Rogue Highlander: Surrendered Love

by Sondra Grey

  CHAPTER THREE

  R hona came in to Isla’s rooms to help her prepare for the wedding feast. “I’m deeply saddened lass,” said Rhona, clasping Isla’s shoulders, eyes filling with tears, “that you’re to leave so soon after I found you at last.”

  Isla wanted to tell her aunt that all this was Rhona’s fault. That if Rhona had but kept the pregnancy to herself… But Isla was beyond blaming her aunt. Rhona had only done what she’d thought was best, and so Isla had hugged her aunt and said all the right things about visiting, and Rhona, in turn, cried a bit.

  Patting Isla on the cheek the woman said, “I wonder what Deirdre would do in my place? What talk would she give you about the wedding night? What advice would she want me to give to you?”

  Isla stared at her aunt helplessly. What would her mother say? Isla shook her head, “She’d be proud I was marrying a laird. I think some part of her regretted giving up her position here to marry my father. The villagers used to call her That Lady Deirdre because of how ‘high and mighty’ she acted.”

  Rhona laughed a little, and Isla smiled. Much of her mother’s attitudes and eccentricities made sense, now, as had her insistence that Isla marry well. Well, Deirdre couldn’t have asked for more. She’d have even forgiven Isla the baby.

  “She’d tell me not to ruin it,” said Isla, ruefully, “She’d probably tell me I should get my tongue lopped off lest I use it to abuse my husband into disowning me.”

  Rhona laughed at that, and even Isla had to chuckle.

  “He seems like a good man,” said Rhona, reluctantly. “I think he will treat you well. And if he does not, niece, you and your child always have a place with us.”

  Isla nodded, too emotional to speak.

  “Come,” said Rhona, “I know I don’t need to explain your wedding night to you!”

  Wedding night. Isla had nearly forgotten. She flashed back to that night at Dundur, Calum atop her, hand at her hip, working himself slowly into her heat. She felt her cheeks flame and was happy that Rhona had turned towards the door and did not see.

  But the men in the hall seemed to see everything. In fact, it seemed that, the drunker everyone became, the more they kept speaking about the wedding night. The long tables were now accompanied by several small tables and it seemed as if the village had turned out to celebrate the wedding of the Gordon Niece to the Laird of Dundur. There were at least ten pipers piping, and drummers and harpists. Wine and ale flowed like water. People sang and danced and laughed.

  Isla sat at the high table with the Earl, the Laird, Leith Macleod and their closest relatives. Every once in a while, a clansman would stand up and call a toast, and there would be cheers and drinking. And more than three times there were loud, chanting calls of “kiss her!” which wouldn’t stop until Calum fit his lips to Isla’s.

  Pressed close to his chest, his lips both hard, and soft, and heated, it was an effort for Isla not to respond. She’d no appetite for the food and no thirst for the drink. Calum had stopped drinking after his third cup of ale, and he was deep in conversation with the Earl when the fourth such call for a kiss came. The hall roared, the clansmen demanding they be heeded. And so Calum let out a roaring curse and leapt out of his chair so fast it tumbled behind him.

  Standing up, he faced the crowd of clansmen, raised a hand and bellowed, “One more is all you’ll have!” Then he reached down, hauled Isla up, spun her about and pulled her close. The kiss was a deep and impassioned one. His hand wound into her dark hair, holding her still as he fit his lips to hers. When she opened her mouth to breathe, his tongue shot forward pressing her lips open further, demanding her response. She couldn’t help herself. She kissed him back, trembling as he bent her backwards over his arm, the kiss deepening. She clutched his shirt to keep herself upright. Blood sang through her veins and pounded in her ears, drowning out the sounds of the cheers. When Calum released her, her head was reeling, and desire was a live coal whose burning heat seared through her.

  Isla all but stumbled back into her chair, but Calum kept a hold of her hand and addressed the room. People were cheering loudly and Isla was pretty sure he’d announced their retirement from dinner.

