She's talked to everyone in her family, given Stella a bath and got her into bed, then finally sits down with me. I'm surprised when she sits with her back against me. “Hi.”
I kiss her head. “Hi. Did she settle when I left?”
“Yeah. I think she was just excited.”
I guess it's like seeing for the first time. A whole new world opened up to her. “What's with the kid today?” I want to know why this boy bothers her.
“Fuckin’ weak woman. She refused to file a report last month when the pussy has a gun to her head. The boy called it in. This time they're both beat and he's holding the gun on the boy when I walk in. I shot him and got the boy out. Margie's inside fuckin’ begging the woman to file a report when she pulls a gun and shoots the partner then herself. Driscoll says there’s no family that will take him. Fuckin’ kid is beat and lost his family in less than an hour. I'm glad he's with Deirdre. She'll get him straight.”
She's thinking Deirdre will keep him. I know that isn't happening. I let it go and wrap my arms around her. “You did good today. Sounds like it was a full day.”
“Yeah.” She isn't going to say anymore. She never talks shit.
“The therapist signed off on you?”
“No, but she thinks I'm good for training. It's all getting easier. She said my not accepting that I was raped was holding me back. Dealing with it gets me to good, so I'm working for it.” She turns and smiles up at me.
I bend and kiss her lips. “We need to talk about us all in?”
“If you must.”
I laugh. “No baby girl, I'm all for showing you.”
“I'm willing to be from Missouri for a while.” She unwraps my arms and stands. I keep her hand and walk her to her room.
“We living here?”
“All my stuff is here and I like my garden.” She gives me that shy look and I know she's got me wrapped.
“Okay.” I pull the blanket down and stand in front of her. She's waiting for me which suits me just fine. I slide my hands up her arms, shoulders and neck then hold her face. “It hit me today and I was floored. I love you baby girl. I've never said it before, but you make it easy for me to say it to you.”
She's got tears in her eyes. I kiss them. “I love you too Jax,” she whispers.
Her husky voice saying those words has my lips on hers. I kiss her, wanting her to see it means something. I'm never going to make slow and she doesn't seem to mind. She rips my shirt off and I laugh. Slow is not an option any longer. I get her undressed and kiss her again, holding that perfect ass in my hands. Fuck. I've dreamed of touching her for years. She's got her hands on me and I growl. “It's been too long baby girl.” I pull her hands away and sit her on the bed. Kneeling in front of her I kiss her and move her hand to her tit. She squeezes making me moan. The thing with dreaming of this is that I want to see every one of them all at once, but there is no way I can keep in control if I do. My mouth moves to her hand and I get both nipples rubbing against my face. “Fuckin’ beautiful.” She moans when I suck one hard. I move lower smelling her and wanting that scent more than breath right now. I pull her forward and rub my face on her pussy. She's wet and I'm loving it. She moans grabbing my head. I stop and move her hands. “On you baby girl. Keep them making you feel good.” She moans again and I get my mouth back on her, she's off quick whispering my name with that fuckin’ voice that runs right through me.
“I like hearing that.” I slide back and pull her down onto my lap. She lifts up and slides down my length. “Fuck.” She bites my lip and I'm moving. Nothing has ever been as good as this right now. “Hold my shoulders.” Her hands move and I angle her out and pound her down. She's got a beautiful body and I'm hit again that she's mine. All in. When she comes, she yells my name and I'm off with her. That throaty voice does me in. “Better than any fuckin’ dream Sheila. I love you,” I tell her kissing her neck then behind her ear.
I put her on the bed and clean her up but don't get far. She's moving against my hand and it's turning me on. I kiss everything I can reach then put my mouth back on her. I play Patches' list through my head and follow it, talking to her so she knows what she means to me. The more I do, the more I like her reactions. She's lifting her hips to me, but I move higher taking one nipple then the other. She's moaning when I get to her mouth. “Love that baby girl. You need to trust me here. You ready?”
