Out Of Bounds (Brit Boys Sports Romance Book 3)

by J. H. Croix

  She swallowed and then nodded. “I live just a few blocks that way,” she said pointing the same direction I’d walk to return to my flat. This area of Seattle was residential with a mix of homes and flats.

  “Perfect. You must live a few blocks from me then. Shall we?”

  At her small nod, I commenced to walk again, her hand still in mine. Her hand was finally starting to absorb heat from mine, which relieved me. I kept batting away thoughts about what may have put the stark fear in her gaze, but I didn’t want to think about that now. I just wanted to make sure she got home.

  I realized I hadn’t been paying much attention to how fast I was walking. I tended to move quickly no matter the circumstance. I glanced to Harper, about to slow down, but she was keeping pace easily even if she still looked half-stunned. We crossed another street, and Harper slowed. My flat was another two blocks away. “It’s here,” she said, pointing up to an older home, clearly renovated into smaller flats. Flowers were blooming in abundance in boxes hung on windowsills and railings.

  “I’ll walk you in.”

  Her eyes gave little away, but she looked the tiniest bit relieved and nodded. After she keyed in a combination at the main entrance, which led into a massive foyer, we made our way up two flights of stairs that hugged the curved wall. I released her hand on the way up and stood beside her while she pulled her keys out of her jacket. They fell to the floor in a clatter. It appeared that each floor held a single flat with Harper’s door the only one up here on the top floor.

  “Dammit,” she said in a whisper, promptly dropping them again when she tried to fit the key in the lock.

  “Let me,” I said, reaching down and scooping up the keys.

  She was quiet while I slid the key into the lock. I felt entirely out of place and as if I was probably pushing into places I shouldn’t go, but I didn’t feel right leaving just now. Despite the fact I didn’t know Harper particularly well, she was important to Olivia who had essentially become the center of my best mate’s universe. By extension of that, she mattered to me, even setting aside the draw I felt for her. I needed to make sure she was okay before I left her, and she’d been anything but since she’d laid eyes on that man in the park.

  When the door opened, I held it and gestured Harper through, stepping just beyond the threshold myself. Stanley stood beside Harper, his eyes on her as if he was trying to ascertain her status. She stopped after several steps and hugged her arms around her waist, a visible shiver running through her. That was it. I was making tea.

  “How about I make you some tea?” I asked.

  Her eyes swung to mine, almost incredulous. “Tea?”

  “Yes, tea. You’re shivering, and I don’t know what happened back there or who that man was, but it upset you. Us Brits happen to think tea makes everything better. At the least, it should warm you up a bit.”

  She stared at me for a beat and then smiled, just the smallest smile. “Okay. That would be nice.” For the first time since we’d seen that man, she seemed to relax a bit.

  Her flat was on the small side. We’d entered into what must be the living room, which had a window taking up the entire side facing the street and offered a view of Puget Sound in the distance. Light fell in a shaft from the sun rising up above the water. The hardwood floor gleamed under the sun. A cream colored circular rug sat in the center of the room with a sectional couch surrounding it. A TV was mounted on the wall above a small fireplace. The kitchen was to the side with an island demarcating the space from the living room. A door leading to a bathroom and another to what I presumed to be her bedroom were at the back.

  She gestured to the kitchen. “By all means, make some tea.”

  It wasn’t hard to figure out what was where, what with a tea kettle on her stove. With that and water, all we had to do was wait. It occurred to me I hadn’t asked about the most important part. “I’m assuming you actually have some tea,” I said, glancing to Harper who’d followed me around the island and was presently leaning against the counter. The lines of tension had eased on her face, and she finally looked back to herself. She grinned. “I do. Right over there,” she said, pointing to a cabinet behind me.

  I started to open it and then paused. “Is it okay if…?”

  “Of course it’s okay. If it wasn’t okay, I’d have shooed you out already,” she said with another grin.

  I liked Harper grinning, liked it quite a lot.

