Jonathan Kellerman - Alex 17 - A Cold Heart

by A Cold Heart(Lit)

  A phone call to the Oregon State Penitentiary, where I inquired about the status of inmate Tom Blascovitch, Valerie Brusco's ex-boyfriend, evoked similar suspicion and resistance.

  I put the phone down. Enough of amateur hour. Let Milo do his thing with Everett Kipper, and if he hit a brick wall, maybe I'd bring up the rest of it.

  I was about to scavenge some dinner from the fridge when the phone rang.

  'Tomorrow's fine,' said Allison, 'but guess what, so is tonight. The hospice is bringing in entertainment - a comedian and a bluegrass band. What's your schedule?'

  I was waiting out in front of my house as she drove up in

  her Jag. She'd kept the top down and her hair was wild.

  When she got out I took her in my arms and kissed her

  hard.

  'Wow,' she said, laughing. 'Good to see you, too.' She slid her arm around my waist and I looped mine

  over her shoulder as we climbed the stairs to the house. Inside, she said, 'Any of that Bordeaux left?' 'Whatever we didn't drink last time is still there.' We went into the kitchen, and I found the wine. 'Oh, my,' she said, looking me over. 'You really are

  happy to see me.' 'You have no idea,' I said.

  Lying in darkness, I heard the sharp intake of Allison's breath.

  'Everything okay?'

  'Sure,' she said, too quickly. Curled under the covers, her back to me.

  I reached over and touched her face. Felt moisture on her cheek.

  'What is it?' I said.

  'Nothing.' She began crying.

  When the tears stopped, she said, 'Are we at a point where it's safe to tell you anything?'

  'Of course.'

  'I hope so,' she said.

  But she didn't speak.

  'Allison?'

  'Forget it. I'm fine.'

  'Okay.'

  Moment later: 'Here I was, feeling so good, thinking what could be better than this, and Grant's face

  floated into my head. He looked happy - benevolent, happy for me. God, how I need to think of him as being happy.'

  'Of course.'

  'And then the thoughts came - all he'd missed, how I'd felt about him, how young he was. Alex, I miss him so much! And sometimes the way you touch me - the way you're tender with me when I need that - it makes me think about him.'

  She flipped onto her back. Covered her face with both hands. 'I feel so unfaithful. To him, to you. It's been years, why can't I let go?'

  'You loved him. You never stopped loving him.'

  'I never did,' she said. 'Maybe I never will - can you deal with that? Because it has nothing to do with you.'

  'I'm okay with it.'

  'You mean that?'

  'I do.'

  'I understand your holding on to your feelings about Robin.'

  'My feelings,' I said.

  'Am I wrong?'

  I didn't answer.

  'You had years together,' she said. 'You'd have to be shallow to just toss it aside.'

  'Everything takes time,' I said.

  She let her hands drop from her face. Stared up at the ceiling. 'Well, folks, I may just have made a giant goof.'

  'No,' I said.

  'I wish I could be sure of that.'

  I rolled closer and held her.

  'Everything's fine,' I said.

  'I'm going alternative.'

  to believe that,' she said. 'Given the

  Ten days later, I heard from Milo. In the interim, I'd persisted with the Cambridge police and managed to talk to a detective named Ernest Fiorelle. He began by scoping me out, and we went through the old security bit. Finally, I satisfied his curiosity by faxing a copy of an old LAPD consultant's contract and a couple of pages of my deposition on the Ingalls case. Despite all that, Fiorelle ended up asking more questions than he answered about Angelique Bernet.

  No serious leads had developed, and the case remained unsolved.

  'My guess is some nut,' said Fiorelle. 'You're the shrink, you tell me.'

  'A sexual psychopath?' I said. 'Was there evidence of rape?'

  'I didn't say that.'

  Dead air.

  I said, 'What was crazy about it?'

  'Cutting up a beautiful young girl and dumping her in an alley seems pretty crazy to me, Doc. Out there in LA. does that pass for nahmul?'

  'Depends on the day of the week.'

  His laughter was brief and harsh.

  I said, 'So none of Bernet's fellow dancers or musicians came under suspicion?'

  'Nah, wimpy bunch, mostly females and gays. Scared witless. Everyone claimed to love the girl.'

  'Even though she'd been promoted.'

  'So what?' he said.

  'I was wondering about jealousy.'

  'Doc, if you'da been to the crime scene, you wouldn't be wondering. This wasn't some... spat. This was ugly.'

  Still thinking about China's possible encounter with a stalking fan, I asked him about music conventions at the time of the murder.

  'You kidding?' he said. 'This is College-Town, Hah-vuhd, the rest of them. We've got nothing but conventions going on all the time.'

  'Anything to do with the music business, specifically? A group of critics, journalists, fans.'

  'Nah, don't remember anything like that. And frankly, Doc, I don't know why you're bahkun up this tree.'

  'Nothing better to bark up.'

