Remy and Rose' 2: A Hood Love Story

by Mz. Lady P

  “That better had been 911 on speed dial because that’s who the fuck you gone need after I kill that nigga and whoop your ass.” I said in her ear causing her to jump. She looked at me and turned back around like I wasn’t even there.

  “What’s up Remy?” Neicee said as she tried to play it off like she just wasn’t entertaining them fuck niggas.

  “Shit. Where’s my nigga Peanut at?”

  “I don’t know. He’s probably somewhere with that bitch Kim.” Neicee grabbed her drink and walked away. I was glad she did. I wasn’t comfortable with discussing her and Peanut’s relationship issues. I had to focus on this shit between Rose` and me. Her ass was still standing at the bar with her back to me.

  “Let’s go upstairs and talk.” I grabbed her by the arm and she yanked away.

  “Oh now you want to talk to me Remy? Leave me alone with your wishy washy ass.” She chucked up the deuces and disappeared in the crowd. I wanted to go after her but decided not to. I know that I’ve been acting fucked up towards her, so it was best I let her be until she cools off. For the rest of the night I sat down in my office and went over my books. Every now and then I would look at the cameras to see what Rose` was doing. She was looking so fucking beautiful. The baby had put some weight on her but in all the right places. I was trying my best not to go fuck some shit up. Niggas was trying their best to shoot their shot; I was happy that she was turning their asses down. After about two hours the party was over and the club had shut down. It bothered me that Rose` left without saying goodbye. I really missed my wife. I just wanted us to get back to that happy place we were at when we first met. Some shit has got to give because I don’t know how much more I can take being without my baby. I’m so fuckin incomplete without Rose`, Heaven, and of course my son. Shit will never be the same without my lil’ nigga.

  Chapter 4- Rose`

  I had been struggling with the decision on whether or not to call Remy. It had been a week since I saw him at the club and I was missing him like crazy. He was looking sexy as usual. I wanted to go and talk to him but I also didn’t want him to think that we were cool. I felt some type of way about how he had been treating me. Yes, I know that I left him but he still could have listened to me when I was trying to talk to him about us. He basically said fuck me so I had to do the same to him. At this point we’re both just being stubborn, waiting for the other person to make the first move. I’ve done a lot of soul searching and I’ve come to the conclusion that I want my husband. It’s hard grieving alone. We should be grieving with one another. Plus, Heaven is being affected by the constant bickering between me and her Daddy. She loves Remy and she has been giving me a hard time since I moved out of our home. She’s got to a point where she only wants to stay at his house. And it doesn’t matter how busy he is, he stops everything for his baby Heaven. Her ass is spoiled rotten courtesy of him. I won’t complain though; she deserves to have him in her life. If only Ace ass could have done right by her, he would be able to witness all of her milestones in life. That’s neither here nor there. I don’t even want to think about Ace. It’s bad enough he has his damn counselors and psychiatrists harassing me to come and sit in on his sessions. I’ve put the jail number on the block list. I don’t have time to sit back and listen to that crazy motherfucker. Ace ain’t doing shit but trying to find a way out of prison.

  *****

  "Hey Madear. What did you cook?”

  “I didn’t cook a motherfucking thing. What you doing over here? I hope you not staying long. I got company coming over.” I noticed Madear had on one of her good pants suits and her hair was freshly done from the beauty shop.

  “What company?”

  “Well if your nosey ass must know, Deacon Black is on his way over for bible study.” I looked at her like she was crazy. Madear don’t even go to church on Sunday. So why is she so serious about bible study?

  “Since when you start having bible study?”

  “Since none of your god damn business. Get the fuck on Rose`. Let me finish getting this house in order.”

  “Okay Madear. You don’t have to act all stank about it. I love you and I’ll call you later.” I tried to kiss her on the cheek, but she pushed my ass on out the front door. I couldn’t believe that she was acting like this over bible study. As I pulled away in my truck I noticed an all-black Lincoln pulling into the driveway. All I could do was laugh and shake my head. Madear was up to something.

