Manage Me (Toven's Circus #1)

by Marlowe Fox

  We spend the day driving along the old scenic highway. Making several stops to explore the water falls, parks, and trails. The views are beautiful and I’m taken by surprise when we are stowing our jackets, Jaden pulls out a professional looking camera and starts taking pictures. He meanders about taking shots, forcing me to pose, and asking others to take shots of us together. Occasionally he is recognized by a fan and he is always beyond nice and grateful to them.

  We have lunch at this stunning little historic place called The Viewpoint Inn. It’s perched on a cliff, high above The Columbia Gorge and the Columbia River. We wonder through the gardens in a quiet pace, making our way toward the railing at the top of the cliff.

  Breaking the silence Jaden says, "So, how long have you been into music? And I don’t mean forced to play."

  I smile thinking about my long term love affair with music, "Since forever. I am told by Nanny that I used to lay under my father’s grand piano as he would tinker out melodies. I would drag blankets and pillows underneath and usually fall sleep. Things kind of changed when I started learning myself. My love for music never changed though, just my ability to enjoy it with my parents. What about you, did you always dream of being a rock god?" Only mocking him a little.

  His eyes lock intensely on to mine and a zing of excitement flows through me. I start to slightly regret my snarkiness when he steps forward into my personal space. The wind kicks up from behind him lacing the cooling air with his spicy scent and a chill races across my skin.

  “Cold? I can go get your jacket.” He whispers but I shake my head no, as the chill in the air has nothing to do with the tingle bunnies exploding along my body. With his eyes boring into mine, he leans forward, and his tongue darting out to wet his lips. My breathe catches, my mind goes blank in anticipation as my body erupts in a chaotic buzz.

  "So you think I'm a rock god, huh?" His breath is tickling my cheek, my eyes flutter closed, and I lean a bit closer. When my chin is grasped and my lip yanked from my teeth, my eyes snap open. Jaden is laughing right in my face, "No, I wanted to be a WWE wrestler." and I go from buzzing to pissed to amused but this game of his was starting to wear on my nerves.

  I step forward into his space locking my eyes on his, relishing when his body goes taught, and his eyes darken with lust. I run the nail of my index finger down the side of his neck, just below his ear, slowly down to his chest. Smiling my best seductive grin, I lift onto my tippy toes, which aligns our lips perfectly.

  Jaden sucks in a breath just as my soft bottom lip brushes his, "Hmm spandex, guess you wouldn't look bad in something so tight." Stepping back, I turn to I make my way back to the bike. I’m reaching for my helmet when a hand grabs my arm, spins me around, and lips crash into mine. Heat floods my body and I barely notice I’m being lifted onto the bike. His hands are everywhere at once; in my hair, to my neck, down my bare arms, touching as much of me as he can. While my own have taken it upon themselves to slip under the hem of his shirt to explore the deep ridges of his stomach and chest. His taste is tangy and sweet from the fruit he ate at lunch. I nip at his bottom lip and he uses my hair to yank back my head exposing my neck for him to claim as his. Using everything from the scruff on his jaw, his lips, his tongue, and his teeth to make me wiggle beneath him.

  I lean back along the gas tank, bringing my legs up to wrap around him, digging my boots into his ass, tugging him closer. He grinds his hips into my center making me moan. His hot wet mouth makes its way to my clavicle then into the V-neck of my cleavage, his hands now grasping and rubbing at my straining nipples. When he bites down on the soft mound, my breathe gasps out. His hands leave, making their way up my shirt to slip under my bra, when the sound of someone clearing there throat makes him pause. He turns his head, without moving his hands from my shirt, and looks up with a grin at the female waitress from the restaurant.

  "Um... sorry to interrupt but, uh...some patrons are complaining about being able to...” She blushes deeply, "uh...see the show." She gestures to us with her hand.

