Obsession Mine (Tormentor Mine Book 2)

by Anna Zaires

  “Hi, Mom,” Sara says. She’s sitting on the couch next to me, the phone on loudspeaker on her lap so I can hear the conversation. “It’s me, Sara.”

  “Sara! Oh, thank God! Where are you? Are you okay? What’s going on? The FBI came and—”

  “I’m fine, Mom.” Sara’s tone is calm and soothing, despite the overly bright glitter in her eyes. “Please don’t worry. I’m with Peter, and all is well. I know things are probably confusing, but I’m well and everything with us is great. I’ll tell you more when I get home, but for now, I just wanted to call because I figured you must be worried.”

  “Sara, darling, listen to me.” Lorna sounds on the verge of crying. “The FBI said he’s a criminal, one of their most wanted. You have to get away from him. Where are you? Please, darling, tell me, and we’ll send someone for you. He’s not a good man, Sara. He’s dangerous; he can hurt you. You have to—”

  “Mom, don’t be ridiculous.” Sara’s voice sharpens. “I’m perfectly fine, and Peter is wonderful to me. Look, I can’t talk long, but whatever it is they’re telling you, don’t believe them. He is a good man, and we’re very happy together. He loves me, and I… Well, I think I might be in love with him too.”

  She glances at me, and I give her an approving nod, ignoring the irrational pang of pain in my chest. She’s just acting as I told her, and it’s pointless for me to wish that this were real, that she were truly in love with me.

  “But, Sara—”

  “Mom, I have to run. I’ll call again soon. In the meantime, please don’t worry about me and tell Dad not to worry either.” Her voice thickens, as if she’s about to cry too. “I love you both, and I’ll talk to you soon, okay?”

  “Wait, Sara—”

  But she hangs up, her slim shoulders shaking with sobs as she jumps to her feet and runs upstairs, leaving me behind with the phone.

  14

  Sara

  I don’t know how long I cry before the bed next to me dips and Peter gathers me into his arms, placing me on his lap as though I’m a distraught child. His big hand strokes my back as I wrap my arms around his neck, hiding my wet face against his shoulder, and it feels good, his touch, his warmth. It feels necessary, even though I hate him right now… even though the pain in my mom’s voice is unbearably fresh in my mind.

  “They’ll be all right, ptichka,” he says softly when my sobs quiet down. “We’re keeping an eye on them, and they’re handling everything well. And now that you called, they know you’re fine too.”

  “Fine? They think I’ve gone crazy, disappearing with a wanted criminal like that.” My voice shakes, my vision blurry with tears as I push at his shoulders, lifting my head to meet his gaze. “And with the FBI looking for us…”

  “I know.” His gray eyes are warm as he gently wipes the moisture off my cheeks. “It’s not optimal, but it’s the best we can do for now.”

  “Right.” I finally find the strength to push myself off his lap and stand up. My eyes feel gritty after all the crying, and I have a splitting headache, but I’m determined to regain control. I can’t keep seeking comfort from the man who took everything from me, can’t keep crying and clinging to my kidnapper.

  I’m stronger than that.

  I have to be.

  “Are you hungry?” Peter asks, getting up as well. “I’m about to make dinner for us.”

  I wipe the remnants of tears with the back of my hand and nod. “I could eat.”

  “Good.” His smile is so bright it’s almost blinding. “I’ll see you downstairs in an hour.”

  I expected Peter’s men to join us for dinner, as they did for breakfast, but they’re conspicuously absent. When I ask Peter about it, he explains that they’re training outside and will eat their meal later.

  “Why didn’t you join them?” I ask, reaching for a piece of salmon. We’re having Japanese-inspired food today—fish and white rice, with pickled veggies on the side. “Don’t you guys train together?”

  Peter smiles. “We normally do, but I wanted to spend time with you tonight.”

  “Because I’ve been such great company today?”

  His smile widens. “We’ve had our moments.”

  I fight a flush, knowing he’s referring to the sex earlier. I’ve been doing my best not to think about it, though my body still feels tender from his rough possession. It’s stupid to feel embarrassed when we’ve been sleeping together for the past several weeks, but I can’t help it. This thing between us is too confusing, too fucked up. And then the no-condom thing—

  No, I can’t think about that. Peter promised me a pill tomorrow, and I have to believe he’ll keep that promise. Even if, for some bizarre reason, he wouldn’t mind getting me pregnant, he has to realize that a baby under the circumstances would be a disaster for all involved. He’s a wanted man, an assassin on the run. What kind of life would that be for a child? Peter is too smart not to understand that.

