by Vicki Green
I grab his hand pulling him with me towards the bench I was sitting on earlier. We sit close, his fingers intertwining with mine. Looking down at our hands my eyes shift to him, and I smile.
“What time are you going home? I think we need some quiet time, don’t you?” He says as he cups my face with his other hand. He starts rubbing his thumb over my cheek, and my heart starts to speed up. That familiar ache in my body, the heat rising within me. Oh, he isn’t helping my public display thoughts one bit! He better be careful or I will end up pouncing on him right here!
I shake my head and try to wake myself from my lust filled mind, pulling back from his grasp slowly. I look around to see if we are drawing any attention. Once satisfied that we aren’t, I turn back to him and take his hand back into mine. “Shane, you’re so bad. Stop that! Not here!” I giggle out of nervousness. “I’m just going to go up say my goodbyes and get Lana to drive me home.”
He looks at me questioningly. “You didn’t drive yourself?” I shake my head. “I’ll take you home. Then we can we can have our quiet time. It’s been too long,” he says waggling his eyebrows. He has no idea! The ache in my pussy just flared even further. I try not to be noticeable as I clench my thighs together to try and quench the fire there.
I pull on his hand as I stand up, laughing. “Ok, big guy. Let’s go say our goodbyes.” We walk back hand in hand into the hospital. Once in the room, I watch Shane look at the twins and give Jessie and Cassie his congratulations. We hug everyone goodbye. I kiss the twins again along with Jesse and Cassie and tell them I will be back tomorrow.
Once we get to my condo we relax on the couch, still holding hands from the drive. Shane takes his other hand and lifts my chin, forcing me to look into his dark eyes. “Allie, I think we need to talk.” I swallow, hard. I swear I can feel my heart beating. Oh, no! Here it comes. I knew it! He doesn’t want to see me anymore. It was just a matter of time. This always happens. When am I going to learn not to give my heart so freely? Damn! I fell too hard for him. He’s the first and only one I’ve really wanted so badly. The only one I’ve truly cared for and who cared for me. I’m never going to be able to get over him. Maybe I should just go back to LA. and hide away at dad’s office and in my romance books, and wallow in my nonexistent life.
“I want more,” he says with caring. I whip my eyes up to his. What? I think to myself. “I want so much more with you. I’m falling in love with you, Allie.” I close my eyes and can’t hold back the tears that instantly formed in my eyes. Is this really happening? Maybe he’s drunk. I don’t remember smelling any alcohol on him. As I look back into his eyes, I see a look of concern. “I hope those are happy tears, love.” He smiles, wiping them away. “I know it’s only been months, but I can’t help the way I feel about you. I’ve never felt this way before. I can’t stop thinking about you, every single minute of the day. I miss you when we’re not together. I can’t stand not being with you all the time anymore. I mean it, Allie. I want you, so much. I need you.”
I begin stroking his hand, giving a small smile. “Oh, Shane. They are happy tears but I have to tell you, I’m really nervous and scared. I’ve— I’ve never had a real relationship before, really. I mean—There’s just so much you don’t know about me or my past.” I look down at our hands. “I’m afraid you’ll change your mind,” I whisper.
He pulls me into a hug and whispers in my hair, “Allie. I don’t care about your past. I only care about you, and our future, together. Give me a chance. Give us a chance.” I pull back, slightly, searching his eyes and nod. He lifts me up until I am sitting on his lap, straddling him.
Instantly, his lips press to mine. One of his hands holding the back of my head, I dig my fingers into his hair, and don’t hesitate when his tongue licks my lower lip asking for entrance. When I open for him his tongue plunges into my mouth, greedily, hungrily, searching for mine. I can feel my moan release from deep inside me, his mouth muffling the sound. His other hand moves to my shirt, his fingers unfastening the buttons. I let go of his hair, and move my hand down his chest until I find his hard erection through his jeans. I rub up and down and squeeze, which causes him to moan into my mouth. Sexiest sound ever!