  "Whoops, sorry about that. Must have forgotten where we were." He tugs his hands from my shirt as he stands up. The bulge in his pants on full display while he blasts the offended patrons with a megawatt smile and a wave before grabbing my helmet and putting it on my head. He grabs his own, as the waitress disappears with a chuckle, and helps me turn around to my seat before climbing into his own. He starts the bike and we race out of the parking lot. I am only a little embarrassed but extremely grateful that she stopped us when she did. The second his lips hit mine all thought had fled my brain. Nothing else matters but him and we were a long ways from done.

  We make our way back towards town. Holding on tight, my hands are crossed and resting just above his belt buckle. Rolling up to a stop light, Jaden drops his feet to the ground and wraps a big hand around my upper thigh. A move that feels both intimate and sends butterflies raging through my stomach. I slide my hand down, hooking my thumb on his belt buckle so I can stretch a pinky finger out, lightly dragging my nail along the inseam of his jeans. This small movement causes Jaden's upper body to jerk backward with a grunt and he squeezes my leg.

  "Really!?" He growls turning his head, and shakes it when I laugh. He pulls my hands from his buckle and lays them on his chest, pulling my upper body closer, just as the light turns green. My nipples are hard and I know Jaden can feel them through our thin t-shirts. I slid both hands along his pecks and down to those washboard abs. I shift my breasts against his back shamelessly. I can feel a rumbling in his chest, and grin knowing that meant he was growling that sexy noise again. I squirm on the seat as the vibrations are pushing me closer to release.

  We are driving down a winding back road, while I slowly explore Jaden's upper body. My wandering hands discover that he has not one but both nipples pierced. Something I didn’t notice before but maybe he didn’t have jewelry in. I desperately wanted to tug on them, but I didn't want to cause a wreck, so I playfully avoided them, for now.

  We slow down and turn into a park entrance, the sign reading Oxbow Park. We pass an unmanned toll booth and head down a thick tree lined road. Jaden seemed to know exactly where he was going and after making several turns, pulls off into onto a dirt path. The path leads us out onto a small sandy beach next to a river and Jaden kills the engine. He pulls his leg over and yanks his helmet off then mine, while I still straddle the bike watching him.

  "Wow, this place is beau…”

  “I’m done playing this game with you.” He cuts me off and attacks my mouth. His kiss is desperate now, my breath stolen. His hands yanking my shirt up, plunging forward into my cleavage, yanking the bra down, and feasting on my tightened nipple. My arms are trapped under my bra straps, so I grab at his hair, tugging and pulling him closer. I just want him closer, I want him everywhere.

  My heart is racing and my body is pulsing with every beat. He switches to the other nipple but continues to rub and pinch the first one. I can feel his every touch rocket down into my center, while he brands my body with his kiss.

  Jaden is kissing my lips gently now, stealing my panting breath, but I need to feel his skin against mine. Grabbing the hem of his shirt I tug it over his head, separating us for a second before he’s slamming back into me. Rubbing all his gloriously spicy scented skin against my own.

  Chapter 14

  Jaden

  I don't care that we got caught at the restaurant, I don't care if we get caught now, I just need to touch her, I need to be inside her. I unclasp her bra, releasing her heavy tits into my waiting palms. Her skin was so soft and I swear I can smell her arousal.

  I kiss my way down her neck, through the valley of her tits, along her flat belly, all while she continues to sit on my bike. Fuck she looks good on the back of my bike, like that spot was made for her. I slowly dip my tongue into her navel, like I would her pussy, and her hips jerk, making me grin. I know just where she really wants my tongue, dirty girl. Pulling her off the bike, I turn her back to me, while kissing her
neck. Releasing the button of her jeans, I tug them and her panties down, to find her completely without hair. My grin grows and my cock about bursts through my own jeans, while I bend her over the seat.

  "Mmm, I like a naked pussy." I drop my hands to her bare ass, pushing her cheeks apart to get a better look. She's panting and squirming her thighs together, unable to control her excitement. Squatting to my knees, I take my middle finger and gently pull one side of her pussy lips apart, looking at how wet she is for me.

