Love and Liberation: A Christian Wife's Journey Into Sexual Freedom

by Laran Mithras

  Was this finally Caleb? None of the others had felt or smelled like him. Fingers touched her shoulders as he knelt between her legs. She wanted to cum and in aggravation, arched her hips upward. She breathed through her open mouth, half panting and sometimes gasping as she felt the twisting coils of orgasm and tension inside her. The fingers began trailing down. They passed lightly over her skin, down to and over her small breasts and then clawing lightly lower.

  She had a sudden realization that this man smelled familiar. Very familiar. She felt her face break into a very wide grin. She bit her lower lip and hummed, trying to contain her joy.

  Sebastian.

  His erection prodded at her open hole and then withdrew. The bed shifted and then she felt the gentle touch of cloth on her pussy. He was cleaning her – preparing her. Then his cock was back at her entrance, stretching it open even more.

  Oh my gosh. He's big. She felt her skin stretch and it reminded her of limbering up for a workout. Her hole expanded, not painfully, to accommodate his girth. She whispered, "Oh yes, fuck me. Give it to me, Sebastian."

  The butler chuckled above her. "You're not supposed to know." He didn't whisper, but he kept it low.

  "I would know you anywhere."

  His laugh this time was quieter but flowing with satisfaction. His erection pushed in, filling her and stretching her insides. There was a hardness with it that told her he was probably filling her about as much as she could ever take. He was the limit. Josh was no small man, but his penis was not as thick as what she was feeling. Neither was he as long. Dina gasped as she felt Sebastian pushing far deeper in her than she had ever felt. She could feel the end of her canal pushing slightly back in resistance.

  He sighed. "All in and you feel amazing. I'm certain there would have been trouble had I not waited till the end."

  "The end?"

  "I'm the last of the men."

  "Oh. That doesn't bother you?"

  "Not at all. They greased the skids, so to speak." He began moving and the fullness moved within her, in and out, in a slow gesture of satisfaction.

  She wanted to give him that satisfaction. She wanted to offer her pussy to him. She most wanted to be released and allowed to hold him. "Can someone unhook me?"

  "Sure, honey," said a female voice.

  Who was that?

  Dina's hands and feet were unshackled and she laughed in relief. Her arms wrapped up and around Sebastian's shoulders, pulling him down to her. She bent her legs, drawing up her feet to widen her passage. She tilted her pussy to his thrusts, relishing the feel of penetrating fullness.

  Giggling suddenly, she realized she had become used to being blindfolded. She removed the thing and flung it off the bed. The room seemed blindingly bright, though she knew it was dimly lit.

  Sebastian smiled down at her. "Hello there."

  She felt as if her smile would crack her cheeks. "The butler does the maid?"

  "No, someone who lusts for you makes love to you."

  She sighed, feeling happy and satisfied. She closed her eyes, holding him tight as he pumped her. She felt his cock sliding back and forth in her passage, violating her marriage hole. I wish Josh were here. But he wasn't and she wasn't going to stop this beautiful coupling with Sebastian. "Am I allowed more of you?"

  His smile widened greatly, showing wondrous white teeth. "Most certainly. I was rather hoping you would."

  She moaned in a sudden wave of coiling promise. It receded a little, but stayed close. She was near the edge. "Why didn't you say anything before?"

  He raised an eyebrow. "I didn't want to come off cheeky, luv. With you married and all."

  A laugh grudgingly erupted from her throat, prodded by lust from his moving cock. "Oh… I think you can do this as often as you want."

  "Yes?" His breathing turned into a pant. "What about your husband? Does he approve, then?"

  "No." That was going to be a problem. She would need to now include Sebastian in the plan. Would Josh approve both? "No, he doesn't yet. I'm working on that."

  "Oh, well—"

  "Just fuck me. Fuck me with that beautiful cock."

  "Fill you up and send you home?"

  "Something like that." She pulled on him.

  "Does he fancy cleaning up?"

  "Cleaning up?"

  "Yes, you know, licking you after you've had a man—"

  "Oh! No. Of course not."