“You’re killing me, love,” he says onto my lips. Before I know what’s happening, he picks me up in his arms, our lips never separating. He walks us up to my room and lays me on my bed, his body hovering over mine. We release our kiss with a smack and I look up at him, as he stares at me from above. He releases the rest of the buttons on my shirt and slowly opens each side. “You look so hot in that black bra,” he says, licking his lips, his eyes full of desire.
I sit up, making him sit on his knees, in between my legs. I remove my shirt, slowly and toss it on the floor. He leans forward reaching around me and unhooks my bra, looking into my eyes the entire time. He tosses it over his shoulder, his eyes never losing contact.
As I lay back I can see the need and want in his eyes, making my heart rate intensify. He lays down over me, propped up on one elbow by my side. His mouth captures one of my nipples and sucks hungrily. I instantly arch my back, causing my breast to push into his mouth further. I can’t stop the moans coming out of me. His mouth moves over to my other breast, nipping and tugging on it until I feel I might scream. My nipples are so hard and peaked now, the flame of desire rising within me, quickly.
He sits back again, his chest moving up and down rapidly with his heavy breathing. He unfastens the button on my jeans and slides the zipper down. His hands move to my waist and begin pulling my jeans and underwear down together. I lift my hips, to make it easier for him.
Once they are off, I lay there in all my glory. I’m not embarrassed in the least, in fact, I am so ready to be with him in every way. He slides down the bed, his mouth finding my clit and begins sucking. My body has a mind of its own, my hips bucking and wiggling below him, unable to keep still. My muscles squeeze as I feel the impending climax begin. He inserts one finger in me, then another. They curl inside me hitting my sweet spot as he moves them. “OH!” I moan loudly, closing my eyes as I see spots forming. I start soaring as the orgasm takes me to a higher plain that I don’t want to ever come down from.
I slowly come back to reality, feeling his breath in my hair. He whispers, “I want to make love to you, Allie. Let me make love to you. Let me show you the love I feel for you.” I open my eyes, my mouth finding his, and I kiss him with everything I have. He quickly removes his clothes and returns to his place over my body. I move my hand down his body to his glorious cock. Taking it in my hand, I squeeze feeling the soft skin and how hard he is for me. My hand doesn’t even cover the hugeness of it. His sexy moan comes out deep from inside him, making my body flush even more.
Sitting up, he reaches to the floor and removes a condom from his jeans pocket. I watch with half closed eyes as he strokes his cock before sheathing it. Shit, I want my mouth on that, lucky condom. He crawls back over me, settling between my legs. His large cock in hand, he moves it up and down my folds, coating it with my juices. “Fuck, I love how you’re so wet for me. How much your beautiful body reacts to my touch.”
I love when he talks sexy and dirty to me, it makes my body respond even more. His shaft then proceeds to move into me, slowly. I put my legs around his waist, locking my ankles. As he bends down my arms go around his neck, my fingers back into their favorite place, wrapped in his hair. His mouth claims mine as his hand kneads my breast. He squeezes it, pinching my nipple. I am on the verge of another orgasm, my body heating up like an inferno. He’s killing me here, I don’t think I can take much more.
He begins to thrust faster, his thumb rubbing my clit, and I lose it. My mind and body ascend high above me. “Ung!” I scream, my head bending back into the pillow, moving from side to side. The muscles around his cock squeeze, causing a loud moan from him as his climax is reached. I watch his body shudder as he rides his release. Sexiest thing I have ever seen.
I am incoherent as he removes his cock from me b
ut feel the bed move as he gets up. I hear the soft sounds on the carpet of him leaving the room. As I lay there in my blissed out state, I jump when I feel something wiping me of the liquid between my legs and down my thighs. I half open my eyes and watch him diligently work on me. So tender and so sweet my sexy man is. Yes, he’s my sexy man!
Once he leaves again, I start to fall asleep until my body is being gently pulled into his, an arm slides around me, a hand placing my arm around his waist. He kisses my head, whispering sweet nothing’s against it. “I love you, Allie, my love. Go to sleep. Have sweet dreams.”
