The Leonard Bernstein Letters
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It's all been quite wonderful – but I'm glad to be back – and keen keen keen to see you.
Love,
Aaron
101. Leonard Bernstein to Aaron Copland
295 Huntington Avenue, Boston, MA
[late 1941 or early 1942]
Aaron, Liebchen,
Won't you come to Boston for Quiet City, which sends its quiet message to all loving Boston hearts this Fri & Sat? Also the Harris 3rd [Symphony]. Oh I know you've heard it before, but what a good excuse it provides! Are you too busy? No.
I never thought it possible to miss one person so thoroughly as I have you. And if you come – please come – won't you bring a copy of the Buenos Aires Sonata? My studio hungers for your blessing.
Love,
Lenny
102. Kiki Speyer to Leonard Bernstein
37 Addington Road, Brookline, MA
[late 1941 or early 1942]
Dear Leonard,
My message of wishing good fortune and happiness is long overdue for your new venture. I didn't feel the need to tell you in so many words – hoping you might feel them even when they were left unsaid. I realize, however, that perhaps now is a good time to tell you that I feel with all my heart that your success is near – and your studio20 is the first step toward it. It won't fail if you have a little patience, for faith in your tremendous gifts exists in many hearts.
This letter may seem strange to you – but I sensed sadness and a little feeling of defeat in seeing you the other day. You have much to give – but don't be too generous, even to the “first pupil” – same for the rest that are to come.
Your past successes have perhaps been easier – this one will be really worthwhile for the comfort you will receive and the certain peace for which I think you are searching.
I've never told you that I've always felt you were a grand person with such a beautiful mind! You'll be a great musician and the best conductor ever – just you watch and see – you need help from yourself only.
Yours,
Kiki
P.S. That has killed the bad taste … so chalk it up as your first fan letter.
103. Judy Holliday21 to Leonard Bernstein
[?early 1942]
Dear Lenny,
I'm sorry not to have written you in such a long time but many upsetting things have been happening. This morning, after a long siege of distemper, the dog died. It seems weak to be sad and weepy over a dog's death – as many people have assured me – when so many worse things are happening in the world, but after all it's just a question of relative importance, or something. What am I saying. I do feel completely lousy. Well, other things too are coming to a close I'm afraid. Nothing has been said yet between Eddie and me, but she becomes more unhappy every day, and as much as I try to bring things back to where they were, I only succeed in resenting her more for suffering because of me.
Excuse me Lenny. When things are all right I can write amusing letters. Just now I can't even achieve a coherent sentence. The strain of the past few weeks has told on me in the form of a hugely swollen cheek – from wisdom tooth. […]
About Adolph [Green] I've had to tell him a few things about you which may not be strictly the truth. You ought to know about it.
As of course you know, he's crazy about you and he felt rotten that this business with Lizzie [Reitell]22 should have implicated you in any way. You probably didn't, as I didn't, know the extent to which she went in describing her feelings for you. She threw it in his face that she was very much in love with you and had spent every moment with you in Boston. Naturally the whole thing has been preying on his mind. He was very shocked when I told him I had told you something about the way Lizzie felt and he wanted to keep you out of it. But he worried nevertheless about how you felt about Lizzie. I suppose it was a mixture of being hurt himself and not wanting you to be hurt by Lizzie, and not wanting your friendship to be hurt. However, I told him that you not only were not in the least bit in love with Lizzie but that the idea of any contact with her horrified you. Maybe I shouldn't have stretched the truth quite so much but it gratified and consoled him to hear it so much that I wasn't sorry I had put it so strongly. I just felt that you ought to know what I've been up to. I think it would probably be just as well if you never brought up the subject, which you wouldn't want to anyhow. The thing seems well ironed out now and Adolph has succeeded in making a sort of monster out of Lizzie for his own calm, and since it's helping him to get over the hurt, it seems just as well.
If you can make anything out of this letter, write me and tell me. I would love to see you. We're leaving the Park Central next Tuesday and Adolph said something about going up and joining you. If he does, don't tell him I messed about in this, please, because I suppose I shouldn't have.
Write me soon though I don't deserve it, and have a successful time.
