Wrong Kind of Love

by Amanda Heath

  I whip around fast and place my hands on his chest. “I was saying goodbye, Caden. He’s not taking it so well. I’m not trying to hurt either one of you, but it’s all I ever end up doing. I’m sorry.”

  Caden looks up at Jaden and they seem to share words without saying any words. “I’m sorry.” I hear Jaden’s deep voice say behind me.

  “It’s a little late for that isn’t it?” Caden’s entire body is a wall of tense muscle. I feel like if I move he will explode and beat the shit out of Jaden.

  “Yeah it is a little late. I’m sorry for everything, Caden. I was so lost in my own hurt; I didn’t stop to think about how my actions would affect you. Or maybe I did and I just wanted you to be as miserable and unhappy as I am.” My heart goes out for him. The pain in his words is like a knife to my throat. He shouldn’t have to hurt more because of me.

  “I know why you did it, Jaden. If we are anything at all, we’re brothers. I know you just as well as I know myself. It’s not like I did much to help you.” The whole conversation is starting to feel strange to me. The music of the club beats around us, sweaty grinding bodies dance around us. Yet here we stand having a serious talk. My relationship with these two is nothing if not weird.

  “Yeah well, I could have asked for help. I could have asked for anything. I shouldn’t have wanted to hurt you like I did. I shouldn’t have used your love for Grace against you.” The sorrow in Jaden’s eyes is about to break me.

  “Kayla.” I correct him.

  “Kayla.” Caden corrects at the same time.

  Jaden smiles faintly. “Right. Kayla.” He smooth’s a hand over his face before looking down at me. “You were never Grace were you?”

  I smile a little and shake my head. “I was never, nor will I ever be Grace.”

  Caden looks down at me but I see Teagan right behind him. This is not the place for her to find out I’m in love with the wrong brother. Before either of them stops me I walk towards the door. I turn to look and they are both preoccupied by Teagan.

  The walk turns into a run when rain starts pouring down on me. I didn’t even feel it coming. I stop when I hear my name called. And it wasn’t Grace being called it was Kayla.

  I turn my head towards his voice and see him stepping out of his mustang. I run full sprint at him. He catches me in his arms and I can’t help but to feel like I belong right here in them. Maybe I always did. Hopefully I always will.

  “I love you, Caden.” I tell him right before I smash my lips to his.

  “I love you, Kayla.” He says around my needy lips.

  My hands go into his wet hair and his hands span across my hips, digging into the wet material of my shirt. Our bodies become flush against each other and I can feel how much he wants me. Tingles shoot straight to my sex and it begins to throb. Throb just for Caden. “I want you so much.” I tell him trailing kisses across his cheek, jaw and neck. He groans when I suck skin at his neck into my mouth.

  “I’ve always wanted you.” He tells me, his hands moving down to my ass. “I think I’ve wanted you, even when I didn’t know you. You’re my forever and always.” He whispers into my ear, massaging my butt cheeks.

  I grin up at him and cup my hands around his cheeks. “Take me somewhere.”

  The door to my bedroom slams shut as Kayla and I stumble into the room. My lips are meshed with hers and it feels so right. Like I’ve finally found what I’ve been looking for. Even though I didn’t know I was looking for something. Her hands are bunched in my t-shirt sitting right at my waist. I can feel their heat through my soaked clothes.

  “I want you so much…” she whispers, her breaths short and labored. My entire body tingles as I slowly raise up her shirt.

  “I want you more.” I tell her bending down to take a nipple into my mouth through her lacy bra. Her hands rise up and tangle into my hair, tugging a bit. God that feels so fucking good.

  “Not possible.” She moans as I take the shirt she is wearing off of her and throw it across the room. Her bra comes next and I tug her now bared nipple into my mouth. I swirl my tongue around the tight peak eliciting a whimper from her beautiful mouth.

  “Please…” she groans softly, impatience coloring her seductive voice.

  “Anything you want, Angel.” I say, my hand finding a way into the front of her jeans. “Is this what you want? Hmmm…you want me to play?” I nuzzle her cheek as her sharp little nails score my scalp. My fingers find their way into her panties and I dip them to her sex, finding her wet and ready.

