by Suzy Shearer
“It was them,” she whispered.
“Them?”
“Those twins. I…my dog…I saw them and I talked to them.”
“Kendra that was so brave of you. Did you enjoy talking to them?”
Kendra thought for a moment then decided she had to be truthful to Lynne if she expected her to help her.
“I did. They are nice.” She remembered how handsome they both were. “They asked me if I could take my dog on a date with theirs.” She actually gave a little giggle.
Lynne sounded pleased at how things were progressing. “Would you like to see them again, Kendra? If they asked you, would you like to say yes?”
“I think so. They didn’t look at me weirdly or anything like that. They acted as if I was just a normal person.”
“Oh, Kendra, you are a normal person. I am very happy for you.”
Kendra was grinning when she hung up the phone after saying good-bye to Lynne. Maybe things would work. Just maybe she would even make some friends. She changed her mind about going to The Club tomorrow. Instead, she would do some work and then see Lynne on Thursday.
If she were honest to herself, she did not want the twins to see her masturbating. She wanted them to see her as someone apart from The Club. Each time she thought about them, she got excited. She was not aroused but she was certainly excited.
Chapter Seven
The twins were disappointed Kendra had not turned up at The Club on Saturday evening or Sunday. Now they would have to wait and hope to see her next weekend. If they were lucky, maybe they would bump into her again at the dog park. So far, they had no luck.
Fleur had said they seemed distracted when they had a drink with her on Sunday night. Gabe told her what had happened at the dog park. She sympathised with them and promised she would help them. When Ty wandered in with Juliet, he asked them if they had seen Kendra at The Club. When they said no so sadly, he grinned at Fleur.
“Juliet went over and sat between them. Don’t worry, guys, when she realises what magnificent specimens you are, she will fall head over heels in love with you both.”
The twins could only laugh at the thought, although both secretly hoped it would happen. Fleur left them to find Lisa, Paul, and Richard who were apparently looking through some old photographs.
Ty looked at the twins. “I am off to show some newbies how to tie up a person. Want to come and watch?”
They shrugged and said yes, following Juliet and Ty to one of the quieter stage areas where a young man, Keith, and his girlfriend Cate were waiting. They were both in their late twenties, Cate had complained that he hurt her when he tied her up, and instead of being aroused, she was turned off.
Ty sat on the stage with them and talked to them about the various methods of binding someone, the safety aspects that must be adhered to always. He then asked Keith to show him how he went about binding Cate. Ty stopped him quickly. Keith was tying too tight. Cate would be in agony.
“You both want this as a tool to heighten your sexual enjoyment? I take it this isn’t a Dom/sub thing.”
“No, we just want to put a little spice in our sex life but it doesn’t work that way for us.”
“Okay, then for you the idea of binding is sensual. It is arousing for both of you. Yes, it is about making your submissive, or the person you are restraining, helpless. However, it is more than that. The last thing you want to do is have the ropes so tight that it is blocking off blood supply, especially if you suspend your partner.”
Ty showed them both some different knots and tricks to ensure the ropes were not too tight.
“We really need Paul here, he is a rope master. Hey Gabe can you find Paul? I think he is in the office.” Gabe nodded and left.
“If we can find Paul and ask him to demonstrate Kinbaku then you will see how it arouses, how sensual and erotic it is for both parties.”
Gabe returned with both Paul and Lisa.
“Paul, any chance you could do a binding? You are the best rigger here. This pair is having trouble and can’t see the sexual aspect.” Paul nodded and looked at Lisa.
“You up for a few orgasms, little one?”
“Oh gee, let me think…. Of course!” She laughed at him as he helped her onto the stage.
Ty asked Keith and Cate to sit on the side of the stage where they could watch. He warned them to be quiet, as it would interrupt what Paul was demonstrating.
Paul stood behind Lisa. They both stood still for a minute then Paul placed his hands on the shoulders of Lisa’s kimono. Very slowly, sensually, he ran them down her arms and let the kimono puddle at her feet. Gently he moved her arms until they were behind her back, his mouth close to her skin, allowing his breath to caress her.
Picking up a length of jute rope and beginning with a wrist restraint, he bound her hands, then, with the rope, he trailed it along the length of Lisa’s arm. Those watching could see the hair on her arms stand as she got goose bumps.
As if he had all the time in the world, Paul slowly bound Lisa. Her breasts were isolated and bound. He tied a hip harness, and with each turn of the ropes between and around her legs, Lisa was moaning. Her eyes were shut tight as she sank into the sensations. Paul tied a knot that lay directly on her clit, a second knot at the entrance to her cunt and a third over her tight arse hole. Weaving the rope in and out, over and under across her body until she was panting. Paul’s heart was racing just listening to her.
It was slow, it was sensual, it was highly erotic.
He hooked her hip harness and shoulder harness to the ceiling ropes and raised her off the ground. The tightening of the ropes meant the woven knots over her clit, pussy, and arse began to rub into her. She had her first climax.