  'Well, maybe you should find something. And keep all that nutty stuff on the Left Coast. Nah, doesn't sound like any matches between the girl and your cases. Fact is, I found a better match in Baltimore, and that didn't pan out either.'

  'Who was the victim in Baltimore?'

  'Some secretary cut up like Ms Bernet. What's the difference, I just told you it didn't pan, Baltimore busted a lunatic and he hung himself. Gotta run, Doc. Have a nice warm L.A. day.'

  I searched for Baltimore homicides on the net but

  came up with nothing remotely similiar to Angelique Bernet or the other killings. Nothing seemed to be the operative word.

  During the same ten days, a few other things happened. Tim Plachette called me one evening, and said, 'Apologies for that ridiculous little mano-a-mano thing the other day.'

  'No big deal,' I said. 'You weren't out of line.'

  'Whether I was or not, I should've held my peace... I really care about her, Alex.'

  'I'm sure you do.'

  'You don't want to have this conversation,' he said.

  Something in his voice - desperation, anxiety that came from deep love, flipped my mood.

  'I do appreciate your calling, Tim. And I won't get in the way.'

  'I'm not trying to be a censor, it's a free country. If you want to drop by, that's fine.'

  I flipped again: Gee, thanks for permission, buddy. But I knew he was right. Life would be a lot easier for all of us if I kept my distance.

  'We all need to move on, Tim.'

  'It's good of you to say that... Robin... and then there's Spike - I'm making an ass out of myself.'

  'That's the way it can be with women,' I said.

  'True.'

  We traded Y-chromosome chuckles.

  'Anyway,' he said.

  'Be well, Tim.'

  'You, too.'

  Two days after that, Robin phoned. 'I don't want to

  bother you, but I also don't want you to find out from someone else. Guitar Player's running a profile on me, and I must admit I think that's extremely cool. I know you buy it sometimes, so I thought you might see it.'

  'Beyond cool,' I said. 'Tell me the issue, and I'll be sure to buy it.'

  'This coming issue,' she said. 'They interviewed me a while back but never told me the piece was going to run. They called me today to say it was. It'll probably complicate my life by throwing me more business when I don't need it, but who cares; getting out in the limelight once in a while feels good. I'm such a baby, huh?'

  'You deserve it,' I said. 'Enjoy.'

  'Thanks, Alex. How's everything?'

  'Moving along
.'

  'Anything new on Baby or that painter?'

  'No,' I said. When we were together she'd never wanted to know about that kind of thing. Maybe it was her affection for Baby Boy. Or the fact that what I did with my life no longer touched hers.

  'Well,' she said, 'I'm sure if anyone can figure it out, it's you.'

  'Aw shucks, ma'am.'

  'Bye,' she said, and the laughter in her voice put a little light in my day.

  Milo reached me at home, the following Thursday, just after 9 P.M. Solitary end of a solitary day. I'd finished the last of my reports, collected tax information for my accountant, did a few handyman chores around the house. When the phone rang, I was doing the couch-spud bit: wearing grubby sweats, snarfing takeout ribs, a

  couple of Grolsches within reach. Dimming the lights and turning up the volume on the big screen as I watched both reels of Magnolia. Thinking, once again, that the film was a work of genius.

  The previous two nights, I'd slept at Allison's place, waking up in her cozy, girly bedroom, smelling perfume and breakfast, resting the grizzle of my unshaven face against soft sweet sheets, dividing my brain between delight and disorientation.

  No more talk about Grant or Robin, and she seemed content - or trying to fake it. She moved appointments around and took a day off and we drove up the coast, had lunch in Montecito, at the Stone House. Then we continued to Santa Barbara, walked along the beach, and up State Street to the art museum where a portraiture show was on display.

  Black-eyed, too-wise Robert Henri children, the wistful, wounded women of Raphael Soyer, the dandies and dolled-up ladies of John Koch's New York arty crowd.

  Pale, languid, dark-haired Singer Sargent beauties who made me look at Allison with new appreciation.

  A late dinner at the Harbor, on the pier, stretched out to 11 P.M., and we got back to L.A. just before 1 A.M. For the last twenty miles I fought to stay awake. When I pulled up in front of Allison's house, I hoped she wouldn't invite me in.

  She said, 'This has been great - you're great for me. Want some instant coffee before you shove off?'

  'I'll make it.'

  I kissed her and drove off. Now the night was mine.

  The next morning, I rented the movie.

  Milo said, 'Am I interrupting something?'

  'Beer and ribs and Magnolia.'

  'That, again? What is it, the tenth time?'

  'Third. What's up?'

  'You alone?'

  'Yup.'

  'Then screw you for hoarding ribs.'

  'Fine,' I said. 'Come over and scavenge.'

  'Don't tempt me, Satan. No, Rick's cutting his shift early, and we're heading over to the Jazz Bakery. Larry Coryell's in town, and you know Rick. Anyway, CoCo Barnes sent over her drawing of the redhead. Afraid you were right. It's just this side of abstract - those cataracts scotch her as any kind of reliable witness. Also, here's the scoop on Everett Kipper. Not a popular guy.'

