Manage Me (Taven's Circus Book 1)

by Unknown

  “I am sorry I was dick to you, Baby.” He whispers leaning forward taking my face in his free hand, bumping our foreheads together. “I have no excuse for acting the way I did and I can’t promise it won’t happen again because I get a little crazy at the thought of losing you but I promise to try. I promise you Beauty, I will always try to be better for you.”

  I don’t say anything. I just lean up and brush his lips with mine. Once again forgetting there are thousands of people watching us again. We really need to stop with the public make-out moments. We slowly detangle ourselves, laughing at the fans going ape shits over our PDA.

  Jaden leans back to the mic to address them with a chuckle, “I would apologize but I think you guys get why I can’t keep my hands of my woman.” More cheering and yelling from the crowd. “So this is a song that I have been working on for Nell, it’s not entirely done yet but I was a raging asshole to her earlier and I need some brownie point to get back on her good graces.” I just roll my eyes and laugh at him.

  He swivels on his stool, adjusting the mic so he can face me, before he starts to play softly. He shoots me right in the center with his best panty melting smirk then opens his mouth to pour out his soul at my feet.

  Pull it out

  Rip it out

  It’s yours to take

  It’s yours to keep

  You crawled inside my walls

  Crawled inside my heart

  Curled up tight

  I’ll keep you warm

  I’ll keep you safe

  I’ll keep you coming, Baby

  I’ll keep you screaming my name

  You are all I crave

  Everything I need

  Together our hearts beat

  They beat for each other

  Stronger together

  Better together

  You crawled inside my walls

  Crawled inside my heart

  Curled up tight

  I’ll keep you warm

  I’ll keep you safe

  I’ll keep you coming, Baby

  I’ll keep you screaming my name

  You are mine

  You are mine

  You are mine

  Now if you would just marry me

  My eyes bulge at the last line of the song. The rest of the song, the rest that I vaguely remember loving, disappeared with that last line. He cannot be serious right now. But he is reaching into his pocket, as I sit in stunned silence. A roadie runs up freeing Jaden the guitar as he drops to one knee. He cannot be purposing to me right now. He cannot be purposing in front of all these people. I am going to have to say no. I will say no.

  The crowd is so loud that Jaden doesn’t even attempt to say anything as he hold up the little blue box. The little blue box that most woman would love their men to hold up to them but I stare at it in complete horror. Jaden pops the lid and inside is not a sparkling ring like I had been dreading. Inside is a candied necklace. My jaw drops open and I meet Jaden’s eyes for the first time and he is laughing with a huge smile on his face. I can’t help but laugh with him as he stand up, removing the necklace from the box and stretching it over my head.

  As he tugs me in tight for a hug he shouts, “I love you more that life, Beauty, but I won’t purpose to you just to get myself out of trouble.” I start to laugh but he captures it in his mouth as he steal my breath with a kiss.

  Some barrels up wrapping us in a hug and a recognize Ryker’s laugh, followed by Ashton, and Finn’s. Crap, they apparently weren’t in on Jaden’s joke. We detangle ourselves and Jaden grabs the mic from the stand, as a roadie brings me my violin, and the rest of the band settles in for our acoustic set.

  “Hey, you guys are still here?” Jaden jokes to the crowd. “Just to fill everyone in, no I wasn’t asking Nell to marry me, yet. Here’s some advice guys, don’t propose just cause you’re in trouble with your girl. That’s a dick move.” He laughs.

  “And fake purposing to your girl isn’t a dick move at all.” Ashton says into her own mic. Jaden turns a worried look to me, like such a thought never occurred to him. I just laugh in response as I am not upset. He might be running to the alter but I am not ready yet. And while I did feel a teeny tiny stab of disappointment when he opened the box, I stabbed that shit out. Although I get the distinct feeling that he was testing me. Seeing what my reaction would be, so he could figure how close I was to walking down that aisle with him. That should have me irritated he is maneuvering me but again it doesn’t. I do love Jaden and love the idea of spending forever with him. I just want the time to enjoy each other as we currently are, is that too much to ask?

  But I do need to give him something. Something that may help reassure him that I am not going anywhere.

  Chapter 38

  Jaden

  The last fans got their stuff signed and pictured taken. I’m anxious to find Nell, since she disappeared after the acoustic set was done. I had a text waiting for me after we were done.

  Beauty: Meet me in the when you are done.☺ Hope you’re ready…<3

  Those three words had my cock hard and twitching, planning to spend the rest of the evening buried deep in my woman.

  The fans were shooed out and I high tailed my ass out of there towards the elevators that would take me to my girl. I open the door to our suite and soft piano music washes over me. My heart starts pounding in anticipation and excitement pulses through me as I look around the dark candlelit rooms.

  “Beauty?” I call out.

  “In the kitchen.” She replies.

  I turn the corner and see my Nell, Perched on the counter, feet dangling and I stop dead in my tracks as I take my time taking her in. Tall black “fuck me” heels adorn her feet, and sheer black stocking hug her long legs stopping at her knees where they attach to garters. The garters disappear under a royal blue lace and silk skirt, that I instantly start thinking of ways to bend her over in. The match royal corset hugs her curves and pushes her perfect tits up and together like an offering for me to bite and devour.