  "Have you asked him?"

  "Well… He seemed excited at hearing how Pastor Mann had used me over the barrel."

  Sebastian chuckled. "Naughty little monkey. He sounds like the sharing-and-wanking kind of bloke."

  "What do you mean?"

  "It turns him on to hear about you."

  "I think it does."

  He nodded. "Then here's a challenge. Go home today and get him naked. Give him a good wank and tell him exactly what we did."

  She felt her eyes get big.

  He shook his head. "Don't be afraid. Trust me."

  "I don't know."

  "Promise you will, or I'll pull out."

  "Don't you dare."

  He raised both eyebrows and started to withdraw.

  She was so close. "No! Okay, okay."

  "Promise?"

  She exhaled through her nose. "Fine. Promise."

  "That's a good girl." He moved back in and fucked her deep and slow.

  She closed her eyes again and hung on, moving with him as their crotches worked together in lust and passion. She felt the orgasm sneaking closer, tickling and teasing. She started to gasp, fearing it, but welcoming it.

  He said to her, "Is that good?"

  "Oh, yes. Yes, yes, yes." The last word was tense and she went rigid as the orgasm pounced on her, crushing her under its weight of wracking pain and pleasure. She clamped with each pulse, a cry coming from her mouth.

  Sebastian sped his thrusts, moving faster. "How very sexy." He rammed his huge shaft into her, filling her pussy as it clenched with spasms of ecstasy. The head of his cock thrust deep and then he was tensing on her, his sperm rushing into her in a hot explosion of wet lust. He ground his pubic bone against her clit and sent waves of electric shocks through her body.

  She cried out louder, loving the experience and completely lost in lust.

  CHAPTER 13

  Dina emerged from the bathroom and saw Melissa. "Oh, hi."

  The woman's arms were crossed and an eyebrow arched.

  Dina knit her eyebrows together. Did I do something wrong? Maybe asking to be unshackled? Am I in trouble?

  Melissa said, "Well?"

  "Uh, I'm sorry about the shackles."

  The woman blinked and then broke into a tinkle of a laugh. "No, you silly girl. Did you enjoy yourself?"

  "Oh. Yes, I did." Whew, I'm not in trouble.

  "So you relaxed and let go."

  "Yes." Dina's relief almost made her pass out. She felt light-headed.

  "Did any of the men treat you poorly?"

  She shook her head in a panic. They had been nice and she didn't want to get anyone in trouble. "Oh, no. They were all very nice."

  A single nod. "Good then. Can you trust them if you were shackled without a blindfold?"

  "Oh, of course. I think I'd trust them without the shackles. Who was the first man?"

  She moved her eyes and head to the side as if thinking of him. She looked back. "I will leave that to him."

  "But—"

  "He trusts me. He hasn't said if I should tell you or not. I won't violate his trust."

  "Oh. I guess I understand." She looked out into the main room trying to see anyone she recognized. A man was over the barrel getting spanked by two women, one of them Caleb's wife Olivia. After alternating spanks, one or the other of the women would reach between the man's legs. His erection was hanging down and the women would stroke it.

  "He left already."

  "Oh." She felt disappointed and the curiosity in her burned hot.

  "I want you to ring us tonight."

>   "Tonight?"

  "Tonight. Let us know if you and your husband will be attending next Saturday. It is time for you to begin trusting and I believe the pastor is anxious to resolve this issue between you and your husband. If he is amenable, we will have an appointment arranged for Doctor Singh."

  Did she want to include him? She wanted to continue. But did she want him liberated?

  The woman's look grew stern. "You must let go of your fear. Bring him and I will make sure your fears are adequately addressed. This is for you, Dina."

  She nodded, not agreeing, but understanding that the woman thought it was Dina that needed help. Perhaps bringing Josh would get him to open up and allow her to be liberated. Then she could see Sebastian and Caleb. She figured she would have to eventually, because she did not want to give either of them up. She nodded more firmly. "Okay, I'll call tonight."

  "Good girl. If you will excuse me, someone is waiting for me on the cross."