  “Yes.” She moans moving her hips as my index finger plays with her clit. “Right there.” I smirk against her neck, flicking my tongue out to taste her sweet skin.

  I suddenly break away, feeling commanding and playful. I think tonight we should have some “fun” and take our time. Her face clouds over with confusion as she realizes she is no longer in my arms. “Take your jeans and panties off slowly. And then get on the bed, flat on your back.” I tell her backing up a few steps.

  Her eyes widen before they cloud over with even more desire. No other woman does what Kayla does for me; no other woman I’ve been with likes to be told what to do in the bedroom. My love for her soars because she gets off the way I do. We connect in the act of lovemaking and I’ve never had that before. This time I vow to hang on to her.

  Kayla pulls her jeans down so slowly, my dick twitches and throbs. I’m so hard I think the damn monster might pop the button on my own jeans. When the damp denim hits the floor she steps out of them one foot at a time. Her black lace panties start to lower reveling her bare sex. I groan, my fingers itching to touch her there. Give it time Caden, sheesh. The offending black panties make their way over her thighs, her knees, and then her calves. When they hit the floor she starts to back up until she is on her back, on my bed. My mother fucking bed. I never thought I would see her there again.

  I pull my shirt over my head and toss it. I don’t even care where it lands. I shuck my jeans and almost trip over them making my way to the bed. I remember my boxers before I fall on Kayla and quickly push them to the floor. Completely naked I climb on my bed and reach for the leather straps connected to the headboard.

  Kayla looks disappointed before I start wrapping the straps to her wrist. Then her eyes get excited and her legs shift together and apart showcasing her excitement. When I get the second strap on I pull away from her and straddle her hips. I take my finger and trace the planes and angles of her angelic face. “You are the most exquisite creature.” I say my eyes taking in everything there is to see about her. “I love painting you. I think you’re the best muse I ever had.”

  “Always the painter, even when you’re making love.” She states, her lips playful and her eyes still clouded with passion.

  “I love to tell you how beautiful you are. Every woman should be told every day how beautiful they are. I don’t care if they’re curvy, overweight, or skin and bones. Humans are infinitely beautiful. Every face different and yet the same. I wish I had the time to paint everyone.”

  She laughs. “You are the beautiful one.” Her eyes rake over my torso and between my legs. My dick likes that last part. “The colors all over your body make you a walking canvas.” Her eyes narrow at my new tat. I have gotten one new one since the last time Kayla and I were together. “What does that one mean?” she asks.

  I swallow. We haven’t ever talked about any of my tats, but then again except for the first time, we never really had time to explore. “When I was little, my dad and I used to play scrabble together. That’s how he told me about Teagan. Over a fucking game of scrabble. I wasn’t the same after that. This tattoo is a reminder about the first time I felt betrayed.”

  “I’m sorry, Caden.” She says her voice gentle.

  I shake my head. “It’s over and done with, Kayla. Memories are all we have and even though this one was a messed up part of my life, I still got a beautiful little sister out of it.” I shrug and bend my face down to her level. “Enough talking.”

 
; My lips smash into hers and I force her mouth open. My tongue finds its way into her mouth and it tangles with hers. My whole body is strung tight and I feel like I might pop, any second.

  I leave her mouth and make my way down her body. I play with her tits for a while. Teasing the nipples into tight peaks. Kayla thrashes about moaning and whimpering, sounds I love to hear. “You like that, Angel?” I ask flicking one nipple with my index finger.

  “Yes!” She practically screams. All I can do is smirk.

  I go even lower until my face is right above her sex. Her breathing becomes non-existent as my tongue comes out slowly to flick across her clit. Her hips buck against my mouth and I place my hands on them to stop them from moving. “Bad Angel.” I tell her my voice scolding.

  “Sorry.” she moans, her hips stilling.

  I plunge a finger into her wet opening as a reward for listening. I pump it in and out before adding a second finger. Her slick passage is tight and my dick gets very excited. My tongue flicks across her clit multiple times enjoying the cries coming from Kayla’s mouth. “Don’t come.” I order, feeling her orgasm coming on.