Much love,
Judy
104. Leonard Bernstein to Shirley Gabis
295 Huntington Avenue, Boston, MA
[?early 1942]
Dear Gabeling,
Thanks, thanks, thanks. And I really didn't mean to cause a furore about the ankle, which, by the way, is prospering beautifully. It's now mauve.
I want to send you a thankyou present. Don't shriek – I don't usually, but now I do. Something in the Brillo price range. What do you want? Halvah? Defense stamps?
Of course there's really no use in trying to apologize away the situation that arose in Phil[adelphia], like going to the opera with A[dolph] and a slight Liz session. You understand & know. I worry greatly about the Adolph-Liz marriage.23 From what she says, it won't work much longer. God – what a blow to Adolph that will be! I spent the whole night trying to change her mind. Did Adolph mention anything to you?
Write soon, work hard, & give my best to all who hate me.
Love, & to Rae,
Lenny
105. Leonard Bernstein to Aaron Copland
[early 1942]
Aaron darling,
I had the feeling (silly but que faire?) of having perpetuated a misdemeanor. Lousy have I felt about it since, tho I know you understand. Or do you? The last days, nay moments, of Hyatt, ere the fateful return of the Vanishing Virginian. You must know. The V[anishing] V[irginian] returned, 4:00 a.m. Sat. morning, & called & I shall see him tonight, & it won't be easy to take all that barrage of Boston brashness after the dulcet quietness of Dick [Hyatt]. And so the answer is still to be found – I'm still searching. Which is as it should be, 23 years & everything, & a late start, considered.
Dick H. is convinced that nothing matters to me but Copland. I gave him a chronological recital of you last night. He was thrilled, & his extravagant remark is almost completely true. When everything is said & done & over, I guess the core of the whole thing will still be Aaron, & there's nothing to be done about it.
I want an Hurricane, much talk & activity is afoot for a second performance, probably in Sanders Theatre, & possibly for Russian Relief. At this moment I am waiting for the phone on same. Collier is really excited this time about the publicity & anything can happen. Pray. Any news from [Alfred] Wallenstein?
I want you to have this Monitor review, as an example of the worst possible tripe by a fuckfool who obviously didn't attend the performance. Note especially the Gertie Stein paragraph.
Take care of Jean & advise him right. He's had more than his share of trouble already.
When do you leave for the Hills?
Aaron, Aaron, Aaron. My God.
L
106. Leonard Bernstein to Aaron Copland
[before 21 April 1942]
Aaronchen, Liebchen,
How I was furious and raging at this little frustration! I did not spend Wednesday night beim studio, & found your wire only upon returning the next morning. What to do? My head spins crazily. Cleveland! He's been out of Cleveland for ages now.24 And at that moment came the second wire. The shame, and disappointment of it all!
It would have been wonde
rful to see you. God, yes. On our first beautiful spring day. And we would have walked in all Boston's parks and spoken long, quietly & with the heart. Such gab. Can't you come anyway? We must have a session on that Copland youth opera, you know. The master's interpretation. Hell, I miss you so.
Voici le printemps, et moi sans amour.
Life has only just stopped being hectic. Since I've seen you last I have sped through a series of great triumphs involving a heavy social life, and all ending in complete nothingness. I've turned down jobs, gotten into a row with Paul Lukas, who was all ready to wire Hollywood to give me a job (big talker), miffed a good chance with Irving Caesar, etc. I should have come to NYC this year, dammit. Even Kouss has shown his usual cooling process – not a word all month about playing with the BSO. I suppose I haven't approached his model for me sufficiently. I haven't changed my name, or learned to schmoos, or become a dignified continental. The hell with it.
Et voici le printemps, et moi sans amour. But wait.
Lovely letter from David, who seems to be supported by one Aaron Sapiro, & has won Stravinsky's heart. Very mysteriously interested in my summer plans, but can't divulge why.
We must also meet to plan our course – or is it still on?