  Dina made her way up the stairs, still looking around the room. A few couples were mixed on the couches, mostly naked and engaged in kissing or more. A few talked. One woman played with the man's cock as they talked. She felt somewhat nervous seeing it all for the first time and she hurried to the stairs without trying to identify any of them.

  Out through the servant's hall, Sebastian stopped her with an arm and a seductive smile. He leaned down and kissed her.

  She wasn't sure how the kiss progressed, but she realized the kiss was deep and passionate. At the end, her knees were weak and wobbling. She even saw spots before her eyes. "Wow."

  He winked. "Remember our promise, shall we?"

  "Yes. I will tonight."

  He grinned. "Right then. Off with you."

  ~ ~ ~

  Dina came into their apartment. "Josh?"

  "Yeah. Bedroom."

  She put her things down and went toward his voice. She had rehearsed everything she would say – totally not sure she wanted to say it – but prepared to make an effort. When she saw him on the bed reading a magazine, she hoped it was a Gallery. That would make things easier. Instead, it was a computer magazine.

  He frowned at her. "I thought you would've been back already."

  "Well…" If she told him why, that would defeat all the planning that went into how she would introduce the subject. "I… had to stay late. You said something about no panties?" She hoped the change of subject would deter him from asking more.

  He smiled. "Yeah."

  Removing them, she began tugging at his clothing. "How about you switch to a Gallery?"

  His smile broadened. "Sure." His tone was eager. He got up and removed his clothes.

  She settled on the bed and gave him a sexy look. It wasn't hard, her pussy still thrummed from the cocks that had plowed her today. Without conscious thought, her hand drifted down and lightly toyed with her clit.

  He climbed next to her and leaned back against the headboard. He had chosen an older issue.

  She gripped his semi-hard shaft and began playing. She watched him open the magazine and stayed silent, patient to wait for the moment. When he came to a picture and he paused, she stroked slower. "Would you like to fuck her?"

  He didn't answer. Instead he looked at her.

  She said. "I think she's pretty."

  "She is." He turned the page. When he got to the Girl Next Door section she stopped stroking and pointed. "What do you think of her?"

  He pulled the magazine in closer. "Very nice. But she's married."

  She stroked him slow – her sexy stroke. "Is that so bad?"

  He laid the magazine on his chest and looked at her again. "I thought after last week you made it clear you didn't want me even thinking about other women."

  She knew he meant after she found out that Melissa and Olivia had rode him. "Pick the magazine back up. I want to see."

  He did. "You didn't answer me."

  She stroked a little faster. "Maybe I'm still thinking about it. Do you like her? What does it say? Carla?"

  "Yeah." His erection firmed.

  "Would you do her?"

  "Is this a trick question?"

  Men are so silly. "No."

  "She's alright."

  "She's pretty."

  "She's older."

  Dina stroked faster. "Would you do her, if she was here right now?"

  His cock swelled. "Maybe."

  "Why maybe?"

  "I wouldn't want to cheat on you."

  Her heart softened. She was trying to get him in the mood to talk about sex and he was worried about hurting her. "If I said I wanted you to do her, would you?"

  His mouth opened and his breathing turned a little ragged. "I suppose so. If her husband said it was okay."

  She smiled. That was where she wanted the conversation to go. "What if he came, too?"

  "Uh, I wouldn't do him."

  She giggled. "No, silly. What if he wanted to… do stuff with me while you did something with her?"

  "You'd want that?"

  She shrugged. "Hypothetical. I don't know. Who knows what her husband looks like. Maybe he's all gross or something."

  "Does this have something to do with Pastor Mann and Olivia and Melissa?"

  Dammit. Does he have to know everything? "Maybe. So you'd do Carla if I said it was okay?"

  "Sure, I guess so."

  "And you'd let her husband do something with me?" She tried to keep the hope out of her voice.

  His cock swelled again. "Maybe. I'd want to be there. I'd want to be involved. And then it wouldn't be adultery."

  "Exactly."

  "Then I guess so." He panted the words. "If everyone agreed."

