Wildest Dreams

by Blake, Toni

  She offered a soft nod in reply, then said, “It’s like this. My ex-escort friend tells me this is the only place where high-priced escorts and their customers meet publicly. And Tina put herself in that category of prostitutes, unequivocally—it seemed important to her. Do you know of any other places high-priced girls work?”

  “No,” he agreed, still tracing the wood grain with his eyes. “Used to be more hot spots for high-priced hookers, but the feds came in a few years back and closed ’em down. The NOPD never quite understood—prostitution’s against the law, but we had plenty else to keep us busy besides comin’ down on the workin’ girls. When the feds moved in, we were surprised they didn’t have better things to do, too. Only thing we could figure is they were lookin’ for somethin’ bigger and didn’t find it.”

  “Well then,” she said with a nod, “I have no recourse than to continue asking around here. Someone has to know something about my sister—I just haven’t found them yet.”

  He lifted his eyes to hers for the first time in a while. “Supposin’ I said I’d ask around for you. Would that keep your pretty little ass at home a few nights?”

  He saw her absorbing the offer, finally leaning across the table to say, “What more could we do? Where else could we search? If you’re willing to help, surely there’s more to be done than just snooping around this one place. As an ex-cop, you must know other avenues we could try.”

  A thin ribbon of weariness fluttered through him. “So you’re sayin’ that me askin’ around here isn’t enough for you?” He hiked a thumb in the direction of the party.

  “I’m saying that if you’re going to help me, why not use all your resources? Like I said, I can pay you whatever you like and the sooner we find Tina, the sooner I’ll be out of your hair.”

  “I don’t want your money, chère.”

  “What do you want?”

  As their eyes met, he thought they both felt the heat the question implied. I want to lay you down and touch you, glide my hands over each and every one of your pretty curves. He gave his head a quick shake to jerk himself back to reality. “No payment required,” he finally said, his gaze still locked on hers. They were so damn blue he thought he could go for a swim in them.

  She sat up a bit straighter, her breasts thrusting forward with the motion. “So you’re saying you’ll help me find her?”

  He let out a sigh. Was that indeed what he was saying? That he, a man who tried to care as little as possible about anybody or anything these days, was going to attempt assisting Stephanie Grant in locating her lost sister?

  “Yeah, beb, sure. I’ll help you find her.”

  He had to be out of his mind.

  Chapter Six

  TINA PULLED THE sheet up over her breasts, watching as Robert crossed in front of the bed, naked, disappearing into the bathroom. For a guy in his forties, he had a good body—he worked out every morning, and it showed.

  She wasn’t sure why she felt the need to cover herself. The sex wasn’t horrible or anything. And whenever those weird feelings of yuck entered the picture, she just closed her eyes and imagined it was Russ making love to her, and that took any slight element of distaste away.

  She sighed, sinking a little deeper into the goose-down pillow, watching the sway of her toes, back and forth, where they stuck out from the expensive sheets. Screw Russ. She didn’t need him. She only wished he could see her now—living in the lap of luxury. Robert had put her up in a house in the Garden District. Well, not a whole house—it was a grand old mansion that had been divided into apartments—but it was gorgeous, everything a girl could want.

  She shifted her gaze to the window, overhung with draping vines. Outside stood a large trellis adorned in wisteria, and sometimes she opened the window, despite the heat, just to drink in the fragrance. Yet the really fabulous part was inside—high ceilings, crystal chandeliers, plush draperies, and big, majestic furniture that looked like it should be in a castle. “Your throne, m’lady,” Robert sometimes said when escorting her to the dining-room table, so she knew she wasn’t exaggerating the grandeur in her mind. Stephanie always said she exaggerated everything, but Stephanie was so wrong about her, in so many ways.

  She wished Stephanie could see the place, too, but that was impossible. Her holier-than-thou sister would never approve of the way she’d ended up here.

  “You’re doing what?” Steph had said when Tina had called her a few weeks back. “An escort, as in . . . a prostitute?”

