Say Goodbye

by Lisa Gardner

  At the first pickup, “Help me,” I whispered, “Please help me.”

  Then I hung up the phone and cried.

  THIRTY-ONE

  “Spiders are experts in the art of poisoning. A spider releases venom through fangs that look like curved claws beneath its eyes.”

  FROM Freaky Facts About Spiders,

  BY CHRISTINE MORLEY, 2007

  “WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR PARENTS?” THE BOY asked. He sat on the front porch with her, drinking a glass of powdered lemonade. He’d been working most of the morning, since he’d appeared shortly after six a.m. She’d let him in without comment, feeding him breakfast, making light conversation.

  He didn’t bring up their last encounter and neither did she. She’d done the same thing with Mel when the older man had rung her doorbell yesterday afternoon, bearing a box filled with fresh-ground sausage, eggs, and orange juice. He’d handed it over without a word. She had accepted it with a single nod of acknowledgment. Then he’d gone his way and she’d gone hers.

  Sometimes, things were easier that way.

  She noticed the boy moved stiffly as he’d helped her roll up rugs and drag them outside for a good beating. His ribs seemed to bother him, and from time to time, she caught him rubbing his backside. She didn’t ask, he didn’t tell. They had a theme to their gray, chilly day. And now this.

  “My parents died,” Rita said presently. “Long time ago.”

  “How’d they die?”

  She shrugged. “Old age. Everyone dies in the end.”

  “You’re old,” the boy said.

  She cackled. “Think I’m gonna keel over, child? Leave you without a breakfast companion? Don’t worry. World’s not done with me yet.”

  The boy was regarding her seriously, however.

  “I had parents,” he said abruptly.

  She stopped laughing, smoothing out Joseph’s old green plaid flannel shirt, the hem of which fell nearly to her knees. “I see.”

  “They died, too.”

  “I’m sorry to hear that.”

  “I don’t know how,” he continued relentlessly, his voice growing thicker. “I had them, then one day they were gone. Just like that. My sister, too. She was little. Always gettin’ into my stuff, wantin’ to play with me. I’d be mean to her. Tell her we were playing hide-and-seek, but once she hid, I wouldn’t look for her. I’d go play all by myself. Then she’d cry and I’d call her a baby and my mom’d get mad at me.”

  “I had an older brother like that myself.”

  “He was naughty? Then the family sent him away to live with the other naughty boys?”

  “We all loved him.” She said it matter-of-factly. “Then he went off and got himself killed in the war. Brothers and sisters fight, child. But they still love.”

  “I once gave my little sister a teddy bear I got for my birthday,” the boy whispered. “I knew it would make her happy.”

  “Did it?”

  “I think so. Sometimes…sometimes, it’s hard to remember. I try to picture them, but it gets jumbled in my mind. Like my favorite flavor of ice cream. I think it’s chocolate, but it’s been so long…Maybe it’s vanilla. Or strawberry. Can someone take your favorite flavor from you? I get confused….”

  “What happened to your sister, child?”

  He shrugged. “She’s dead, I guess. They’re all dead. That’s what he says.”

  They were on treacherous ground now. Rita could feel it, even if she didn’t understand it. When she’d first met the boy, she’d assumed he came from an “unfortunate” home situation. Those were the words the social workers always used in her day. This child comes from an unfortunate home situation.

  Lately, however, Rita had begun to wonder. She tried to pick her next words with care.

  “When your parents were alive, child, did you live around here?”

  He frowned at her. “Where is here?”

  “Dahlonega. The Blue Ridge Mountains of Georgia. Is this where you were born?”

  He was quiet for so long, she wasn’t sure he was going to answer. But then, slowly, he shook his head. “Macon. Macon Bacon, that’s what my father always said, when we were driving up the highway. ‘Macon Bacon, Georgia, where it’s all about the chickens!’ And he’d laugh. He liked bacon, too. And scrambled eggs in the morning. Do you think that’s what killed him? Eating eggs and bacon?”

  The boy’s eyes were guileless. The expression made him appear smaller, more vulnerable. Rita wondered again if she was doing the right thing. Then she spotted her brother Joseph, racing along the front yard, leaping up to snag the lowest branch of the old oak tree, swinging himself up just as he used to do when they were kids.