She nods looking a little nervous. I flip her over and move her hair to kiss her neck. I stay on the side of her but kiss all the way down her back making it to that ass. I growl and bite it. She's moving again for me. I turn and lift her up on her knees. Pulling her against me she takes in a breath and I know this scares her. “Look at that beautiful body baby.” I turn her head straight so she sees us in the dresser mirror. I slide my hand up her stomach and squeeze her nipple. “Put your hands on you baby girl. Show me how fuckin’ hot that looks.” I keep my hand just under her tit and watch her hands move. I find her eyes in the mirror and side my dick in between her legs. She looks for me in the mirror. “Just us Sheila.” I kiss her head holding her eyes. Her hands move and she’s rubbing against my dick, rocking her hips back and forth. “Take it baby.” She rolls her hips and I'm ready to slide in. I take her hand and move it to her pussy keeping my hand over it. “Show me.” Her fingers start circling and I slide in. Her eyes never leave mine. “Fuck that's hot baby girl.” I squeeze her nipple and she's moving on me. The picture we make is fuckin’ with my head. My hand is over hers on her pussy and the other is across her stomach on her tit. When her head goes back I bite her neck moaning. “So fuckin’ beautiful.”
Her hand moves faster, so I do too. “That's it, take it baby.” She growls and I lose it. That husky sound with our hands on her pussy is more than I can take. I pound her down. She comes hard. I don't stop until she's done. I lay her down and turn her sliding back in and lifting her knees. “So many ways to take you. I want every one.”
“Harder Jax.”
That raspy voice is exactly what I imagined. That's the first thing she's said so I go harder. Her hands moving on her does it for me. Her pussy gripping me sets me off. I'm in as far as I can go and freeze. “Holy fuck.” It feels like she's stroking me and I can't move until she's done. She moans and I fall to the side of her with a smile. I kiss her eyes and catch my breath.
When I clean her up she opens her eyes. “Sleep baby girl, I got this.” She closes her eyes and I cover her. More than I ever imagined.
Chapter Ten
Sheila
My girl isn't happy until I put her ear pieces on. When I do, I talk to her signing and showing her how we need to do this. 'One, hair. Two, ears.' She signs it back then, 'yes'. I laugh.
“Where are you at today?”
I smile up at him. “I need to get you a fuckin’ schedule.” He kisses me. “I'll text it to you. I'm Center and PD. After work I'm with the Vets for an hour or so.”
He sits with his coffee and slides one to me. “I'll get Stella on the way home. Can you set it up for me?”
“Yeah.” I smile thinking of the shower this morning. I get bagels in the toaster. He gets plates and the table set. “Thanks for the shower.” He pulled me in and made love to me using that filthy mouth of his then washed me so sweet. Every single spot on my body was touched and he never said a word. No one has ever done that and I'm a little embarrassed.
He comes up behind me and I smile. Not one bell goes off. “You can be Badass all you want out there. Take care of the pussies and keep everyone safe, making the Brotherhood good. Right here you are all woman, my woman. I see how deep that runs and I love every part of you. I show that by taking care of you. Yeah?”
I smile up at him. “Yeah.” He doesn't have one problem with my job. Fuck. I love him.
We eat and he gets Stella in the Jeep with a kiss and a ‘be good’. “You have a spare at Security. I'll send your bike over when it's done.”
“Thanks.” I get a kiss that curls my damn toes. “Fuck,” I say wh
en he moves away.
He smiles. “Be gentle with the spare Evil.”
“Okay and nope. Not a good name in this business.” He walks across the yard and I wonder why. His truck. I want to smack my head. He's picking up Stella.
I get her checked in and fill out the form for Jax. I put him at father and the woman raises her eyebrows. “Old man just doesn't sound good there.” She laughs and files the form.
I get back to the gate in time to meet Eliza. When we get to the Center I tell her about the shower.
She smiles. “It freaked me the fuck out. Darren said Patches said that's the way old ladies are treated and he likes showing me.”
I'm shocked. “Patches?” She nods.
I call Tess. She's so happy to hear from me I laugh. She always says the same thing. I ask her about the list and she says to go with it. I deserve everything and will love it. She hangs up and I look at the phone. “She said go with it.”
