Spencer's Face (Buckeye Hawks)

by Autumn Brown

  That was different. My parents would never go to bed while there was a boy in the house. Never.

  “See you next time, Taylor.” Janel said to me as she went back in the house.

  “Good night.” I said to her. Man she was nice. I turned to smile at Spencer.

  He sat his Coke on the edge, then he took my Coke from me and sat it on the pool’s edge, too. “Now, where were we?” he said with an evil smile as he pulled me close to him. He rubbed my ass, then slid his hand underneath my bikini bottom and squeezed my ass again.

  I figured that turnabout was fair play, so I did the same to him. Oh man, he had a great ass. So tight, and so muscular. “Do you know that this is the first thing I noticed about you?”

  “Honestly?” he asked me.

  I nodded. “I saw you from behind the first time I spotted you. And, I had to come around and see the rest of you. Do you remember?”

  He nodded. “Were you disappointed when you saw my face?” he asked me.

  “I love your face, Spencer. I loved it then, and I love it now.” I kissed him on cheek. The side with the birthmark. “You should know that by now. I mean, I’m about to have sex with you. Doesn’t that tell you something?”

  He nodded. “The first time you kissed me, you kissed me on that side.”

  “I kissed you on the lips. You were bandaged up completely.” I corrected him.

  “No. You kissed me on the cheek, in the football lineup. This cheek. I couldn’t believe you did that.”

  “I remember that. I was nervous. I just wanted to kiss you.”

  “But you kissed this side.” He said pointing to the side of his face that had the birthmark. The birthmark wasn’t nearly as prominent as it used to be. It was more like several smaller birthmarks now, instead of one big one.

  “I didn’t care which side. I just wanted to kiss you.” I laughed at him. “And, since we’re telling all…the other day when I put my hand down your jeans, I didn’t do that on purpose.”

  “I know that. When I sucked in my stomach, I was giving you an out.”

  “I didn’t want out, I wanted in.” I said to him. “I’ve never been happier in my whole life.”

  He kissed me again with power. “Me neither, but I guess you found that out.” He said.

  I pulled away from him some. “I hope it doesn’t hurt too bad. And, I really hope I don’t bleed too bad.” I told him. I was so worried about that.

  He pulled me close and looked in my eyes. “I promise to do my best not to hurt you, Taylor.”

  I nodded. I knew he would. “Where are we going to go?” I asked him.

  “We could rent a hotel room in Buckeye.” He suggested.

  “Nah. I’d feel like a slut renting a hotel room. How about out in the desert somewhere? There are a ton of places. We could take a sleeping bag and a pillow. And a towel.” I added. So this was it. I was in the pool talking with the guy that I loved about losing my virginity. I felt a little sad, but mostly I felt excited. My stomach was twisting in knots knowing that I was actually going to go through with it.

  “Taylor? Why me?” Spencer asked me. “Why not Dwayne? Or Jose? Or Jim? I hear you were pretty hung up on Jim. Or Dale? Well, I kind of see why not Dale. He’s kind of a loser.”

  I laughed at him. “Well, Dwayne, Jim, and Dale, I would have been one more added to the list. I didn’t want that. I knew that for sure.”

  “Not Jose? He’s had…several.” Spencer said.

  “Not when we were going out. He was a virgin then. He was trying to correct that though.”

  “So, why not Jose? You would have been the only one on the list back then.” he asked me.

  “Because I didn’t love him. And, he didn’t love me. Not enough anyway.” I tried to explain. “I asked him to wait, and he said no.”

  “So, if he would have said that he would have waited on you, he could have had you?”

  “I don’t know. I don’t think so. I didn’t feel as strongly for him as I do for you. Not even close. I always felt like his end goal was to get me in bed. Even our first kiss felt like that’s all he wanted. And, he definitely wasn’t interested in me. Not like you are anyway. I really liked him, but I felt like the whole time I was with him, like he just wanted a place to put his dick.”

  Spencer’s eyes went wide, shocked at my harsh words. “I’ve never heard you talk like that.”

  “I’m still a little bitter about that one.” I laughed.

  “More than the other guys who dumped you for not putting out?” he asked me.

  “The other guys waited at least a week to dump me. Jose dumped me the next morning. And had another girl that evening. And, afterwards, several people came up to me and told me how he’d cheated on me while we were together. No one told me while we were together. That really pissed me off.”

  “I almost told you.” He confessed.

  “You knew too?” I asked him, smacking him on the ass. His really nice tight ass.

  “I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t even know your name then. I hated him for it back then. I couldn’t believe he could have someone like you, and actually want someone else.”

  I laughed at him. “He wanted several others. Not just one. I think he was seeing who would say yes first. Then when he found one, he asked me one last time. I said no, then he moved on. The next day.”

  “Taylor. Please know that I’ll wait for you. I want to have sex, but if you’re not ready, I’ll wait.” He said as he held my face between his hands.