  Joseph spent the afterlife forever young. She wondered if that was because he died young, or if it was a choice each spirit was allowed to make. She was tired, she thought. Tired of the ache in her joints, the way the chill of a winter morning bit so deep into her wrinkled flesh. Not much time left, she figured. All the more reason to spend it wisely.

  “When your parents died,” she asked, “did you have any other family?”

  The boy studied her curiously, seeming almost perplexed.

  “Did a social worker visit you?” Rita forged ahead. “Explain to you about foster parents and your new home?”

  “What are foster parents?” the boy asked.

  Rita stilled in the rocker, then forced herself to move again. Her mind was racing. If the boy wasn’t living with his parents, other relatives, or foster parents…She wished that she got out more, knew her neighbors. She’d dearly like to ask someone what they knew about the house on the hill, the man who lived there, when they had first started noticing the boy. Because they were beyond an unfortunate home situation now, she was certain of it. She was journeying instead into something darker, more sinister.

  “Who lives with you, child?” she asked quietly.

  The boy shook his head.

  “It’s okay to tell me. I’m an old lady, you know. We’re the best at keeping secrets.”

  The boy wouldn’t look at her. His gaze fell to the floor. “I don’t think I should be talking anymore,” he whispered.

  “Tell me your name, child.”

  The boy shook his head.

  “How about your birthday?”

  “I don’t have one. There’s only homecoming day, the day you belong to him.”

  “Are there others?” she insisted. “Children, adults, pets? Tell me about them. I won’t judge.”

  The boy studied his empty lemonade glass, then the shape of the porch banisters. Rita rocked back and forth in her chair, watching the dark clouds pile up on the horizon, feeling the electric pulse of the impending storm. She wanted to push harder, but she didn’t. Children talked when they felt like talking. You had to have the patience to let them come to you.

  “He’s going to kill you,” the boy said.

  She waved her hand. “Nonsense. I’ll die when I’m good and ready to, and not a minute sooner.”

  “You don’t know what he’s like. He gets what he wants. He always gets what he wants.”

  The first gust of wind hit, laced with rain, tasting like distant pines. Rita heard the boom of thunder, followed shortly by the crack of lightning. The storm would be a good one. The kind to rattle a house down to its very foundation.

  The boy stood. “I gotta go—”

  “Nonsense. You’ll stay the night.”

  “The rain is coming,” the boy insisted. “I gotta get back.”

  “You’ll stay the night.”

  “Rita—”

  “Sit down!”

  The boy paled at her firm tone. He sank down into his chair, wary now, skittish.

  “If you will not talk to me,” Rita said curtly, rocking furiously in her little wooden chair, “that is your business. But you’ll not be returning to the house on the hill. I couldn’t in good conscience send you back, and that is my business.”

  “He’ll be angry. You don’t want him angry.”


  “Pish posh. At my age, what’s some man gonna do that isn’t already about to happen? If he gets angry, he can visit me himself. Because I have a few things to say!”

  She finished brashly, rising out of her rocker, stomping her foot. Neither she nor the boy were fooled, however. Rita didn’t know the man, but she already understood: If Scott’s “guardian” appeared on her front porch, it wouldn’t be to talk.

  “Rita—”

  “Shall I call the police, child?”

  “No!”

  The boy spoke instantly, in wild-eyed panic. Enough to let her know that the moment she picked up the phone, the child would bolt.

  “Then it’s settled,” she declared. “You’ll stay. We’ll make stew. Have hot cups of cocoa. We’ll hunker down inside and watch the world go to holy hell. It’s the best way to spend a stormy night.”

  The boy looked at her, his eyes wide, filled with something she hadn’t seen before. Fear, hope, longing. He opened his mouth. She thought he’d argue. Or maybe, leap from the porch and dash up the hill.

  But then he closed his mouth. He squared his shoulders. Not happy, she noticed, not relieved, but a soldier resigned to war.

