Finding You

by Ivy Love

  “Your punishment is whatever I choose. I choose to make your pretty ass turn a pretty pink. Then I will take you just like this, ass up in the air and you will not cum. If you cum, we’ll do it all again. Do you understand Pet?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “I was going to use a flogger, but I’ve decided I want to be the one to put that pink on your ass.”

  I slowly caress her ass, running my hand up and down her plush ass. I lift her ass, so she’s on her knees.

  “Don’t move Pet.”

  I let my hand fall across her ass and feel her gasp. I let my hand caress the spot I just hit and hit below it. I begin letting the blows fall all over her ass. Never hitting her in the same spot back to back, so she can’t tell where the next blow is going to fall.

  By the time I start her upper thighs and ass are a light red. My cock is straining against my pants, I swear this girl is going to make me leave an impression on every pair of pants I own.

  I slide two fingers into her pussy and she is dripping wet.

  “My Pet likes getting her ass spanked, doesn’t she,” I groan, licking my fingers.

  “Yes, Sir,” she pants.

  I slide my pants down and angle her hips down so I can line up and shove in.

  “I’m going in hard. I won’t be gentle and I won’t apologize for that. Do not cum.”

  I shove into her, no further warning and listen to her cry out.

  “Make as much noise as you want love,” I say, watching my cock slide in and out of her.

  I slam into her over and over again. I can feel her trembling I know she’s close, but not nearly as close as I am. I don’t want her to fail at this, but I’m not ready for this to be over either.

  “Please, Sir, I’m so close, please,” she groans.

  I rub her red ass, “Okay, Pet.”

  I slam into her one final time and let myself go. Her pussy walls clench me tight as I feel my release fill her. I let my body fall over hers as I catch my breath.

  “You did beautifully Pet,” I murmur.

  I let myself slide out and flip her over.

  “You were so good, I think I’ll let you cum now.”

  I stroke her fat pussy lips lightly and then apply a hard pressure to her clit. She begins to squirm and cry out.

  “So close,” she pants.

  “Let go Pet, give me your pleasure and your pain,” I murmur.

  I pinch her clit and watch as she falls apart in front of me.

  “Beautiful.”

  “Thank you Sir.”

  “You’re welcome, love.”

  “I think you fucked the stress out me,” she laughs.

  “Oh you haven’t seen anything yet,” I grin.

  I hold out my hand for her, “Come on, let’s go get ready for dinner.”

  Chapter 19

  Liz

  Instead of waiting for them in front of our place, we start walking towards their bungalow. The sun is just starting to set and it’s creating a beautiful sky. I could live here forever. No worries, no cares, it’s paradise.

  As we walk, I get this tingling on the back of my neck. Normally, I’d be worried, but I just got here, there’s no way anybody could have found me yet. So, I brush it off, grab Ryker’s arm a bit tighter and smile.

  Matt, Anthony and Liz are only about a five minute walk away and soon we’re knocking on the door.

  “Hey guys! Sorry we’re not ready yet, Liz needed a nap,” Matt says, answering the door.

  “Not a problem, we can wait out here if you want,” Ryker says.

  “No, come on in, take a seat,” Matt says ushering us in.

  “Oh shoot, I forgot my wrap. I’m going to run back and get it,” I say.

  I lean over and kiss him as I pull away he pulls me back in and takes my lips with a passion, I’ve never experienced.

  “Hurry back, Pet,” he says.

  “I promise.”

  I hustle back towards our place and run inside, leaving the door open behind me. I run to the bedroom and grab my wrap off the bed. When I turn around, I’m face to face with a man in a mask with a gun.

  “You’re a hard woman to pin down,” the man says.

  “Well, I’ve had years of practice,” I snarl.

  One man, I can take him down and run back to Ryker and let them know we have to leave. I brace myself, I’ll probably take a few hits, but it’s worth it to protect Liz and the boys.

  “Apparently, I’m not hard enough, they only sent one puny man to come take me down,” I taunt.

  He steps closer to me, “What the fuck do you mean, puny? Bitch, I’ll take you down no problem.”

  “Bring it, pussy,” I say, taunting him again.

  I need him to take the bait. I need him to come just a little bit closer so I can do what I need to do.

  He growls and steps closer to me and I take my chance. I kick his crotch and as he bends over I grab his head between my hands and knee him in the face. I feel the blood pouring from his face all over my legs. I can’t stop. I keep working on his face until he goes limp in my hands and I let him fall to the ground.

  I run out the door and race to Matt’s house. As I burst through the door, my worst fear comes to life. I see Liz, Ryker, Matt and Anthony corralled in the living area with two men pointing guns at them. I am trying to keep calm and evaluate the situation.

  “Well, well, well… I finally found you,” a male voice says.

  I freeze and my eyes widen as I turn around and face the man coming down the hallway.

