Commitment

by Heather Dahlgren

  “Oh fuck.” She says a bit too loudly.

  “Shh. Maddie, you need to be quite or I’ll have to hold my hand over your mouth. Although that might be hot as fuck right now.”

  “Shut up, Young, and rub my clit or I will.” There she is, my demanding girl. I fucking missed her. I rub her clit with my thumb and she explodes. “Oh God, yes.” I place one hand over her mouth and let her ride out her orgasm on the other. She is moaning and cursing, I don’t know how the fuck I am going to walk with the way she has my dick feeling. There is no blood left in my head. After she slows down, I pull my fingers out of her and lick them clean. Holy fuck, I can’t wait until she is riding my face. As much as I want to fuck her senseless and find my own relief, I will suffer until we get back to my place. I just need to think of something that will help this hard-on.

  “Hey kids are you coming? Dessert is ready.” And there it is. My mom asking if we are coming has my dick quickly going back to normal. Maddie jumps off of me and starts to button her jeans. She is looking around franticly. I get up and gently grab her face to look at me.

  “Hey, relax.” She still has wide eyes, but now she is searching my face.

  “Oh my God, I just had an orgasm in your parents’ house. What the fuck Young, they are going to know what we were doing, what I was doing.” This reaction actually makes me feel fucking amazing. Before we were together, she would not have cared what anyone thought about what she had been doing. She’s come a long way with respecting not only me but also herself.

  “Maddie, relax. They will just think I was showing you all these kickass awards of mine. Don’t stress about it.” They will absolutely not believe that for a second. They know exactly what we were doing in here, but neither of them would say a word to make her uncomfortable. I pull her in for a hug.

  “I just want them to like me, Young. I don’t want to blow it.” I hold her tighter, I don’t know why I always do that, squeeze her leg or her, but it makes me feel like I’m reassuring her.

  “Babe, they love you almost as much as I do.” I freeze because I can’t believe I just admitted it out loud. Not that I give a shit, that’s how I feel. I just don’t want her to freak out on me. She pulls back to look at me.

  “What did you just say?” Fuck it, I’m going for it now.

  “Maddie, I love you.” She smiles up at me and runs her hands into my hair.

  “Wow. Young, I’ve never been in love before. Hell, I don’t think anyone aside from Kenz and Becca has loved me before. I think I do love you though.” I never thought it was possible to love someone more than I love myself, but I do and hearing that she loves me back. We are definitely having sex tonight.

  “Maddie, let’s finish up this dinner so I can show you, not just tell you how much I love you.” We make our way back down stairs and to the table to eat the desserts that Maddie and my mom made.

  “Sorry, Mom, I was just showing Maddie all of my awards.” Maddie is talking with my dad about something, so she doesn’t notice my mom wink at me.

  “I figured as much, sweetie.”

  We finish dessert and my mom refuses to let Maddie help clean up. She tells us to get on our way since we have work in the morning. Little does she know, there will be very little sleeping tonight.

  “Thank you both so much for having me. I had a great time.” She hugs both of my parents.

  “The pleasure was all ours, Maddie. Please come again next time Tyler graces us with his presence.” My dad thinks he is so fucking funny.

  “I agree, thank you for coming. It was wonderful to meet you and I look forward to seeing you again soon.” I hug my mom and dad, thanking them for dinner.

  “Alright, we are out of here. See you guys soon. Dad, I’ll probably be late tomorrow. Just giving you a heads up now.” I don’t wait to hear his response I lead Maddie out to Candy and we make our way home.

  Once we get up to my apartment, we head straight for the bedroom. We haven’t said much and I think it is because we are both too excited to finally have sex again. I close and lock the door, lean up against it to stare at her. She is standing in the middle of my room, looking sexy as fuck. My dick completely agrees.

  “I know it’s been a while, Maddie, but I’m going to need you to take off your clothes and get that sexy ass body of yours on my bed. Everything but your panties, those are mine to remove.” She slowly takes off her sweater and her jeans. Just seeing her in her bra and panties, has my dick ready to spring free. I pull my shirt off and drop my jeans as well. She removes her bra, I watch as her perfect tits come into view begging to be touched. She winks at me and climbs up on my bed. I’d like to say I am taking my time, but it’s impossible. I climb on the bed and hover over her. “Damn, babe, you have no idea how fucking turned on I am. I can’t wait to be inside of you again.” She arches her back and rubs her pussy on my hard cock.