  “I know you will. I want to try. You’re the only guy I’ve ever wanted to try with.”

  “I can’t even tell you how happy that makes me. Taylor, I want you forever. I want us to stay together forever. I want to go to the same college. I want us to live near each other while we go to college. In fact, I’d live with you if we could somehow make that happen. Crazy. Huh?” he asked.

  “No. I’ve been thinking along those same lines. I don’t know how I’ll survive without you when I go to the cheerleading competition for a week.”

  “A whole week?” he asked, worried. He clutched me close to him. “Oh man. When?”

  “It’s in December. On the east coast.” I told him.

  “Damn.” He cursed. “A whole week. I’m really going to be attached to you when December rolls around. We’ve only been together for a month, and I’m already addicted to you.”

  I laughed at him. “Me too.”

  Spencer POV.

  “Uncle Todd. Can you I borrow your car today?” I asked my uncle at the breakfast table. “Just for an hour or so.”

  “Sure. Let me guess, you’re going to Taylor’s?” he joked with me.

  “I need to go to the store.”

  He looked at me suspiciously. “The store?” he asked.

  “Oh I’m going in a bit. I can take you.” Janel said to me.

  Damn. Where did she come from? I was hoping to talk to Todd alone for a minute. “I really need to go alone.” I told them.

  They gave each other a look. Damn. They knew. I could tell when they knew something was up.

  “More condoms?” Todd asked with a smile.

  “More?” I asked.

  “Don’t tell me you’ve been having sex without condoms.” Janel interrupted in full on lecture mode. “We’ve preached and preached to you about that. No sex without condoms.”

  “I haven’t had sex yet. We haven’t done anything yet.” I defended myself to her quickly.

  “Oh.” She said quickly. “I’m sorry. I thought the way you two were in the pool last night, that you’d already been having sex.”

  I shook my head. This was embarrassing. “No. Not yet.”

  “I’ll take you.” Todd said.

  “I really wanted to do this alone.” I told him. Nothing would be more embarrassing than having your uncle help you pick out condoms.

  “So you know what size? What color? What style? What flavor? What kind of padding? Vibrating or non? Ribbed or non? What texture?”


  “Holy crap.” I exclaimed. “Padding?”

  “I made that one up, I think, but the rest are legit.” Todd said.

  “Tell me what to buy.” I conceded. “And, how many?”

  “I’m leaving you two to handle this.” Janel said, then left the kitchen.

  Thank God for small miracles.

  “Buy medium and large, then see which one fits better. Remember snug, but not too tight. A dozen of each. Non ribbed, no texture, color doesn’t matter, non vibrating. Save that for later.”

  “Okay.” I said to him. “I can do this. I’d better get used to buying these. Right?”

  “Until she gets on the pill. Have you two talked about that? And, even then, you want to still use condoms for a month or so after she starts the pill, if she decides to go on it.”

  “We haven’t talked about the pill, or anything except condoms yet. I’ll ask her after.”

  “I’m proud of you, Spencer. You’re taking your responsibility seriously. You don’t want to get her or any other girl pregnant.”

  “There’s not going to be any other girls, Todd. Just Taylor.”

  “Well, not yet.” Todd said.

  “I want her forever, Todd. I love her. So much.”

  Todd patted me on the shoulder. I hated that. It was like a pity pat. Like poor naïve teenage boy infatuated with his first girlfriend. I knew the only way to prove him and Aunt Janel wrong was to stay with Taylor forever. They’d know then.

  “Go buy your condoms, Spencer.” he told me.

  I took his keys from the hook and headed to Hassayampa store as fast as I could get there. They didn’t know me nearly as well as they did at the Palo Verde store. Oh boy, Todd wasn’t lying when he told me how many options there were to choose from. I took his advice and bought plain ones, medium and large. A dozen of each. It was kind of embarrassing to buy them, but not nearly as embarrassing as I thought it would be.

  When I got them home, I went straight to my bathroom to try them on. I had to stroke myself some to get hard. I tried on the medium size first. They were really tight, and really hard to get on. I couldn’t get that one off fast enough. It was cutting off the circulation. I tried on the large. Much better. It fit perfectly. I have to admit, there was a certain amount of satisfaction when those fit. Okay, a lot of satisfaction. I jerked off with it on so I could see how it worked. Wow. It caught all of it. Getting it off was a little tricky, so I simply waited until I started going soft some. It slid right off then. Would eleven be enough? Surely it would.

  I texted Taylor. “I bought them. I’m ready if you still are.”

  She called me immediately. “What are you talking about?” she asked before I even answered the phone.

  “Condoms.” I whispered into the phone.

  “Oh. You could have waited until tomorrow to tell me that.” she laughed at me.

  “Sorry, I was excited. I just had to tell you.”

  “Now you know what happens when you get too excited.” She joked with me. “Are you close to that palm tree? With a towel?”

