughts. Tabitha can share her thoughts with Ty, and with concentration, even other members of the clan.” He moved to rest his leg on the bed, brushing it along the curve of her body. “The more they touch, the closer they become, one calming the other.”
“Relief.” Her voice was husky. “Can you help me?”
“I’ll lie down next to you, which may ease your stress.”
“Anything. Please, just make
this stop.”
He let go of her hand and slid beside her. He lay on his back, swinging his arm above her to cuddle her into his body. The moment he settled, she slid close, snuggling next to him. Her panic instantly subsided, leaving her completely calm and at ease. “Ahhh.”
“It feels good to have the worries fall away, doesn’t it?” He ran his finger down her arm.
“Yes, but it won’t last.” Her eyes drifted shut as sleep wrapped its long tentacles around her, threatening to draw her under.
“It will, if you trust me.” He turned her chin with the tip of his finger to force her to look at him. “I’m going to keep you safe.”
She finally asked the question that had been weighing on her mind. “Because I might hold information that will help your clan?”
“That’s why I was sent to find you. It’s not why I protect you now. You’re my mate and for that reason, I guarantee your safety.” He nuzzled the top of her head.
“I’m not sure if I understand this whole mating thing.”
Adam leaned back, meeting her gaze again. “I know, and I don’t understand it completely either, but trust me. I would give my life for you.”
She wasn’t sure what to say to that, instead she closed her eyes. No longer tired, she lay there, letting her thoughts run wild with Adam’s words. How was she supposed to act on this mating connection? She didn’t want, or need, to be tied down to someone, especially a shifter. Everything she learned about shifters told her to stay away from them. Adam seemed different. She didn’t want to create a distance from him, but she wasn’t sure mating was for her.
Adam stood behind Robin, waiting for Ty to take the lead. His hands gently massaged her shoulder, trying to relieve some of her panic that returned. He hated to see her so full of conflicting emotions. Leaning closer he whispered in her ear. “It’s going to be all right.”
Felix opened the door, ushering Tabitha in. “Sorry we’re late. One of the young tigresses had an issue I needed to attend to.” Tabitha sauntered in, sitting next to her mate, Ty.
“We’ve been waiting for you.” He slipped his arm around Tabitha. “Robin, I’m glad you agreed to come here. I believe Adam has shared why we’d like to speak with you.”
“Yes. He told me that some book said I might have information to help your search for Pierce. I don’t think I’ll be able to help you.” Robin’s shoulders tensed under Adam’s fingers.
“I know you’ve been through Hell the last few weeks, and you haven’t had much sleep yet, but we have a few questions.” Ty leaned forward, his gaze completely on Robin. “Your late husband, Bobby, how did he make contact with Pierce? Was it in person? On the phone?”
“They met during one of Bobby’s business trips. I believe when he was in Boston. I’m not sure if that’s when they first met. It’s definitely where they met the last time. He traveled back and forth from Boston to Virginia occasionally. The police found his…body in Boston.” A touch of sorrow tainted her words.
“Where in Boston?” Tabitha leaned forward as if her interest was piqued.
Closing her eyes, Robin ran her hand through her hair. “Copley Square. Why? Do you think that’s where Pierce is?”
Ty glanced from Robin to Adam before answering. “It’s possible. We’ve received another lead that has pointed us to Boston. Connor is checking into it.”
“Connor, our wolf, is a computer expert,” Adam explained, caressing her arm as a shiver ran through her. “How did you know they would come for you?”
“They called me. They let me hear Bobby beg for his life, even offered me to take his place. Bobby’s last words, as they tortured him, were for me to run. I gathered a few belongings and ran for my life.” True sorrow was now evident in her voice. Tears fell down her cheeks. “I don’t know why they killed him, or why he tried to trade my life for his. I honestly don’t care. I just want it over. Bobby wasn’t the best man and I was debating divorce, but he didn’t deserve to be tortured to death.”
“For a woman whose husband offered her to a mad man, you seem to have no anger.” Tabitha eyed her with suspicion. “I’d be full of hatred.”
“I was at first, now…well it doesn’t really matter. Bobby’s dead. I just want my life back. Can you help me?” Robin asked Tabitha.
“We’ll eliminate Pierce and you can do as you wish, until then you need to stay here. Our compound is safe.” Ty rose from the sofa, drawing Tabitha with him. “If you don’t have any questions, we’ll leave you to rest. If you think of anything that might be useful, Adam knows how to reach us.”
“How long is this going to take?”