  “Bite?” She asks holding out a piece of pineapple but my mind is still on the breast offering. If I was thinking clearly I would know she knew that and get that she was taunting me but am lost in her. Even standing 10 feet away and unable to touch her, she steals my breath and my heart. I wanted to propose to her tonight. I wanted to claim her as mine in front of all those people. I had my grandmother’s ring in my pocket but the panic in her eyes at the end of the song made me stop. It was stupid to think that she would marry me when she can’t even bring herself to say she loves me. Just as my mind starts down the tunnel of depression, Nell brings the piece of pineapple to her lips and bites into it. Juice dribbles off her chin and into her offering. And just like that the tunnel is gone and my raging cock is back in control.

  “Hi” Nell smirks around her fruit.

  “Whatcha up too, Beauty?” I ask stepping over to lean against the bar. My babe wants to play then I’m willing to indulge her, for now.

  The candlelight dances in her eyes and across her skin, I drink in every inch of her, knowing I’ll never be satisfied, that I will all want her everything.

  “I just thought that we should talk.” She says softly, she eyes full of happiness.

  “Talk huh?” I ask rubbing my hand over the scruff of my jaw. Nell’s eyes focus on my movement, I know my scruff is a weakness of hers. “If this is how you dress up to talk, then we should have more talks, Kitten.” I reach out for some fruit from the platter on the lower counter in front of me. Drawing to my mouth slowly before taking a bite. Nell chews on her lips watching me. She craves me as much as I crave her. I don’t see that ever changing.

  “What do you want to talk about?” I ask.

  She smirks and hopes down off her counter slinking her way forward and lean forward on the counter. My eyes sink from her eyes downward by their own volition or maybe it’s because the 6 inches of cleavages is calling my name. Saliva pools in my mouth and I am seconds away from drooling. My cock star
ts to throb like it has its own heartbeat. Has there ever been a woman so perfect?

  With a finger on my chin, Nell tilts my head up, then clears her throat when my eyes refuse to follow. “Nope, I’m not going to apologize for objectifying you right now.” I mumble. Making her giggle.

  “I kinda like when you objectify me.” She purrs inching closer, “But right now, I think you are hungry.”

  “Food is the last thing on my fucking mind right now.” I grumble looking up at her like she’s lost it but again she just giggles.

  “I wasn’t talking about food…” She says then sweeps the fruit platter to the floor with her arm and hops her ass onto it before grabbing my shirt collar, dragging me around between her knees. With a feral growl I attack her mouth. She tastes sweet from the fruit as I dive into her then follow the juicy trail down plastering my face into her glorious cleavage, sucking and licking up every inch of her skin.

  I grab onto the top of her corset ripping the two cups apart spilling her breasts into my wanting hands. Massaging and tweaking her nipples as she lean back on her hands to allow me full access to her exposed flesh. I heads down to the valley between, nuzzling each mound against my cheek, before I lick and suck at her sensitive skin.

  Nell

  Leaning my head back I pant and let out a moan. "Ooo yeah babe, I love that."

  Biting my lip, his pinches my nipples hard making my release a gasp. I feel myself building, I've never climaxed without penetration before but before I get too lost, Jaden starts to descend down my torso. He draws circles around my navel, nipping at the edge, making a groan escape from deep within my throat.

  Standing up straight, he jerks my ass to the edge of the counter and flipping up the tiny skirt to check what underneath. “Mmm, naked pussy, my favorite.” He smirks and wiggles his eyebrows. “Are you wet for me, Nell?” He rests his hand across my center, his palm at my opening as he gently massages my entire mound. My back arches and a mewing purrs though my lips.

  He lowers to his knees, leaving my underwear in place as he pushes my leg wide, hooking one over his shoulder. Calloused fingertips brush the soft skin around my inner thigh causing tingle bunnies to erupt all over. He leans down to my wet center and while maintaining eye contact, brushes his nose along my outer lip and inhales deep closing his eyes. "Mmm you smell amazing. This scent alone has my cock hammer to get out."

  Moaning as his warm breath tickles alone my skin, I'm thrown quickly to the edge, and know I won't last long. When he kisses and nibbles just below my opening lapping up the liquid seeping out, I can't hold on any longer.

  "Oh shit!! Jaden I can't, I'm, I'm coming!" I cry, as he dives face first into my roaring heat. I cum harder with him feasting on me. I drop my legs to the surface the counter top incapable of hold them up anymore. I grab onto his hair making sure he doesn't go anywhere as my mind explodes with flashes of light and my body constricts and releases into bliss.

  As I lay floating in the afterglow, Jaden is busy. I feel his tugging at my skirt then hear a tearing, more tugging and tearing but this time at the corset.

  “I really love that outfit. I hope you didn’t just rip it to shreds…even if the idea is damn hot.” I mumble as I feel his scruffy face graze my stomach. My hands are still tangled in his hair as I caress and love on him.