  “My love,” Calum said, loudly, gesturing to her. Isla blinked up at him. Desire was still smoldering in his eyes, and when he tugged her to her feet, she stood. It was that or strike out at him, and Isla was currently being assaulted by images of them together, her body remembering the feel of his inside hers. She felt faint.

  “Have they told you about the bleeding, lass!” Someone called out.

  “Come on then, Grant! Lift up the kilt and show us what sword you’re wielding this evening!”

  To Isla’s complete dismay, the pipers began piping them from the hall, and people rose from their tables, and follow them out. Isla cast a panicked glance up at Calum who was grinning, ear to ear, slightly red in the cheeks himself.

  There was a parade leading up the tower stairs and to the bedroom. They weren’t heading to her room, she realized, but to Calum’s. And when they got to the door, Calum threw it open, and tucked her behind him.

  “Friends, Clansmen, and family! My wife and I bid you good night! Now, if you’ll leave us in some peace.”

  And with that he turned and slammed the door. It had all happened so fast that Isla could do nothing but gape at Calum as he leaned against the locked door, slightly breathless. The smile he’d been wearing during their celebration disappeared and, in its place was wariness. Isla straightened and stared at the walls. Beyond them music still echoed.

  “They’re still out there,” she said, frowning.

  “Oh,” said Calum, glancing over his shoulder. “I expect they’ll stay there until they’re satisfied we’ve consummated the marriage.”

  Isla frowned at him and stared at the bed. Her traitorous body excited at the idea, but pride had her crossing her arms. “We’ve already consummated,” she said.

  Calum’s lips quirked at that. He looked like he wanted to approach, but kept himself motionless, casually leaning against the door. “We’ve certainly known each other,” he said, inclining his head to her, “But the marriage has yet to be consummated.”

  “You’ll not get near me,” said Isla, flatly.

  Desire flared hot in Calum’s eyes as he stood up, straight. “A challenge,” he murmured.

  “It’s not a challenge. I’m pregnant, there’s nothing you could possible want with me now.”

  “Ah, Isla,” said Calum, smiling genuinely. She hated that his smile made his face light up, that he looked so incredibly beautiful. “In fact, you are all the more desirable, knowing that you are my wife, and that you carry my child.”

  “Well I don’t desire you.”

  “Another challenge.” He was moving towards her now and she found herself backing away from him.

  “It’s not a challenge Calum, stop!”

  He stopped, cocking his head to the side. “Isla,” he said, his voice deep and purring, “There’s no reason in the world to stop. You are now my wife, and I am now your husband. This is what we’re supposed to do…”

  “To make children. We’ve already made one.”

  That stopped him in his tracks. He opened his mouth, closed it. Then shook his head, staring at her incredulously. “You mean to tell me when we were together, the first time, it was in order to make a child?”

  “Well no of course not…”

  “Then your logic is faulty,” he concluded. “Try again.” He crossed his arms and tapped his foot, dramatically waiting for her answer.

  Isla took a deep breath, readying herself for another argument, but Calum cut in.

  “Remember that night, Isla? I do, though I woke the next morning wishing to hell I hadn’t done it.” She opened her mouth but he stepped forward, and grabbed her hand. “Remember the second time, when I turned you around and came behind you. You mewled like a kitten…”

  “How dare you…”

  “How dare I remind you of the pleasure
I gave you? How dare I remind you of what it’s like between us? This is our wedding night, Isla. And I’ve been thinking about it all day…” He drew her forward and held her hand by the wrist, turning it so that her palm faced him. Pulling it towards his mouth he breathed hotly in the center, and then pressed his thumb there, running it in sensual circles. Desire shot through Isla so suddenly she nearly fell forward. Or had he pulled her? Either way, she was in his arms, and his hand was running over her hair, pulling out her combs until her hair fell heavily down her back.

  “Can you forget how angry you are with me, Isla? For now? And let there be some peace in our marriage bed?”

  “Peace?” parroted Isla, wits addled by his nearness.

  “A truce? I want you, lass. Thomasina the Healer, or Isla of Clan Gordon, it matters not. I always want you.” He took her hand and guided it lower to where, true to his word, his kilt tented outward. With his hand over hers, he wrapped her fingers around him, and they barely fit around his width. Had she really had him inside her?