  "Fuck Beauty, look how juicy you are, is that all for me?" I ask, dipping my thumb into her wet liquid seeping from her tight hole then swirling my thumb around inside her.

  "All of it and more. Come on Jaden, you know you want to taste me." She pants and I have to fight the urge not to just dig in. I love a girl that knows how to talk during sex. I lightly blow around her delicate pink lips. Her tight cunt hole squeezes my thumb as she let out a moan. She is getting close to coming, so I remove my thumb to make her wait for it. Pressing forward, I set the tip of my tongue on her clit and glide it upward to her tightest hole, spreading her cream around.

  She's rocking her hips into my face. Swirling, twisting, sucking, and plunging my tongue all over and inside her. Her scent, mixed with her taste, and the sounds she is making have me close to coming but I fight that shit back. I feel like I am an emotion crazed teenager, fucking for the first time. Sucking her clit into my mouth, sucking and flicking my tongue. I driving my thumb back inside, shoots her over the edge, making her scream out my name over and over.

  Nell is still crumpled over the bike, breathing hard when I lift her up and turn her around, sinking back into her mouth. She starts fighting her boots to get her jeans off while multitasking with my belt buckle.

  "Next time I'm wearing a dress."

  "Next time won't be in the middle of the woods at my old high school make-out spot.” I grunt out, making her laugh. I unbutton my own jeans focusing on her laugh, God damn, she has a sexy laugh. Winning the battle against her jeans, she grins up at me just as she leaps forward. I catch her when she crashes against me, grabbing her ass, she wraps her long legs around me. She is still grinning when she plasters her mouth to mine.

  Careful with her wrapped tightly around me, I step over the bike seat, resting her perfect little ass on the gas tank. I free my cock, placing the head at her entrance, and stop.

  “Fuck, I don’t have a condom with me.” I say dropping my forehead to hers. I took it out in hope to deter something like this from happening.

  “I’m on the pill but,” she pauses.

  “Hey, I am clean. I got tested last week and always wrap up.” I say acting offended but I’m not, I’m under no delusions of my man-whoreness.

  “Do you promise?” She asks. Her eyes big and trusting staring me down but I don’t even have to think about it.

  “I promise. I’ll never lie or hurt you, Nell.” I swear to her.

  “Okay, I trust you.” She say, and her trust means the world to me but I’ll reflect on that later.

  Striking forward fast with a grunt, filling her completely causing her to cry out. Then wait a few second to move so she can get used to my size. Slowly I start rocking my hips. Her pussy about strangles the cum right out of me but I’m not entirely convinced that’s from her being so tight. Nell lounges back on the handle bars, arching her back, baring her full tits, and giving me the breath taking view of my cock sliding in and out of her tight pink pussy. It’s probably horribly uncomfortable but she’s enjoying my cock too much to care.

  “Jaden, I need you to fuck me,” Nell breaths with a clinched jaw.

  “I am fucking you, Beauty.” I run my tongue the valley of her breast before sliding over to bite her nipple.

  “Jaden, I want you deeper, harder. Punish that bad pussy.” Releasing her nipple, I grin up at her, as I truly enjoy being wrong. Nell isn’t fucking innocent, she’s a dirty girl, and I fucking love it. I build quickly to hard thrusts, shoving my cock in to the base. Nell is pistoning her hips to meet me slam for slam.

  “This pussy has been torturing the fuck out of me for days.” I say grinding in to her. “I’m going to pound into this cunt until it’s molded to my cock, so my cock is the only one to satisfy its needs.”

  “Yes, Jaden, fuck me deep!” Nell moans, her voice echoing through the woods. She is so vocal and her grinding against me is going to send me over the edge too soon. I slow down but stay deep. Pushing all the way in and grinding my hips, rubbing my head around her softs inner walls, knocking on her g-spot, then pulling slowly back out.

  “Do you like teasing me, Beauty? Making me ache for you until I can’t focus on anything but fucking this pussy?” I ask and she releases moan. “Well I am inside you now Beauty, is it everything you wanted?”

