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Bird of Paradise

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by Raquel Cepeda


  Raquel’s feelings/views about, 43–44, 50, 70

  Raquel’s free time and, 76

  Raquel’s piano playing and, 52

  Raquel’s Pittsburgh move and, 116

  Raquel’s race and, 117

  Raquel’s rejoining Eduardo and, 41, 43, 245

  Raquel’s relationship with, 55, 57, 59, 88, 89, 97, 132, 251, 261

  Raquel’s schoolmates questions about, 51, 55

  Rocío-Raquel relationship and, 198

  Rocío’s “rescue” of Raquel and, 69

  sheepskin/polar bear coat incident and, 59, 60, 149

  tennis and, 48

  work of, 46–47, 57, 133

  Cepeda, Apolinar (Arquimedes’s father), 237–38

  Cepeda, Arquimedes (Raquel’s great-uncle), 211, 215–16, 221–22, 224, 228, 235–41, 243

  Cepeda, Casilda Romano (Ismael’s mother/Eduardo’s grandmother), 164, 166, 168, 211, 226, 228–29, 237–38, 255, 264–65

  Cepeda, Eduardo “Papi” “Dad” (father)

  Alice’s marriage to, 41

  Alice’s relationship with, 44–45, 47, 48–49, 53–54, 78, 88, 113, 133, 149, 164

  American Dream and, 108

  ancestry DNA project and, 145–46, 148–54, 157–61, 163–64, 173, 175, 178, 180, 181, 184, 185–86, 189, 196, 204, 221, 224–25, 227–28, 240, 255, 256–57, 264

  Angel-Raquel relationship and, 87–88

  appearance of, 8, 43, 44, 47, 236

  Arquimedes-Raquel interview and, 222, 228

  birth of, 238

  Casilda’s warning to, 228–29

  as caul bearer, 165, 172, 184

  Cepeda family photographs and, 162–63

  childhood/youth of, 161, 162, 164–69, 171–72, 228, 238, 240

  comparison of Rocío and Raquel by, 48, 69, 88, 103, 112

  crime and, 62

  Danielle-Raquel fight and, 102–3

  Dean Kelly’s interview with, 105

  as dental technician, 8, 21–22, 51

  Djali and, 194, 199

  as driver, 44–45

  early married life in New York of, 18–21

  Ercilia and, 62–64, 79

  fantasies/dreams of, 165–67

  gilgul neshamot concept and, 268

  Goldsteins and, 82–83

  graffiti writers and, 50

  Hindu couple’s violence and, 19–21

  illness of, 146–47, 148

  Jewish ancestry of, 159, 160–61, 225, 227

  Maria (Lizardo)-Raquel relationship and, 89

  and Maria’s (Lizardo) dream about Raquel’s death, 114

  photographs of, 210, 211

  police and, 69–70

  racial views of, 139, 153, 159, 225

  Raquel fights back against, 115–16

  Raquel-Rocío Boston visit and, 77, 78

  Raquel’s adult relationship with, 132–33, 139–40, 146–48, 152–53, 167, 172, 173, 194, 199, 243, 261, 265

  Raquel’s appearance and, 251

  Raquel’s birth/birthday and, 21, 57–58

  Raquel’s childhood/youth relationship with, 22, 41, 43, 44, 47, 48–49, 51, 53–54, 55, 57–58, 59–60, 65–66, 69–70, 72, 75, 88, 89, 93, 102–3, 104, 112, 113, 114, 115–16, 225, 230, 240

  Raquel’s dream about Ercilia and, 78

  Raquel’s free time and, 76

  Raquel’s Morocco trip and, 173, 175, 178, 180, 181, 184, 185–86, 189

  Raquel’s piano playing and, 52, 53

  Raquel’s Pittsburgh move and, 115–17, 132

  Raquel’s postpartum depression and, 139

  Raquel’s race and, 117

  and Raquel’s rejoining of Eduardo in New York City, 40–41, 245

  Raquel’s schoolmates questions about, 51

  and refusal to shake Casimiro’s hand, 93–94

  religion and, 64

  Rocío-Pascal relationship and, 27–28

  Rocío-Raquel relationship and, 198

  Rocío’s courtship and wedding to, 5–12, 13, 210, 211

  Rocío’s divorce from, 25–26, 45

  Rocío’s early married life with, 18–21

  Rocío’s relationship with, 3–4, 7–8, 9–11, 19, 21, 22, 23, 24–25, 28, 73, 196, 201, 245