  It was only sex. Sometimes she wondered if Steph even had sex with the men she dated.

  When Stephanie had been in high school, she’d gotten in trouble for coming in late from a date more than once, and on one occasion Tina had spied her furiously making out with Tommy Rhodes on their front porch when she’d thought everyone was asleep. But somewhere along the way, Steph had changed. By the time Tina had gotten old enough to start asking questions about guys, Stephanie had turned all prim and proper, all “Don’t do this” and “Don’t do that” and “Don’t let yourself get talked into anything” and “You’ll like yourself better if you wait.”

  “How long?” she’d asked once.

  Stephanie had been packing her green tapestry suitcase, the one Tina had loved because it looked so sophisticated, to go back to college after a long weekend. She’d been making neat little rows of underwear and sweaters and jeans. “ ’Til . . .” She’d pondered slowly, unaware that Tina watched her fingers with the perfectly-polished nails, admiring her every move as she packed so fastidiously. “ ’Til you feel like you’re in complete control of the situation.”

  Tina had hugged a throw pillow from Steph’s bed to her chest. “You mean, like, being in love.”

  To her surprise, Stephanie had shaken her head. “No, more than that. In love with someone who loves you back and who you know would never hurt you or leave you. Ever. Someone truly worthy.”

  Tina could only guess her sister had been hurt by someone she’d slept with.

  Well, now so had she—lots of times. Who hadn’t? She’d learned long ago that sex was just part of life and that it was silly to think of it as some sacred act, like Stephanie did. Christ, she’d still be a virgin if she’d waited for a guy as perfect as the one Steph had described.

  And after Russ’s rejection, she’d determined—finally, once and for all—that a guy like that just wasn’t going to come along. She’d grown tired of waiting around for something fabulous to happen, so she’d made it happen. And now she had it all. Sparkly cocktail dresses, diamonds dangling from her ears, a debonair man who was crazy about her, and best of all—a future.

  She might not be as madly in love with Robert as she had been with other guys, but he was wild about her—and he’d proven it with all he’d given her.

  Of course, Stephanie would probably drop dead on the spot if she knew her little sister was having an affair with a married man, but Robert had promised to leave his wife—as soon as his kids left for college next week, in fact. He just wanted to wait until they were gone, until he could explain to Melissa in a nice, civil way that he’d fallen out of love with her and into it with someone else.

  Robert exited the bathroom fully clothed—only his plum-colored tie hung askew around his neck. When he smiled at her, the skin around his eyes crinkled in that George Clooney way, which made it handsome. She didn’t even mind that his dark hair was shot through with bits of silver—it only made him look distinguished, like a man to be reckoned with.

  “Leaving so early?” she asked. It wasn’t that she couldn’t bear the idea of being without him, but that she’d spent so much time by herself the last few weeks that she’d begun, for the first time in her life, to feel lonely.

  He stood before the dresser mirror, knotting the tie—a perfect double Windsor—but glanced over his shoulder. “I’m sorry, love. But a late business meeting can only run so late.” He winked.

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nbsp; “Do you still sleep with her?” she asked without quite planning it.

  Finishing the knot, he came to sit on the elegant little bench at the foot of the bed, reaching over to play with her toes. “Do you mean sleep in the same bed with or have sex with?”

  “Sex.”

  He smiled his warm, winning smile—the one that made her so sure of him, like Stephanie had said she should be. “Of course not, love. Haven’t for a long while now.”

  “So when you tell her it’s over, it won’t come as a total shock. I mean, she knows the marriage is failing, right?” It wasn’t so much that she cared about his wife, but on some level she did care what his wife thought of her. And what other people would think, too. She would eventually be taking Melissa’s place, after all, socializing with Robert’s friends, coming to know his children.

  “Yes, darling, she knows. We’ve never discussed it, but it’s clear.”

  “Do me a favor?” She let her eyes widen to moon at him in a way she knew he adored.

  “Anything. Name it.”