The next morning, I awake feeling a hand covering my breast, and something hard pressed against the back of my thigh. I turn my head slightly and there is my sexy man, looking gorgeous as he sleeps. I try to move to get up but his arm tightens around me, making it impossible. “Where do ya think you’re going, love?” He says into my hair. I lay back against him and squirm. I want to stay here, cuddling with him, but he has no idea how badly I have to go to the bathroom! How embarrassing.
“I, um. I have to go to the bathroom,” I say quietly. His hand covering my breast squeezes gently while his thumb rubs over my nipple, causing it to bloom rapidly. My head goes back against his chest, and I moan. “Ugh, Shane. I’m gonna have an accident all over you and my bed. I’m warning you, you’d better let me go.” I giggle and wiggle some more. I want to stay right where I am so bad and finish what he started but seriously, I have to go!
He releases me, and I make a mad dash for the bathroom. While I am in there I quickly brush my teeth and hair. Bent over brushing my long hair over my head, I feel him wrap his arms around my waist, kissing me on my neck. I bend my head to the side to give him better access. He does not disappoint, sucking so hard he may leave a hickey.
“Let’s go get clean,” he says in his sexy voice. Abruptly, he lets me go, and I almost fall over. I stand and watch him turn on the shower, testing the water with his hand. He stands there in all his nakedness, his beautiful body telling me he is ready for round one of the day. I can only stand there, looking at his magnificent body, his morning wood standing so proudly. Sigh. I could get used to this, every day.
He turns in my direction, his dark eyes roaming my body from toe to head, slowly. His eyes meet mine, looking into my soul. I gasp as he reaches me in one stride, lifting me up, and cradling me like a bride. I take advantage of it, and my mouth locks on to his. He carries me into the shower, slowly lets me down and turns me around to face him. He quickly lifts me up again as my legs find his waist, and he pushes me against the wall. The tiles feeling cool as the internal flame begins to heat in me.
Kissing feverishly, he holds me with a firm grip, and moves us over to the built in shower ledge. I stand on my knees, straddling his legs, and bend my head down, not wanting to lose the connection. His mouth finally breaks free and kisses my cheek. “I hate to stop but I need to go get a condom. I can’t wait to have you again.”
“Ungh, Shane! I’m on the pill. Don’t stop, don’t stop! Please, don’t stop!” I am mewling like a cat in heat. My body is so alive and needing him so much that I feel like I am in a frenzy with desire.
He gives me a wicked grin and lifts me up, slowly guiding me back down, impaling his engorged cock. My head instantly falls back, and I hear our moans in unison, echoing off the shower walls. With his hand, he lifts my head back and crushes his lips to mine, probing my mouth with his tongue. Gripping my waist, he moves me up and down as I use my knees to push with him, and we find our rhythm together. He is so deep inside me my sensitive spot is being hit every time. We rock faster and faster until I feel my climax beginning to crest. My knees gripping his hips as he rubs my clit, and my muscles start to clench around his cock. I can feel his cock growing more and more, stretching me until I feel I can’t take much more of him.
“Oh. My. God! Shaaaaannnnneeee,” I yell, my orgasm overtaking me. I slam my forehead against his chest. His cock slams into me a few more times until I hear him moan my name, loudly. His hands rub up and down my back as we sit here, trying to catch our breaths. Kissing my head, he says, “That was beyond amazing, love. You are my new addiction. I can’t get enough of you.”
I snuggle into him and sigh. “Amazing doesn’t cover what we just did. Do you think we will ever make it out of my condo?” I giggle, my head moving up and down with his laughs.
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I start tickling her sides, and if not for my arms catching her, she would have fallen off my lap. Thank all that is holy she is on the pill. I’ve never had bare sex before, but this made it feel so much more than making love. I’ve never made love to anyone, until Allie. I love her so much and need to tell her how much she means to me. Fuck I love my woman! My woman!
Jesse told me one night that she’s had a horrible past with relationships. He made me promise never to act as if I knew but damn she’s had some fucking assholes that have hit on her. They left her beaten, broken and doubting herself as a person. It made my blood boil, and I wanted to go find each and every one of them and kick their fucking asses until they would think twice of ever hurting anyone again. She needs to know it’s not her, that it’s those stupid pricks out there. She needs to know she’s a gorgeous, beautiful, loving person, and that I want to be the lucky schmuck to have her. Always.