  “Hello, daughter,” he sneers.

  “You’re the one who’s been hunting me?” I ask incredulously.

  I pause, trying to work through the steps. It doesn’t make any sense.

  “You sent me away. You told me to run and never look back. You tried to save me for some reason, so why are you trying to kill me now.”

  “Yeah, that wasn’t the smartest thing I’ve ever done. In hindsight, I should have just taken care of all three of you at once and dealt with the consequences. Who would have thought you’d actually be good at running.”

  He pauses, scanning me up and down, “Remember that van that killed your sister? Well, it was supposed to be for both of you. Neither of you were supposed to survive that, but somehow you evaded them. I couldn’t tell people what I did, but your deaths would have made the perfect cover to leave. Especially once your mother killed herself. Nobody would expect a grieving husband to stay in that house. But you, you just had to live. You fucked up my whole plan. It didn’t help that I owed a favor to another person after that. No, then I had to finish what they couldn’t do right in the first place,” he says circling me.

  “You disgust me,” I snarl.

  “It doesn’t really matter what you think, I’ve got you and your little friends all wrapped up. So, if you want to live and more importantly you want your friends and boy toy to live, you’re going to do exactly as I say,” he says.

  “Do whatever the hell you want with me, but you leave them alone. They didn’t do anything to you. You’ve got your prize and what you came for, so let them go.”

  “Hmmm,” he says, tapping his face, “Let’s have a chat and then we’ll talk about their release,” he says, heading towards the back.

  “Come along.”

  I look back at my friends, I can see the anger in Ryker’s eyes. He’s telling me not to go, but I don’t want to put them at risk. I mouth, I love you to Liz, turn around and follow my father.

  I meet him in the back bedroom and am immediately grabbed and tossed to the bed. I struggle, but I’m in the wrong position to get out of this. I force my body to relax and focus on my surroundings.

  “I never thought you’d make it this long. Maybe you have a bit of me in you after all,” he says, a hint of admiration in his voice.

  “I am nothing like you. I would never kill anyone in cold blood, like you did. There is no part of you in me. I survived on my own, because I had to. You gave me no choice, so I did what I h
ad to do to make it.”

  “Sit her up,” he says.

  The man whose body was covering mine gets up and tosses me on my ass. My father grabs my arm and slaps me across the face.

  “Mmm, silence. You are a tough bitch,” he says.

  “I’ll never give you my screams,” I spit.

  He pulls my arm forward, twists my wrist and pulls and brings the full weight of his body onto it.

  I can’t help it I cry out. I feel my wrist and elbow pop and my shoulder droop. I’m not sure if anything is broken, but it’s definitely dislocated.

  “You’ll give me your screams. You can either give them willingly or I’ll just take them,” he says letting my arm drop.

  “I’ve pissed on a lot of people to find you,” he says calmly.

  “How is that my problem? Maybe you should have just left me alone once you sent me on my way. I don’t have anything useful to give you. I don’t even know why I need to die.”

  “You’re a loose end. Loose ends need to be taken care,” he says nonchalantly.

  “Are you fucking kidding me? I’m a loose end you fucking caused!” I yell.

  “Maybe, I just wanted to enjoy the chase. I really never thought it would take me so long to find you though.”

  I shift slightly and inch a bit closer to the man who threw me on the bed.

  “Maybe you lost your touch.”

  He grabs my face and squeezes, “My touch is fine, maybe you should figure out just how fine it is.”

  “Fuck. You,” I snarl.

  Then I make my move I spit in his face. I use my good arm and slam it into the man next to me. I feel the air whoosh out of him as he doubles over. I focus on my father as he swats at his face. I’m down a weapon, but I still have two legs. I sweep down and take his legs out. He doesn’t fall, but he does stumble. Enough for me to get a quick punch in, I grabbed his arm and pop the gun out of his hand.

  A shot sears my already fucked up arm and I flip and shoot without hesitation. I watch the man go down and return my focus to my father.

  “I’m going to enjoy doing this,” I say pulling the trigger.

  I watch as he falls. I should feel something, anything. Instead I just feel darkness.

  I turn from the mess in the bedroom and hear Liz screaming. I creep down the hall and come face to face with goon number one. I catch him off guard and slam the gun into his skull. It’s enough to dull his senses long enough for me to put a bullet in his gut. I hear shots fired in the living room and break into a run.

  Goon number two is firing at all of them. Liz is covering Matt and I’m praying he’s okay.

  “Over here, asshole,” I yell.

  He turns shocked to see I’m still alive.

  “Duck!”

  I take the shot at goon twos head and he falls, blood spattering everywhere. I drop the gun and rush over to where they are.

  I move Liz out of the way, not caring how badly she’s already been hurt. I look at Matt and find his face destroyed. The fucker hit him right in the head, he never had a chance. I listen to Liz’s sobs, see the hate in Anthony’s eyes and it’s too much to bear.