  She doesn’t listen to me. I was really hoping she wouldn’t. Her passage tightens even more trapping my fingers inside of her. I raise up fast my mouth landing on hers, silencing her screams. “Shhh…” I tell her.

  When it’s over she looks up at me sheepishly and all I can do is smirk. I untie her wrists and position her on her hands and knees. Lifting each wrist back up and I tie them up again. “You didn’t listen to me. Now I’m going to have fun.” I whisper into her ear from behind. I climb off the bed, stroking my dick as I make my way over to my dresser. I pull open the top drawer and grab a condom out. I rip it open and push it over my erection.

  I slowly make my way over to Kayla, a grin on my face. She looks slightly nervous but I hope she knows I wouldn’t ever hurt her. “If it becomes too much for you, just say stop.”

  “What no safe word?” she laughs, her whole body going into it.

  I shake my head. “I’m not some dominant. Yeah I like to control in the bedroom but I don’t use toys and I’m only going to spank you. Saying stop is enough.”

  I climb onto my bed, my knees going first. I pump my dick twice before I point it at her entrance and slowly sink into her tight heat. And damn is she tight. “Fuck.” I say trying so hard not to fuck her into next month.

  “Yeah…” she trails off her head stumping forward.

  Since she seems to have forgotten her punishment, I bring my hand down sharply on her right ass cheek. Her body goes from soft and pliant to tense and hard. I thrust into her and still. My hand comes down on her left ass cheek. Her body jerks but she still lets out a low moan. “You like your punishment?” I ask on a chuckle.

  Her blonde head bobs up and down. It makes me wish I had fucked her face. Too late for that now. I take turns smacking her ass and thrusting into her. Her skin is red from my palm, but I’m not going to leave any lasting marks.

  Kayla moans through it all and asks for more. I gladly give it to her. I feel her inner muscles tighten around me after a while. I stop spanking her and bend over her back so I can reach her clit. I flick the little nub a few times until she’s crying out my name. I sit back up and grab her hips and start thrusting into her hard. Before long the tingles shoot through my spine and right out my dick. I explode, her name on my lips and my eyes squeeze shut through the intense experience.

  I collapse next to her when I’m done, breathing heavy. We are both silent but it’s not awkward; we are just soaking in the afterglow. Or whatever chicks call it. When my breathing comes back to normal, I untie her and get up to shut the light off. I climb into my bed and spoon against Kayla’s back.

  “I love you.” I whisper right at her ear, causing a shiver. Her butt smuggles into my groin and it’s all I can do not to touch her sex.

  “I love you too.” She whispers back, her hand coming behind her to rest against my hip. She rubs it up and down on my skin and I bite my lip. One simple touch and my mini me starts to get excited. “Again?” she asks, her voice low and sultry.

  I don’t answer before I’m lifting her leg and pumping my dick into her. I groan when I’m fully seated and just let it sit for a second. I take a deep breath and get back into a slow rhythm. Kayla has other ideas. Her hips come back to meet me and her pace is fast, causing me to catch up. Before long we are both gasping and coming apart at the seams.

  I wake up the next morning to a kiss on the cheek from Kayla. “I gotta go baby.” She says kissing my lips next. My hand flies up and grabs the back of her head, keeping her there.

  “No.” I say using my other hand to pull her on top of me. She is completely dressed and this pisses me off.

  “I have to. Everyone is going to wake up soon and no one knows that I’m not with Jaden anymore. Might be weird to see me here.” Fuck she has a point.

  “Okay. But I want you here tonight. I’m done spending my nights without you.” I tell her, holding her hostage until she agrees.

  She giggles at me before forcing my arms from around her. “Yeah I’ll be here.” She looks at me intensely before saying, “I love you so much.”

  My heart seizes up but I don’t show any emotion. Dude I’m so acting like a chick right now. “I love you.” I say back, kissing her lips hard.

  “Gotta go.” She states getting off the bed and walking out my bedroom door.

  Not five minutes after, Declan walks into the room.