  “I’ll buy you more. Fuck I’ll buy you the whole store just so I can rip a new pair off you every night.” He grumbles against my skin.

  He kisses his way back down to my center, pushing my legs up again. “Hold these.” He grunts and I have little choice but to oblige.

  He large hands cover my ass cheeks, using his thumbs lightly massage my tightest hole. He tongue reaches out, circling with the tip then flattening for a long slow lick from my puckered star, across my soaked opening, and up to my clit circling and sucking it into his wet mouth. Shivers emanate through me as I ride his mouth, and when rough cool finger push against tightest entrance and I relax pushing against him.

  “Good girl” he praises. Softly touching my folds and circling my entrance, then away again.

  "Please fuck me Jaden," I plead but he decides to start humming, his lips that are latched on to my clit vibrate and I gasp, my hips thrust up but Jaden stays with me. Chuckling, he uses his long talented finger of his free hand to enter into my hot center. I squeeze my keegal muscles as he enters a second long finger, bending them to massage my g-spot, which before right now I had only ever read about.

  "I can't fuck you" at this statement I jerk his head up from his nuzzling, in shock. He lets out a moan at the pain I just inflicted on his scalp.

  "What? What do you mean you can't fuck me?" I'm pissed off and he is doing his best with his busy fingers to distract me. He laughs when I have fight my eye from crossing, which of course pisses me off more so I try to squirm way, to dislodge his fingers from inside me. But he leans forward capturing my mouth with his, stilling my movements and cooling my temper. I can smell my essence on his lips, as he kisses me bringing my body back from the anger.

  Pulling away he looks at me, "Wow, are you done? I meant I cannot fuck you yet, but I was distracted but this juicy pussy.” He whispers to me, sliding his fingers deep inside of me. My eyes roll back in my head as a groan slips from my lips. He lowers his head back down for another slow lick, “Despite you being so wet and ready for me, I need to do a little prep work to this tight hole first." He says wiggling the finger in my ass and I get excited that we are finally going to explore that area further.

  He removes his glistening fingers then slowly licks then clean before kicking off his boots, unbuttoning his pants, and drops them. My mouth drops as his cock bouncy free. The head is nearly pulsing with need with a drop of pre-cum resting on its tip. It's so think that I sure my fingers would meet and know both hands will fit along its length easily.

  ”I love you, Jaden.” It just spills out of my mouth and his head pops up. I hadn’t planned on telling him while I was displayed on the counter like a Christmas ham. I wanted to tell him after we had made love in the bedroom. Why isn’t he saying anything?

  He just standing there leaning against my open vagina spread legs staring at me, saying nothing. I thought he said he loved me. Tonight, during his song he poured his heart out at my feet, so why is he silent now?

  With a growl he lifts me and throws me over his shoulder. “What the fuck!? Jaden talk to me!”

  Chapter 39

  Jaden

  Kicking the bedroom door open and tossing her beautiful naked body on the bed. I kick off my boots, unbuttoning my pants, and drops them. Yanking my tee-shirt over my head and tossing it behind me. The head of my cock is pulsing an angry purple color and a drop of pre-cum rests on its tip. I crawl slowly up her body until I'm pressed along her whole length, rubbing my sensitive head along her wet slit.

  I can’t hold back, I want to fill her with my seed, and claim her as mine. I shove inside her, into the warmth, into her perfectness that was made to fit my cock inside of her. I will never be without my woman she will always be inside me. I don’t last long but then Nell is right there with me as we both plunge over the edge.

  Looking into her face I'm overcome with so much feeling in my chest. Nell’s eyes are huge and full of tears and its then I realize that I haven’t said anything, that I just went pure caveman on her.

  “Beauty, fuck. Fuck I love you so fucking much. You’re my world, your my heart, you’re my everything.” I pour out as she nods her head and smiles. She grabs my faces kissing me deep, tears rolling down her face.

  “I love you Jaden, you’re my world, my heart, my everything, forever.” We kiss deep and she lets out a long low moan. When I pull back to just take her in she’s continuing to moan, that low painful sound. Her eyebrows are meet in a frown as she looks confused and my sex-hazed brain finally catches up. Nell isn’t making that noise, its coming from someone in the bathroom.

  “You stay here.” I tell her, jumping out of bed, I grab my jeans from the floor to throw
on. The bathroom door is mostly closed but for an inch and the light is off. The moaning has stopped and it sounded like it was in pain so I don’t fear that it’s someone going to attack me. I push open the door and flick on the light. There is a pool of blood at my feet and Emily lays on the floor. A wound to her abdomen.

  “CALL 9-1-1!” I scream running in, dropping to my knees beside Emily’s lifeless body.

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  The paramedics came and took Emily away. They were able to get her heart pumping again before they left but she had lost a lot of blood and there was no way to tell if the baby was going to make it. The police came along with them and told us we couldn’t leave town. We were allowed to go wait at the hospital and that is now where we wait.

  When the police enter the private waiting area the hospital set up for us, we all tense up.

  “Hi, I am Detective Madden, I am lead on this investigation. This is Detective Kitchens, my partner. You are Jaden James correct?” He shakes my hand introducing himself.