Iced

by Karen Marie Moning

  I’m still missing a few facts that I don’t think I can gather since the scenes all blew up. Speculation may be all we got to work with. I know the Hoar Frost King likes ice cream but I don’t know what flavor. And I’m pretty sure he’s picky. Or else we’d all have been iced months ago.

  I follow Ryodan to his office, where he cuts the power to the subclubs. With each tap of the computer screen, one more subclub dies and it’s all I can do not to hoot and holler, especially when the kiddie subclub goes dark and still.

  Lights dim. Music stops.

  People—the fecking sheep who should have pulled their heads out of their asses weeks ago and banded together to save our city—protest vociferously. Some just keep dancing like nothing ever happened, like they’re hearing music in their heads.

  Others shrug and get back to practically doing the dirty on the dance floor, clothes half off, like everybody wants to see their Baby-Roach-slimmed butts!

  “Can I talk to all the clubs at once?” I say. “You got some kind of PA system in here?”

  He gives me a look that says: nice try, like I’d ever let you address my patrons en masse.

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  I snicker. He has a point. I could rant at these folks for hours. “You got to explain,” I say. “They need to understand what they’re up against. You got to tell them about the Hoar Frost King and that they can’t go outside and make noise or else they might die. And you got to tell them how the scenes explode, so if anybody leaves they don’t do nothing stupid with the frozen folks up there and get all cut up on shrapnel! And don’t forget to tell them that even in here they need to stay as quiet as they can and—”

  Ryodan presses a button on his desk. “There will be no lights or music until further notice. ” He releases the button.

  “That’s it?” I say. Fecking good thing he ain’t writing the Ryodan Rag! Through the glass floor I watch folks rustle angrily. Many are drunk and don’t like this new development. They want their bread and circuses. That’s why they come here. “Boss, what the feck was that? Maybe you could, like, tell them not to leave or they’ll die?”

  He presses the button again. “Don’t leave or you’ll die. ”

  There’s a pregnant hush then, like they all think he’s God or something, and folks and Fae stop everything they’re doing and sit down. Only after a long moment do they begin talking again.

  “I think you should lock the doors,” Jo says. “Don’t let them out for their own good. ”

  “I’d prefer they leave. Less to draw it here. ”

  “If you want me to tell you what to do to keep this place safe,” I say, “you better keep them safe. ”

  “I thought you were disgusted by the people that come to my club. ”

  “They’re still people. ”

  He presses the button again. “If you go outside, you will be killed. If you make noise, you will be sent outside. Don’t piss me off. ”

  Just like that, Chester’s goes completely silent.

  THIRTY-SEVEN

  “The sound of silence”

  I call my sidhe-seers to gather in the chapel beneath creaking eaves.

  Our sanctum could once scarce contain the half of us. Seated now between marching rows of majestic ivory pillars, those who remain are swallowed in voluminous, echoing silence save the groaning of rafters and the hollow resonance of my footfalls as I walk the center aisle that leads to the sanctuary at the liturgical east of the church.

  Dull, despairing eyes follow my progress. My girls occupy the front eleven pews in the nave. The ghosts of cherished friends fill the rest. It was a hard winter followed by the tease of stillborn spring.

  Now this incessant snow!

  I feel stronger in the chapel.

  Here, the divine defies the devil at our door. Faith is an unquenchable flame in my heart. Although twice Cruce has followed me here, these hallowed floors remain inviolate. He has not been able to enter.

  Reliquaries of polished ivory and gold, adorned with precious gems, attend the altar. More are sheltered at shrines where once candles flickered, until we were obliged to purloin them for other purposes. These urns and boxes hold sacrosanct bones and bits of cloth from saints canonized not by the Holy See but a more ancient church. I suffer no conflict that they reside beside acceptably venerated bones. Bones are bones and good people are good people. I beseech them all to watch over us in our time of need.

  I enter the raised chancel in the sanctuary and approach the lectern. We have no power for the microphone but it is no longer necessary, as my voice will carry clearly to the few occupied front rows.

