Commitment

by Heather Dahlgren

  “Holy shit, I want to go lick on that guy’s arms. He is hot.” Lacey says, while we are drinking our third drink. I’m trying to pace myself, we will be heading into the concert in about an hour so I don’t want to be trashed. I’ve got a nice buzz going on and I’d like to keep it like that. I look over at the guy she is talking about and damn he is fine.

  “Girl, I wouldn’t mind sitting on his face.” I wiggle my eyebrows before taking a sip of my beer. The girls all laugh at my comment, but shit I wouldn’t mind. It’s been to long since I’ve had sex. I haven’t been with anyone since, Ben and his wondering dick. Not that I’m avoiding men, I just don’t think I’m ready to have my heart ripped out of my chest again anytime soon. Although, the lack of sex is starting to get to me. There is only so many times I can use my own fingers or vibrator to get off. I need dick. I start to laugh at my own thinking and the girls all look at me. “I need dick guys, real dick not a rubber vibrating one. I need to feel his big arms around me, his naked chest on mine, his mouth licking and nippling…oh shit sorry, I got carried away.” I laugh trying to cool myself down with another sip of my beer.

  “Damn, you got me horny just listening to you.” I look over at Rowan and she is holding her beer on her forehead. We all start laughing and thankfully the conversation moves away from my non-existent sex life.

  “Listen, I say we finish up these drinks and start heading in soon. I think we are going to be packed in there tonight. I for one would like to get a spot as close as we can.” Lane is right if we don’t start getting our asses in gear we will end up much further back and that will suck. I want to be able to watch Luke shake his ass.

  “Good thinking sis, let’s wrap this up girls.” We all finish off our drinks and start packing everything up.

  “I hate that we can’t bring chairs in with us.” Rowan is pouting while we pack up. I laugh at her dumb ass.

  “Ro, why would you want to lug these chairs all the way there? We won’t sit anyway, we dance and shit the entire time it’s pointless. Quit your whining.” She throws a handful of ice cubes at me and I squeal as one makes its way down my shirt.

  “Bitch.” I let it fall out and we finishing packing it all into the truck. Once we have that all done we take inventory. We check to make sure we have cell phones, money and Id. We never carry purses, so it’s whatever can fit in our pockets. Satisfied we have everything we need we start our long hike to the stadium.

  “Holy shit, how much longer? I am fucking sweating.” Lacey is complaining next to me. I roll my eyes. I turn to face the three of them and start walking backwards.

  “Listen fannies, we are going to see Luke fucking Bryan. I don’t care if we have to walk a damn mile, while we sweat all of our makeup off. Don’t bitch about everything and start enjoying our night.” I don’t understand why they are always complaining. We are out for a good time, so what if we have to walk a bit. I turn back around and feel a hand grab mine. I look over at Rowan and she squeezes my hand. I smile at her and give her a wink. I turn my head back to see Lacey and Lane. “Girls, are you ready to shake these asses.” I yell getting a bunch of ‘hell yes’, ‘woohoo’ and whistles from the crowd around us. We all laugh and continue on our walk.

  We finally make it to the stadium and the energy is absolutely electric. We are waiting in line to show our tickets. Thankfully, I remembered before we left to truck to grab them. That would have sucked. We show our tickets and start to make our way to the lawn. “Let’s try to get as close as we can.” Lane says pushing her way through people. She cracks me up with her ‘take no shit’ attitude. We get on the lawn and it is already starting to get crowded, I’m so glad we left when we did. Lane leads us up to the railing that separates the lawn from the stadium. I like it, it is the perfect spot. I can see the stage and no one can stand in front of me blocking my view.

  “This is perfect. Now we just have to wait about an hour for the show to start.” We start talking and taking in the amount of people flowing onto the lawn. I smile thinking this night is going to be fucking epic.