Outlaw m-3

by Elizabeth Lowell

  Diana felt no need to pull her customary loose sweater over the sleeveless cotton blouse she was wearing. In fact, after her camp bath she had substituted sandals and shorts for hiking boots and jeans. Ten was feeling the heat, too. After his bath he hadn’t bothered to put on a shirt or socks and boots. At the moment he was stretched out on his bedroll, which he had moved to the edge of the overhang, hoping to catch a vagrant breeze.

  “Too bad we’re not camping at Black Springs,” Ten said, stretching slowly, fully. “There are pools big enough to cool off in.”

  “Sounds like heaven. Not that I’m complaining,” Diana added, frowning over a handful of shards. “I’ve been at sites where the only water we had was strictly for drinking.”

  She turned away from the shards she had been sorting, saw Ten sprawled with feline ease across his bedroll and felt an increasingly familiar glittering sensation from her breasts to her knees. Without stopping to think, she walked over and sat next to him.

  “Ten?”

  His eyes opened. They were a burning silver.

  Diana’s thoughts scattered, and with them her ability to speak coherently. “Can I-that is, would you-could we-?”

  “I thought you’d never ask.”

  Large hands closed around Diana’s face, bringing her closer. Their mouths fitted together smoothly, seamlessly, and at the first taste of each other they both made low sounds of pleasure. Ten’s hands shifted, lifting Diana, easing her across his chest until most of her weight was pressed against him. The shiver that went through her was as clear as lightning at midnight. He groaned and released her.

  “Dammit, honey,” Ten said heavily. “I didn’t mean to frighten you. I didn’t think how you would feel being on a man’s bed again, and me half-naked at that.”

  Diana shook her head. “It wasn’t in a bed. It was the front seat of a car. That’s why I always sit so far away in the truck. And he never-never completely took off his clothes. Or mine.”

  Ten closed his eyes so that she wouldn’t see the rage tugging against his control. He held her gently against his chest, stroking her head and back, kissing her hair, wishing that he could change the past.

  But he could not. He could only hold Diana and want her until it was a kind of agony.

  The slow stroking of Ten’s hand sent currents of pleasure through Diana, making her breath sigh out. She smoothed her cheek against his chest, encountered a resilient cushion of hair instead of cloth, and made a murmurous sound of discovery. Ten’s hand hesitated, then continued its languid journey from the silky hair of her head to the intriguing line of her back. Though the pressure was unchanged, the caress was different, sensual rather than soothing, enticing rather than calming. He felt the heat of her breath on his breastbone as she kissed him lingeringly. Then he felt her lips open. She hesitated.

  “Go ahead,” Ten said. “Find out if I taste the same there as I did on my neck.”

  Diana lifted her head until she could see his eyes. “You won’t mind?”

  His smile was slow, hot, infinitely male. “Baby, you can put that sweet mouth anywhere on me that you want.”

  Deep blue eyes widened in shock and…curiosity. The shock he had expected. The curiosity made him want to pull her hard against his body and show her just how much he wouldn’t mind any damn thing she wanted to do to him.

  The first, exploring touch of Diana’s tongue made Ten’s breath stick in his throat. He had expected a darting taste followed by a smart comment about the limitations of camp baths. He hadn’t expected a sleek, hot foray through the thicket of his chest hair. He hadn’t expected her purring sounds of pleasure as she tasted him. Most of all, he hadn’t expected her nipples to harden against him when she found and caressed his own nipple to a tiny, aching point.

  Ten lay rigidly, fighting his own arousal and the sudden, violent need to touch Diana, to hold the sweet weight of her breasts in his hands, to taste and suckle and tease her until she writhed in an agony of pleasure. But all he permitted himself to do was slide the lingers of his left hand deeply into Diana’s hair, holding her mouth against him while his right hand kneaded her back from nape to waist, pressing her even closer to the growing heat of his body. When he could bear no more he eased her mouth back up his chest until he could slide his tongue between her teeth, kissing her deeply, drinking her, mating with her in the only way she would allow.

  By the time Ten released Diana’s mouth she could barely think, much less speak. Her lips felt flushed, full, sated, but the rest of her body ached.