  Chapter 2

  Harper

  Alex Gordon was standing in the kitchen in my new apartment making me tea. The incongruity of it made me almost laugh aloud, but I bit it back because he was being so sweet about the whole thing. He turned back to the cabinet and started rummaging through the tea boxes in there, eventually pulling out a box of, you guessed it, English breakfast tea. It was morning, and he was British. It made such perfect sense, I finally started laughing when he turned around with the box in hand.

  Alex arched a brow, a smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “Something funny?” he asked, appearing slightly confused at my laughter.

  If he was confused, well so was I, but I wasn’t in the mood to ponder it. I had no sense of how much time had passed since I’d seen the man from my nightmares jogging our way in the park this morning, but thanks to Alex, I’d managed to swat those feelings away. The relief was so great, I was off kilter. Well, that and the fact that Alex was here.

  Alex was so handsome, it bordered on ridiculous. He had brown hair that verged on curly and was often rumpled as it was now. Gorgeous chocolate brown eyes were paired with that hair. Beyond the fact he had a body that was all muscle and nothing else, the chiseled features of his face with classic cheekbones and a straight blade of a nose combined together to make him pure eye candy. To make matters worse, he appeared oblivious to his devastating effect on women and tended to be aloof and quiet.

  I’d met Alex in passing through Olivia and her fiancée Liam. Olivia was one of my closest friends and had fallen hard for Liam Reed who happened to sign with the Seattle Stars along with Alex and two other British soccer players. Alex was famous for his unshakable nerves under pressure as the goalkeeper, and thus far this season, he’d yet to allow a single goal from an opposing team into the net. I’d previously paid little attention to the international fervor over soccer, but Olivia had begun bringing me to games with her occasionally, so I had an idea of how compelling Alex was.

  I hadn’t let myself think much about how swoon-worthy he was, but right here, right now with him in my kitchen, it was hard to ignore—soccer star and sex symbol wrapped up in a body so yummy, he made me want to lick him all over. His presence up close was intense, yet comforting at once. He exuded a quiet power. Just now, I started to laugh again when I realized he was patiently waiting for me to answer. I pointed to the mugs I’d set on the counter, and he shook his head slightly as he stepped past me to drop tea bags in them. He turned and leaned into the corner of the counter, just a foot or so away from me.

  I sobered when it occurred to me I must seem half crazy to him. He happened to have been with me at an incredibly inopportune time there in the park. I didn’t want him to think I needed protecting, although I was incredibly relieved he had been there and had guided me out of the park. With Stanley on one side and Alex on the other, I’d numbly made my way home. Alex’s kind gesture of making tea snapped me out of where I’d gone inside. It was so funny to see this big, strong, powerful man offer to make tea.

  I caught his eyes and flutters twirled in my belly. I managed to take a breath. I felt strange—hyperaware and restless. The awful truth behind why I’d gotten so scared this morning made me want to prove it had no effect on me anymore. We stared at each other, Alex’s gaze coasting over me. He wasn’t particularly easy to read, but I sensed an answering desire in him. My hands were curled on the edge of the counter, and I realized I was gripping it. I eased my grip and pushed away, my body humming and my mind driven to wipe out everything threatening to take over.

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sp; I stepped right in front of Alex, the heat of his body emanating. Getting close to him was like being beside a livewire—energy and power vibrated from him. His breath hissed when I stepped even closer. There was a part of me that thought I was completely out of my mind and perhaps I was. But dammit, I wasn’t going to keep letting my life be ruled by one ugly incident. Alex stood before me and the air around us was taut under the force shimmering between us. I could either let myself stumble backwards, or let this moment envelop me instead.

  With my pulse thundering in my ears and heat shooting through me, I slid a hand up Alex’s arm. Oh wow. Just touching his arm was all kinds of amazing. He didn’t move as I stroked over his muscles, savoring the feel of their strength and subtle power. His skin was warm to the touch and sleek. I didn’t stop and coasted up over his t-shirt to curl around his neck. Thought fled, and I moved on instinct. His mouth was delectable with generous lips and a dimple just under his bottom lip. I curled my hand around his neck and pulled him toward me.