What a year. It's hard to keep calling it transitional & let it go at that. Nothing happening but the Institute Concerts, & the happy prospect of the 2nd Hurricane. I've been dying to give a Sonata recital, including yours, & Schumann, & Scriabin, & Scarlatti, & I can't find anyone to rent me the hall. God dammit. But I'm learning the Sonata (3rd mov't is a bone in the throat), & I'm working very hard on my Key West piece, which ought to turn into a ballet.25
Sorry you saw [David] Glazer. You weren't supposed to know that the Clarinet Sonata was being done!26 Direct defiance of your orders. But, hell, I've got to hear it. You will condone, won't you?
Do write, or come to Boston. Love to everyone & kiss Jean27 for me. (The worst part of all that wire business was that I was free on Thursday from noon on!)
Much love, & Goddammit,
Lenny
107. Leonard Bernstein to Aaron Copland
[Boston, MA]
[early 1942]
Dear Mr. Copland, dear Aaron,
A more sober word today. Shirley is sending you the reviews – all good, and one even interesting. I hope she remembers to get the Monitor this afternoon.
I'm rather serious suddenly about making that piano reduction of Billy [the Kid]. It would be a “suite from the suite”, maybe using a connecting motive & only a few numbers. The orch. suite is terrific in performance, but I think all that return of slow music at the end is a bit letting-down after the excitement of the middle. It occurred to me that the suite would be a real killer if it ended with the macabre dance, in C major:
Are you shocked? Of course it's too late now, but the piano suite could well do that. (My writing suddenly looks just like yours.)
Aaron – this is important. I was at the Peabody Playhouse this morning trying to sell the 2nd Hurricane. They'll let me know, they say, after discussing it with the big shots. You must send a letter of recommendation for me (they're wary about whom they entrust their kids to), saying that I'm the ideal one to do it, that I've had all this experience, am Koussy's prize, etc. etc. Can handle children, etc. I didn't think I'd have to sell myself, but so it seems. Write as soon as possible to:
Miss Hyek, Peabody Playhouse, 357 Charles Street, Boston.
Make it good. It means much for both of us, I hope. I'm so sleepy. And rather useless. But there's a certain élan vital left, pretty latent now. I love Jean [Middleton],
And you.
Lenny
108. Aaron Copland to Leonard Bernstein
Hotel Empire, Broadway at 63rd Street, New York, NY
26 May 1942
Lensky,
I loved having your letter, even though, as you guessed, the first paragraph about “misdemeanors” was completely unnecessary. Silly is a better word for it. You could talk till doomsday but I could never hope to make competition with the D[ick] H[yatt]s of this world, in my own mind, I mean. You've convinced me that I have my little niche (big niche, really), and on my own “acceptance” theory, that's what I accept. As Edwin [Denby] so prettily puts it in this number of M[odern] M[usic]: “It is the thrill of needing, not the delight of having.” But in accordance with the theory, I'm right ready to always be on either side of Edwin's comma. If this is too much literature, it's your own doings, so there!
I'm still talking about you and the Hurricane. Kouss was here – and we spent all Sunday afternoon together raving about one Leonard. You ought to be very proud – quietly proud – to have two such supports. Just as I am quietly certain that if you hang on it is bound to end someplace good. In the meantime I called Wallenstein and of course he was all set with rehearsals, assistants, etc., – which is not so good.
I'm off to Stockbridge on Monday. I'm hunting frantically for a cook-houseworker. I've had a few nibbles – but haven't taken anyone on. All the young uns are seemingly in the Navy. This will have to be solved by Monday, come what may.
Just to give you my plans: I'll be down to NY of the 11th for the broadcast of the S[econd] H[urricane] and down again on the 17th for conducting the Outdoor Overture with the Goldman Band. When you know your own plans better we can fix up a time for a quiet interlude for us both in the Boikshires.
Kouss was fighting mad about the Festival, but anyhow I think we'll have a school. He says it's all to be decided tomorrow (Wed.)
Since I got back I've had an offer of a ballet commission from the Monte Carlo company, but we are still dickering about a subject. If it should work out, I'll have to do it fast in June. All this is just as you prophesized, but keep it under your hat.
I can't seem to connect with Jean. I'm always out or he's always out. Donald [Fuller] says he wants J. to live with him in NY this summer. He (DF) played me 1st movement of his Symphony. Terribly complicated it is.
