by Suzy Shearer
“Do you live nearby, Kendra?”
“Not far, about fifteen minutes in the car. Do you? Live near?”
“You can almost see our house, except the trees are in the way.” Gabe pointed off to the right. “That’s why we come here so much, easy to get to.”
Kendra nodded, looking in the direction he had pointed wondering what type of house they would have. She was amazed at how she was having a conversation and did not feel as scared as she first had.
“How long have you had Bella? She is a giant. Bet she eats a lot.” Marc grinned up at her.
“Eight years. I found her dumped on the side of the road when she was a puppy. I never realised how big she would grow. She doesn’t eat that much I don’t think.”
“Winston would eat all day if you let him, he lives for food.” He rubbed the bulldog’s flank to take the sting out of his words.
“I suppose we had better do our run, Gabe.”
“Okay I guess so.” Both men got to their feet,
Marc grinned down at her. “Can we meet you here again?”
She nodded.
“Soon?”
Kendra could only smile. Her stomach felt funny when he smiled at her.
“How about tomorrow afternoon?” Gabe asked her.
“Um…I have an appointment, sorry.” She had her appointment with Lynne.
“Damn, that’s a shame.” He looked over at his brother. “We would really like to get to know you and Bella.”
She took a deep breath. “Maybe Thursday or Friday afternoon?”
Marc quickly answered, “Thursday is good. The same time?”
Kendra nodded.
“Maybe one day you could come and have a coffee. It’s not like we live miles away. Bella could play with Winston too.”
“Maybe.” She was secretly excited by the thought of seeing the two of them again. They really were nice.
The boys clipped on Winston’s leash and walked to the gate. “See you on Thursday, Kendra.”
She waved and hugged herself. Lynne would be so proud of her! Moreover, she had a sort of date! She stood, and she and Bella walked back to her car. She drove up the hill a little, wondering which house was the twins’. Most of the houses were older, large style, set on large blocks. She grinned to herself. She was acting like a teenager. She turned the car around and drove back home.
* * * *
When the twins were out of sight from Kendra, they stopped, laughing at each other before high-fiving. They had a date with Kendra. Well, not an actual date, but she was going to meet them again and she had not said no outright to their suggestion of a coffee.
“She was more relaxed today.”
“I noticed. Wonder how she knew you were Marc? I think she likes us.” Gabe grinned at his brother.
* * * *
That night, lying in bed, Kendra thought about the men. She imagined them in her mind, imagined them kissing her. Was it wicked to be so attracted to two men at the same time? They did not appear to have any problems with her talking to them both. Lynne had told her she should fantasize about them, so she would.
She felt daring and began to imagine Gabe’s lips on hers while Marc ran his hands up and down her arms. She could almost feel Marc’s fingers, almost taste Gabe’s lips on hers. She closed her eyes and thought how it would feel if she was standing between them, one kissing her mouth while the other kissed her neck and shoulders.
Maybe one of them would run his hand across her body. He might put his arms around her waist. Perhaps the other would run his hand underneath her shirt and brush across her breast. She would feel one force her lips apart and push his tongue into her mouth, and her tongue would run against his while she could feel him rubbing her nipple.
Then while he did that the brother behind her would run his hands around her waist, then let them drop lower, lower—until he could rub between her legs through her jeans. Kendra dropped her hand and was stunned to find she was wet. She groaned in delight.
Back to her fantasy.
She would feel his hands leave her breast and move to undo her brassiere so her breasts would spill free. He would slide her shirt off her and then remove the bra, then drop his head to lick one nipple and then the other. Meanwhile, his brother would have decided she did not need her jeans on and would unzip them. He would kneel alongside her then remove her panties and she would be naked between them.
Kendra was rubbing her fingers on her clit with one hand while the other played with her nipples, in her imagination, she could feel one brother suckling and pulling at her nipple with his mouth. The other brother had begun to run his fingers between her wet lips before rubbing her clit. She felt him push a finger into her cunt. He would tell her how beautiful she was, how much he loved her wet cunt.
His brother would push her down onto the bed where they could both play with her body. One brother spread her legs apart and bent his head to lick at her juices. He would push a finger into her cunt while he sucked. The other would be playing with her tits, squeezing and sucking them, then kissing her mouth in between playing.
Kendra was breathing fast, panting as her fingers moved in and out of her wet cunt. She had pushed two fingers in and was using her thumb to rub her clit at the same time. In her imagination, the brother who had gone down on her was finger fucking her hard, while the other had his cock in his hand and was pulling himself off while he French kissed her until suddenly, she came.
Kendra lay in her bed, stunned.
She had just orgasmed without an audience, just by using her imagination. Never in her thirty-nine years had that happened. It was amazing and it felt wonderful. It felt liberating. She wanted to ring Lynne and tell her but realised it was neither the time nor the place. Instead, she curled up and with a very big smile on her face, she drifted off to sleep.