  Two hundred eighty-nine of us remain.

  I would weep if I had tears but they are drained dry each dawn when I awaken, exhausted, stained by semen that is not mine by right and guilt that is. Semen from one who has just dipped his fingers in the stoup of holy water and now traces a cross at his forehead, his lips, his heart!

  He violates my sanctum. He mocks my rituals.

  His fingers do not burst into flame nor is he struck by bolts of celestial retribution and banished to hell as Satan should be. I believed him barred at the door. Was he amused to deceive me or has he gained strength to project himself?

  He winks at me as he walks the center aisle. Near the rood screen he pauses and unfurls his wings.

  Dark angel. Black-winged and black-souled.

  In my church.

  In my church!

  The girls rustle. I become aware my gaze is fixed on Cruce, exquisite, naked Cruce, standing in the center of my chapel, wings spanning the aisle, stretching half to heaven, and my first emotion is panic. I must not let them know I see him or Margery will stand in my stead!

  I sweep my gaze over the pews and lower my barriers so that I may know the state of their hearts. I’ve been muffling their emotions for months, for they have known such anger, grief, and fear of late that I cannot tender the daily inundation.

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  Anxiety slams into me. Shame steals my breath. I press shaking fingertips to the hollow of my throat as if to release a catch hidden there that controls my inhalations.

  I see clearly for the first time in more than a month.

  If I am the only one who sees Cruce, I should be deposed.

  If I am not, if others see him, too, and I have kept my silence this long, I should be damned.

  For what is war renowned?

  He divides. He carves down the middle and makes enemies of even brothers and sisters, parents and offspring. War has been dividing my family since birth. Perhaps, indeed, he has been paying me uncommon attention.

  How best to divide?

  Sean’s cousin Rocky kept a watch of gold and diamonds etched with his credo. He vowed, despite education, pedigree, or wealth, all prey fell indiscriminate to this simple strategy: isolate the mark.

  Silence is the ultimate isolator.

  Have I played into his hands?

  He stands smugly certain of me, assured of our private complicity. How pleased he must be when each morning I remain an isolated berg in this winter that has claimed our world!

  I turn back to the women in my care. “Who among you sees Cruce standing in the aisle?”

  Ryodan calls a meeting in one of the rooms on the second floor. I never seen such quiet in the club. Folks sit alone, not talking. The lights are dim and all music is off. I can’t feel the tiniest vibration in my feet. A soft glow radiates at ceiling and floor level. He’s got some kind of illuminated tubing behind the moldings. I always assumed he had giant generators somewhere and I just couldn’t feel the vibration over the pounding, incessant music. If not generators, what’s keeping the lights on?

  “Dude, I thought you were turning everything off. ”

  “Everything is off. ”

  “What’s powering the lights that are still on?”

  “The bulk of Chester’s
runs on geothermal power. ”

  I smack myself in the forehead with the butt of my palm. Of course. He’s got all the best toys. Why wouldn’t he dig all the way to the center of the Earth and harness planetary power? The dude, like, lives forever!

  Me, Jo, Dancer, and Christian are joined by six of Ryodan’s dudes. Every time Jericho Barrons doesn’t walk into the room with me, I heave a sigh of relief. One of these days it’s going to happen. It’s inevitable. And one of these days it will probably be with Mac at his side. S’cool. I’ve lived most of my life under threat of “one of these days” for one reason or another. Superheroes do.

  Ryodan sends three of his men down to the club to keep order, and sends the other three into the icy day to track what noise they find and shut it down. Jo tempers his orders with: “And bring any people you discover back to Chester’s so we can keep them alive. ”

  I watch him real careful when she adds to his commands like she has the right. Like she’s his girlfriend and they’re a team, out to save the world together or something. We’ll see if his dudes obey her. If they come back with a band of ragtag survivors, I might just be impressed. I can’t read his face. It’s like he’s got it totally closed to me.