  I stand and step back from the gruesome scene in front of me. I watch Liz as she crawls to Matt’s side and sobs.

  “Why? Why did this happen? I can’t lose him yet.”

  I can’t tell if she’s just talking out loud or if she’s talking to me. I watch Anthony cover his body over hers, trying to comfort her. There’s no comfort anyone can give her now. Nothing to ease the pain. He’s never coming back and I caused that.

  I feel a gentle touch on my back and flinch.

  “Stop. Whatever you’re thinking just stop.”

  “Are you kidding me? Look what I caused,” I gesture.

  “I told you that nothing good would come of being with me. I told you it wasn’t safe. I was right. Look what I did. They’ll never stop Ryker, never. I can’t keep you all in constant danger. I can’t cause any more pain.”

  “Let me help. We can do it just the two of us,” he almost begs.

  “No, Ryker. Go comfort Liz and Anthony, they need you more than I do right now.”

  He looks at me shocked. My voice is firm. I know I have to convince him this is the best for all of us. Whether he believes me or not, it’s all for the best. I turn and walk down to the bedroom. I need to fix up my arm and go quickly.

  For better or worse, he doesn’t follow me. I can hear murmuring and crying out in the living room and force myself to tune it out. I search through the drawers, trying to find something I can use to wrap my arm. I find a pillow case and use it to tie around my arm. There’s not much that I can do other than that, I’ll have to just keep my arm close to me for now.

  I shut the door quietly and put a chair in front of the door. I lean my head against the door and let myself feel for just a minute. For just a minute I let the emotions, the pain roll through my body and feel.

  “I’m so sorry.”

  My voice is filled with sorrow. I turn and walk out the patio door, never glancing back. I’m walking towards my next hiding spot, my next identity, alone.

  Epilogue

  Isabella

  It’s been a year since Matt was murdered. It’s been just as long since Liz disappeared without a trace and Ryker started chasing her.

  I still can’t believe Matt’s gone. I visit his grave every day. I tell him about my day and how things are with me and with Anthony. I tell him about anything and everything I can think of.

  “Hey, Matt. How are you doing today? I hope that you’re happy wherever you are. I have to tell you something Matt and I hope you’re not upset with me. I have to stop coming to visit you every day. I have to make an effort to move forward. I need to do it not only for myself, but for Anthony. We’re both still grieving. Still missing you. We think about you every day,” my voice cracks.

  “I’m not saying goodbye forever, just goodbye for now. I want to try and make things work with Anthony. I’m not afraid anymore. My bruises have healed, but my heart hasn’t yet. I need to heal my heart. No, I want to heal my heart. I want to feel again. I want to love again. You and Anthony taught me that it’s okay to love and be loved. That I’m allowed to be happy and I don’t have to fear every person around me.”

  I let the tears flow freely down my face.

  “Liz is still gone. She bolted right after that man shot you and we realized you were gone. She blames herself for your death. She thinks it’s her fault, that you’re dead. That she’s a liability to our group. That if she stays she’ll get us all killed. She thinks I blame her for your death. I don’t. I did for a day or so, but it was because I was hurting. I know that she would never put us in danger. I know that she would never hurt me. I just need to find her and tell her that. Anthony and I need to help her and we need to help Ryker. He’s so lost without her. I know you wouldn’t blame her either. I want to tell her that, let her know that nobody blames her. I miss her.”

  I pause trying to gather my thoughts.

  “I don’t want you to think I’m abandoning you Matt. But, Anthony is hurting now and I want to be able to take care of him. You know, you showed me love, even if you never said the words. I know you loved me. You showed me with every touch and smile that you gave me. You were patient with me. You never pushed, even though I know you wanted to sometimes. You let me heal on my own. I never got the chance to tell you that. I never got the chance to tell you I love you or thank you. Thank you for showing me love, thank you for loving me and helping me get through everything. For helping me through the nightmares. For being there for the smiles and the tears. I want you to know, that no matter what happens, I’ll always have a piece of you in my heart.”

  I lift myself from the ground and place my hand on his headstone.

  “I love you Matt. I always will. I’m so sorry this happened to you. That we never had a chance to see if we could make it work. But, I have to say goodbye now. I promise to come back and visit you, but I can’t right
now. I need to do this. I miss you more than my heart can handle sometimes. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Thank you for everything.”

  I hold tight to the headstone and let my sobs come. As the sobs subside, I straighten up kiss his headstone and walk away.

  I’m walking towards my future and away from the past. Anthony and I need to do a lot of talking and then we’re going after Ryker and Liz. I’ve already lost one person I loved, I’m not about to lose three more.

  Table of Contents

  Dedication and Thank You

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Epilogue