  'Among who?'

  'His neighbors,' he said. 'He lives in a nice part of Pasadena - near the border with San Marino. Big craftsman place on a full-acre lot, lotsa house for one guy. The rest of the block's families and senior citizens. Both of Kipper's immediate neighbors are the latter - genteel old folk. They say he's unfriendly, keeps to himself, used to go out to his garage late at night, create a racket hammering marble or whatever. Finally, they called the cops, who went out and had a talk with Kipper. After that, things quieted down, but Kipper got downright unfriendly -doesn't answer when spoken to. The cops told him to cool it by ten, and the neighbors say Kipper makes a point of hammering up until the stroke of ten. Leaves his garage door open, making sure he can be heard.'

  'Hostile and vindictive,' I said. 'Sculpting and tearing it apart.'

  'I spoke to the Pasadena cops, but all they remember is the nuisance call. They sent me the report. Nothing illuminating. The neighbors also said Kipper rarely if ever entertains visitors, but every so often there was a blonde lady around. I showed them Julie's picture, they thought maybe it was her.'

  'Maybe?'

  'These are folks in their eighties and no one got a close look. Blond is what they remember - very, very light blond hair, the way Julie's was. So looks like Kipper was telling the truth when he said they'd maintained a relationship.'

  'How often was she there?'

  'Irregularly. Sometimes once a month, sometimes twice. One of the old gals did tell me she's sure the blonde sometimes stayed the night because she saw her and Kipper getting into Kipper's Ferrari the next morning.'

  'Occasional intimacy,' I said.

  'Maybe she came by to pick up the alimony in person, and they forgot why they split up. That got me thinking about what you said - Julie's dependency. What if she decided she no longer wanted any part of that, told Kipper so, and things got nasty? He wouldn't kill her at his place. Not with the neighbors looking over his shoulder, that police report already on file. You've been talking about a smart, calculating guy, and he's a bright one. Do I have any way to prove it? Nyet. But there's nothing else in my scope.'

  'What's the state of Kipper's finances?'

  'I'm light-years away from any kind of warrant on his accounts, but from all appearances, he's doing well. In

  addition to the Testarossa, he's got a vintage bathtub Porsche, an old MG, and a Toyota Land Cruiser. The house is stately and pretty, he keeps up the gardening and the maintenance - the place sparkles from the curb. Neighbors say he dresses sharp, even on casual days. One coot said he looked "Hollywood." Which in Pasadena is damn near felonious. Another one - an old lady - went on about Kipper liking black. Described it as "an undertaker uniform." Then her husband chimes in, and says, "No, he looks like one of the stiffs." Ninety-one, and he's cracking wise. Maybe it was the gin and tonic talking - they invited me in for a drinkie. I think I was the most exciting thing in the 'hood since the last Rose Bowl.'

  'Gin and tonics with the old folk,' I said. 'Refined.' 'The Queen Mother drank gin and tonics and she lived to a hundred and one. But I had Coke. Let me tell you, it was tempting - they were pouring Bombay, and I haven't had much fun, recently. Virtue triumphed. Goddammit. Anyway, Kipper is still on my screen. The hostile, aggressive loner. Also, I did ask around about tall redheaded homeless gals. A few possibles surfaced on the Westside or Pacific Division, but all turned out to be wrong. One of the shelters in Hollywood does remember a woman named Bernadine or Ernadine who fits the description. Tall, big bones, crazy, midthirties or about. She drops in occasionally to dry out, but they haven't seen her in a while. The shelter supervisor had the feeling she'd fallen quite a ways.' 'Why?'

  'When her head cleared, she could sound fairly intelligent.'

  'No last name?'

  'Unlike the public shelters, the privates don't always keep records - it's a church group, Dove House. Pure good deeds, no questions asked.'

  'When Bernadine sounded intelligent,' I said, 'what did she talk about?'

  'I dunno. Why? This was just time-killing because I dead-ended on Kipper.'

  'Just wondering if she was a fan of the arts.'

  'All of a sudden you think it's worth pursuing?'

  'Not really.'

  'What?'

  'Forget it,' I said. 'I don't want to waste your time.'

  'Right now my time isn't exactly precious. Julie Kipper's uncle called this morning, politely inquiring as to my progress, and I had to tell him there was none. What's on your mind, Alex?'

  I told him about the other killings I'd found, recounted my talk with Paul Brancusi.

  'Wilfred Reedy I remember,' he said. 'Another of Rick's favorite jazz guys. I think that one was a dope thing. Reedy pissing off a dealer, or somediing like that.'

  'Reedy was an addict?'

  'Reedy's kid was an addict. He OD'd and died and Reedy got hot about all the dealing near the South Central clubs, started making noise. I could be wrong, but that's what I remember.'