  “Oh yes, Isla,” he said, as if plucking the thought from her head. “We fit as if we were made to be together. Shall I show you again?” His voice was full of temptation, and he bent his head to kiss her, but Isla turned her head away.

  And yet she didn’t move from his arms. It was warm there, and there was protection – from the crowd outside their door, from the emotions that ran riot through her.

  “What if I admit to you that I was miserable without you? That I was terrible? That I made two serving maids cry, and that even Allan had to chastise me for my temper?”

  Isla doubted it was that bad.

  “That bad and worse. I was terrible. And too proud, myself, to go after you. I couldn’t stand to be in the same room with Anne Macleod. Once my proposal had been accepted, I stayed for dinner, and then I left. I never even laid eyes on the girl.”

  “What’s that to me?” she said, trying to push away from him, but he held her fast, his head came down and he rested his nose against her hair, inhaling as if to mark her into his memory.

  “Something, I hope,” he murmured. “Proof enough for your vanity, I hope.”

  Isla stiffened at the insult.

  “Come,” he chastised, softly. She hated how teasing his voice was. He was making her feel like a child. “It must be vanity, and pride. What else would keep a wife from her husband on their wedding night?”

  “Perhaps I just don’t want you,” she seethed.

  “Liar,” he returned. “I have very vivid memories of our night together imprinted on my mind, and I very much would like to try and teach you how to straddle…”

  Isla pushed him away with a mighty shove, and he stumbled back, laughing. She stormed to the other end of the room, putting space between them. “You’ll sleep on the floor or I will!”

  Calum smiled at her, but it was perfunctory. He held her gaze as he reached down to unpin and unbelt his kilt, and then strip off his shirt, and then boots. Item by item his clothing left him until he stood before her, gloriously naked and fiercely erect. In the candlelight of the room, his skin looked almost golden, ever muscle stood out starkly against his skin. He was lean and incredibly strong, and Isla’s mouth went dry just looking at him.

  “Ah,” he said. “Like that is it.”

  When he strode towards her, she didn’t move, and he didn’t slow. Then just as quickly he was on her, hand fisting in her hair and pulling her head back, forcing her chin up to meet the brutal assault of his lips and tongue.

  Damn her body, but she wanted more. Her pride shattered and she all but threw herself against him, limited by his hold on her hair, her body screaming for his touch. Calum laughed against her mouth, but then kissed her harder. Isla bit at his lips, and he sucked in a surprised gasp, and renewed his assault. All that anger, sorrow, frustration, and anxiety had turned into something else, something wild. Isla had no control, only need. Need to be consumed by this man, to forget herself for a moment.

  With a deft skill, the fingers of Calum’s free hand worked to loosen the laces of Isla’s wedding gown. Then, with a vicious tug, he pulled her bodice down until her breasts sprang free, but her arms were trapped at her sides.

  He backed them up, moving her towards the bed until she hit with the back of her knees and tumbled down. He fell with her, hand cradling her head, still kissing her as if she were an elixir and he meant to drink her dry.

  As he assaulted her mouth, his free hand roamed from her neck to her bare breast, massaging it, fingers finding her nipples and squeezing, releasing, rolling until she moaned into his mouth. Her body was aflame, and he was stoking her higher and higher. His lips left hers and she cried aloud as his mouth found her other nipple and bit, lightly. The sensation shot right between her thighs.

  Mouth still working her nipple, Calum hummed against her sensitive skin and she panted, barely registering his hands hiking her gown about her waist until her arms were tangled not only in her bodice but in her skirts. She was immobile and bared to his inspection.

  “God, you are the most beautiful...”

  She blushed scarlet, for he was staring between her legs, speaking to her sex. She struggled to cover herself, to free her arms, but he was on her again, this time his hands on her knees, spreading her legs wide and – Oh God, what was he doing!?

  His breath was hot on the skin of her inner thigh and Isla could help but shriek as his lips closed around the bundle of nerves at the very apex of her thighs.