  She began making long strokes with her hand. "You liked me telling you about Caleb?"

  He gasped and his cock twitched. "I was mad. I don't like you doing things behind my back. That's adultery."

  She whispered in his ear. "But you liked it."

  "Whether I did or not doesn't change the fact that I'm a part of you and we shouldn't be off doing anything apart. We're married. I take that seriously."

  "Melissa invited us to come over next Saturday and I said we would."

  "What for?"

  Dina paused her hand. "She wants to begin including you." It was the partial truth.

  "Really?" He moved his hips.

  "I think we should go."

  "You do?"

  I need you to go. I want more of Caleb and Sebastian. I need your permission or everything crumbles. "Yes."

  "Are you going to be mad if they…"

  She knew what he meant. She sighed. She wanted this conversation to be about her. "I'm not sure what Melissa intended. She didn't say. But she said it was time to include you."

  "Hmm."

  "So we're going?"

  He put the magazine down again. "Only if you agree and approve."

  "Yes. Please."

  "And I'll be there if anything happens between you and Caleb?"

  "I promise." She began moving her hand again.

  His cock was swollen and bulging. "Okay then." He turned onto his side and reached his fingers to her pussy.

  "Would you want to see your wife open her legs for the pastor?"

  He groaned.

  "Would you want to see his cock in me?"

  He groaned louder, his fingers plunging deep into her pussy. "Wow, you're super-wet."

  She giggled, nervously. "You like the idea of Caleb's cock in me?"

  "Only if I'm there."

  "So if you were there, you'd want to see him fuck me?"

  He gasped, moving his hips against her hand. "Yeah, that would be nasty. Does that mean I'm a bad husband?"

  "No. No, my sweet husband." She felt released and free. "I love you."

  "I love you, too." He nuzzled her ear.

  "So if it wasn't Caleb but someone else you would like that, too?"

  "Only if I was there." His breath was hot.

  "Well, I have a confession to make."

  "Oh? You did Caleb again
today?"

  "No. But your wife was very, very naughty today."

  His voice was a croak. "What happened?"

  "Melissa shackled me to a bed and blindfolded me."

  "That sounds pretty kinky."

  "I was dressed just like this. No panties."

  He moved suddenly and got between her legs. "Yeah? What happened?" His body shook as he touched his cock to her pussy lips.

  She answered immediately, not wanting to test whether she had the courage to wait. "The maid got fucked by the butler today."

  He jerked suddenly, his eyes rolling up in his head and he shoved his cock into her fast and hard. "Are you kidding?"

  "No, I couldn't do anything. I was shackled and blindfolded. He fucked me."

  Josh's hips moved with a shaking eagerness. His cock slammed into her and rammed her with hard strokes. He drove the breath from her. "Did you like it?"

  "Would you be mad if I said I did?"

  He moaned low and suddenly stopped thrusting. "Did his cock feel nice?"

  Dina gasped. "Yes. It was very thick."

  Her husband shuddered and began frantically thrusting his erection into her. "He had a big cock?"

  "Yes, thicker than yours, and longer."

  He gasped, shoving hard into her. The slaps of their skin was loud and sharp. "Did he cum in you?"

  She whimpered, holding on as he sent wondrous flares of love and sensation through her pussy. "Yes. He filled me with a huge load. That's his sperm you feel deep in there."

  Josh cried out and she felt his cock swell and twitch. Then she felt the satisfying heat and wetness of his pleasure inside her.

  She wrapped her arms around him, hugging him close and luxuriating in his warmth.

  CHAPTER 14

  Dina held her husband's hand as they stood at the front door. "Relax."

  Josh gave her an eyebrow. "I think it's you that's nervous."

  Sebastian opened the door. "Mister and Mrs. Lewis. Welcome and please come in."

  Josh was giving him a critical look.

  She said, "This is Sebastian, remember?"

  Josh nodded.

  The butler had a friendly smile on his face. He stuck out his hand. "I am pleased once again to make your acquaintance, sir."

  Put off, Josh grabbed the hand in confusion.