  “When you tell her about me, don’t tell her how we met.” That you paid me for sex. “It’s not that I think there’s anything wrong with it, but some people are such prudes, you know?”

  He nodded, his look assuring her that he understood perfectly. She loved that about him. “No worries,” he said as he got to his feet and came around to the side of the bed, bending to kiss her forehead. She liked when he did that. And in time, she’d grow to love him the same way she loved Russ, but better. Because he was worthy. Like Stephanie had said he should be.

  “Is that all I get?” she asked.

  He chuckled, smiling into her eyes, then lowered a long, deep kiss to her waiting lips. She wished she felt it inside more—she’d thought maybe she would this time. But that was okay.

  “Good night, love.”

  “When will I see you again?” She sat up in bed as he walked away, still careful to keep the sheet over her chest and still not quite knowing why.

  “I’ll have to call you. Probably not tomorrow, but by the weekend.”

  She nodded patiently. She could take a little loneliness for what she got in return. A life of ease and luxury. And as soon as he left Melissa, he was going to let her start managing the ritzy boutique he owned in the French Quarter—so soon she’d have a career, too.

  Maybe then she’d call Stephanie, and maybe even her mom and dad. She’d invite them all down to meet her classy husband and see their fabulous home. And she’d tell them all how fulfilling she found the world of high-priced fashion.

  She’d never been as smart as Stephanie, but at least she was pretty. And she’d finally found a way to make that work for her, a way to get everything she’d ever wanted.

  NEARLY TWENTY-FOUR HOURS after leaving Sophia’s private party, Stephanie strolled down a narrow, old French Quarter street toward the diner where she had agreed to meet Jake Broussard. In the mood to walk, she’d forgone a cab as well as the rental car she’d procured but had hardly used since her arrival, given that parking spots were minimal in the Quarter.

  She still couldn’t believe Jake had agreed to help her—it was a godsend, a new road appearing at a dead end.

  “We’ll go some places I know, ask around,” he’d said. “You got a picture of your sister, chère?”

  “Yes,” she’d replied, still awestruck with fresh hope.

  Now, that hope mingled with the return of worry—what if this didn’t help and what if they still didn’t find Tina?—and it also mixed with something else she couldn’t deny. Ever since the moment she’d known for certain she’d be seeing him again, her body had hummed with anticipation. Wondering if there was any chance he’d take her in his arms and brush another kiss across her lips. Praying he wouldn’t, even as she burned for his touch.

  How had she gotten so hung up on this guy? Two full days after their first encounter, she still hadn’t a clue. All she knew was that he was a gruff, arrogant, know-it-all stranger who felt completely justified in bossing her around . . . and who’d been there for her when she’d needed him last night, and was willing to help her again now. Not to mention that he was the sexiest man she’d ever come face-to-face with, without a shred of effort on his part.

  People had so many sides to them, so many facets to their personalities.

  She’d never noticed that so much until her immersion into the Big Easy, but suddenly it seemed an unavoidable notion. Her sexy bartender, so big and dangerous, yet unaccountably concerned for her well-being. Melody, a woman who’d once made her living having sex for money, now turned loving wife and doting mother.

  And even Tina. Stephanie laughed to herself, remembering her silly, feeble attempts today at crocheting, a hobby her sister had somehow stumbled into. She’d been shocked when Tina had shown her the fabulous winter scarves and hats she’d been creating, her eyes glittering with pride. She’d never before seen her sister do anything so . . . domestic, tranquil. “I’m thinking maybe I could sell them at craft shows or something.”

  Stephanie had simply laughed then, too. She couldn’t see restless Tina content to spend her weekends in gymnasiums with craft-making moms who drove minivans and baked brownies. And yet the truth was, Tina was versatile, adventurous—traits Stephanie admired in her sister. She bit her lip now, realizing she’d probably never told her that.