  He refuses to let me fire up a press and get a Dani Daily out. I argue but Jo makes a point: nobody is venturing out unless they absolutely have to anyway, so the time wasted printing and posting would be better used bringing everyone up to speed so we can make a plan. When did she become Ms. Voice of Reason? Oh, and Glam Girl! When she slips off her coat and unwinds her scarf, her boobs aren’t sparkly but she’s sure got a push-up bra on!

  “Sound Slurpees? Dani, what’s going on?” Jo says.

  “It’s being drawn by music,” I say. “At first I thought it was attracted to singing, but it’s not. It’s a component of music it’s after. Sound waves. Frequencies. Who knows, maybe a single note. And the sound doesn’t need to be made by a person. It can come from a stereo, a musical instrument, church bells, a car radio, even an Unseelie screaming a note high enough to shatter glass. ”

  “Like at Dublin Castle, the night it iced the cages,” Christian says. He’s been quiet but I can feel temper rolling off the dude. He’s barely keeping his cool.

  “Exactly. Or it could be drawn by the chiming of crystal bowls. ”

  “The fitness center,” Ryodan says.

  “Right. Or playing a washboard, banging on a pot and singing. ”

  “The Laundromat folks,” Dancer says.

  “And the weird wire contraption around the dude’s head wasn’t a medical device for an injured neck. It was a harmonica holder,” I say. “With their primitive band, the small family managed to make whatever noise draws the Hoar Frost King. ”

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  “The band in my subclub must have made it, too. ”

  “So why didn’t it ice the entire club?” Christian says.

  “I’m guessing it’s drawn to a specific sound. The same way I like Life cereal but not Chex. They’re both little squares of crunchy goodness but they sure as feck ain’t equal to my taste buds. And all the audio equipment in your warehouse must have been hooked up and turned on. At the church where I almost died, they were singing and playing the organ. At all the underground pubs there was a band or a stereo playing. ”

  “The WeCare folks were singing and playing the organ, too,” Dancer says.

  “So how do we figure out what noise it likes?” Jo says. “All the scenes got blown up, didn’t they?”

  “I don’t think we need to,” Dancer says. “We just need to set up somewhere and make an enormous variety of sounds. Wait for it to come. ”

  “Great idea, kid,” Christian says. “Then we all bloody get iced!”

  “Not necessarily,” Ryodan says.

  “What do you mean? What are you thinking?” Jo’s sloe-eyed puppy-dog expression says she thinks he’s the smartest person she’s ever met. Gag me! Dancer’s the smartest person she ever met, and I’m second.

  When he tells us I just shake my head. “It won’t work,” I say.

  “Actually, Mega,” Dancer says, “it might. ”

  “Bull-fecking-crikey. He’s assuming a lot of things. ”

  “I think it’s worth a try,” Dancer says.

  “Are you defending him?” I say.

  “Only the idea, Mega. ”

  “Are you sure you can pull this off?” I ask Ryodan. “You know how many things could go wrong?”

  Ryodan gives me a look.

  Jo’s gone white. “You’re crazy. You’re talking about setting one monster free to destroy another. ”

  “The world is turning to ice,” Ryodan says to Jo. “If this continues, the Hoar Frost King will finish what Cruce started: the destruction of the world. Sometimes you plug the hole any way you can, and worry about fixing the boat later. If the choices are sinking today or tomorrow, I’ll take tomorrow. ”

  Him and me think alike a lot of times. I’d never tell him that.

  To me, he says, “You and the kid get what we need. I want to be ready by nightfall. ”

  I am blasted by the crimson complexity of Margery’s rage.

  She surges to her feet to demand my immediate resignation as Grand Mistress, but before she can incite the hue and cry upon which she so thrives, one by one heads bow and hands rise. White flags of surrender are hoisted until each woman has her arm above her head save one. My cousin reclaims her seat in the pew, fists clenched in white-knuckled balls on her lap.

  I open myself with a tight, narrow focus. Her fury is bottomless, directed in its entirety at me. She believed she was his only one. She castigates me for the wanton ways of our enemy. She is a fool in too many ways to number: in affairs of infidelity, if a man strays, it is not the fault of the woman with whom he lays. A worthy heart eschews temptation, despite the magnitude. Clearly my heart is not worthy.