  “Believe me I know exactly how fucking turned on you are.” I lean forward and nip at her lips, then lick them. I kiss down her neck, across her chest until I make my way to her tits. She arches her back again, silently telling me to give them attention. I kiss, nip, and lick both, not touching her nipples. “Young, fuck, you know what I need. Do it already.” I grin against her breast because I knew I was driving her crazy. I love when she begs, it makes me that much harder. I bite one nipple and pinch the other.

  “Oh my God.” She arches her back again and I attack her breasts. I lick, suck, bite, and kiss every inch. She is moaning and has her hands tangled in my hair. “Fuck, Young.” I move down her stomach to her panties, and fuck me, I can smell her excitement. I rip her panties off and she yelps.

  “I couldn’t wait to pull them off.” I don’t even give her a chance to reply, I pin her legs and lick her folds. Holy fucking shit; I can’t believe how much I have missed this. Her pussy is dripping wet with her arousal and I can’t get enough. I am lapping at her like she is my last meal. I peak up at her, she has her head thrown back and is gripping the sheet in each hand. I look at her perfect pussy and thrust two fingers inside.

  “Oh, yes!” She begins to ride my fingers, it is the sexiest thing watching her. I pump my fingers, loving the feeling of her pussy. I curl my fingers and she starts to ride my fingers harder. I begin licking her clit, pressing my tongue against it also. “I’m going to come.” Fuck, I love when she tells me, like I can’t feel it for myself.

  “Come on my fingers Maddie because next you will be coming on my dick.” I suck on her clit and she explodes.

  “Oh, fuck, fuck.” She yells while I lick her clean. She tastes so fucking good, I can’t get enough. I push my boxers off and my dick springs free. I climb up her body leaving a trail of kisses all the way to her mouth. I shove my tongue into her mouth and she moans when she tastes herself on me. I pull back and move the hair off her face.

  “I can’t wait anymore; I need to be inside you.” She reaches down and grabs ahold of my cock.

  “I need you inside me, Young. Like right now.” She guides me to her entrance before she lets go. “Fuck me, Young. I need to feel you.” That’s all it takes. I push my way inside her for the first time in weeks and holy fuck it is like nirvana. I can’t remember it ever feeling this amazing. I try to go slow to saver this, but once I start to move I can’t help it. I reach up pinch her nipples while I pound into her.

  “Fuck, babe, it feels so good. I love the feel of you wrapped around me.” She is digging her nails into my ass and it just spurs me on. I move my hands to her hair and grab on while I slam into her. It’s not nice, sweet, or romantic. It’s rough, dirty, and hot as fuck. I grab her legs and throw them over my shoulders, pounding relentlessly into her.

  “Yes, fuck me. Oh God, it feels so good.” I can’t hold out much longer, it’s been far too long. I reach down to rub her clit. I rub circles and she moans louder and louder. “Fuck, I’m going to come.” Thank God. I am fucking her so hard she almost hits her head on the headboard. I press on her clit and I feel her squeeze around my dick. We both
orgasm at the same time.

  “Fuck.” I growl out with my release as she screams with hers. We both ride out the aftershocks. I drop down on her, both of our bodies glistening with sweat, our hearts pounding while we try to catch our breaths. I climb up the rest of the way so that my face is hovering over hers. “Fuck that was amazing. I missed it so much.” I lean down and kiss her. This time it is slow, sweet, and full of love. We break apart and I smile at her. “I love you.” She smiles at me brushing my hair off my forehead.

  “I love you too.” I roll over and pull her to my chest.

  “I know I’m an asshole, a smart ass and generally a fucking idiot. But I promise I will keep you happy, Maddie.” I give her my reassuring squeeze and she lets out a sigh.

  “You already do, Young. I’ve actually never been happier in my life.” As much as I wanted to have sex all night, I can feel her body start to relax and her breathing evening out. I kiss her head and pull her even closer.