  He stopped, maybe an inch away from me. “Harper?”

  “Hm?”

  “What are you doing?”

  “Kissing you,” I replied.

  His chocolate brown gaze locked with mine, searching. I didn’t know what he saw there, but I could see the beat of his pulse in his neck, and his breath was shallow. Impatient, I yanked him to me. The moment our mouths collided, it was as if I’d been shocked. A hot jolt scored through me. He froze, and then looped his arms around me, pulling me up against him. Oh, this was perfect. Being held against his hard, hot body was heaven. He slid a palm up my back and curled it around my neck. Our kiss went from a stunning point of contact to a deep dive into pure deliciousness. I’d have guessed Alex to be a patient man, which made him an incredible kisser. He didn’t rush and he didn’t go all caveman and stuff his tongue down my throat. Oh no. He was slow and devastating with soft kisses, sweeps of his tongue against mine and nibbles on my bottom lip. All of it leading up to a kiss so melting, I truly would have collapsed had he not been holding me.

  He drew back and tucked his head into the curve of my neck. I was relieved because I didn’t know if I could bear to look at him just now. I’d meant to kiss him as some sort of bold move, as much for myself as anyone, to show I couldn’t be cowed by the past. I hadn’t known kissing Alex would be what that was—a heady, encompassing madness that made me feel more alive than I’d ever felt. Eventually he lifted his head and eased his hold. I hadn’t realized my feet had actually been off the ground until he slowly let me slide down his body. I could feel the ridge of his arousal against me, and my body’s answering clench.

  When my feet were on the ground again, I took a deep breath and stepped back. His eyes were waiting for me when I looked up. “What was that about?” he asked.

  Excellent question, and one that had layers of answers. Right now, I couldn’t quite contemplate anything beyond this immediate moment. “I wanted to kiss you,” I finally said. A perfectly true answer, but it didn’t capture everything I felt, certainly not the way I felt now.

  Chapter 3

  Alex

  “Bloody hell,” I mumbled to myself as I looked down the long hallway inside the stadium to see Liam standing with our Coach and two reporters just outside the media room.

  We’d had our first loss of the season today. One goal—just one—was all that had gotten by me this season so far, but that’s all it took for the other team to win. Truth was, they’d played a stellar game. I’d blocked a number of shots at the goal before one slipped by me and just barely. I squared my shoulders and made my way down the hallway. Coach Bernie had given me a ten minute reprieve after the game because he knew I bloody hated interviews. I sent a silent thanks to Liam. Not only was he my best mate and had been since we were boys, but he took the brunt of the publicity front for me. With me as goalkeeper and him as playmaker on the team, we were often called upon to play nice with the sports media. Liam wasn’t any fonder of it than I was, but he was more jovial by nature. In short, he was better with bollocks.

  I reached the group and went to stand by Liam. Coach gave me a subtle nod, his blue eyes warm. Last year, I’d been a bit relieved to get the offer from the Seattle Stars. Don’t get me wrong, I loved playing ball no matter where I played, but I’d been caught in a power struggle on our last team back in London. A power struggle between the goalkeeper who’d come before me and the coach who’d relegated him to back-up goalkeeper after one too many times he’d shown up for practice still sloshed from a night of partying. I’d been happy to take on the starting role because I knew I was a stronger player, but I’d bloody hated the tension. When things went sideways for us at the end of the season and my agent dangled the offer from Seattle in front of me, I jumped at it. It helped to have Liam and two others mates from London along for the ride.

  I hadn’t known what to expect from our new Coach, but Bernie Hoffman didn’t brook any drama. The nonsense that happened on my last team? A definite no on this team. Coach came to his role with years of experience as an international soccer star back in his day over fifteen years ago. He was well respected by players worldwide after being a dominant player in his era. He was rock-solid in confidence and work ethic, and expected the same from us. I met his nod with my own and swallowed my frustration. I felt like I’d let the whole team down.