  I dismiss her and regard my girls with regret and resolve.

  In my silence, I failed my charges. It was not merely myself I isolated. I cut them off from one another.

  “Did any of you tell someone else?”

  I hear no replies and need none. I can tell from their faces that not one of them spoke of it. We became a group of close-huddled islands in our shame, eating and working and living side by side, in complete disconnect. For more than a month each of us waged the same hellish battle, and rather than sharing that burden, suffered it alone.

  “We permitted him to separate us,” I say. “It was exactly what he wanted. But it is over. We have called his bluff and are now united against him. ”

  Cruce’s enormous wings rustle. It is the only sound I have ever heard the projected image of him make. Oh, yes, our enemy is gaining strength with each passing day!

  Again I wonder if it is Cruce or the presence of the IFP that causes the grass to grow. If it is the IFP, might its location above Cruce’s cage also be weakening the integrity of those icy bars? I have not permitted myself to visit his chamber since last Sean and I made love. Failing my soul mate to anchor me, I risk nothing.

  Did this clever, clever prince devise a way to summon a fire-world fragment to set him free? Were I to make the long descent into the bowels of this abbey today, what would I find?

  Darkness, moss, and bones?

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  No bar where once one was?

  “Must we leave the abbey?” Tanty Anna exclaims. “Is it the only way to escape him?”

  “It’s our home! We can’t leave!” Josie protests.

  “Where would we go? How would we get there? Dog sleds?” Margery says.

  “There aren’t any dogs left. The Shades ate them all,” Lorena says.

  “That was a joke. The point is we can’t leave,” Margery says. “Under any circumstances. This is our home. I will let no one drive me from it!”

  Again I turn a tight focus on her. She wishes w
e would vanish, doesn’t care the how or why of it, so long as she gets him to herself. She has been in no way dissuaded by the fickleness of his affection.

  I dab at my neck, my brow. The temperature in the chapel is rising. I smell blossoms, spicy and sweet.

  I cannot move Cruce. But I can and will do something about the IFP.

  I must find a way to contact Ryodan and his men. He already has my Sean. What more can he thieve from me?

  We will move the fire world, send it back the way it came, and I will have my answer, if the grass dies. Fire world or ice prince; which is overheating our home? Did the Fates cackle when they stitched together the tapestry that froze our greatest enemy in our basement then parked a heater above it?

  I do not believe fragments of Faery are one-way.

  If it can be tethered, surely it can be towed.

  THIRTY-EIGHT

  “Burning down the house”

  Our exodus from Dublin is a somber one.

  It isn’t easy to leave the city. It takes a small army of us to battle our way out.

  Before we go, we set up sound decoys at the north, south, and west edges of the city, in abandoned neighborhoods where nobody hangs anymore. Dancer hooks them up, broadcasting from a central radio source. Even Ryodan is impressed, making me über-proud Dancer is my best friend! Hopefully it’ll be enough to keep the Hoar Frost King from being drawn to all the noise we have to make in order to escape the snowy prison Dublin has become.

  I make a quick pit stop in the Cock and Bull tavern and take something off the wall I been dying to have ever since Dancer mentioned it. It’s the only place I could remember seeing a whip, mounted like art next to a set of giant bullhorns. I got no doubt it’ll come in handy somehow. And if not, so what? I can’t resist making something move faster than the speed of sound. Sonic booms are so going to be me!

  Truck engines roar, scraping a path so Humvees and buses can lumber between snowdrifts piled in enormous banks, iced solid as rock. Streets are impassable with the stuff, and still it falls, landing thick on our windshields. We got dudes up front driving snowplows and trucks that scatter chunks of salt. I got no clue where they found the equipment. We don’t get this kind of snow. Knowing Ryodan, he’s got all of it tucked away in a warehouse somewhere, prepared for any and every eventuality, even the seemingly impossible.