  “I want-more than kissing,” she said. “But I don’t know how much more.”

  “It’s all right,” Ten said, kissing Diana’s lips gently. “We’ll take it slow and easy. The only rule will be the oldest and best one of all. Anytime I do something you don’t want, tell me. I’ll stop.”

  “That isn’t fair to you. Yes, I know,” she said quickly, before Ten could speak. “Life isn’t fair. But I don’t want to make it any harder on you.”

  The left corner of Ten’s mouth tugged up. “Honey, it can’t get any harder than it already is.” He brushed another kiss over Diana’s mouth, scattering her objections. Moving slowly, he lifted her from his body and stretched her out on her side with her back to him. “You’ll feel safer this way, nothing in front of you, nothing holding you down, nothing trapping you. Just me behind you, and you know I’d never take you by surprise, don’t you?”

  “Y-yes,” Diana said. It was the truth. If she hadn’t trusted Ten at an instinctive level, she wouldn’t even be in September Canyon with him, much less still shivering from his kisses. She let out a long breath that she hadn’t been aware of holding and realized that Ten had been right about another thing. She did feel safer lying on her side with nothing in front of her but the view of a canyon slowly succumbing to the embrace of twilight. The setting couldn’t have been farther from her memories of being wedged between cold machinery and Steve’s relentless body. “Ten?”

  “Hmm?”

  “You’re right. I feel safer this way.”

  “Good,” Ten murmured, glad that Diana’s back was to him, for it gave him the freedom to look at the line of her waist flaring into her rounded hips and then tapering slowly to her ankles. If she had seen the hunger and male approval in his eyes as he looked at her, she might have felt less relaxed with her back to him.

  Ten’s long index finger traced the line of Diana’s body from the crown of her head, over her right ear, down her neck, over her right shoulder, down her ribs to her waist, up the rise of her hips, then down every bit of her right leg to her ankle. The primal ripple of her response followed his caress, telling Ten that her whole body had become sensitized to passion.

  “That,” he said, kissing the nape of Diana’s neck, “broke every one of the high school rules about collarbones and waist. Feel like bolting yet?”

  13

  Diana laughed shakily, wondering at the curious weakness that had followed Ten’s caress. He had broken the rules, but in such a way as not to touch any of the forbidden areas.

  “Does that little laugh mean I can do it again?” Ten asked.

  The subdued humor in Ten’s voice was another kind of reassurance to Diana. Steve had been deadly serious whenever they had been alone, intent on getting as much from her sexually as he could, as quickly as he could.

  “Yes,” Diana whispered.

  A shiver of response followed the seductive movement of Ten’s fingertip from Diana’s head to her heels. This time he slid beneath her arm, as well, caressing the sensitive skin.

  “You’re a pleasure to touch,” Ten said, kissing Diana’s nape again. “Soft, resilient, alive.” His tongue traced the line of her scalp to her ear. He smiled to hear the sudden intake of her breath. “You have the sweetest curves. Here,” he said, biting her ear gently. “And here.” His fingers curled around her arm caressingly. When his fingers moved on, his mouth lingered. He kissed the bare skin of her arm, biting softly, drawing tiny sounds from her.
“And here.”

  Ten’s hand shaped the tightly drawn line of her waist, kneading lightly, then more firmly. Slowly, inevitably, his palm moved over the full curve of Diana’s hip. “And here.” His fingers fanned out, shaping her. As his teeth closed over her nape, his hand flexed into her resilient flesh, luxuriating in the feel of her.

  The unexpected caress drew a ragged sound from Diana. Currents of sensation rippled through her, making her want to shift restlessly. She stirred, and her movements acted to increase the pressure of Ten’s hand. When his palm smoothed down her bare thigh, she forgot to be worried that he would slide his fingers between her legs. Only when his hand had stroked over her calves to her ankles did she realize that the danger zone had been bypassed once more.

