Flirting with Boys

by Hailey Abbott

  “Okay, that’s a start.” Celeste wrote that down in her notebook.

  “And remember when we were talking about making the theme ‘water’? Well, I think we should stick with that. I think that would be awesome, especially since the film has a lot of water motifs.”

  “Yeah, I think that would be great. Like, ‘water in the desert’—like an oasis!” Celeste looked up all of a sudden. “We could do all sorts of oasis stuff—like piles of sand and some palmetto trees in pots.”

  Nick leaned forward excitedly. “Yeah, and I know this great band we could get—they might come up here if I asked them—and they’re called Mirage.”

  “That’s perfect! And we could have those fluttery transparent banners we talked about before, and designer water,” Celeste said, scribbling fast.

  “Here you are,” a loud voice said above them. Celeste looked up, startled, as the waitress slapped the check down on the table. She’d been so caught up in the party planning, she’d almost forgotten where they were.

  Nick threw down a few bills and extracted himself from the booth, wiping his mouth with a crumpled napkin. He extended a hand to Celeste, who took it, surprised. His palm felt dry and rough, like a paw. She heaved herself out of the booth.

  As they zoomed back to town at eighty miles an hour, Nick suddenly banged the steering wheel with one hand. “I’ve got it!” he said loudly over the wind.

  “What?” Celeste yelled through the hair that was pasting itself to her face.

  “We need to get inspired. Have you ever seen Lawrence of Arabia? The desert scenes are just the right kind of atmosphere we need for the party—you know, to go with the ‘water in the desert’ theme. Why don’t we watch it tonight? To really understand our vision.” Nick signaled and pulled in through the gate of Pinyon. The Alfa Romeo purred to a stop.

  Celeste looked across at him warily. The breakfast had been really fun, and they’d treated each other almost like humans. So was he returning to the old Nick now that they were back at the resort? The silence must have stretched out a little too long, because Nick threw the car into park and looked out through the windshield.

  “Hey,” he said. “Totally business—I swear.” He glanced over at her. “What, are you afraid of the big bad wolf, little girl?” he teased.

  Celeste rolled her eyes. “Don’t hold your breath. You’re going to have to do better than that to scare me.” She opened the door and then turned back to Nick. “I’m not off until nine. I’ll be at your place at nine thirty, okay?”

  “Yeah, see you then.”

  Chapter Sixteen

  Celeste couldn’t help feeling a little exposed that night as she rang the doorbell of the Saunders guesthouse. It was weird coming over in jeans and her favorite navy tank top instead of her uniform. She clutched her notebook in one hand and all of a sudden wondered if she should have brought some food or something. A few beers? Then she shook her head. Why was she acting like this was a date? This was about the party.

  Nick opened the door. “Hey,” he said.

  “Hey,” Celeste replied. They just stood there for a long minute, and then Nick hastily stepped back from the door.

  “Sorry!” he said. “Come on in.”

  “Thanks.” Celeste stepped over the threshold, glancing behind her. The last thing she needed was Travis popping out from behind a bush and making this into something it clearly wasn’t. She followed Nick into the guesthouse. Most of the lights were off. “Where are your parents?” she asked, looking around. Nick shrugged.

  “There was some big benefit tonight in the city. They took the Mercedes in. I think they’ll be back by morning, but who knows?”

  “Couldn’t you go too?” Celeste asked, following Nick into the den. There were just a couple of lamps glowing dimly. A squishy gray couch piled with pillows faced a plasma TV on the wall.

  “Are you kidding?” Nick snorted. “The last thing anyone wants is some teenage kid hanging around, eating all the hors d’oeuvres. I think my parents have taken me to one event my whole life, and that was when my own grandmother was giving it.” He motioned to the couch. “I thought we could sit in here.”

  Celeste flopped down and almost disappeared into the gray cushions. “This is quite a couch. I didn’t know we had this in here.”

  “Um, yeah.” He dusted off a cushion and smiled sheepishly. “Do you want some of this weird European soda my mom’s really into? It’s passion fruit–flavored.”

  “That sounds good.”