Chapter Ten
Late the next afternoon Kendra was still filled with the glow of what had happened in bed last night. She knew in her heart that it would never happen. Even if she did ever accept an invitation to go for coffee with one of the brothers, the other would certainly not be there. She giggled as she imagined their shock if they knew she had fantasized about sex with them both at once.
When Kendra turned up for her appointment, Lynne seemed surprised at how happy she looked. She had a confidence about her that Lynne had not seen before.
“Hello, Kendra, how are you today?”
“Really good, Lynne. Thank you.”
“Is there a reason for you’re feeling good, or is it just a nice day?” Lynne smiled at Kendra as they both sat. Kendra blushed. She took a deep breath and exhaled.
“I did what you told me.”
“You did? I am very pleased, Kendra. Would you like to tell me or would you rather not?”
“I…er…” Her face reddened, she looked at Lynne then looked away. “I orgasmed.”
“You did? Oh, Kendra, I am so happy for you.” She waited, hoping Kendra would explain a little.
“I did what you said. In bed, last night. I thought about being kissed and touched and…and things.” She dropped her eyes to the floor then straightened up. “I masturbated and I didn’t even try but I had an orgasm.”
Lynne grinned at her. “It sounds like that surprised you.”
“It did. I mean, it has never happened before.”
“Did you make up a man or did you imagine someone you knew?”
She noticed Kendra tense. “Perhaps it was even two or three men?” she suggested.
“No, well, yes. It was the twins. I thought about them. I saw them at the park again. They were nice and we talked.”
“That’s really good, Kendra. I am glad you like them.” Kendra seemed embarrassed.
“What bothers you, Kendra?”
“Nothing.”
“Are you sure?”
“It’s just, well, I mean. It is two men. It isn’t going to happen in real life is it? Here I am pretending to have two men want me at the same time.”
> “Would you like it to happen in real life, Kendra? With the twins I mean, do you like them both?”
“I do,” she whispered. “I…am I wrong to think about them that way? Is that normal?”
“Oh, Kendra, it is very normal. I can assure you, you would not be the first woman to dream about having two men at once loving her.”
“Ooh.” Kendra sounded surprised. “I guess I just never thought about it before. I mean I have seen it on porn movies and read about it in sexy books but I did not think it really happened in real life.”
She dropped her head again to study the carpet.
“Believe me, Kendra, it really does happen.” Lynne decided she would see how Kendra reacted to knowing the twin’s sexual preferences.
“What if I were to tell you the twins have always shared their relationships. They have never had one girl each.”
Kendra looked up startled at Lynne. She did not answer but Lynne could see her taking in the possibilities.
“One girl?” she whispered.
“Yes. They prefer a woman who accepts both of them. Not that they have anyone with them. They live alone and I know they would love to be able to fall in love and have someone fall in love with them, to live with both of them for the rest of their lives.”
Kendra looked sad. “They wouldn’t like me if they knew the truth.”
“Don’t be so silly, Kendra. They would understand. In fact, I know they would do all in their power support you as you come to terms with your past.”
“But I do things at The Club, in front of people.”
“Kendra. Listen very carefully. I belong to the same club as you, as do the twins. We all perform. I do and the twins do.”
“You do?”
“Of course. Have you never stayed to see anyone else, Kendra?”
Kendra shook her head.
“That’s why we go to The Club. It is a safe outlet for our sexual needs and desire.”
She could see Kendra was trying to grasp what she was saying.
“Surely you didn’t think you were the only one who performed. Did you think everyone who went there only went to have a meal, sit around talking, and having a drink?”
“No, I guess not. I just didn’t really think. I mean when I went for my introductory visit I saw people doing things but I never really considered what they did.”
“I love to perform. I am a Dominatrix and my husband is my submissive. We both perform in front of others. Most of the people at The Club perform in front of others.”
“Oh. Oh, then I am not weird.”
Lynne laughed. “Far from it, Kendra. We have people at The Club who have sex with each other in front of others. There are threesomes, foursomes, fivesomes, and more. People are whipped. Others perform oral sex, some masturbate, and many, many different kinks are on display. So you see you are no different to any of us. You are just as normal as I am.”
This was a lot for Kendra to finally assimilate but Lynne could see a gradual lessening of tension as she realised that she was no different to any of the people who went to The Club.
“So they wouldn’t think I was horrid?”
“Oh, Kendra, I imagine those boys have dreamt of being the ones who were masturbating you. I bet they have dreamt of making love to you, and I imagine they do each time they are with you. Kendra, your past is your past. It has shaped who you are but from this moment onward, I want you to push it behind you. You have allowed it to hold you back. Already you have proven to yourself that you can orgasm without an audience. I am sure you will find with the right partner or partners you will have a wonderful sex life. What happened to you was a tragedy. You lost your childhood, your innocence, but don’t let it rob you of your chance at happiness.”
Kendra was crying. She looked at Lynne. “I can do this. I really can?”
“Yes, you can, Kendra, you really can.”