HS walks in with Lily. I throw him chin. We've got her now. She had an early meeting and it must have been good because she's smiling. “I found us Patches’ Prince counterpart.” I nod wondering what the hell she's talking about. “Done. He's going to be patched in soon and he's worried about the kids getting where they need to be safely. All the Brothers love him and his loyalty and character have never been in question. Taylor says he'd make HS with some riding and he can and has beat the hell out of a Brother treating a whore too rough.” She smiles big. “He doesn't want HS or Security, he wants Family and Jessie said he'd take him in a heartbeat.”
“Wow that is high praise,” Eliza says.
Lily looks at me. “Done works for me.”
She laughs. “It's a done deal.” I groan. Her and the jokes just don't work.
Deirdre comes in smiling. “The boy at the daycare?” I ask hoping he is. They're good over there.
She shakes her head no. “He's with a good friend. I know he's safe and he seems to like it over there.”
I'm relieved. The poor kid doesn't need any more shit in his life. I tell them about Stella's ears. Everyone is happy. We follow Lily into her office and get our jobs for the day.
Me and Eliza head to the shelter to get our women back for the first class. We're really like a shuttle service, just keeping them safe for the ride and class.
After the first class we drop the second group and get called back to the shelter gate. I stop the SUV sideways so he can't move his car and walk to his window. “You can't think this is a good idea,” I say, recognizing him right away. He moves and my gun is against his head. Stupid pussy from court should know better.
“The way this will work is you put your hands on the wheel and Sheila opens your door while I keep my gun pointed at your head,” Eliza says and I fight to keep the smile off my face. She says it like she's talking to him about going to the movies or something.
He puts his hand on the wheel. “Both asshole.” He reaches down and I hit him with the butt of my gun and open his door fast. “Wrong answer.”
“That's going to leave a mark.” Fuckin’ Eliza.
I cuff his hand to the wheel and pull his other, he has a mini baseball bat. “What the fuck were you thinking?” I squeeze his wrist and he drops the bat. With both hands cuffed to the wheel Eliza calls for transport. Reaching in again I cuff his hands together with a wire tie and unlock his left hand. He leans forward and bites me. “Sonofabitch!” I elbow him in the head and reach for my lower pocket.
“I got it,” Eliza says opening the door and wrapping duct tape around his moving head. “He's not very bright. This is going to hurt like a bastard all over his damn face.”
“Fuckin’ moron. Stay still.” I grab his hair and hold him steady. When I reach for the seatbelt to pull him out, he lifts his leg, but hits the steering wheel. Eliza wraps duct tape around his leg, I take it twisting it and wrapping the other one. “It's like a duct tape shackle.”
She laughs. Transport comes and picks the pussy up. We run by the PD and she writes her report. I stay by the counter, but Strapper finds me. I roll my eyes.
“Are you still with Jax?”
Eliza looks up glaring at him. “She's with him, has a baby they're adopting, and doesn't need any more shit from you. Jax hears you're bothering her again he'll shoot your ass.”
He looks shocked. “Adopting a fuckin’ baby? Are you his old lady or is this just you trying to get your little thing off everyone's mind?”
Eliza jumps the counter and tackles him. “You fuckin’ bastard! She was raped. Never is that a little thing!”
I try to pull her off him, but I can't stop laughing. She jumped the counter and tackled him. He's got to outweigh her by a hundred pounds and she's sitting on top of him, beating his face. Driscoll runs in and gives me a look. I put my hands up. “Watch the feed.”
He drags Eliza off and looks at Strapper. “Jesus Christ.” I crack up. She broke his nose, blood is dripping down the sides of his face and his lip is already swollen. Driscoll looks at Eliza. “What the fuck are you doing?”
“He keeps harassing Sheila. She pulled her gun on him in dispatch to keep him away from her, he grabbed her arm at the Club and today he shows giving her shit about being with Jax. Saying 'her little thing' like rape isn't a big deal. He needs to get a fuckin’ clue and if he doesn't get it soon, I'm going to shoot him myself!”
Driscoll looks shocked. “You put your hands on her?” He looks at me.