  Rita guided the boy inside, shutting the old door behind them. He headed for the kitchen, while she paused in the foyer to work the locks. First fat drops of rain hit her driveway. She fastened the newly installed chain lock, pretending she didn’t notice the darkness gathering outside her window or the lights glowing in the old Victorian up the hill.

  THIRTY-TWO

  “During daylight hours, brown recluse spiders typically retreat to dark, secluded areas.”

  FROM Brown Recluse Spider,

  BY MICHAEL F. POTTER, URBAN ENTOMOLOGIST, UNIVERSITY OF KENTUCKY COLLEGE OF AGRICULTURE

  KIMBERLY WOKE UP TO A STRING OF BAD NEWS. THE manager at the Smith House had come up with forty-five possible credit card receipts. A lightning storm was forecast by mid-afternoon. Her supervisor wanted to know why she hadn’t attended yesterday afternoon’s meeting for Violent Crimes.

  And Mac hadn’t returned her call.

  She took them in stride as best she could. All receipts would be photocopied for her and Sal to divide and conquer upon their return. Given the approaching storm, they would leave for Suches immediately. She put in a message with her supervisor that she was following up on a major lead.

  And she put Mac out of her mind. At least, the best she could.

  They all climbed into Sal’s car and headed for Suches.

  Highway 60 took its own sweet time. It looped through an endless series of S-curves, climbing higher and higher. They passed a gold mine, a bunch of boiled-peanut stands, various log cabins for rent. To the right, the Blue Ridge Mountains soared up as a dense wall of green underbrush and gray boulders. To the left, a deceptively thin wall of towering trees gave way to sudden views of a plunging valley that spread beyond the line of sight.

  The first heavy drops of rain splattered the windshield just as they burst from a dark tunnel of trees into a gently unfolding valley. The land went from thick underbrush to painstakingly cleared fields, framed with white painted fences and dotted with red farmhouses. If Dahlonega was tucked up in the mountains, then Suches was a remote northern outpost. Handful of farms. Requisite double-wides. Too many boarded-up buildings.

  Kimberly tried not to blink so she wouldn’t miss it.

  Too late.

  “That says T.W.O.,” Rainie just got out, finger pointing, as Sal blew by on Highway 60.

  “Wait, there’s Dale’s,” Kimberly echoed as Sal swung his head left and totally missed the convenience store on the right.

  He scowled, tapped his brakes, fishtailed on the rain-slicked road, and finally did the sensible thing and slowed down. They came to a stone schoolhouse—Smallest public school in Georgia! Kimberly read on the sign—and Sal turned around.

  They hit Dale’s first, pulling up outside the gas pumps, then making a dash for the glass doors through the pelting rain.

  Inside, Kimberly registered three things at once: a blast of warmth, the smell of homemade chili, and an entire display of bright orange hunting gear. Dale’s, apparently, did carry a little of everything.

  “Is that chili I smell?” Sal was already inquiring at the counter. “Well, as long as we’re here…”

  The back part of Dale’s included a couple of tables. They had a seat and an older gentleman wandered over to assist. Not Dale, they learned, but Ron. Dale was out.

  He didn’t explain, and judging by the reserved look on his face, Kimberly guessed Ron had already pegged them as outsiders and not in the need to know. He took their order, brought their food, then returned to meticulously wiping down tables.

  Sal waited until halfway through his chili to get into it. Ron was cleaning the table beside them when Sal brought out the sketch and said, in the nonchalant voice favored by detectives and TV actors, “Say, do you happen to know this fellow here?”

  Ron wasn’t fooled. He looked from the sketch to Sal and back to the sketch. Then he shrugged and returned to spritzing tables.

  “He’s a person of interest,” Sal said with more emphasis.

  Ron paused, thought about it, went back to wiping.

  “You might have seen him with a teenage boy,” Kimberly spoke up. “Maybe they live around here.”

  “Boys,” Ron corrected. “I’ve seen him with two boys. One older. One younger. They’re not much for talking.”

  Sal set down his spoon. “Do you know their names?”

  “No, sir.”

  “Are they local?”