  As we followed the interviewers into the media room, Liam leaned toward me. “Mate, ease up. I can see you giving yourself bloody hell in that big brain of yours. Coach chewed out Ethan and two other defenders for leaving too many openings in front of the goal, so don’t go thinking you’re holding the bag alone.”

  I glanced to Liam whose bright blue eyes were twinkling. They were almost always twinkling. With his black hair and those eyes, he’d been fodder for the gossip pages back in Britain. I wanted nothing to do with publicity like that, so I ignored it completely. I met Liam’s gaze and shook my head. “Still shouldna missed the stop.” I didn’t offer more, but thrashed myself mentally. I’d been a hair too slow and that’s all it took for us to lose the game.

  Liam clapped me on the shoulder. “This’ll only make us stronger. It’s never good to go into the playoffs without at least one loss behind us. Makes us too cocky.”

  I might have agreed on that point, but it didn’t make me feel any better. We reached the table and slipped into the chairs flanking Coach. The next twenty minutes or so rolled by in a blur. I tried to keep from looking too grim, which Liam had jokingly noted I tended to do even when we won. I was relieved when we walked out of the room and down the hall. All I wanted now was to shower and go home to watch replays, so I could sort out if there was any way to make sure today’s miss never happened again.

  I ignored everyone as I stepped into the locker room. A short while later, I rubbed a towel over my hair and tossed it into the hamper nearby. A few teammates were still around, including Liam and Ethan Walsh. Like Liam and me, Ethan was a British boy. He’d gone to university with us. He’d initially signed with a different team back in Britain, but then joined us and signed on to the Stars when they dangled good offers in front of us. I closed my locker and went to sit down across from where they sat on a bench running the length of one wall of lockers.

  “Well, guess it’s best to lose now than later, eh?” I asked.

  Ethan glanced over and shrugged. “Bollocks,” he said with a wink. Ethan was as jovial by nature as Liam. If possible, he was even more of a flirt. Liam had been a perpetual tease when it came to women until he’d fallen head over heels in love with Olivia. With Ethan’s shaggy golden hair and green eyes, he’d been dubbed the “Golden Boy Brit.” He found no end of amusement in this. Despite his tendency to joke, I knew he was just as bothered as I was over our loss. He played the left wingback position and was one of our best defenders.

  I met his wink with a shrug and leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees as I looked to Liam. “Surprised to see you still here. Shouldn’t you be off snogging your girl some
where?”

  Liam flashed a grin. “Right you are, mate. I should be. But I’m not. Olivia texted and said I’m supposed to bring you mates with me to dinner with her and her friends.”

  Ethan arched a brow. “Told him you’d try to say no, so he made me wait so I could badger you into it,” he said with a slight grin.

  I glanced between them and bit back a sigh. I was tired and not exactly feeling social on the heels of our loss. “Tonight?”

  Liam stood up. “Tonight. Something to do with Daisy winning a research award. Harper will be there too.”

  The moment he mentioned that, my answer was a definite yes. But I wasn’t about to let on. No one knew I fancied Harper. Fancy wasn’t quite up to speed. More like burning hot lust for the girl. It had been a full week since I’d encountered her in the park, and I’d thought about that kiss a few hundred times since then. Suddenly, a social burden became an opportunity. I might’ve wanted to say no, but Liam wasn’t my best mate for nothing. If he wanted me somewhere, I was usually there. I stood. “Okay, mate. Anything for Olivia,” I said with a roll of my eyes.

  Ethan looked slightly surprised, but he stood and walked outside with us. We took a cab to a small Thai restaurant not far from where my flat was. My body was thrumming with anticipation at seeing Harper again. Even I had to admit to myself that my interest in her was out of my control. Before last week, I’d found her interesting and had been drawn to see behind the invisible walls she kept around herself. Between watching her withdraw into a place of fear after seeing that man in the park and rebounding back to boldly kiss me, well, it was safe to say I was bloody determined to crack through her façade. That and do a hell of a lot more than kiss her. Her kiss had been so bold, I got hard just thinking about it.