“I haven't talked to him in a fuckin’ year. I don't know what the fuck his problem is or why he's starting shit now. If this keeps up the fuckin’ gloves are off and I shoot to kill.”
He nods. “Take the day. I'll get this straight. Are you good?”
“Fuckin’ peachy Brother.”
He nods and looks at Eliza. “Go. I got this.”
We walk through the crowd and out the door. “What the fuck were you thinking?”
She gives me a look. “That you aren't seeing how bad that whole scene is. He's not quitting. Jax laid him out, Dakota laid him out and you think it's no big deal. He's getting worse and you need to see it.”
I think about the Club. She's right he should be steering clear of me. “Yeah. Next time he's close I'll just shoot him.”
“Thank fuck! Stop making excuses for him and shoot him already.”
I smile. “Got it.”
“I haven't seen Joey lately. Let's find out how she's doing.”
We ride to Dunkin’ and sit knowing Joey will find us. Within ten minutes she does. We hear all about Sebastian the hunky Indian she's with and she asks about Jax. I tell her about the shower and she's nodding. She loves it too.
***
Jax
Deirdre brought the little guy in and I knew he was staying. He smiled at me with his split lip and cut on his cheek and asked if he could sit on a bike. He sat on every fuckin’ bike here, played on the trike while I was working on Sheila's bike, talked to Trapper about his dog, and now he's helping Alex by holding screws while Alex takes a bike apart. He's fuckin’ cute as hell and makes me laugh. Everything is exciting and everyone he meets is a new friend.
I bring a container over to Alex and have Brandon drop the screws in it. “Let's go get lunch.”
He looks around. “Where do we go?”
I smile. “We'll pick it up. What do you like?”
“Jelly is lunch. Sometimes we have peanut butter with the jelly.”
“Is that what you want or just what you eat?” Fuck he looks nervous. “How about we go and you can pick what you want?”
“Me and Prince like cheeseburgers. Trapper likes chicken sandwiches or a turkey grinder and Jax likes a Whopper or Italian. Right?” Alex says making this easy.
“That's right Alex, we get the things we like and we're all different.”
He looks like he doesn't believe me. “I like when we have Bologna and hot dogs, but it's not lunch food.”
“Let's go see what they have. Do you like McDonald’s or Burger King?” I take his hand and w
alk him out, at the truck I look down, he never answered. “Brandon?”
He's got tears in his eyes. “Is Daddy all better?”
Fuck. “No buddy. He's not.”
“He brings McDonald’s when he's back. I don't want McDonald’s.”
What a fuckin’ thing to connect with. “No McDonald’s. Let's get grinders.” I sit him in the middle and buckle him in.
“What's that?” Fuckin’ cute kid.
“A sandwich. Whatever kind you want, if they have it, they'll make it for you.”
“Okay.”
At the Deli I pull him out watching his right arm. He's got a bruise on it that looks painful. He's all excited and runs up to the case. I wait in line watching him and answer his questions. People give me looks and I give them back. When it's our turn Kiesha puts my regular order up and asks if I want anything else.
I lift Brandon and ask what he wants. “The pink meat and cheese.”
“Ham and cheese?”
“Okay.”
I laugh. “You want lettuce or tomatoes?” He gives a weird look. “Just plain.” Kiesha nods smiling. She makes him a little lunch bag with an apple and a cookie in it. I sign and put him down. He's holding his bag proud. I smile picking up our food and put my hand out.
“Thanks Jax.” He hasn't even eaten. I throw him chin not knowing if I'm supposed to say you're welcome for a bag.
We get back and sit in the break room eating. He seems surprised to sit with us, but we don't say anything and he eats.
Vinny runs Sheila's bike up to Security and I start on a new one. Brandon is happy to play in the trike. When I don't hear him I look over. He's sleeping on the bench seat. I get a blanket and put it under his head. I didn't think about a nap. He seems fine so I get back to work. A blood curdling scream has us all running to him. He's sleeping. I lift him holding him to my chest talking soft. He watched his father get killed, has no mother or even family that wants him. I'm thinking the scream could be any of those things. Prince walks beside me from one side of the garage to the other. When I'm back in the bays Alex is watching.
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