Did you see the Times and our joint letter?28 What say.
Good bye and be good. If I said what I felt the paper would melt. (Poetry).
A
109. Leonard Bernstein to Aaron Copland
Sharon, MA
[8 June 1942]
Aaron darling,
The second Second Hurricane is over,29 and I am a limp rag drying out in the Sharon sun. And a lovely sun it is. The performance was, as I guess you know, carried out with piano only, and it was apparently even more successful than the first. No reviews, naturally, unfortunately. We covered all expenses, doing it all on our own. We did our own publicity, management, printing, etc, & came out better than the Institute of Modern Art has, with all its fancy pretensions. And so this is a brief but lovely period of smug nose-thumbing at the decaying aristocracy. WCOP here gave a whole day to plugging the thing, & I had an interview during which I gave quite a lecture on your history. And Boston is all agog and all aware. What a team! You write 'em, kid, & I'll do 'em.
And now a month intervenes before the Koussevitzky Memorial Foundation, Inc. (sic!) takes over. I suppose you know that setup – it's staggering. There are five big shots: [Howard] Hanson (why?), Olin Downes (God!) [Gregor] Piatigorsky (I guess he has money connections), [Richard] Burgin & Kouss selbst. And private money. Quite a boy, ce Serge-ci.
During this month I would like to make a visit with you. When? And seriously, do you suppose I could live in your house this summer? I'd adore it. Think it through, from the points of view of the exec. & admin. depts. Have you an extra room? Did you get a cook? Is it gorgeous & quiet up there? I miss you terribly.
Did you see me publicly announced as a two-fold assistant in the Times? I'm rather glad of that announcement. It gives me dignity.
Renée [Longy Miquelle] told me of her Dallas idea & your rather discouraging reply. I think however that this might really be something. Jacques Singer, the draftee, was very young too. There is a precedent. And what an opportunity! Perhaps Kouss should write a letter. G
od, I want an orch. Can you help?
Much love – & write to 295 Hunt[ington Avenue] now. […]
Lenny
Try this one on your piano:
Si ces seize cent soixante six sensus-ci sont sur son sein sans susser son sang, sûrement ces seize cent soixante six sensus-ci seront sans succès, c'est sûr.
It looks like no local broadcast. Maybe later.
What of Downes’ retort in yesterday's Times? Sort of leaves the whole thing back where it started.30
110. Leonard Bernstein to Aaron Copland
40 Charlton Street, New York, NY
[?June 1942]
Dear Aaron Copland, Earth-Scorcher, Location-Adorner,
Charming, charming to get your letter. I know I've been remiss, as they say in elegant diction, but so have you, and I've been moving, for a change. Look! This is my fourth address this year, and a few more are coming up soon. I can hardly keep track of myself. I find myself getting off the subway at 23rd instead of Houston, which is now my locale (and not a bad one, either, if you like that sort of thing). It's always very difficult when you move so much: you have to spend all your time making sure that someone who wants to get in touch with you has found the correct forwarding address, which they haven't, of course, since the Chelsea is so remiss, as they say, about giving out forwarding addresses. For instance, Henry Simon, who wants me to do the piano parts of the operas for his new book on operas (and for $2500 yet!) had to get in touch with me via Sharon! Today I was back there complaining away in a loud bitter voice and found to my astonishment a dozen or so letters that had never been forwarded. And yours among them, just so as not to bore you. And a letter from Edwin Franko Goldman saying that there would be a rehearsal of the Band yesterday – I tell you, it's infuriating. Oh yes, I forgot: I'm conducting the Outdoor Overture with the Goldman Band June 19 in Prospect Park and June 20th in Central Park. It's good fun seeing the old notes again; though I'm completely nonplussed by all the fancy instruments, their incomprehensible arrangement on the page, and especially on the stage. And I must memorize the damn thing, since your lovely big manuscript score won't fit on the bandstand. All in all quite a job. Goldman, in fact, had asked me to be his assistant this summer, and then pulled a long face, saying that the budget would not allow an assistant. Sounds like a typical Bernstein, doesn't it?