  He was back in two minutes with a tray bearing two glasses and two funky little bottles, a giant bowl of popcorn, and a smaller bowl of M&M’s. He set everything down on the ottoman and plopped down on the sofa.

  Celeste grabbed a handful of popcorn and stared at the screen as the opening credits rolled. Nick wasn’t sitting near enough to touch her, but she could feel him next to her anyway, as if her skin had grown a whole set of invisible antennae. She snuck a glance at him. He was stuffing handfuls of popcorn into his mouth and staring at the screen, where a bunch of men in robes were riding across the desert. He seemed totally oblivious to her presence. She stared for a minute at his forearms, which were tanned and covered with hair bleached from the sun, then forced herself to look back at the TV.

  “You know that Peter O’Toole almost got trampled by horses during the filming?” he asked, his eyes not leaving the screen.

  “Oh yeah?” Celeste replied, keeping her eyes fixed straight ahead. Strictly business, she reminded herself.

  After about an hour, Nick paused the DVD and stretched. Celeste massaged her neck. “Alec Guinness is awesome in this,” she said, stretching her arms over her head.

  “Yeah. He’s so good. Have you ever seen Smiley’s People?”

  Celeste shook her head. “When did that come out?”

  “Well, it’s not a movie, it was a TV series based on John le Carré novels. Anyway, John le Carré said that after he saw Alec Guinness play Smiley, he couldn’t even write the character anymore without thinking of Alec Guinness.”

  Normally, Celeste would’ve just assumed Nick was showing off. But he sounded so genuinely interested in what he was saying and in fact, he wasn’t even looking at her. He was picking a bit of popcorn out of his teeth.

  “That’s really interesting,” she said slowly. All those years of flirting and Nick’s over-the-top snobitude, and here they were, having a real conversation—actually, their second in one day. Celeste almost looked around for hidden cameras, but it seemed like maybe she wasn’t being punk’d after all. He smiled right at her and for a minute, their eyes connected. His face seemed to fill up her field of vision, and for a moment she flashed back to their final drunken kiss at the end of last summer. Both of them laughing, almost spilling their beers, and then his arms around her waist and his mouth on hers. He’d tasted like mint and alcohol.

  Celeste’s phone buzzed. She jumped and ripped her eyes away from Nick’s, clapping her hand on her pocket at the same time. “Oh, my phone!” she exclaimed a little too loudly.

  “Yeah. You’d better answer it,” Nick replied. He stared at her for a second longer and then started stirring the leftover popcorn kernels in the bowl with his finger, looking oddly disappointed.

  Celeste peeked at the screen and leaped to her feet, knocking her thighs into the coffee table when she saw Travis’s name.

  “Whoa.” Nick reached out and steadied the soda bottles. “What’s up?”

  Beep. Travis had left a voice mail. Damn it. Now he was going to wonder where she was.

  “Heh-heh.” Celeste laughed nervously. “Um, can I use your bathroom?”

  “Sure,” Nick said. He clicked the TV on to Sports-Center. “But I hope it’s not just to freshen up. I like my girls kinda dirty.” He caught Celeste’s startled glance and laughed. “Joking.”

  Celeste felt a little splash of irritation well up in her. Here she’d been thinking how nice it was when he treated her like a person instead of a potential hookup, and now he�
�d regressed straight back to annoying and snobby.

  “Don’t worry,” she snapped, heading toward the bathroom. “You’ve never been worth the effort of freshening up.”

  In the peach and pale green bathroom, which was bigger than her entire bedroom at home, Celeste perched on the closed toilet seat and dialed Travis.

  “I’m sitting here on the golf course. It’s dark and there’s no one around,” he said as soon as he answered. “And I’ve got two bottles of Stella. Where are you?”

  Celeste glanced nervously at the door, thanking God for the millionth time that people couldn’t see through phones. “Um, out with Devon,” she said, trying to keep her voice low yet normal-sounding.

  “Where are you guys? You didn’t tell me you were going out,” Travis said. “And why are you talking all muffled like that?”