“We’ve been looking for Pierce for some time. Hopefully Boston will lead us to him. I can’t give you an exact time frame. We want him eliminated as quickly as possible. In the meantime, I hope you’ll stay with us. Adam can make other arrangements if you’d like privacy.” Ty led Tabitha toward the door where Felix waited.
At the door, Tabitha turned back to Robin. “If you need anything please let us know. Bethany is looking forward to meeting you, and welcoming you to the clan when you’re up for visitors. You both went to the same school. She was a few years ahead of you.”
“Thanks, Tabitha. Please let Bethany know I’ll give her a call when Robin’s ready for visitors.” Adam stepped around the sofa to sit next to Robin. Sinking down, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders, drawing her close to his body. “I told you there was nothing to worry about. Now why don’t you get some rest?”
“Do you think your clan will catch him?” Robin rubbed the leg of her jeans, her body tense under his touch.
With his finger under her chin, he tilted her head to look at him. “I know we will. I’m the second-in-command to Felix, the Captain of the Guards for Tabitha, which makes me part of the Elder’s team. Unlike the other members of the clan, I know what information we have and what we’ve been doing. I have no doubt we’ll take Pierce down. We’re closing in on him. It won’t be long.”
He paused, taking a moment to decide if he wanted to come clean about his own dark past. “I told you before I was in a situation very similar to yours, where I had to choose to trust someone. More than ten years ago, I was on the run just like you were. There was a rogue who wiped out my family, my parents and two sisters. I wasn’t home when it happened. I had gone on a hunting trip with a family friend. When I returned, my home and family were ashes. There was nothing left of what I cherished. I was alone. Without a second thought, I followed the trail, hunting the rogue who killed my parents and my baby sisters. Back then I didn’t understand the power of shifting.”
The loss of his family still hurt like it was yesterday. He had been close to his sisters with less than two years separating them. The only real division between them was when he went through the transition, accepting his beast. They didn’t get to reach their change. How he longed to be able to share that part of his life with them. “I chased that rogue from town to town until he turned the chase on me, forcing me to run. I ran, trying to put a plan together because I couldn’t leave my family’s murder go unpunished. Much like I found you in Texas, Ty found me in a hotel room. He stood by me and we took down the rogue together. We will do it again with Pierce.”
“I’m sorry.” She laid her hand on his thigh.
“Thank you. It’s why I know what you’re going through.” He wrapped his hand over hers, squeezing it gently. “Things will work out for you as it did for me.”
He was certain it wouldn’t be long before they found Pierce, which gave Adam a limited amount of time to convince Robin she belonged with him. He’d have to walk a fine line between courting her and respecting her confused emotions.
Chapter Five
In Ty’s quarters, Adam leaned against the hard wood chair, exhaustion still seeping from his body. The coffee in his hand helped keep his mind awake. Since arriving back at the compound, sleep had come in spurts between comforting Robin with her fears and nightmares. Performing his duty to the clan by guardi
ng his Queen had taken a backseat for the last few days. He suspected this was why he was called to Ty’s.
Ty leaned against the kitchen counter, his hands on either side of him on the granite countertop, his attention on Adam, while his Lieutenant, Raja, sat at the table. No one said anything, but it was a comfortable silence, as if the Elders were contemplating the situation.
Setting the coffee aside, Adam decided to take control. “I know my duties lie with protecting Tabitha. I apologize for being unable to maintain my role the last few days—”
Ty held up his hand. “That’s not the reason we’ve called you here today. But since you brought up your position, you will have to find a balance between Robin and your duty to the clan, if you wish to remain part of Tabitha’s guards.”
“Yes sir. My devotion to the clan and to guarding Tabitha hasn’t changed.” Adam glanced from Ty to Raja before turning his attention back to Ty. “Robin has been having extreme panic attacks. I’ve been trying to help. Once Bethany visits with Robin, she might be able to help. A woman might be able to offer more comfort. She also understands what Robin is going through. The only comfort I can give her is my touch, and while it helps, it’s not a permanent solution.”
“I’ll bring Bethany over this evening.” Raja sat his coffee mug on the counter.
Adam questioned the absence of the women. “Where are Tabitha and Bethany? Is there a new threat to their safety?”
“Nothing new.” Ty shook his head. “Tabitha and Bethany were meeting with Kallie to consult the new tigress, Harmony, who stumbled upon our clan injured while you were away. She’s young, maybe twenty, and has been on her own for a while. She’s been in hiding, living in the woods, mostly in her tigress form. She stepped onto a bear trap. The wound on her leg is pretty rough, and being malnourished is making her health worse. She’s not healing like she should.”