Paul then bound one leg, bending it at the knee and tying it behind her. Her other leg he stretched out and tied to another ceiling rope. With a gentle push, he swung her body, the friction on her clit, cunt, and arse giving her orgasm after orgasm until her head fell forward. He watched to make sure no circulation was restricted, knowing she was so deep into subspace that she would not, or could not, use her safe word.
Paul sank to his knees underneath her. He was drained as well, watching her orgasm after orgasm and knowing he had caused each one. After another five minutes, he signalled the twins to help him untie Lisa.
He needed to hold her, to feel her warmth in his arms, let him comfort her as she came down from the high. While he and the twins worked, Ty spoke with Cate and Keith.
“Now do you understand? Can you see how erotic it should be?”
Cate was open-mouthed. Keith cleared his throat.
“That was amazing!” The pair walked off arm-in-arm talking about trying it at home. Ty shook his head.
“I bet he still doesn’t get it.” He smiled at Juliet. “But I do. Come, my beauty. Let me fuck you like crazy. I am so excited after watching that I can barely walk.”
Juliet leered at him and dropped her hand to his crotch. “As long as you give me as many orgasms as Lisa just had I will.”
Laughing, he pulled her into his arms, kissed her soundly then took her off to find somewhere cosy to make love to her.
Meanwhile, the twins were rolling up the rope while Paul had taken Lisa off to care for her.
“You know, Marc, the whole time I was watching that I kept thinking if only it was Kendra and we were the ones doing the tying.”
“Me too, Gabe, me too. I can’t stop thinking about her.”
Chapter Eight
Thursday came around. The boys had not seen Kendra at the dog park. Whether she had gone or not they did not know, but she certainly had not been there when they had.
Meanwhile, Kendra had gone to the park. On Monday, she took Bella in the car and then wandered down the trail. Part of her wanted to see the twins again but the rest of her was hoping she would not.
As she was leaving, an elderly man came past with his dog and he said good afternoon to her. She replied and when he said it was a lovely day, she answered
that yes it was. She was very proud of herself. Okay, she had not spoken to six people but she thought Lynne would still be happy with her.
She dressed carefully, put Bella outside with a bone, then drove to her appointment. When she was called to go in, she had a smile on her face and Lynne looked so pleased to see it.
* * * *
“Hello, Kendra, you look well. Please, sit down.” Kendra sat in the same chair as before. Lynne was pleasantly surprised to see she was not looking at the floor.
“So tell me, how have things been? You told me you spoke with the twins. How did that feel?”
“I was nervous but it was kind of exciting.” She blushed. “I only spoke to one other person. Is that bad?”
Lynne laughed. “No, of course not. I am very pleased with you. You had a real conversation with other people.”
She and Lynne discussed how she felt and if she thought she could have acted differently. She was finding it easier to talk to Lynne and she was revealing more and more things without realising.
“Kendra, you told me that porn and books and things did not arouse you. What about people? When you see an attractive woman or man, do you have thoughts about what it would be like to make love or kiss them?”
“Sometimes but only the men.”
“Does that make you excited a little?”
“Um…no. Not really, not before.”
“What do you mean ‘not before’?”
Kendra dropped her eyes and spoke to the floor again. “Never has happened before.”
“But it has happened now?”
Kendra looked so embarrassed. Lynne felt sorry for her but she needed her to admit things if they were to progress.
“I guess so.”
Lynne waited.
“I…the two of them…” She looked up at Lynne. “I kind of thought about them.”
“That’s good. They are attractive men and I can assure you most women would think about them.”
Kendra reddened and nodded her head.
“So did you think about maybe kissing one of them or maybe both?”
Kendra tried to look everywhere but at Lynne as she answered, “Both.”
“Kendra. Kendra, look at me. That is nothing to be ashamed of. In fact, if you were to put the twins in a room with many women then ask the women what they thought about, most would tell you they imagined them naked. Some would have imagined kissing them and some would have imagined making love to them. That is perfectly normal, just shows you are like most women who are attracted to men.”
Kendra gave her a startled look.
“What I would like you to do is close your eyes and imagine them.”
Kendra shut her eyes and visualised the twins.
“Now look at their faces, see how cute they look. Look at their mouths.”
Lynne was speaking very softly watching Kendra’s face.
“Now imagine one of them leans forward and kisses your lips. You can feel his lips against yours. Feel a little pressure as you both lean in.”
Kendra actually licked her lips and Lynne grinned to herself.
“Now imagine you can feel one of them running his hands up and down your arms, while he kisses you.” Lynne waited a moment then continued. “You can feel his tongue against your lips, trying to push between your teeth. You open your mouth a little and let his tongue invade your mouth. It feels really nice, it makes you feel tingly.”
Lynne noticed Kendra’s face becoming flushed, her legs pushed tight together.
“You like the feeling of his mouth and his hands on your arms. You enjoy it, it makes you feel good.”
She watched Kendra, watched the emotions play across her blushed face. She was silent for a minute or two then spoke.
“Now open your eyes. Tell me, did you feel at all excited?”
Kendra’s eyes widened in surprise as she whispered, “Yes.”
“You see, Kendra, there is nothing wrong with you. You just need to realise it is okay to get aroused, it is okay get excited. You just need to give yourself permission.”
She nodded her head.