  I had nothing to get into. Heaven was with Remy, Neicee was out of town with Peanut, and Honey and Boo were probably somewhere killing each other. Since I was alone I grabbed me a bottle of Sangria and made me a cheese platter. I was going to have myself a little party. I cut on Pandora to the Keysha Cole station. Her song “Long Way Down” had me all in my feelings. I wasn’t on that crying shit; I just longed for Remy. I listened to a couple of more songs and I was over feeling lonely and miserable. I didn’t even bother to get completely dressed. I had on some yoga pants and a tank top. I slid on my Nike flip flops and grabbed my car keys and was headed over to be with my husband and daughter. I didn’t even know what I was going to say when I made it to the house. The ride was longer than usual. I guess that’s because the closer I got the more nervous I became.

  All the lights were out when I finally arrived, so I let myself in with my key. I went upstairs and the sight before me was heartwarming and hilarious at the same time. Remy was letting Heaven polish his nails. Not to mention she had put his dreads in all types of different ponytails. All I could do was laugh at them.

  “Hey Mommy!” Heaven jumped up off the bed and wrapped her arms around my waist. Remy sat up and started to remove the polish from his hands.

  “Hey Baby girl. I see you and your Daddy are having fun.”

  “Daddy lets me do whatever I want. He brought me a pretty black pony.”

  “Oh yeah? Go get it so I can play with it.” I took off my jacket and stepped out of my flip flops. If he didn’t know I was staying his ass knows now. He just stared at me as he took all the ponytails out of his head.

  “Come on Daddy. Let’s show Mommy how beautiful Choc is.” Heaven was pulling me out of the room and down the stairs. I looked back at Remy and he had the biggest grin on his face. We walked out of the back door and I noticed a beautiful pink stable had been built. I thought Heaven was talking about a damn toy. This man had gone and brought her a real live pony. Remy walked out in front of us and opened up the doors, bringing her out.

  “Oh my God. She’s beautiful Heaven.” I rubbed my hands through her beautiful mane. Remy picked her up and let her ride on her a couple of times before putting her back in the stable. We all went into the house and gave Heaven a bath. The entire time she talked about how much she loved Remy and Choc. After putting her to sleep, I went inside what was supposed to be my son’s room. There was a baby blue candle burning, sitting on the window sill. I looked around and noticed all the hard work that had gone into this room. I went inside his closet and looked at all of his clothing. I rubbed my hand over his name that had been engraved on the wall over his bed. His name held so much power… Remy Ramirez, Jr. My baby was destined for greatness. He was such a special baby. He had been through so much before he even came into the world. I wished his Daddy would have been able to spend more time with him.

  I lifted my chain with his ashes around my neck and kissed it. He was with me each and every day, so there is no reason for me to walk around sad anymore. I went inside his dresser drawer and pulled out his picture book. Every day that I went to the hospital I took a picture of him. I was too happy when he first opened his eyes and when he gripped my finger for the first time. Those were special moments for me. Only a mother would understand its’ significance. I sat down in the rocking chair and smelled his onesie that I put him on when we were in the hospital. It smelled just like him. I didn’t even know I had fallen asleep until I felt my head jerk forward. I jumped up and put all of his things back in its rightful place and went to take a quick shower.
Remy was asleep when I entered the bedroom we once shared. At first I wanted to go sleep in the guest room but quickly decided against that. I came over to be with my husband and that’s just what I’m going to do.

  I put on my night clothes and climbed into bed. Remy was asleep on his back. He was shirtless and looking so fucking sexy. I snuggled up under him and laid my head on his chest. He smelled so good. His body felt like home and I was glad to be lying next to him. I kissed his lips and laid my head on his chest. When he pulled me closer I melted into his body. There was no other place in the world that I would rather be at that moment. The sound of Remy’s phone continuously vibrated on the night stand. I tried to ignore it but it finally fell to the floor. I reached over and picked it up. As I held it in my hands it started to ring. I looked at the name and it was the same bitch that I beat up. At first I wanted to answer and curse the bitch out. Instead I blocked her and deleted all of her info out of his phone. I could have showed my ass but I had no reason to. What the fuck I look like arguing with a bitch over a nigga that I know loves me? I got that nigga’s heart and he has mine. There is no doubt about it. We just need to get back to our happy place.