They talked together a little longer and Kendra made an appointment to see Lynne the following Tuesday. Lynne explained to Kendra that she would like to continue seeing her regularly for a few months, or until Kendra felt she no longer needed Lynne’s support or to talk through things.
Lynne walked her to the door and said, “Those twins like you, Kendra. Just relax and get to know them. Let things happen but only if you want them to.”
* * * *
Kendra nodded and gave Lynne a bright smile as she left the office. She was on cloud nine as she walked back to the car and drove home. What really excited her was the fact that Marc and Gabe preferred to share a partner. She tried not to wish it was her but it kept creeping into her thoughts. The other thing was she was not some sex freak. Everyone at The Club enjoyed performing.
She was starting to realise that the things that had happened to her in her past were dictating the way she lived her life. She was envious of people who had friends to laugh and joke with. Maybe it was time she stepped out of the past and grabbed hold of the future.
Lynne had told her she was normal. She had gotten herself aroused without anyone watching. She had an orgasm!
Kendra was starting to look at things in a different way. Lynne told her to relax and let things happen, so she would.
* * * *
The twins could hardly wait until Thursday afternoon. They left the office early, telling their secretary she could have an early mark if she wished. The drive home was quiet as they both wondered what would happen and if Kendra would turn up.
With eager anticipation they headed out to the park. There was no car there when they arrived, just a man with his terrier who headed off down the trail. They let Winston off his leash and sat on one of the benches waiting rather impatiently. Each time they heard a car, they looked up only to be disappointed when it did not drive into the car park.
Finally, they saw a car drive in and then Kendra and Bella got out. She looked over in their direction and walked slowly toward them. Bella followed behind. When she got close both stood and said hello.
“Hi.”
She blushed as Marc motioned for her to sit. She sat on the bench and watched as Bella walked over to Winston and lay beside him.
“She seems tired tonight,” she said.
“Probably exhausted after the other night.”
She grinned. “You might be right, Gabe.”
“Okay. Are you going to tell us how you know which is which?”
She shook her head with a giggle. The twins looked at each other, mystified.
Gabe gave a smug look and said, “Told you I am handsome. She can see how ugly you are, Marc.”
“Ha-ha, very funny, Gabe,” Marc replied sarcastically. He looked at Kendra and asked, “Will you tell us one day?”
“Maybe.”
Marc grinned back at her. “That’s smart. Keep us wondering.”
He sat down beside her, closer this time. She could smell his spicy aftershave. Gabe sat on the grass at her feet, looking up at her.
“Do you work nearby?”
She told them about working from home, and in turn they told her about their company. Kendra was finally feeling comfortable in their company, and she began to relax. They talked for about an hour, until the sun was starting to set and a chill began to creep in the air. Kendra stood reluctantly. She found she enjoyed their company very much and they seemed to really like her.
“I think I better get Bella home. She doesn’t seem her usual self, and it is getting late.”
“Okay, we will walk you back to your car.”
“Thanks, Marc.”
She grinned wickedly at him and he loved it. When they reached her car, she unlocked it and opened the door for Bella. She walked around to the driver’s side, the twins following her.
“Will we see you tomorrow?”
“Um…I don’t think so. I will see how Bell is. Maybe on the weekend.”
“All right, let’s make it sometime Saturday.”
Gabe gave her a card. “Give us a ring when you are coming so we can meet you here.” He was
close to her so he decided to throw caution to the wind and leant in to kiss her on the cheek.
“See you Saturday.”
Before she had a chance to resist, Marc did the same thing. She put her hand to her cheek and blushed as Marc opened her door then shut it behind her. She wound down her window.
“It was lovely to talk to you both.”
Marc was tempted to kiss her again but settled for touching her hair. They stood back as she reversed and they waved as she drove out the park and headed for her home.
When she got home, she was so excited by their kisses that she rang Lynne.
“Guess what?”
“Kendra? Is that you?”
“Sorry, yes, it’s me. Guess what happened?”
She touched her cheek where they had both given her a kiss good-bye. “They kissed my cheek, both of them.”
Lynne laughed with her. “I bet that isn’t the only thing they want to kiss.”
Kendra blushed.
“Kendra, I am very happy. It sounds like you are realising how much fun life can be.”
“I am, Lynne, I am. They like me and I am meeting them again on Saturday. They gave me their phone number.”
“Just relax and enjoy yourself, Kendra. You deserve all this happiness.”
Kendra thanked her and hung up, still floating on air.
Chapter Eleven
Bella seemed listless all day on Friday and Kendra decided she would not do any work. Instead she spent all her time with the dog, and in the evening Bella seemed a little brighter. On Saturday, Bell spent most of the morning lying in the sun in the backyard. After a light lunch, Kendra changed into jeans and a T-shirt. She walked into the lounge room to collect Bella. She was lying on her favourite mat in the afternoon sun in the lounge room, and she did not get up when Kendra approached her.