  “Nah, not locals. But they come up a fair amount, ’specially last fall. Must’ve seen ’em half a dozen times. The man mostly. The boys waited in the truck. Except one time—the younger one had to use the john, so the older one brought him in. Looked like trouble to me, those three, but they just did their business and cleared on out. Who am I to judge?”

  They’d all stopped eating and stared at Ron, who was still tending to his duties.

  “Can you describe the older boy?” Kimberly pressed.

  Ron shrugged. “Dunno. Teenage boy, seventeen, eighteen years old. White. Maybe five ten or so. Scrawny thing. Wore Army cargo pants about two sizes too big, the way boys do nowadays. Kept his hands in his pockets, walking all slouched over. Like I said, didn’t talk much. Just came in, delivered the younger boy, waited, then left.”

  “And the younger boy?”

  Another shrug. “Eight or nine. Shorter brown hair. He was bundled up with a heavy sweatshirt and orange hunting vest. On the small side would be my guess, but hard to tell with all those clothes on. The man had on a nice pair of hiking boots, but the kids were just wearing tennis shoes. I remember thinking at the time it’d be a miracle if they didn’t twist an ankle. But you know, good boots are expensive and with kids growing so fast…Dunno. Up here, some kids come walking in wearing more than I make in a week’s pay, all geared up for their annual hiking weekend. Takes all kinds, I guess.”

  “What did the man say when he came in?” Sal spoke up urgently. “Did he buy anything?”

  Ron stopped wiping long enough to search his memory. “Bottle of water. Candy bar. Oh, and some crickets. We have ’em for the fishermen and that got him all excited, so he bought a container. Don’t think he was fishing, though, he was dressed all wrong.”

  “He ask about any particular hiking trails, mention where he’d been, anything like that?”

  Ron shrugged again. “Not that I remember.”

  “Did anyone else see him and the boys?”

  “Oh, all sorts. Fall’s busy around here. Not like at the moment.” Now he sounded almost apologetic.

  “How did he pay?” Rainie asked.

  Ron pursed his lips. “I’d guess cash, only ’cause it wasn’t that big a purchase.”

  “Did you happen to notice his vehicle?” Kimberly’s turn.

  “No, ma’am. Little too busy in the fall for car shopping.”

  “Did t
he man interact with the boys?” Quincy asked. “Say anything to them when they entered the store?”

  “Mmmmm, not much. The boys came in.” Ron paused, seemed to be picking his way through his memory. “The older one looked at the man, said, ‘The kid’s gotta pee, whatta you want me to do about it?’ then led the kid to the john. Man didn’t say anything, just looked annoyed. He’d probably told the boys to stay in the car. You know how kids are.”

  “He didn’t use a name?” Quincy pressed. “The older boy called the younger boy ‘kid’?”

  “Yes, sir, that’s how I remember it.”

  “Seems to imply they aren’t brothers,” Quincy murmured. “The teenager’s distancing himself from the younger one. Objectifying him. Interesting.”

  “Do you remember which direction they were coming from when they turned in here?” Rainie asked. “From the north or south?”

  “No, ma’am.”

  “And was it a particular time of day? You saw them in the morning, afternoon…?”

  “Afternoon, ma’am, but only because that’s my shift.”

  Rainie nodded, pursed her lips. They all three looked at Sal again.

  “Anyone else you can think of who might be able to shed more light on this man and the two boys?” Sal pressed. “It’s important that we learn his name. He’s wanted for questioning regarding a very serious matter.”

  Ron, however, shook his head.

  “Like I said, they’re not local. We just saw ’em a lot in the fall. Maybe as late as early December. Can’t really remember now, to tell you the truth. You might want to try out T.W.O. Even the tourists gotta eat and since he never bought much here…”

  “Okay, we’ll do that.” Sal fished out a card, handed it over. “If you think of anything, or see him or the boys again, give me a call. And I’d appreciate it if you didn’t broadcast this conversation too widely. We want to find the man, not spook him.”

  Ron had finally registered the state police shield on Sal’s card. His eyes widened a notch. He stuck the card in his front pocket, using two fingers to pat it into place.

  “Is it drugs, sir? Used to be all you could get in these mountains was moonshine. Now everything’s meth, meth, meth. Ruining our county it is.”