  Tina had insisted on giving her a crocheting lesson, but such abilities were even less Stephanie’s forte than Tina’s, and she’d failed miserably. Yet, for some reason, when she’d been packing for her trip south, she’d tossed the little bag of yarn and crocheting needle into her suitcase, and she’d spent some time in her room today trying to pick up the skill. It suddenly seemed that if Tina found it a worthwhile activity that she should try to learn. She envisioned being able to show Tina a crocheted scarf upon their reunion. She could already see Tina laughing, amazed Stephanie had actually done it.

  Her imagined joy faded, though, when she reached the Crawfish Diner, where a red crawfish blinked on and off in an old neon sign in the dingy window.

  Jake Broussard was waiting inside for her. Like once before, her instincts told her to run, to just forget the plan and get as far away from him as possible. Any man who made her suffer such unadulterated want was surely trouble in her carefully managed world.

  Why did she always forget people had more than one side to their personality—just because she didn’t? Well, she didn’t think she did. But she had a feeling that if she’d said yes to his proposition the other night, she’d have become . . . someone she didn’t even recognize.

  Taking a deep breath, she pulled open a heavy door and stepped inside the long, skinny restaurant that smelled of Cajun spices. To one side of the aisle stood a counter with stools, to the other a row of booths.

  Before she could scan the seats, her attention was drawn to an old man in a dirty apron, who shouted at a middle-aged waitress in a bayou accent much heavier than Jake’s.

  The red-haired woman, wearing a pair of too-tight white slacks, rolled her eyes. “Arlen, you don’t know your head from your ass—I called out an order for shrimp, old man, shrimp!”

  The old cook muttered something in French as the waitress stomped away, a heavy tray balanced on one hand. She maneuvered the thin aisle with ease, stopping at a small booth crammed tight with four burly men. Just beyond them, Stephanie caught sight of Jake, and her pulse began to race.

  She’d never seen a man who filled out a simple T-shirt so well. Tonight’s was dark gray, and she knew without seeing that beneath the table he was poured into his jeans just as pleasantly. His dark hair was pushed back over his head, but as usual, a few locks dropped down above his eyes. Black stubble dusted his jaw and chin.

  God, was it hot in here? As she worked her way toward Jake, she glanced to the kitchen, hoping like hell that it was hot, that she wasn’t starting to sweat b
ecause of him. On the other hand, though, why did that shock her? Just like every other time she’d seen him, a mere glimpse turned her inside out.

  His once-over slid from her head to her feet as she approached, and even as dressed down as she was tonight in a simple linen sheath, his look transformed her into that sexual entity she was getting to know better the last few days—against her will. She found herself wanting him to see her that way. Not an ad exec, or someone’s big sister, but purely as a woman, with curves to be touched and lips to be kissed. Clearly, she’d gotten too good at her escort role, learned to “feel it” a little too well.

  She slid into the cracked red vinyl booth across from him before meeting his eyes.

  “Evenin’, chère.”

  His slow Cajun drawl delivered in that deep voice seemed to reach way down inside her to someplace foreign. Foreign but . . . getting less so. She couldn’t decide whether or not to smile, so she settled on the “pleasant look” she used in corporate dealings. “Hello.”

  “Find the place okay?”

  She nodded, letting her hands settle in her lap—then, feeling fidgety, she reached for the water glass that had already been delivered.

  Around them, people talked and silverware rattled. From the kitchen came the clatter of dishes being heaped in a metal sink. The red-haired waitress called out orders of things to be fried and smothered. And Jake Broussard’s eyes pinned Stephanie in place, making her weak and excited and nervous all in the same breath.

  Say something. Anything. “So, you don’t have to tend bar tonight?” Please don’t let my nipples be showing through my bra and dress.

  He shook his head. “Only work a few nights a week.”

  She tilted her head, caught her breath. Calm down. “What do you do with the rest of your time?”

  He quirked his mouth into a half-smile. “I take it easy.”

  At her uncertain nod, he went on.

  “Job pays better than you’d expect. Big tips from those rich guys—payin’ me to keep their secrets.”