Smooth talking stranger

by Lorraine Heath

  Smooth talking Stranger

  Lorraine Heath

  Summary

  Serena Hamilton has never had a one-night stand, but the supreme loneliness she feels after the loss of her husband drives her to a bar and into the arms of a sexy stranger. Afterward, she’s racked by guilt…or at least she knows she should be. But there’s something about her one-time lover that makes her think they may share more than just out-of-control chemistry.

  Hunter Fletcher isn’t a commitment kind of guy, but the woman he meets at the honky-tonk stirs a new kind of longing. A covert operative for the CIA, Hunter carries his share of secrets. But when they intersect with Serena’s tragic past, he fears she won’t want to know the truth…or that once she does, the only woman he’s ever loved will leave him forever.

  He was hunched forward, holding his mug, watching her, apparently no more willing than she was to discuss why his bed was so rumpled.

  “Do you remember much about last night?” he asked.

  All right, she was wrong on that point. He was willing to discuss it.

  “Enough.”

  “Questions?”

  She almost choked on her coffee, holding up a hand when he shot out of the chair, apparently to come to her rescue.

  “I’m sorry,” she said. “You sound like a professor who’s just finished a lecture and wants to make sure his students understood all the important points.”

  He settled back, a corner of his mouth hitching up. “We didn’t do a whole hell of a lot of talking.”

  “Lorraine Heath’s poignant and unforgettable stories are irresistible. She’s at the top of my must-read list.”

  —Patti Berg

  “Heath is known for her deft characterizations, attention to…detail and mastery of small moments.”

  —Publishers Weekly

  Also by Lorraine Heath

  Hard Lovin’ Man

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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

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  For Laurie,

  with fond memories of the beach house days,

  for always making us feel welcome,

  for being such a special addition to our family.

  Chapter 1

  It had been so long. Too long.

  She’d forgotten how hot his mouth would get as he trailed it along her throat, seeking out the sensitive spot just below her ear, nipping her tender flesh, before swirling his tongue along the outer shell, ending the journey with a gentle nibbling of her lobe and endearments murmured in a voice raspy with yearning.

  She’d forgotten how slowly he removed her clothes, as though he were awed by the creamy texture of her skin that each released button revealed, as though she were an unexpected gift discovered on Christmas morning to be unwrapped without hurry, the uncovering of what lay inside to be savored as much as the item nestled within.

  She’d forgotten how gently demanding he could be as he glided his roughened palms along her ribs, until he cradled her breasts within his hands, his callused fingers kneading and teasing, taunting her with the memories of all the other times he’d stroked her, never in a hurry, taking his time until she was writhing against him.

  She released a tiny whimper, and he drew her nearer, blanketing her mouth with his own, his tongue delving deep and sure, plundering, conquering. With his hands, he cupped her bare backside, pressing her hips against his, the unmistakable hard evidence of his longing burning hot against her soft belly.

  She wanted to weep for the joy of his desire for her. It had been so long. Too long.

  She wound her arms around his neck to keep from melting at his feet, the heat intensifying with each touch, each exploration. She’d forgotten how broad his shoulders were, how his defined muscles quivered as passion took hold. She slid one hand down his strong back, along his hip, until finally she wedged her way between their bodies and wrapped her fingers around him. She’d forgotten how magnificent the velvety length of him felt. Tightening her hold, she stroked him.

  His guttural groan echoed through the darkness.

  And then she was falling, falling onto the giving softness of the bed that was in direct contrast to the hardened body lying on top of her. Nestled between her thighs where he belonged, he entered her with one solid, powerful thrust that had her crying out in ecstasy.

  It had been so long. Too long.

  Oh, God. She thought she’d die from the glorious sensations building within her as he pumped his massive body against hers—unmercifully, mercifully. She’d forgotten how beautifully they moved together, their bodies seeking fulfillment, their hearts reaffirming their love.

  She was climbing toward the exalted pinnacle of pleasure. It had been too, too long.

  And when he carried her swiftly over the precipice, her orgasm rocked her foundation, had her screaming his name right before the tears of wonder engulfed her.

  It had been so long. Too long.

  Steve hadn’t made love to her since he died.

  With his face buried in his hands, Hunter Fletcher sat on the edge of his bed, his body drenched in sweat, his muscles still quivering. He’d known she was inebriated. You didn’t pick up a woman at a bar and expect her to be stone-cold sober. But he hadn’t realized exactly how drunk she was. Not until she’d called out her husband’s name with such longing that he realized he’d made one hell of a mistake. By then it had been too late for him. He couldn’t have stopped if his life had depended on it. As a matter of fact, stopping at that precise moment probably would have killed him.