  “I’m not talking muffled.” Celeste raised her voice a tiny bit. “It was a last-minute thing. Devon came by with…Paul Simon tickets, so we went. I didn’t have time to call you.” She stared at a small spider making its way across the peach bath mat.

  “Wait, you’re at a Paul Simon concert?” Travis asked incredulously. “Right now? Why’s Paul Simon playing Palm Springs? And why’s it so quiet?”

  “He’s—um, it’s a small concert. A really small concert,” Celeste stammered. “He’s only playing one night…at his grandmother’s house.” What, Celeste? “It’s like an invitation-only thing, so there aren’t that many people here.” The spider had reached the sink pedestal and begun its journey up to the basin.

  “Wait, so let me get this straight,” Travis said with irritating logic. Why couldn’t she have talked to him later in the evening, after he’d drunk those Stellas? “You’re at Paul Simon’s grandmother’s house in Palm Springs, listening to an invite-only concert. Is that right?”

  “Right,” Celeste said desperately, eyeing the door. She’d been in here way too long. Nick was going to think she had some serious intestinal issues. “Oh, whoops! They’re starting again. Gotta go. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, okay?” She clicked off.

  Celeste opened the bathroom door and leaned against the door frame for a minute. She felt like she needed a nap. A medal and then a nap, actually. Slowly, she made her way back down the hall toward the den, where she could still hear the TV blasting. But as she passed an open bedroom door, Celeste stopped. There, on the desk, she spotted a MacBook Air, one of those really light new laptops. The room was obviously Nick’s: T-shirts lay strewn over the chair and floor, and several pairs of sneakers were jumbled by the unmade bed. Celeste stared in envy at the shiny white computer on the desk.

  “Like my new baby?” Nick said from behind her. Celeste jumped.

  “Oh! Uh, yeah. I was just, um, lost,” she said hastily, backing away from the door. She felt like she’d been caught reading his diary.

  He didn’t seem like he cared, though. He stepped into the room and patted the laptop tenderly. “I love this baby. I can do all my film editing on it practically.”

  “I’ve had my eye on one of those too,” Celeste said, trying to swallow the envy in her voice. Of course he has exactly the laptop I’d want—he probably gets a new one every six months, she thought.

  He glanced over at her quickly. “I got it at a computer store I worked at one Christmas break. It was a floor model and the manager gave me an amazing deal. I do actually work for things I want.”

  Celeste felt her cheeks turn pink. “Um, okay. How about that movie?” she said, backing away from the door and heading back toward the den. Nick followed but stopped in the kitchen.

  “I’m starved,” he announced. “You want a sandwich?”

  “Yeah, sure.” She sat down in one of the kitchen chairs and watched as Nick bustled around like one of the hot Food Network chefs, pulling rolls out of a bag and slapping on huge piles of roast beef, cheddar cheese, lettuce, and tomato, all covered liberally with mustard. He handed a loaded plate to Celeste, who gazed at it in amazement. “What do you think I am, a linebacker?” She laughed.

  “Oh yeah,” he said through a mouthful of roll. “Don’t worry, I’ll finish yours.”

  Back in the den, he settled himself on the sofa, balancing the sandwich plate on his stomach. Celeste settled herself gingerly next to him. She took a bite of roast beef. Boy-made snacks, a movie—this felt like a date. She shook her head violently. No. It did not feel like a date, because she wasn’t with Travis—her boyfriend—the boy she went on dates with.

  “What do you have, a bug in your ear or something?” Nick asked, chewing with his cheeks distended.

  “Oh! No, I’m fine,” she said quickly. Nick started the movie again and she gazed blankly at the camels and horses trawling across the screen. She was going to have to be more discreet about her internal battles. Because it was starting to seem like she was the one who needed help keeping this relationship professional.

  Chapter Seventeen

  Well, I don’t know why you have to go,” Travis said. Or rather, whined. He peered out the windshield at the maze of warehouses and concrete buildings. “I have no idea where we are anyway.”