  Sacha-Raquel relationship and, 153

  self-image of, 10

  sheepskin/polar bear coat incident and, 59, 60, 149

  show business interests of, 6, 8, 9, 21, 52, 171

  tennis and, 48, 49, 63, 65, 69, 70, 112, 114, 118, 230

  time machine interest of, 145, 148–49

  views about Dominicans of, 46–47, 54, 65

  views about Ismael of, 171

  womanizing of, 6–7, 9, 10–11, 12, 21, 24–25, 55–56, 83, 93, 113, 132

  Xiomara (David’s mother) and, 55–56

  Yesenia-Raquel fight and, 105

  Cepeda, Ercilia Rabassa (Raquel’s grandmother/Eduardo’s mother)

  Alice and, 62, 65, 66, 79

  ancestry DNA project and, 225, 255

  appearance of, 63–64, 162

  Arquimedes’s memories of, 238–39

  childhood of, 169, 239

  daughter of, 222

  death of, 77–78, 79, 80–81

  at Eduardo and Rocío’s wedding, 10

  Eduardo’s childhood/youth and, 168, 172

  Eduardo’s relationship with, 6, 9

  family background of, 12

  Ismael’s relationship with, 240

  Ismael’s separation/divorce from, 168

  personality and character of, 64

  photograph of, 162

  Raquel’s dream about, 77–78, 80–81, 226

  Raquel’s feelings about, 130

  Raquel’s relationship with, 63–64, 65, 225

  religion and, 62–63, 64, 223, 238

  visit of, 62–64, 65, 66

  Cepeda, Esperanza (Raquel’s aunt/Eduardo’s sister), 7, 24–25, 26, 222–23

  Cepeda, Felicia (Arquimedes’s sister), 238

  Cepeda, Fulana (Ismael’s second wife), 164, 168, 169, 171, 240

  Cepeda, Ismael (Raquel’s grandfather/Eduardo’s father)

  ancestry DNA project and, 161, 222

  appearance of, 236

  Arquimedes’s memories of, 238, 240–41

  death of, 171, 240–41

  Eduardo’s childhood/youth and, 161, 168, 169, 171, 172, 227

  Eduardo’s views about, 171

  Ercilia’s relationship with, 64

  Ercilia’s separation/divorce from, 168, 240

  Los Peladeros and, 241

  New York City move of, 240, 241

  personal and professional background of, 161, 240

  photographs of, 162–63

  Raquel’s curiosity about Eduardo and, 64

  second wife/family of, 164, 168, 169, 171, 240

  as seer, 79–80, 165

  womanizing of, 10–11, 12, 240, 241

  Cepeda, Jorge (Raquel’s great-uncle), 215–16, 217, 221, 222, 223, 224, 226, 228

  Cepeda, Juan (Eduardo’s great-grandfather), 237

  Cepeda, Perla (Raquel’s aunt/Eduardo’s sister), 65

  Cepeda, Raquel

  abuse of, 30–31, 32–33, 51, 53–54, 55, 65–66, 69–70, 103, 104, 115

  ambitions of, 59–60, 68, 76, 84, 113, 133, 135, 139

  appearance of, 42, 43, 44

  baby photos of, 210

  birth of, 21

  “death” of, 130

  depression of, 124, 139, 194

  Eduardo’s comparison of Rocío and, 48, 69, 88, 103, 112

  fantasies/dreams of, 31–32, 43, 47, 52–53, 65, 74–75, 77–81, 124–25, 131, 156, 165, 191–92, 193, 202, 229–30

  la africana and, 192, 193, 228

  la india and, 31, 225–26, 264

  Maria’s dream about, 114, 116, 130

  mitochondrial DNA of, 173

  as mother, 172, 193–94

  name of, 51

  paranoia of, 186

  pregnancy of, 136, 266–67

  pro-choic
e paper of, 105

  race of, 117, 155–57, 158, 177

  role models for, 136

  SATs of, 114

  scoliosis diagnosis of, 60

  selection of college by, 114–15

  self-identification of, 177

  spiritual guides of, 93–94, 131, 156, 194, 223, 225–26, 257, 264, 266–69

  as writer/poet, 103, 113, 131–32, 135, 136, 139

  See also specific person or topic

  Cepeda, Raul (Eduardo’s adoptive father), 18

  Cepeda, Rocío Mancebo “Mami” (mother)

  abuse of, 28, 30–40

  ambitions of, 5, 8–9, 11, 19, 28, 204, 261

  ancestry DNA project and, 173–75, 191–92, 197–204, 261

  Antonio’s concerns about, 17

  at Antonio’s house, 194–96

  Antonio’s rescue of, 38–40

  appearance of, 4–5, 23–24, 34, 35, 37, 44, 69, 75, 194–95, 200

  childhood and youth of, 4, 5, 210, 211

  children of, 69, 73–76, 77, 78, 134, 174, 200, 204, 261

  disco-dancing of, 29, 30, 34–35

  Eduardo’s courtship and wedding to, 5–12, 13, 210, 211

  Eduardo’s divorce from, 25–26, 45

  Eduardo’s early married life with, 18–21

  Eduardo’s relationship with, 3–4, 7–8, 10–11, 19, 21, 22, 23, 24–25, 28, 48, 69, 73, 88, 103, 112, 196, 201, 245