  With a deep sigh, he plowed his hands through his hair. He’d known she was married, of course. The wedding band nestled up against the engagement ring sporting a diamond too small to glitter had clued him in to her marital status. Which was fine with him. Married women were safer, not looking for commitment. They’d tapped into that pipe dream already, and if they were with him, they’d given up on it. Usually they wanted nothing more than to get back at their husbands, and he was only too happy to oblige.

  The disadvantage to preferring married women was that those willing to cheat on their husbands were few and far between, which meant that he spent a good deal of his time living like a monk, so when he did finally find a willing lady, he made the most of their brief time together.

  Which usually wasn’t a problem. Two willing partners just looking for a quick romp. No names exchanged, no phone numbers memorized, no unrealistic expectations to be met.

  Fast, furious, hot, and wild.

  It was the way that he liked it. None of that romantic crap women required in order to remain in a relationship for any length of time. Sex. Pure and simple. Animalistic. Nature at its most basic—and in his opinion—finest level.

  The woman in his bed right now had certainly been willing, but he had a feeling she was going to wake up with a mountain of regrets. What he’d delivered was obviously not what she’d int
ended to order.

  He supposed he could hope she would awaken with no memory of what had transpired between them. Then he could lie and tell her that he’d been too drunk to deliver on the promise he’d made at the bar. Although he doubted that he’d ever forget this night. Not if he lived to be a thousand.

  She’d drawn his attention because she looked incredibly out of place, a woman trying so desperately to appear as though she belonged that it became obvious she didn’t. He, on the other hand, was skilled at appearing to belong in places where he didn’t. He also had the advantage of being the best at determining who didn’t fit in. He’d done it throughout the world—for a covert branch of the CIA that few people knew much about until the war on terrorism escalated.

  So figuring out that she didn’t really belong at the bar had been simple.

  What he’d failed to realize was that she also didn’t belong in his bed.

  A damned shame. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d had sex this intense or satisfying. The woman had incredible legs and a well-toned body that told him she was as physical outside of bed as she was in it. It had crossed his mind—briefly and insanely—that getting to know her outside of bed would be equally rewarding.

  He twisted slightly and gazed over his shoulder at her, lying on her side. Spilling in through the un-curtained windows, pale moonlight danced lightly over her bare shoulder, bare back. He was half tempted to nudge aside that sheet bunched at her waist and once again enjoy the sight of her perfectly rounded backside. Removing her clothes had nearly brought him to his knees as he slowly revealed her firm breasts, her flat stomach, her silken skin limned by the moonlight. She’d wanted the darkness; he’d happily obliged, knowing he could use the moon to his advantage.

  And use it he had. He’d never relished the sight of a woman’s body revealed as much as he had tonight. He’d never taken so much time to get to know a woman. What was it about this one that fascinated him, that urged him not to rush, that caused him to actually care about pleasing her?

  After her cry had ceased to echo through his mind, after he was once again able to move his sated limbs, he’d eased off her. She’d rolled over and immediately drifted off to sleep—or passed out. He was hoping for the former.

  Honest to God, she hadn’t seemed drunk enough that she wouldn’t realize she wasn’t with her husband. She hadn’t seemed drunk at all. Relaxed, sure. Feeling good, definitely. Content to be with him, without a doubt.

  His harsh curse seemed out of place within the stillness of his bedroom. He didn’t know why it bothered him so much that she’d confused him with someone else. He’d gotten what he wanted: great sex with an attractive woman.

  What more did he need?

  He shot down the demons that threatened to taunt him with suggestions that he did indeed need much more. He’d shut off his emotions long ago and caged up his heart. It was part of the reason he was so good at what he did. Nothing affected his concentration. Nothing distracted him from his purpose.

  Not even a doe-eyed beauty whose hair looked as though it had been spun from moonbeams. He wondered what her bastard of a husband had done that sent her scurrying to the bar in the first place. When Hunter had approached her, she’d appeared vulnerable and hopeful at the same time. Grateful even.

  A woman in need of rescue. And he’d found himself wanting to rescue her.

  Some rescue.

  He wasn’t certain why he envied her husband. It went beyond the sex, beyond her physical beauty. Maybe it was the depth of love he’d heard woven through the guy’s name when she’d uttered it. Maybe it was the way she’d clutched him as though she never wanted to let him go, clutched him thinking he was her husband.

  He contemplated waking her up, driving her back to the bar, helping to get her home—wherever home was. But his survival instincts kicked in. He wasn’t a knight in shining armor. Maybe he was even a little drunk himself.

  He rolled back on to the bed, draped himself over her with his chest against her back, and pretended what he’d never envisioned with any other woman. He imagined that she was his, that it was his name she’d sent echoing into the night.

  Chapter 2

  Serena Hamilton awoke with a pounding headache that didn’t bother her nearly as much as it should have—probably because her body felt so damned good. Her toes were still curling, her nerve endings still humming in contentment. She thought of that scene in Gone with the Wind: Scarlet in bed the morning after Rhett had carried her up the stairs. Good God. Steve had always been talented at bringing her pleasure, but last night he’d been spectacular. He’d picked up a trick or two since the last time…

  The last time.