I hear her phone ringing, mercilessly, from in her room. I take her hand and lead her out of the shower, and quickly wrap a towel around her naked and magnificent body. I pull her into her room, pick up her phone and place it in her hand. Puckering her lips, she gives me an air kiss, smiles and answers the phone.
“Hello? Sex slave here.” I wink at her and am rewarded with her cute giggles. She stops, her eyes going wide. “Oh! Jesse, um, sorry! Private joke.” I laugh as she slaps her hand against her forehead. “Yes, I’ll be up there shortly and I can stop by and get that bag for Cassie, no problem. Um, kay, bye.” Sitting down on the bed, she drops the phone.
I quickly pull on my jeans and sit next to her, putting my hand on her knee. I grin, trying to hold back my laugh. “So, you need to get to the hospital, yeah?” I’m afraid I’m not being very successful at holding my laughter but she’s just too damn cute in her embarrassment. Fuck, I’m getting hard again.
She pushes my hand off her leg and turns to face me. A fist punches me on my shoulder, playfully, and she purses her lips. Fucking cute. “Yes, now stop that! I need to stop by their house and pick up a bag of baby clothes that Cassie forgot in her haste to get to the hospital. Wanna go with me?” She gives me her sweet smile. How can I resist that? I’m never gonna be able to make it through a hospital visit. My cock is pushing against my zipper as it is. It has other things in mind.
I put my arm around my girl, pulling her against me. After kissing the top of her head, I proceed to lay my face there and start rubbing her silky, soft hair with my cheek. “I’ll take you, love. I don’t want to be away from you for even a second. It’s gonna be so hard to go back to work tomorrow.” The light bulb in my pea brain goes off. I don’t want to be away from her anymore. I want to be with her as much as I possibly can. I don’t want to go back to the way things were before. I can’t.
I abruptly let go of her and place my hands on her shoulders, swinging her body around to face me. “Move in with me! Or, I’ll move in with you! It would be great to have you with me all the time! I don’t want to spend another minute without you, love. I want to see you every morning, in OUR bed, and go to sleep with you, every night, in my arms. Whaddya say? Let’s do it!” I’m talking so fast in my excitement that I’m not sure she can even understand what I just said. Fuck, I’ve never wanted this so much in my life! She has completely unhinged me.
She looks at me with, is that fear in her eyes? Great! Now I just scared her off. Fucking idiot. Ok, think. I can’t think rationally anymore when I’m around her. That’s it. I’ve turned into a fucking pussy.
She brings me out of my internal ramblings and clears her throat. I can’t let her tu
rn this down, turn me down. I can’t let her run away from me. Not gonna happen! I won’t let her. I will just have to be more convincing, show her how much she means to me, how much of a great, loving, vivacious person she is. I’ve got to build up her self-confidence. I have to try!
“Shane,” she begins. My fear just kicked up a notch. “My feelings for you are so deep. I can’t begin to tell you how I feel about you.” She places her hand on my face. I close my eyes, for a brief moment, reopening them to look into hers with hope. “I would love to live together, but I’m not sure I’m ready. I— I don’t have any experience with this or relationships in general.” Closing her eyes, she barely whispers, “I’m scared.”
Quickly, I take her face in my hands. “Allie, love, look at me.” She opens her eyes, gazing into mine. I can see how scared she looks and it my heart breaks. “I love you. Don’t mistake that for anything but what it is. I love you. Believe that.” I lean into her, kissing her mouth quickly, and then I stare into her beautiful eyes again. “I know you’re scared and nervous. That’s a natural feeling, love. We have time to get to know each other better. There are things you don’t know about me either. We have all the time in the world to do that.”
I move one of my hands to the back of her head and stroke her hair. She loves when I do that. One of my favorite things to do to her, among others. “But know this. I want to take care of you. I want to be with you, every second of the day that will allow. I want to wake up with you, every morning, feel your body close to mine. I want to go to bed with you in my arms, every night. I want you to be mine. I love you.”