  “You’re horrible. You know guys don’t like to be made fun of about that stuff.” I told her. I was pretending to be joking. But I really didn’t want her to be making fun of me for my lack of control in that area.

  “Sorry.” she said seriously. “You know I’d never actually make fun of you. Don’t you?”

  I laughed at her. We talked on the phone for almost an hour, then we hung up. I’d see her tomorrow anyway. Oh man, it was going to be a long week for me. I hoped it was going to be just as long for her. Monday morning, I threw the medium rubbers in my gym bag. I’d leave them in the locker room for the guys who needed them. I’d seen that done a few times.

  At lunch, I drove Taylor to the make out lot. We made out for over thirty minutes. I loved kissing her. But today, I could feel every part of her. Nothing was off limits today. I slid my hand down inside her jeans, inside her panties. She didn’t protest today, or slap my hand away. In fact, she unfastened her jeans and unzipped them for me. Oh I loved that. I pulled her panties out so I could look at her.

  “Taylor, you’re beautiful.” I said to her. I could barely speak, but I just had to tell her. She was gorgeous down there. Her hair was a reddish blonde, almost the same color as on her head. It was so pretty. I rubbed her, then slid my finger down and then inside her. She was so moist, damp, almost wet. I didn’t expect that. I slid my finger in and out. I wanted to go deeper. “Spread your legs for me a little.”

  She did it, without hesitation. She was really enjoying this. She loved what I was doing to her. She kissed me with power and need. I was doing the same. I slid two fingers inside her then. I continued with my in and out motions. She was panting heavily into my mouth. I needed to stop. I was going to come soon. I couldn’t stop myself though. I felt Taylor’s hips moving to the rhythm of my fingers. That was it for me. I came, groaning for several seconds. My fingers were suddenly wetter. Did she just come, too? Oh that was beautiful. She was beautiful. If sex was better than this, I was going to really love sex.

  She kissed me again. I pulled my fingers out of her, and grabbed her face. “I love you so much, Taylor.” I said with meaning as I kissed her. That’s when I smelled my fingers. Damn. They smelled so good. I was getting hard again, just smelling them. I wanted to lick them, but I didn’t want her to see me. I kissed her neck, then licked my fingers. She heard me sucking, then pulled back.

  “Do you like that?” she asked, genuinely curious.

  “Oh god yes.” I told her, then licked some more. “Taylor, if it hurts you too much Friday night, can we have oral sex?”

  “What do you mean? You want me to suck your…” she stopped. She’d said the word Saturday. I don’t know why she couldn’t say it now.

  “No. But I want to lick you. If we can’t have real sex. Will you let me?” I asked her. Please say yes. Please.

  She was thinking about it, I think. Then she nodded. She didn’t say yes, but she nodded unable to answer me. Maybe she was embarrassed.

  I kissed her again, then pulled back. “I need to stop. I can’t come again. It’ll soak through my jeans.”

  She grabbed some napkins from her console. “We can use these.” She offered.

  That was embarrassing, but I really did want to come again. And, I really wanted her to see me, like I’d seen her. I unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans. I watched her face fill with satisfaction as I moved it to grab it better. Her mouth was open as if she was surprised. “Are you okay?” I asked her.

  “It’s huge.” She said. “I didn’t think it would be that big.”

  Those words made me feel so good about myself. I laughed at her. “Large.”

  “Okay. Large.” she agreed.

  “That’s what size condom I had to buy.”

  “That’s supposed to go inside me. I don’t think it’s going to fit, Spencer.” she said quickly. She was panicking.

  “It’ll fit. We’ll take it slow and easy. I promise. I had three fingers inside you a minute ago.” I showed her how big my three fingers together were to prove my point to her.

  “Really?” she asked. She took a deep breath. She was calming some. She reached out her hand to touch me.

  I removed my hand so she could feel me. I wanted her hands on me so badly. I ached for her touch. She ran her hand along me lengthwise. I almost came it felt so good. She rubbed just her finger over my head, and my opening. Her touch was amazing, so soft but really feeling me. She watched as she touched, which really excited me. I could feel myself about to explode. I grabbed the napkins and held them over myself quickly. I sucked air through my teeth trying not to embarrass myself with primal noises again.

  I grabbed her face with both hands and kissed her. I felt so close to her right now. I didn’t want this moment to end. I wanted it to last forever. We looked at the digital clock on the dash and realized that we were late for class already. I just had auto shop, but she had office management. It was a little harder for
her to sneak in late. We panicked and drove back to school fast. I drove her as close to her class as we could get. She darted toward her class as quickly as she could.

  In gym class, I placed the condoms on the island of lockers while no one was looking. Well, I thought no one was looking. Jose walked up right behind me and picked them up. He started laughing.

  “I wear large.” he said proudly.

  Jackass. “I do too. That’s why I’m giving the mediums away.”

  “Well, if you’re just now finding out what size you wear, you haven’t popped her cherry yet.” He said. He was trying too hard to goad me.