  Celeste sighed and tried to push down the irritation rising in her. “I told you. Nick and I really want this band for the party, but they won’t come out to the resort for an audition. The only time they’d let us hear them is when they’re warming up for their concert tonight.” Inside, Celeste knew that she was actually stoked to see the band play. Although she’d really rather not be stuck in the car with a whiny boyfriend. But her parents’ car was in the shop, and her dad had agreed that Travis could drive her in a resort truck only if he stopped on the way back and picked up some new mower blades. She’d figured a one-way trip with a whiny Travis would be better than however long it would take her to explain why she was riding with Nick. She was starting to rethink that decision.

  “And,” Travis went on, swinging the truck down a narrow alley lined with fire escapes, “I really don’t like the idea of you driving back with him.”

  Celeste fought the urge to roll her eyes. Instead, she peered down at the directions once more. “Is this Highland?” she asked, squinting up at the nonexistent street signs.

  “How the hell should I know?” Travis growled, reversing to avoid a one-way street.

  “Travis, chill out,” Celeste said. “We’re practically right on top of it—turn! Highland!”

  Travis braked suddenly and screeched the truck to the right. He pulled up in front of a scarred metal door set into the side of a crumbling, graffitied building.

  “I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” Celeste said, opening the door. “And don’t worry—this is all totally business! Remember what I told you about keeping the Saunderses happy.”

  Travis nodded sullenly and drove off.

  Celeste struggled with the latch on the battered metal door. Finally she managed to press it down, and the door flew open with a terrific crash against the interior wall. Celeste stumbled and almost fell into the room. To her embarrassment, the door opened directly onto the performance space. The band had been warming up on a stage across the room. The lead singer, whom Celeste recognized from their publicity shots, stopped in mid-wail and stared. Everyone else—a few sound guys, some rocker types sitting at little tables, and Nick—turned around to see who was making the grand entrance. Celeste smiled weakly into the silence and crept to a seat next to Nick. To complete her humiliation, the band didn’t resume tuning up again until she was sitting down. Finally, the lead singer shook his greasy shoulder-length hair and played a few notes on his guitar. “Let’s take that again, guys,” he called.

  Under the cover of the music, Celeste leaned over to whisper to Nick, “This place is freaky!” She looked around at the exposed pipes on the brick walls, the black-painted plywood stage, the grimy bar at the back of the room, where a tattooed bartender was setting up glasses in preparation for the night’s concert. The floor was sticky under her flip-flops.

  “Yeah, I know,” Nick murmured bac
k. “It’s like a nineteen eighty-five time warp.” He gazed at the band on stage. They were all skinny and deathly pale. “They look like they spend all their time underground, but they were band of the month in Rolling Stone. The singer is Sloan Love, by the way.”

  Sloan was doing some sort of bizarre howling vocal warm-up onstage. “He sounds like his volume control is broken,” Celeste said. “I think the guests will all start running away if he sings like that, if the creeptastic eye makeup doesn’t scare them off first.”

  Nick laughed, watching the stage. “I think that’s just his warm-up. Let’s hear how they sound once they do a song.”

  “First Lawrence of Arabia, now the next generation of Poison? What are you getting me into?” Celeste teased.

  Nick widened his eyes. “Hey, I’m just trying to give us all the options.” He sat back in his chair and draped his arm over the back of hers. Celeste eyed the arm for a minute and decided he really was just resting it there.

  The band played for a few more minutes, and then ground to a sudden halt when Sloan made a chopping motion behind his back without looking back. They were all still for a moment and he raised his hand, still staring straight ahead. He brought it down onto his guitar and the band crashed into some opening chords.

  At first, Celeste didn’t hear the lyrics. She was completely caught up in the rich, complex melody flowing from the scruffy guys on stage. Given the tight, torn T-shirts and copious amounts of guyliner on stage, the band’s hauntingly beautiful sound was entirely unexpected. Then Nick nudged her side. “They’re singing to you!” he whispered.

  “What?” Celeste said.

  “Celeste, like the stars in the sky, my Celestial,” Sloan sang with his eyes closed.

  “How do they even know my name?” Celeste tried not to shriek.

  “I don’t know—I mean, I sent an e-mail to say that we were coming, but no one ever wrote back. But if it’s a coincidence, that’s gotta be a sign that this is meant to be.” Nick laughed.