  “Me either, Maddie.” I whisper before I drift off thinking of how fucking great this night has been.

  It is Friday and I am so happy to be going out tonight with everyone. It’s been a bitch of a week at work. Melissa had multiple problems with clients that she had me try to help her fix. The new intern is a complete asshole, thinking his shit doesn’t stink. Plus, I’ve had double the emails to get back to. I can’t wait to unwind. Just then, the phone rings, “Melissa Blackstone’s office.” I smile when I hear Sue’s voice on the other end.

  “Maddie, I’m sorry to bother you at work. I tried to call your cell phone, but I guess you don’t have it on you. How are you sweetheart? Thanks for the beautiful flowers you sent for my birthday that was so thoughtful. Alright, I’m sorry I’ll get to the point. I was wondering if next weekend you would go shopping with me to get Dan something for our anniversary. I never know what to get him and you are so good with the shopping.” Sue and I have gotten really close over the last few weeks. We’ve been shopping, gone out to lunch, plus Young and I have been there for dinner a few times. It is so wonderful to feel like I have a mom, even if she is not exactly mine. Things with Young are perfect. It’s been a few weeks since we finally had sex again and it has been nonstop since then. We have literally been together every day, with the exception of the two days I went with Melissa to a conference. However, we did, manage to have some really hot phone sex. He is still an idiot, but he makes me happy and that is all that matters. “Maddie?” Shit, I forgot about Sue.

  “Sorry, Sue. Yes, of course I will go shopping with you. Maybe we can grab lunch after.” I check the time and realize I only have a half-hour left of my shitty week.

  “Great. I’ll give you a call during the week to set it all up. Thanks sweetheart. Bye.” We hang up and I get back to the last few emails I have left. Just as I am about to hit send on the last one the intercom rings.

  “Yes, Melissa?” I hit send and smile because I am done.

  “Maddie, anyway you would be able to stay for a half hour? Just to help me finish up this last article. I need to get it out tonight.” Fuck, of course my day wouldn’t be over yet.

  “Sure, just let me make a phone call and I’ll be right in.” I hang up with her and let my head fall to the desk. I just want to go hang out and relax with everyone. I grab my cell phone with my head still on my desk and call Young.

  “Hey, babe, what’s up?” I can hear him in Candy. He is leaving work already, lucky bastard.

  “I have to work late. I won’t be leaving for at least a half-hour, but with Melissa I’m sure it will be longer.” He chuckles on the other end.

  “Why the fuck do you sound muffled?” I sigh and turn my head so he can hear me better.

  “I have my head down on my desk. I just want to get out of here, get trashed with everyone, and fuck you. Is that too much to ask?”

  “Babe, I’m not going anywhere. I will wait for you to eat, get trashed, and especially fuck. My dick is hard just thinking about being inside you.” I let out an aggravated moan.

  “Stop, you are going to make this even harder.”

  “I’m getting harder. What about you, is your pussy getting wet?” Fuck, it is. Just the thought of him gets me wet, add that voice I’m defenseless.

  “Young, don’t. I need to get in there so I can leave. Now that you have my panties wet, I need to go to the bathroom first.” I hear his car turn off.

  “Good idea, take me with you. Everyone else is gone except you and Melissa right?” I lift my head and look around.

  “Yep. It’s just us.” As much as I know this is going to make my time longer, I am now really turned on.

  “Go into the bathroom and lock the door sexy.” I start to get up, but decide I should buzz Melissa first.

  “What’s up, Maddie?” She doesn’t sound happy well fuck it, I’m staying to help she can wait a little longer.

  “I’ll be in shortly, just need to run to the rest room.” She tells me its fine and to take my time. She has no idea I intended to do just that. I rush to the bathroom and lock the door. It’s a single bathroom, so I sit down on the toilet.

  “I’m in the bathroom.” I can feel my panties getting wet just from the idea of what he will say.

  “Good. Now, sit on the toilet and take off your panties.” I do what he says, laying my wet panties in my purse. “Are you wet? Is the thought of touching yourself turning you on?”

  “Fuck yes. I wish it was you though.”

