A Beautiful Kind of Hope (A Beautiful Kind of Series Book 1)

by Cathy Johns

  She's my beautiful kind of hope.

  "What are you thinking?" Her question snaps me out of my thoughts.

  "You. Us. What you make me feel." I say.

  "What do I make you feel?" Her hand traces my jaw line.

  "You make me hopeful. You make me want things I never thought I deserved. You make me plan this future with you in my head that I'm not sure you want to be part of. You make me fall harder every time I'm with you, and every time you smile you knock a few walls around my heart. I had it broken once and now you make me wonder what I was high on when I met her." I lay it all down for her. She makes me want things that might scare her away and go running for the hills.

  "I'm just happy she didn't treat you right and you had to wait for this long to get to choose me." The way she says me pointing a finger on her chest makes realize that she still can't believe that I'd still choose her over and over again.

  "You my dear, you're all I ever wanted and for that..." I lean in and kiss her passionately. "I love you and I'll love you till the end of time. I promise to make you happy even though I know at times I'll be an ass and I'll suck at some things but I'll never forget you're my world." I let the words sink in. "Every day I'll find a way to remind and assure you why it had to be you and no one else. It will always be you no matter how bright the sun will shine or how dark and gray the clouds will get. I love you with everything that I have and I so want to meet your son and your mother."

  "Taylor?" My name come out like a whisper. I see the tears in her eyes after my confession. I love her and I know she'll never let me down. She'll never hurt me. Not on purpose.

  "Yes baby" I say nipping on her lip as she writhes beneath me when I trail my fingers beside her breast and down her side towards her thighs.

  "Please" she begs. What for I can't tell.

  "What do you want?" I ask.

  "I need you to love me…” she moans, “but I don't want it slow." Did I say I love the way she speaks her mind? How did I get this lucky?

  "I wasn't intending on taking it slow, baby..." I pull myself up so I'm kneeling between her legs and look at her a smile spreading across her face. I might get addicted to that smile. I grin at her.

  I get off the bed and grip her legs pulling her towards the edge of the bed "Now, turn on your stomach and raise that ass for me. I want to know what it feels like taking that pussy from behind." I command.

  She does as she's asked, her upper body is pressed on the mattress, her ass in the air with her pussy coated with our cum. Damn. I love this view already. I palm her ass cheeks, squeezing gently before double smacking both cheeks. She moans pushing her ass towards my touch.

  I wrap my hand around my dick, feeling the heaviness of my balls while I spread her lips with my other hand. I'll never tire of making love to her. She has wrapped me so well like a candy around her fingers and there's nowhere else I'd rather be but here with her.

  She's mine. All. Mine.

  Without thinking about it anymore, I slide my shaft all the way to the end until I’m well seated inside her, feeling her warmth all around me. And just like she asked, I don't go slow this time, nothing is soft here when I'm pounding in her so hard, tugging on her hair with one hand as the other one holds her hip and I drive myself home, deeper. This is primal, nothing like we've ever had since she gave her virginity to me. I thrust hard and fast and I close my eyes when I start hitting on that sweet spot of hers while she trembles beneath me.

  "I want you to play with your clit" I grunt loudly and I see movement when she reaches between her legs, her fingers find my balls instead and I almost lose it when she massages me softly, fondling them as I pound in her.

  "Fuck."

  I leave her hair and grab her hips with both my hands and that’s all I need since I'm driving us to the edge with every hard thrust, and she quakes screaming my name so loud to a point I think she'll end up losing her voice. She's never screamed my name in such a way. Two more thrusts and I join her on the edge as I collapse on top of her, calling out her name.

  Nothing has ever felt this good. It feels like heaven when I'm inside her.