  “Oh Calum! Oh god!”

  Tongue replaced lips, hot and wet at her skin, he took a long lick between her legs and Isla cried out, embarrassed, but wanting more. Oh god. More.

  She must have begged for he obliged, kissing her there with the same ferocity he’d kissed her lips.

  “Isla-lass, you taste like honey,” he murmured, deep voice vibrating against her sensitive lips.

  “Please,” she was begging.

  “Please what?” he asked, his hands kneaded her thighs, pressing into the sensitive skin by her hipbones.

  But Isla didn’t know. “More,” she said, she needed more.

  Calum laughed, a deep rumble, “Isla, are you insatiable? I live to serve, of course,” and then he wasn’t speaking any more, his tongue was probing her opening, sinking into her so suddenly she shrieked.

  “That’s it lass, louder,” Calum urged, tongue returning to that bundle of nerves, laving and swirling. And then his hand was there, hot finger probing her entrance, sinking in one knuckle, then two, and then there were two fingers, filling her, stretching her.

  Isla cried, she writhed, she keened as his tongue drove her to the edge and then, oh god, and then…

  She cried out, thrashing, still trapped as her climax came over her, sudden and hot and uncontrolled. And Calum did something, something – he kept licking, fingers moving inside her, prolonging the sensation until she felt entirely wrung out.

  And then he was off her.

  She felt empty, sluggish, bleary, and before she realized what was happening he was lifting her, flipping her onto her stomach, and then grabbing her hips and tilted them up until her rear end was in the air, bared.

  “C…Calum?”

  “Shhh,” he whispered, hand sinking into her hair. He was behind her, one hand rubbing at the base of her scalp, the other running across the round globes of her rear.

  “Isla, you’ve the loveliest…”

  He didn’t finish the words, but she gasped. She could feel him, the hard, hot length of him probing her entrance, seeking and opening. She tried to lower herself, to get to a more comfortable position but his hand left her hair and stilled her hips. Her hands were trapped, and she could do nothing but lie there, face in the pillows and he spread her knees apart with his.

  “Isla, Isla,” he was murmuring her name, running himself back and forth against her entrance, coating himself in her wetness. And then slowly, so slowly, he pressed against her, opening her bit by bit.

  “Relax, relax” he soo
thed. He pulled out, and then pressed forward, inexorable. Out. Isla found herself straining against him now, wanting that feeling of fullness, needing to feel the whole length of him inside her.

  But she had no control. He held her still, sinking slowly inch by inch, and then pulling out again, his pace torturous.

  “Calum, please,” she said, her voice muffled by the pillows.

  “Please what?” he asked, he sounded casual, like he was taking a stroll through the woods, not torturing her past the brink of her tolerance. Isla refused to say what she wanted, refused to give him the satisfaction.

  As if in response he stilled above her and began to pull out. Isla thought he was going to leave her. She opened her mouth to say something, to stop him. That’s when he slammed into her.

  They both yelled at the sensation, Isla at the force of it, the pleasure bordering on pain. Calum recovered quickly and was moving again, pulling out and driving in deep, rocking them both.

  Isla quivered, and Calum did it again. She screamed, the flame and the pressure building in her again as he took her, hard. Over and over.

  “Calum,” she whimpered. She could barely take it. She needed more, she needed. As if he understood, he released her, his hand reaching around her hips, to tangle in her curls, seeking the very center of her pleasure. She cried out and he came into her again, and the thrust drove her hard against his hand, sparking a fire of pleasure. Each thrust brought her flush against his hand, and the pressure began to build in her, higher and higher.

  Each stroke drove him straight to her womb, drove her closer and closer to the edge. And as his speed picked up, so too did Isla quicken. She was crying, gasping, begging. On and on, he rode her, she writhed beneath and then: Oh God. Oh God!

  She felt him stiffen behind her and shout, his cries mingling with hers as she came, hard against his hand, her muscles tightening about him, milking him as he shot, deep into her womb. He collapsed atop her, arms circling to hold her tight, crushing her as the strength in her knees failed and they both fell face first onto the mattress.