  I was fast asleep yet the feeling of my legs being forced apart woke me up. I opened my eyes and Remy was on top of me. This nigga was getting ready to take something but he didn’t even have to. I was more than willing to give it to him. I spread my legs as far as they would go. I wanted to feel every inch of Remy inside of me. I winced in pain as he entered me. I was tight as hell; it had been a minute since I had some dick. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he slowly thrusted in and out of me.

  “I missed you so much,” Remy said softly in my ear.

  “I missed you too. I’m so sorry for leaving you.” I swear Remy was long stroking me and that shit was feeling so good. I felt like I was riding waves of pleasure as he made love to me. Remy pulled out of me and placed me on all fours. Remy went from making love to me to straight fucking me. He was fucking me long and hard. I was trying my best to get a grip on the sheets so that I could keep myself from collapsing. He grabbed a handful of my hair and held on to it tightly, as he fucked the shit out of me. He pulled all the way out of me and rammed his dick back inside me causing me to squirm. He was touching my spot repeatedly and I could feel myself on the verge of cumming.

  “You better not ever leave me again!”

  “I promise that I will never leave you again!” I yelled out and I was quite sure I woke up Heaven. I was so damn loud the neighbors heard me.

  “Get up here and ride this dick. Show me how much you miss me.” Remy laid down and I mounted him. I slid down on him nice and slow. My body shivered at the feeling he gave as he grabbed my waist and gently assisted me as I rocked back and forth. I knocked his hands away because I really wanted to show him just how much I missed him. Instead of my knees being on the bed, I rose up and my feet were flat. I used his massive chest as leverage as I wildly bounced up and down.

  “Aww shit! Fuck Rose`. I’m about to nut.”

  “I’m about to cum too baby. Let’s cum together. Damn, I love you bae.”

  “I love your ass too.” Remy grabbed my waist and viciously started to pound in and out of me. We came at the same time and I collapsed on his chest. Our session was so intense that we were drenched in sweat. That dick had made a bitch tap the fuck out. Last thing I remembered was the feeling of him rubbing his fingers through my hair and placing kisses on my forehead. As I laid on his chest and he held me tight, I asked God to watch over us and strengthen our marriage. The devil has been extremely busy and we can’t let him win any longer.

  Chapter 5- Remy

  I couldn’t help but watch Rose` as she slept next to me. It’s amazing how a woman can be beautiful in her sleep. Not a hair out of place. I leaned over and kissed her pretty, pink, soft lips before getting out of bed. I decided to cook breakfast for her and Heaven. It felt so good to have both of my girls back in the house with me. When she showed up here last night I already knew what it was. No words needed to be spoken between us. We have that type of chemistry when we’re on good terms. It had been so long since we sat down and ate as a family. Usually I just take Heaven to McDonalds for breakfast. I whipped up some steaks, cheese eggs, grits, hash browns, and biscuits. Since Heaven and Rose` was still sleeping, I decided to do my daily ritual that got me motivated to start my day.

  I went inside my son’s room and I was surprised that Heaven was already in there. Every time she spends the night with me we pray for Remy Jr. I light a candle every morning in honor of my son, and say a prayer that he is resting peacefully with the Lord. I’m not the type of person who sits in church and worship, but I do have faith in the Lord. After losing my son and not going crazy behind it, faith is what kept me sane.

  “Good morning Princess.” I kissed her on the forehead and with both got on our knees and kneeled in front of his poster-sized picture.

  “Good morning Daddy. Can I pray for my brother today?”

  “Of course you can.”

  “Dear Lord, please watch over my brother and make sure he’s okay. Please let him know that me, Mommy and Daddy love him very much. Lord, please watch over my mommy and make her happy again. Please stop her from crying so that we can be a happy family again. I love you Jr.” Heaven reached over and kissed his picture and ran out of the room. I stood up and lit the candle.