  education of, 21–22

  fantasies/dreams of, 202

  Florida home of, 194, 197–204

  fukú and, 253

  gilgul neshamot concept and, 268

  as grandmother, 199

  gun of, 231

  Hindu couple’s violence and, 19–21

  Jean’s abuse of girlfriend and, 36–37

  Jim (boyfriend) of, 202–3, 204

  mentor of, 5

  as “Mother of the Year,” 75–76

  Paloma’s comments about, 242, 243

  Pascal “Papito” and, 26–28, 29–40, 43, 204

  photographs of, 210, 211

  pregnancies of, 4, 8, 35

  Raquel compared with, 48, 69, 88, 103, 112

  Raquel’s adult relationship with, 133–34, 173–74, 192, 194, 196–97, 199, 200–201, 203–4, 242, 243, 245, 253, 261

  Raquel’s birth and, 21

  Raquel’s Boston visit with, 73–78, 174

  Raquel’s childhood and, 22–24, 26, 34, 41, 66, 69, 73–78, 89, 174, 213, 231–32, 251, 252

  Raquel’s feelings/views about, 77, 203–4, 245, 251, 253, 261

  Raquel’s Florida visit with, 197–204

  Raquel’s memories of, 252–53

  Raquel’s schoolmates questions about, 51

  Raquel’s sex conversation with, 134

  Raquel’s views about, 139

  relationship between “Mama” and, 12, 13, 19, 27, 202

  “rescue” of Raquel by, 69

  in San Francisco, 28, 30–40, 42, 204

  second husband of, 194, 195–96

  views about men of, 8

  as worker, 4, 8, 21, 26, 30, 43

  Charo (Blackie’s wife), 90, 96–97, 99–101, 106, 112

  Cheadle, Don, 157

  Chickasaw Indians, 157

  Chilly D (Lorenzo Llamas), 56–57

  Chino (Maria’s son), 90, 99–100

  Chris (Raquel’s college boyfriend), 120–21, 122–23, 124–25, 131

  Christgau, Robert, 136

  Christiansen, Hendrick, 209

  Christophe, Marie, 83–84, 85, 88

  Ciboney people, 218

  citizenship, American: Raquel’s questions about, 260

  Clarence 13X, 109–10

  clothing store: Raquel’s work at, 108, 109

  coat (sheepskin/polar bear) incident, 59, 60–61, 62, 149

  coffin dream: Eduardo’s, 166–67

  Cohen, Mike, 66

  Columbus, Christopher, 217–19, 246

  Conrad, Joseph, 29

  D

  Dalai Lama, 239, 243, 269

  Danielle (St. Catherine student), 102, 104

  David (St. Thaddeus student), 55–56, 57, 68

  De La Soul, 84

  de las Casas, Bartolomé, 218, 246

  Dinkins, David, 102, 103

  DJ Van (rapper), 183

  Djali (daughter)

  ancestry DNA project and, 145, 152, 227, 264

  birth of, 137, 139

  Cepeda family history and, 162, 164

  comment about Alice of, 163

  Eduardo-Raquel relationship and, 139, 140, 146, 147–48

  Eduardo’s family stories and, 168, 171–72

  Eduardo’s relationship with, 199

  Eduardo’s time machine interests and, 149

  fukú and, 193–94

  Maria’s visit and, 140

  race of, 153

  Raquel’s pregnancy and, 267

  Raquel’s relationship with, 145, 193–94, 253

  Raquel’s travels and, 175, 185, 258, 259

  Sacha-Raquel relationship and, 153

  travels of, 206

  Dominican Republic. See Dominicans; Santo Domingo/Dominican Republic

  Dominicans

  African ties to, 234, 245–51, 254, 255, 274

  Blackness of, 196

  as campesinos, 107–8

  divisions among, 107–8

  Eduardo’s views about, 46–47, 54, 65

  as encomiendas, 220

  history/ancestry of, 152, 192–93, 201, 212, 219, 220, 232–34, 243, 245–52, 253–57, 263, 274

  language of, 250

  Maria’s (Lizardo) views about, 101

  racial classifications and, 248–49, 256

  religion/spiritual guides of, 35, 250

  relocation to New York of, 140

  Rocío’s comments about, 3

  stereotype of, 196

  views about Haitians of, 84

  whiteness and, 234, 248–49, 250–51, 256

  See also Taíno people; specific person

  dominiyorkian, 9, 120, 177

  drugs, 67, 100, 127, 128, 211, 212

  Durán family, 5, 211, 243

  E

  Egypt (Mintz friend), 117, 121–22

  Elisa’s Law, 171

  Enrique (rebel leader), 221, 247

  Enter the Dragon (movie), 53

  Escuela Nacional de Bellas Artes, 244

  Estevez, Jorge, 261–64

  F

  Family Tree DNA, 151, 158–59, 173, 224, 259–60, 264–65. See also ancestry DNA project; Greenspan, Bennett