  The words stabbed into her with painful precision. The last time. The last time had, in fact, been the last time. Her body stopped humming, her toes uncurled, and her headache threatened to crack open her skull.

  No, no, no. It had all been a dream. An incredibly lovely dream. But it had all felt so blessedly real and warm and tactile—not her hands touching her body, but someone else’s, not her body pressed against a soft pillow, but pressed against firm muscles and toned limbs. The power of the mind to transform desires into such realistic fantasy was absolutely amazing. But none of her previous dreams had ever been as overpowering.

  Slowly she opened her eyes. The sun streamed in through a bare window. Who’d removed her frilly curtains? Who’d left the window naked, without personality, without beauty? Furthermore, who’d changed the size and shape of the window?

  With a slow dawning, her fuzzy brain began to gain clarity, and she realized the window wasn’t hers. Nor was the wall. God help her. This room wasn’t hers either.

  Her heart kicked painfully against her ribs. Her throat knotted up, and she couldn’t have swallowed even if her mouth hadn’t felt as though someone had stuffed cotton into it. Her stomach roiled. She thought she might bring up the frozen strawberry margaritas and cheese-laden nachos she’d feasted on late last night.

  Cautiously she shifted her gaze until it slammed into the man sitting in a chair beside the bed. A man whose image hovered at the edges of recognition.

  His elbows were planted on jean-clad thighs, his large hands wrapped around a black mug, his deep brown eyes studying her. His denim shirt, only half buttoned, barely revealed a light covering of hair on his chest. At least he was dressed.

  Unfortunately, she wasn’t. The horror of that realization hit her hard. Inhaling sharply, she clutched the sheet against her chest as though that action could somehow undo the improbable scenario screaming through her mind. She felt as though her thought processes were stumbling along, creating a children’s book like the ones she’d read to Riker when he was a baby.

  Naked.

  Naked in bed.

  Naked in bed with a stranger.

  A handsome stranger at that, in a dark, elemental sort of way. Locks of his black hair fell forward, not in any sort of style, more like something that simply didn’t want to be controlled. He didn’t look as though he’d shaved in a couple of days. Five o’clock shadow that more closely resembled forty-eight-hour shadow.

  Her first impression was that he wasn’t the type she’d want to meet in a deserted alley. All right. Obviously that hadn’t been her first impression. Since she was lying in his bed, she had to assume that her first impression had been something entirely different—an attraction that she’d been unable to deny.

  “I wasn’t sure how you liked your coffee,” he said in a deep rumble that implied he knew different things about her, her preferences in other areas, aspects of her that she might wish he didn’t know.

  He cocked his head slightly to the side, and she slid her gaze to four black mugs sitting on the nightstand. She briefly wondered if this man was aware that bright colors existed and could do a great deal to improve one’s mood first thing in the morning. She preferred yellows and oranges. Sunshine colors, her son called them.

  “Black. With milk. With sugar. With milk and sugar. If you�
��re into cream or you’re a tea drinker, you’re out of luck.”

  She thought she detected actual regret in his words. “Milk and sugar,” she rasped, as though someone had replaced her vocal cords with fine sandpaper.

  Holding the sheet tightly against her upper body, she made a motion to sit up, the soreness between her legs causing her to still. Any hope she had that all she’d done was sleep in his bed vanished.

  She struggled to position herself against the headboard without revealing any additional flesh. To his credit, he never dipped his eyes but held hers steadily while he extended the mug toward her. With shaking hands, she took it, careful not to touch him, this man whom she feared she might have touched far too much and way too intimately.

  While concentrating on taking a sip of coffee, she heard a slight rattling. Shifting her gaze, she saw him shake a small bottle, spilling a couple of tablets into his cupped hand.

  “Figured you could use this, too,” he said. “Figure you might have a headache brewing.”

  Oh, it’s not brewing. It’s brewed.

  Hesitantly, she reached out, hoping he’d understand that she simply wanted him to dump the painkiller on her palm, didn’t want to actually touch him. Apparently, he did, because he held his hand over hers and turned it slightly until the tablets tumbled off. She shoved them into her mouth, chased them down with the coffee, and couldn’t hold back the grimace this time.

  “Tea drinker, huh?”

  She almost smiled at his astute observation.

  “English Breakfast,” she said quietly, thinking it ludicrous that she was hesitant to reveal her morning habits when she’d already apparently revealed a good deal more than that before this morning.

  When she lifted her gaze back to him, he was again hunched forward, holding his mug with both hands, watching her, apparently no more willing than she was to discuss why his bed was as rumpled as it was.

  “Do you remember much about last night?” he asked.

  All right, she was wrong on that point. He was willing to discuss it.

  “Enough.”

  “Questions?”