“The things your father did built a wall inside your head. We need to take it down brick by brick. All those years you made sure nothing aroused you but now you need to understand that it is okay and normal. As I said, you can give yourself permission to enjoy everything there is to enjoy without guilt or fear.”
Kendra looked interested in what Lynne was saying, as if she had never considered it before.
“For homework until I see you again, I would like you to think about men. Think about them kissing you, touching you. If you get aroused, I would like you to masturbate. If you don’t orgasm, it doesn’t matter. Don’t try and force it. All I want you to do is get yourself aroused. You need to see that it is normal and feels good.”
“Okay, I will try.”
“Excellent. I would like to see you again next week. Is Wednesday good for you?”
“Yes, that’s okay.”
“Good, the same time if that is good.”
Kendra nodded. “Yes, that’s fine. Er…Lynne, um…what about The Club?”
“Are you asking me if you can perform?”
She nodded.
“It is completely your decision. If you want to perform, then certainly. Look at it this way. You have all the power. When the audience sees you onstage, they want to be the one touching you. Instead, you do not allow it. It is very powerful for you. Do you understand? You are controlling it, you control when you orgasm, you control who touches you, you control what items of clothing you remove. No one else.”
Kendra looked as if she did not believe Lynne.
“They have no say in the matter. Look at it this way. You orgasm, they don’t.”
“Oh. I never thought of it that way. I thought they made me orgasm because they were watching.”
“That’s what you keep telling yourself. Instead, I want you to tell yourself that you are in charge. You are making them all aroused and they can’t stop you. You have all the power, you are making them all drool for you and you are withholding their climaxes.”
“I will. I can.” Kendra looked excited by the idea. “Thank you so much, Lynne.”
Lynne was sure she would be at The Club when it opened again on Thursday to try out her newfound control.
Chapter Nine
Tuesday afternoon Kendra took Bella to the dog park. They had walked the length of one trail and Kendra was sitting on a bench watching Bella wander around the enclosed area. She drew a gasp as she saw two familiar figures entering the area. One of the twins bent down and unleashed Winston and he headed over to Bella to do the usual doggy greeting. The boys walked toward Kendra, both dressed in jeans and a black T-shirt.
She held her breath. What to do? Should she stay there or should she stand and leave? In the end, she discovered she was shaking too much to stand so she just sat and waited.
They had big grins on their faces as they approached her and she immediately thought of Lynne’s exercise when she had her session. She blushed and tried to look away.
“Hello there. How are you?”
“Um…I’m fine thanks.”
By now, the men were at her bench. Should she move over for them? The decision was taken out of her hands when one sat on the grass, dropping a water bottle beside him and the other sat on the bench, but with enough distance between them that she did not feel crowded.
The one on the grass spoke up. “I’m Gabe. You probably can’t tell us apart but I am the handsome one.” Then he winked at her.
She could not help but giggle at his comment as his brother said to him, “You always say that. Personally I know it isn’t true.” He held out his hand to her. “Hi, I’m Marc.”
Kendra tried to calm her racing heart as she put her hand in his and said quietly, “I’m Kendra.”
She was saved from any further comment by the arrival of both dogs. Bella practically leapt on Gabe and Winston flopped down on her feet and rolle
d over. She leant forward and rubbed his tummy.
“You will have a friend for life now. He loves that,” Marc said.
Kendra looked up at him and noticed he had a small dark freckle at the side of his left eye. She looked at his brother but he had none. Now she had a way of identifying them. Both men were very handsome, with amazing smiles that lit up their faces. She found herself thinking about their mouths before Bella ran off with Gabe’s water bottle and Kendra was worried she would break it. Bella loved to play with bottles but this one was not hers.
“Oh no, I am sorry. Bella! Bella, come here!” She went to stand but Gabe touched her knee.
“Don’t worry, it is only a plastic bottle. Anyway, she just wants to have some fun.” He stood and chased after her, laughing. She and Marc watched as the pair of them began chasing each other. Gabe had plenty of chances to catch her but instead he let her think she was winning.
“I hope you don’t mind meeting us like this, Kendra. My brother is a bit of a crazy man but he would never do anything to hurt you.”
Kendra looked a little surprised at Marc’s words but could see he was trying to reassure her that they both would let Kendra control any contact with them. Surprisingly she felt safe with the both of them.
“So he is the clown and you are the serious one.”
Marc grinned at her. “Well, he is definitely a clown but me serious? No, just not as crazy as him.”
He stood and gave his sunglasses to Kendra and raced off to join them. The game ended when Bella came over to drink from the trough and loll down beside the bench panting heavily. Kendra was laughing. It was funny watching them play with Bella.
When the twins came back and stood in front of her, Kendra held out the glasses to Marc. “Your sunglasses, Marc.”
He looked at her in surprise and then looked at Gabe. “How did you know I am Marc? People normally get us mixed up.”
Kendra amazed herself by smiling at them both and saying, “My secret.”
They grinned at her and both sat on the ground in front of her with the two dogs. No one spoke but she felt comfortable. It was funny really, these men had seen more of her than most people had yet they never mentioned it. They just acted as if she was their friend, and she began to relax.