  “It will be soon. I’ve got my dick in my hand, wishing it was your mouth.” My nipples harden and my pussy clenches at the thought.

  “Tell me what to do. I need relief and I need if fast. I’m still on the clock.”

  “Alright, take your hand and rub that wet pussy.” I can’t help the moan I let out. “Oh fuck, you moaning while touching yourself makes me harder. I’m running my hand up and down my cock now. I want you to push two fingers inside of yourself.” I do that and moan again. He has me so turned on. “Oh yes, ride those fingers. Fuck them like it was my dick.” I do exactly that and I can feel myself close to the edge already.

  “Mmm, oh it feels so good. I’m so close already.” I keep riding my own fingers, picturing him jerking himself off.

  “Me too, babe. Reach down and rub your clit.” I again do just as he says and I explode.

  “Oh fuck, I’m coming.” I have my head thrown back as I continue to ride my fingers.

  “Fuck, me too.” I love his raspy voice when he is coming, it is so sexy. I grab toilet paper and clean myself up. I wash my hands and slip on my panties.

  “That should help until I can get the hell out of here. Thanks.” He chuckles and I hear the car door close.

  “Never thank me for helping you come, I love doing it. Now go do what you need and I’ll see you when you get home. I love you.”

  “I love you too.”

  I’m finally on my way home. It took an hour and a half, but we got it all done. I’m starving and can’t wait to go get drunk. I open the door to my apartment and everyone is here, with pizza. “Good your home, the pizza just got here.” Kenz throws a slice on a plate for me and I greedily take it.

  “Thanks, Kenz, what a fucking week. We are going out after this right or at least getting drunk here?” Young comes up and kisses me.

  “Welcome home, you ready for the real thing later?” He is so perfect for me, considering we are both always in the mood for sex. I wink at him and he smacks my ass.

  “Why don’t we just stay in tonight and get drunk. I have to work tomorrow.” Poor Becca she puts in a lot of Saturdays.

  “I’m cool with that. Just get me drunk and throw me in bed.” I take a bite of pizza and want to moan at how amazing it tastes.

  “I’ll throw you on something.” Young yells from the living room, of course we all laugh at him.

  After, we finish eating we all pile into the living room to get our drink on. I’ve changed into my yoga pants and black tank top. I plop down next to Young and he runs his eyes all over m
y body. “Looking sexy, babe.” I roll my eyes because he would say that if I were in sweats.

  “I need a shot.” I announce. I grab the shot glasses that Kenz set out on the coffee table and pour everyone a shot. “To this shitty week finally being over.” Everyone raises theirs and we all take the shot. We do this a few more times, and I finally feel myself starting to relax. Dick gets everyone a beer and we all sit back enjoying the cold drink.

  “Truth or dare.” Young yells. We all laugh because there is hardly a time that goes by when we are drinking that he doesn’t want to play.

  “Fine, one round, and then I need to go to bed.” Dick says sipping his beer.

  “Alright truth or dare, Dickhead?” I look at Dick who is actually looking at Becca. Damn, maybe I need to talk to Kenz about this to see if she knows what’s going on.

  “Dare, asshole.”

  “Well, if we were at the bar I’d make you kiss someone. However, we are here. Campbell will be pissed if you kiss Red, I’ll kick your fucking ass if you touch Maddie, so I dare you to kiss Becca.” I look over at Young and he is laughing. He must know something, jerkoff.

  “Easy.” He gets up and goes right over to Becca. He tilts her head up with his fingers under her chin and leans down to kiss her. There is no tongue, but it lasts a few seconds. He pulls back and smiles at her. I feel like we just witnessed something here. I look over at Young and he winks at Dick. Dick gives the slightest nod that if I wasn’t looking so closely I would never have noticed. I wonder what the hell I’m missing?

  “Who’s next?” Young is looking around at everyone. No one seems to be in the mood tonight, so I figure what the hell I’ll help my man out.

  “I’ll go. Dare.” He turns to me and gives me that panty-soaking grin.

  “Hmm, so many things running through my mind right now. Too bad none of them are something that can be done in front of everyone.” I laugh because I can just imagine what he is thinking. “Or maybe they would like that?”