  Fès el-Balim medina (Fez, Morocco), 182–83

  Fez, Morocco, 180, 181, 182–84, 190

  Fez Under Time Cafe (New York City), 131

  Five Percent Ideology (Clarence 13X), 110, 111, 127

  fortune tellers, 156, 183–84, 190, 255

  Freestyle Fellowship, 131

  Fuentes, Carlos, 137

  fukú

  Catholicism and, 222

  as curse between mothers and daughters, 192, 202

  Djali’s birth and, 193–94

  Dominican history and, 212

  la africana and, 193

  origins of, 192

  Raquel’s confrontation with, 193–94

  Rocío-Raquel conversation about, 202

  Rocío-Raquel relationship and, 253

  funeral homes: Maria at, 92, 94, 95

  G

  gang fights, 61

  Gates, Henry Louis Jr., 157

  Genographic Project (National Geographic Society), 150–51

  Ghana: Raquel’s trip to, 249

  The Gift (Hyde), 224

  Gigi (Raquel’s friend), 138, 139

  gilgul neshamot concept, 157, 267–69

  Giselle (sister), 35–36, 37, 38, 39, 40, 41, 42, 74, 197, 199

  Gnawa music, 180

  Goetz, Bernhard, 61–62, 108

  graffiti, 49–50, 53, 57, 117, 183

  Grand Pupa, 110

  Grandmaster Melle Mel (rapper), 55, 58

  Greenspan
, Bennett, 151, 156–57, 158, 159, 160, 161, 184, 233, 260, 267

  Guinea-Bissau, 191–92, 201–2, 243, 247

  Guitar, Lynne, 232–34, 244

  H

  Haiti/Haitians

  Dominican ancestry and, 192, 201, 233, 249, 250, 251

  Dominican history and, 217, 218, 219, 233, 248, 249

  Dominicans’ views of, 33, 84, 85, 207

  history of, 217, 218

  lady on plane’s comments about, 207

  Mancebo ancestry and, 5, 211, 243, 244

  and Maria’s (Lizardo) views about men, 101

  mocking of, 13

  Raquel’s maternal ancestry and, 211

  religion and, 250

  Rocío’s dream about, 202

  in Santo Domingo, 213, 216

  stereotype of, 249

  Taínos and, 263

  Trujillo regime and, 251

  See also specific person

  Hare Krishnas, 76, 91, 140

  Hawkins, Yusef, 102, 108

  Heinlein, Robert, 191

  Herminia’s Nightclub (bordello), 16–17

  Heureaux, Ulises, 216

  Hindu couple violence, 19–21

  hip-hop, 68–69, 71–72, 110, 117, 131, 132, 136, 141, 153, 154, 155, 183, 208

  homosexuality, 222–23

  Horovitz, Adam “Ad-Rock,” 258

  Hyde, Lewis, 224

  I

  Igneri people, 218

  illegal immigration, 147, 260

  Imazighen people. See Berbers

  Immortal Technique, 206, 208

  Indigenous people

  Dominican ancestry and, 233, 234, 250, 254, 255, 263

  See also Amerindians; Taíno people

  Infinite Reality. See Lizardo, Angel

  Izquierdo, Elisa, 170–71, 172

  J

  Jaén Province (Spain), 257

  Jamal (Raquel’s boyfriend), 133, 136

  Janet (prostitute), 15

  JAP (Jewish-American princess), 81–82, 83

  Jean-Baptiste, Claudine, 60–61, 83

  Jenkins, Sacha (Raquel’s husband), 146, 153, 174, 175, 197, 213, 215, 216, 258, 259, 267

  Jesus: miracle of appearance of, 66–67

  Jesús (Leonicio’s son), 94, 95

  Jews

  Alhambra Decree and, 233

  Dominican ancestry and, 251

  Eduardo’s ancestry and, 159, 160–61, 225, 227

  Latino-American ancestry and, 266

  Jim (Rocío’s boyfriend), 202–3, 204

  Jimenez, Emilia (maternal great-grandmother), 211

  Jones, Lisa, 136

  Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey (Wells documentary), 150

  Jung, Carl, 73

  K

  Kaufman, Ms. (Raquel’s piano teacher), 52, 53

 

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