  Ten continued the slow, undemanding sweeps of his hand up and down Diana’s body. The long caresses were punctuated by his teeth biting gently at her nape, her shoulder, the elegant line of her back; and each time his hand traveled back up her body, he skimmed closer to the shadowed secrets between her thighs and the fullness of her breasts. He explored the smooth curve of her belly with slow pressures that eased her hips back into the muscular cradle of his legs. The pressure of her against his fiercely aroused flesh was a sweet fire that made his hands shake.

  Breath held against a groan, Ten waited for Diana to retreat. When she didn’t, he pressed her even closer, savoring the pleasure-pain of his own need for a moment before he released her, not wanting to frighten her. His hand shifted, stroking slowly up the center line of her body, giving her every chance to refuse the growing intimacy of his touch.

  Buttons caught and tugged against Ten’s hand. He made no move to undo them despite his aching desire to touch Diana without the barrier of cloth. He simply caressed her from navel to breastbone to neck and back again, following the center of her body, knowing only a hint of the womanly curves that were calling to him.

  “Wait,” she said huskily.

  Immediately Ten’s hand stopped, then withdrew. Before he could retreat farther, slender fingers covered his, holding his hand against her belly. Her shoulders moved, her fingers urged his-and suddenly Ten found his hand inside Diana’s blouse, cupping the lush weight of her breast. A groan was pulled from his throat, a low sound of desire that mingled with the one she made as her nipple peaked in a rush of sensation that left her weak.

  Diana’s breath unraveled into broken sighs as Ten’s hand moved slowly from one breast to the other, caressing her, cherishing her. When his finger slid beneath the thin fabric of her bra and circled the tip of one breast, she gasped at the unexpected pleasure. He teased her nipple again, then withdrew, leaving her aching for more.

  “Ten?”

  He made a sound that could have been “More?”

  “Yes,” she sighed.

  A long finger skimmed over Diana’s nipple again, but the sensation was much less acute, because there was cloth between them this time. Without stopping to think, she released the front fastening of her bra, baring herself to Ten’s touch.

  A hammer blow of desire went through Ten, making his hands shake. He eased one long arm beneath Diana’s head, cradling her and at the same time giving both hands the freedom to caress her. He caught her nipples between his fingers and squeezed gently, smiling at the rippling cry of pleasure he drew from her lips. The sight of her rose-tipped, creamy curves nestled in his darker hands made fire pool urgently in his body, swelling him against his jeans until he could count each heartbeat as a separate surge of blood. He caressed her hard nipples again, wishing he could take the responsive flesh into his mouth.

  Diana’s breath fragmented into a low cry as Ten tugged rhythmically on her breasts, soothing and teasing her in the same skilled motions. He squeezed again, harder, knowing that she was now too aroused to feel a lighter touch. Her back arched in a passionate reflex that pressed her breasts against his hands. He rubbed slowly in return and was rewarded by a shivering cry of pleasure.

  Deliberately Ten’s hands retreated from Diana’s breasts to her ribs, dragging slowly across her body, peeling away her bra and blouse. She made no objection, simply moved her shoulders sinuously, helping him. Her reward was the return of his hands to her breasts in a slow loving that drew ragged sighs from her lips; and then she felt the heat of his mouth going down her spine in a sensual glide that made her shiver repeatedly. Each restrained bite was a separate burst of pleasure sending glittering needles of sensation throughout her body. When his tongue traced her spine all the way up to her nape, she called out his name in a throaty voice she didn’t recognize as her own.

  “I’m right here, baby,” Ten said, biting Diana’s nape with enough force to leave small marks, tugging at the full breasts that lay within his cupped hands. “And so are you.”

  Slowly Ten released one breast and sent his hand down the front of her body again. “There is so much of you to enjoy,” he said in a low voice. This time he didn’t turn aside from the soft mound at the apex of her thighs. Nor did he linger. “Not just the obvious places, the battlegrounds of school kids,” Ten continued, smoothing his hand over Diana’s hip to the small of her back. “I like touching the rest of you, too.” He traced the swell of her hip down to the back of her thighs, and from there to her firm calves and delicate ankles. “Smooth, firm…”

  Ten’s hand caressed higher, finding and stroking the inside of Diana’s thighs as far as he could without seeming to pressure her for more than she was willing to give. His caress went from the back of her knee to the small of her back. He stroked first one hip, then the other, cupping and squeezing, drawing a surprised gasp of pleasure from her. She shifted almost restlessly, giving Ten’s hand greater freedom. He moved his hand farther down, curling around her, holding her intimately. Heat burst through her, changing her gasp to a moan.