  “Yes, more! I want more, Jaden, I need all of you!” She pants. Her pussy is so juicy, so while I’m still thrashing into her I gather some of her cum on my thumb a ruthlessly start rubbing her clit.

  “Cum with me, Beauty,” I grind out. Her whole body tightens and she cries out, becoming even louder, while I send her flying into oblivion. The tingles in my lower back start before explode forward and I jump in after her, because from now on, where she goes I go.

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  "Holy fuck, my ears are ringing." I say in wonderment. "And I may have blacked out a little at one point.” I focus in on Nell's face. Her eyes are closed, her face is totally relaxed, except for a soft smile. Her eyes flutter open and I feel like someone kicked me in the chest.

  I gently reach out gathering her face up in both of my large hands and whisper, "You're so beautiful and remarkable and that was fucking incredible." I say grinning, then lowering my lips to kiss her softly. Pulling back, I extract my quickly re-stiffening cock from her body, I climb off the bike and allow Nell to slide down to her feet.

  And then a sight more fucking amazing than anything I’ve ever witnessed happens. My cum from inside her beautiful pussy starts to trickle out onto the seat on my bike. Instantly my cock is rock hard and I am moving forward to take her again.

  The sound of squeaky breaks causes us to both freeze.

  "Shit, shit, shit, someone's coming!" Nell jumps off the bike and scrabbled into her jeans, as a car door slams from up on the road. I’m dazed and can’t move.

  "Hey, is someone back there?" A deep voices calls.

  "Shit! Jaden move your ass!" Squeaks Nell as she rights herself as best as she can. Snapping me out of my caveman sex haze, I pull up my jeans, throw on my missing boot, and t-shirt.

  "Here" I shove her helmet to her, smash my own on, and start the bike. I grab her hand helping her climb on and she wraps her arms around me. Spinning the bike, I gun the engine to race out of the brush. The ranger stumbles back losing his footing, crashing onto the overgrowth as we race past heading towards the parks exit.

  Chapter 15

  Nell

  I just fucked Jaden James, in the woods, on a motorcycle.

  And while my achy vagina does a fast little jig in celebration. Guilt sets in and my brain is mentally punching itself. I know what my horniness reasoned in the moment but how could I fuck him! I feel like I should be tripping out that we didn’t use a condom but I trust him. For all his whorish ways, he wasn’t a heartless ass that would want to put me at risk like that. But my heart was another matter. Nothing more can happen between us because it was definitely at risk, and while yes, it was fun, fuck, it was a lot of fun, I don’t trust him with my heart.

  While we drive back to the Rose Garden where the bus is parked, I try to figure out what I am going to say to Jaden. We have three months trapped together on that bus. I need to prove that I can handle this, to make it through this tour, so my dad will realize that I am ready for this industry. But sleeping with the talent fuck that is the worst possible thing I could have done and I did it in less than a week.

  Maybe it isn’t a big deal. Jaden is used to a different girl every night. I will jus
t pretend nothing happened and I am sure he will have a new girl after the show. Pushing aside the stab of jealousy, I make myself feel good about the plan and try to enjoy the last part of our time together as we drive along the river and though the busy streets of the city.

  We pull up to the guard behind the arena, show him our ID’s so he’ll open the gate. Pulling up to the bus, Jaden shuts off the bike off, pulls off his helmet, and climbs off. He is grinning when he turns to help me off.

  “Hmm…What’s that look for.” I say giving him a suspicious but playful look.

  “You are way too comfortable on the back of a bike to have never rode before. And I really like seeing you on the back of MY bike.” He bites his bottom lip with a sexy smirk and slinks towards me. The butterflies in my stomach go fucking crazy and my center clinches. My mental pep talk from the ride back completely obliterated by one sexy smirk. He reaches for me, dragging me into his chest by my belt loop, and slips his hands into my back pockets, effective rubbing his hardness against my lower stomach. My hands move by their own free will to his hard chest. I feel lost in his eyes as his lips inch closer.