  “I’m so sorry son. I wasn’t there to protect you. I failed you and if it takes the rest of my life to avenge your death I will. I promise I’m going to do right by your momma. She’s not too happy with me right now but I promise I’m going to do everything to make things right. I love you son. I heard sniffling and I turned to see Rose` crying. I got up and rushed towards her and hugged her so tight.

  “Shhh! Stop crying bae. I promise you that we’re going to be okay. Just believe in me. All I need is for you to rock with your man.”

  “I’m so sorry Remy. I’ve been so selfish to you and Heaven. Please forgive me for my behavior towards you. I just miss my baby so much. Why did she have to do him like that?” At this point Rose` had collapsed to the floor and began crying uncontrollably. I scooped her up bridal style and carried her back to bed. I laid her down and just let her get it all out. I would be lying if I said that I didn’t shed some tears with her. Rose` ended up crying herself to sleep.

  When I woke up this morning I had every intention on having a meeting with all my workers and to check on my businesses. Instead I hit up Boo and Peanut and let them handle the workers. I hit Dino and had him cover all my businesses. Madear was more than happy to keep Heaven. I just wanted to make today all about Rose`. She deserved to be pampered. Today was all about her. I booked us an executive suite at the Trump Towers in Downtown Chicago. I had a full day planned for my wife. I already know her ass about to put a dent in my pocket but as quickly as we spend dough, I make that shit right back. I don’t give a fuck if she spends a million dollars. As long as she’s happy that’s all that matters. A happy wife means a happy life. Lord knows we both deserve happiness.

  “Why did you let me sleep for so long?” Rose` was sitting up in bed Indian style. I walked over to the bed and kissed her on the lips.

  “After this morning, I just wanted you to rest. Since you’re up get dressed. I have a whole day planned for you.”

  “You’re not going to work today?”

  “Fuck work. I want to spend the day with my wife. I just want to pamper you. Can I cater to you today, Rose`?”

  “Of course you can. I’m all yours.” I lifted her chin and placed a soft kiss on her lips. She grabbed a handful of my dreads and slipped her tongue in my mouth. I swear if we didn’t have to make it to our reservations I would make love to her again, but that can wait for later.

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  “Oh my God Remy! I can’t believe you did all of this for me. Everything is so beautiful.”

  “Anything for you baby.” I grabbed Rose` by the hand and led her into the hotel suite.
We had already been out shopping on Michigan Avenue and out to eat at Michael Jordan’s Steakhouse. I kept trying to get Rose` to ball out and buy whatever she wanted. All she did was purchase some Red Bottoms and beautiful lingerie to match. That’s enough for me. Prior to arriving at the hotel I ordered for room service to put rose petals throughout the suite. I also had them set up a spa for Rose`. While she got her feet and nails done, I ran her a hot bath and placed rose petals inside. She loves the fragrance Forever Red by Bath and Body Works, so I purchased her the whole set. I love the way it smells on her body when I hug her.

  “Come on; get in the tub before your water gets cold.” I grabbed Rose`s hand and led her to the bathroom. I slowly undressed her and kissed her on every inch of her body. She had the body of a goddess. I loved every inch of her beautiful, flawless skin.

  “Get in with me so I can cater to you for a change. You’ve been so good to me all day. I’m more than satisfied with that. Let me bathe you.” Rose` undressed me from head to toe. It just felt so good to be in her presence and be in a good place. I will never understand how men have a good woman and don’t appreciate her. This is the motherfucking life right here. We both sat in the tub passing a blunt back and forth. We were blowing my newest batch of high grade Kush. I hadn’t even put it on the street yet. From the taste of it I knew that it was about to be a hot commodity on the streets.

  “I missed you so much these last couple of months. I love you so much.”

  “I love you too and I’m sorry for leaving you. I didn’t realize just how selfish I’ve been until I saw you and Heaven this morning. That was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I want you to know that today was my last day mourning over the baby. I’m not saying that I’m just going to forget about him, I just won’t be spending everyday crying. It has taken a toll on our marriage and on our daughter. Just to let you know it’s not your fault, and I’m sorry for blaming you.”