  “Would you like lying just as you are now, but with no clothes to dull your pleasure?” Ten asked softly, kissing Diana’s nape, her shoulder, her vulnerable spine. His hand tightened against her, subtly caressing her. “It’s your choice, honey. You’re as safe as you want to be.”

  “That’s not…fair.” The last word came out in a rippling sigh as Ten’s hand flexed once more against her softness and heat.

  “I thought you liked being teased,” Ten said, smiling against Diana’s spine despite the sudden, savage clenching of his own need.

  “You’re not teasing me,” she whispered.

  “I’m not?” Ten’s hand flexed again and he groaned quietly at Diana’s helpless response to his touch. “Baby, I’m sure as hell teasing one of us.”

  He felt her hand moving, heard the soft slide of a zipper and sensed the sudden looseness of her shorts. His hand bunched, catching cloth between his fingers, pulling it away from the hot secrets he longed to explore.

  When Diana felt her remaining clothes being tugged down her legs, felt the powerful, cloth-covered male legs rubbing against hers, a shaft of panic went through her, memories of another time, another place, pain. Her legs clamped together and her body jackknifed in an instinctive effort to protect herself.

  Instantly Ten let go, leaving Diana’s shorts and panties around her knees. Grateful that she couldn’t see the tension in his body, Ten brushed a butterfly kiss on her shoulder.

  “It’s all right, Diana. It stops right here.”

  Gently Ten began to ease his left arm from beneath Diana’s head. She grabbed his left hand and held it against her breast once more.

  “Don’t leave,” she said raggedly. “I didn’t mean to react like that. It was just when I felt the zipper scrape down my leg and felt your legs and you were still dressed-but it’s all right now. I know where I am, who I’m with.”

  Ten kissed Diana’s shoulder again but made no move to reclaim the soft curves he had already made his own, much less the shadowed heat that lay newly revealed to his touch.

  “Would it make you feel better if I weren’t wearing my jeans?” Ten asked.

  She laughed a little wildly. “
Yes. I know it sounds crazy but-yes.”

  With a silent prayer that his self-control was as good as he thought it was, Ten rolled over, removed his clothes and returned to his former spoon position with Diana. The feel of her bare bottom nestled deeply into his lap made him clench against a savage thrust of need.

  Diana and I could be dead naked together and she could still say no and that would be that. So cool off, cowboy. This one is for Diana, not me. As much as she wants, when she wants it, however she wants it. That’s what I promised.

  I must have been out of my mind.

  The sweet heat and feminine curves of Diana’s body called out to Ten in a siren song as old as man and woman and desire, making Ten want to curse his stupidity for promising not to coax or beg or demand from Diana what he had never needed so much before in his life.

  He lay motionless, his left arm pillowing Diana’s head, his right hand clenched into a fist that rested on his equally clenched thigh.

  “Ten,” Diana whispered. “Please touch me again. It’s all right. I trust you. I won’t panic again. And I like-I like the feel of you without your jeans.”

  Slowly Ten’s right hand loosened. He took a deep, secret breath, then another, relaxing himself in a ritual that was almost as old as desire itself.

  “Are you sure?” he asked, not knowing of whom he asked the question.

  Diana answered it for both of them. Without warning she took both of Ten’s hands and rubbed her breasts against his palms, letting him feel the hardness of her nipples and at the same time easing some of the wild ache in her body. His strong fingers closed around her, plucking at the tight velvet peaks, coaxing a ripple of sound from her. After a moment the smooth heat of his right hand caressed her belly, her waist, the small of her back; then a single finger traced the shadow cleft between her hips.

  If Diana had thought to conceal herself by locking her knees together and jackknifing her body, she had failed. Ten found her softness unshielded, defenseless, and he traced it lovingly. A sudden shudder took her whole body, surprising her. Her husky cry was matched by Ten’s groan of discovery as her heat and pleasure spilled over him.