  “Hey bro what’s up?” I greet him.

  “Not much.” He looks a little upset before he begins speaking again. “I don’t know why I got chosen to come in here, but alas here I am. Norma and Teagan would like to ask you to keep it down with your friends.” I can see him trying to fight a smile.

  About five weeks ago Chance brought his whatever. I say whatever because they were together years ago and then they broke up. Now she is staying here because there’s a psychopath after her. Who happens to be her ex-boyfriend. The chick is cool, but I try and stay out of it. That’s too much drama and crazy shit for me. I already have one girl in my life in hiding, I don’t need another.

  “Well, when they can keep it down, I’ll keep it down.”

  Dec just shakes his head. “I told them you would say that.”

  I’m supposed to go over to Declan’s house to see Caden but things have been crazy over there. Their roommate Chance has a long-standing relationship with some girl named Norma Jean. Poor girl has a messed up name. Anyway apparently she has a crazy ex-boyfriend who happens to be Chance’s ex-best friend. Well seems this guy came into town and kidnapped Norma. Or so they think.

  Caden said she has run away from Chance before. That was the ex-boyfriends fault, but you get the picture. Chance and Norma just got back together and Chance refuses to lose her again. I haven’t had much interaction with Chance. He moved in after I left two years ago. It’s a new friendship for Caden, so I haven’t really heard him talk about Chance.

  I guess I can see where Jaden was coming from. I didn’t before though. I played the good little girlfriend and took his side even though I thought he was wrong. I think love and pain has made quite a few people go crazy. I just hope he can move on.

  Caden and I are leaving it up to Jaden to come clean. To tell everyone what happened between us. Then it’s Caden’s and my turn to come clean. I’m not going to go around telling everyone my secret, but I don’t mind talking to their parents.

  All my clothes are out in my car. I was staying at a hotel but since Caden decided he couldn’t sleep without me next to him, I’ve been sleeping there. Not like it’s a hard feat for me. I just hope no one catches us before Jaden comes clean.

  The stuff going on with Norma and Chance is weird and freaking me out. I don’t really want to just show up over there in the middle of all that. It’s none of my business and has nothing to do with me. Caden is upset about it, I know, but then again, that’s his best friend’s girl.

 
I also don’t want to go over there and be in the way. It would be really weird to show up while they are all looking for Norma. I can’t really even think of anything to say that would make it look okay that I was there. If I have to sneak around for much longer I’m going to get a freaking ulcer. And I hear those suck.

  My phone dings from the dashboard where I placed it. I smile when I see the message.

  Caden: Get your ass over here.

  I laugh out loud, shaking my head. Figures he would want to get some while everyone else is in a crisis.

  Kayla: I’ll come over later. After they find Norma.

  I only have to wait a few seconds before he texts back.

  Caden: I’m serious Kayla. Get. Your. Hot. Sexy. Ass. Over. Here! Now.

  I chuckle at his new message and start up my car. I’ve been sitting in it forever. I haven’t let my dad know I’m back yet because I’m worried someone is still watching him. Otherwise I would be staying at his house.

  The drive to Declan’s house is short, since I was only five miles away. It’s funny how I always say Declan’s house, when other people live there. Then I think that everyone but Declan and Teagan will be moving out of there. So it really isn’t anyone else’s.

  Almost all the lights are on in the house and everyone’s vehicles are in the driveway. This was such a bad idea. We are so going to get caught. I just don’t feel guilty about it. Which is funny because I felt guiltier about being with Jaden then when I slept with Caden while being with Jaden. God I’m such a fucked up person.

  I knock on the door and get let inside a few seconds later. Everyone who lives here is in the living room. They all look hopeful until they see it’s me. I hate to be the cause of so much disappointment. It makes my heart hurt to see Chance so defeated and broken. I hope they find Norma soon.

  “I need to talk to you.” I say to Caden.

  He nods and leads the way upstairs to his bedroom. Before I can even say a proper hello he is on me. His perfect lips devour mine and my toes fucking curl. “I have fucking missed you.” He rasps out in between sucking my tongue into his mouth. And making me lose my breath.