  He’s also obsessed with you.

  I suppress that scary little whisper and dig into my food. There’s no point in worrying about that tonight; tomorrow, if Peter doesn’t come through with the pill, will be soon enough. In any case, I’m so tired I can barely lift my fork, much less stress about a potential pregnancy. It must already be morning back home, and despite my morning nap, I’m feeling the effects of jet lag, combined with the aftermath of extreme stress. Once I finish eating, I’m going to pass out and hope my head will be clearer tomorrow.

  I need it to be, so I can plan my escape.

  “I forgot to tell you,” Peter says as I’m finishing up my salmon. “Yan got you a bunch of clothes. They’re over there.” He nods toward the entryway, where, for the first time, I notice several shopping bags.

  “Oh, thanks.” Suppressing a yawn, I push my empty plate away and get up. I have no intention of being here long enough to need that many clothes, but I do need shoes and warm basics for escape. “I’ll check them out right now.”

  Peter gets up and starts clearing the table while I sort through Yan’s purchases. All the tags show bigger sizes than I’m used to, but the clothes look like they’ll fit me, so I must be a Medium or a Large among the petite women of Japan. The shoes are the right size too. I try them on right away, excited to find a pair of comfortable sneakers and warm boots, along with less practical sandals and high-heeled pumps.

  “Does your colleague think I’m going to be going out clubbing?” I ask Peter when I go through the rest of the bags and find some equally impractical dresses in addition to common-sense basics like yoga pants, jeans, sweaters, and T-shirts. There’s underwear too, most of it lacy and pretty, and a couple of slinky silk nighties—a man’s idea of what a woman would wear to bed.

  “Yan is good with clothes, so I told him to get whatever he thought was best,” Peter says, grinning as I hold up a low-cut tank top that wouldn’t look out of place at a summer beach bash. “I guess he went a little overboard with some items.”

  “Uh-huh.” I stuff everything back into the bags and grab a couple, about to lug them to the closet upstairs, when Peter comes up to me and snatches them out of my hands.

  “I’ve got it,” he says, picking up the rest, and I watch, bemused, as he carries all the bags upstairs.

  This is yet another example of his extreme solicitousness, I realize as I follow him up the steps. Back home, not only would Peter free me from all chores when I was tired, but he also wouldn’t let me carry anything heavier than a plate of food when he was around. I don’t know if he thinks I’m incapable of lifting a shopping bag, or if someone taught him to always carry things for women, but it definitely adds to the sense that he’s pampering me.

  When he’s not drugging, kidnapping, or threatening me, that is.

  “Was this a part of your upbringing at the orphanage?” I ask, following him into the bedroom walk-in closet, where he puts the bags down and starts hanging up my clothes next to his. “When you were a boy, did someone instruct you on how to be a gentleman or something al
ong those lines?”

  Peter stops and looks at me, eyebrows raised. “You’re kidding, right?”

  I frown and reach for one of the bags, taking out a sweater to fold. “No, why?”

  He laughs darkly. “Ptichka, do you have any idea what orphanages in Russia are like?”

  I bite my lip as I put the sweater on the shelf next to me. “No, not really. I’m guessing not so good?”

  He resumes hanging up the clothes. “Let’s just say that gentlemanly behavior wasn’t high on my list of priorities when I was a child.”

  “I see.” I should be helping Peter, but all I can do is stare at him, struck by how little I still know about the man who’s taken over my life so completely. I know he was raised in an orphanage—he told me he ended up in a juvenile prison camp after he killed the headmaster of that orphanage—but that’s as far as I’ve gotten, and all of a sudden, it’s not enough.

  I want to know more about Peter Sokolov.

  I want to understand him.

  “What happened to your family?” I ask, leaning against the closet doorframe. “Did you ever know your parents?”

  “No.” He doesn’t pause in his methodical unpacking of the bags. “I was left on the doorstep of the orphanage as a newborn. They think I was three or four days old at the time. Their best guess is that my mother came from one of the nearby villages. She might’ve been a schoolgirl who fooled around and got pregnant or something along those lines. I didn’t show any signs of fetal alcohol syndrome, and I tested negative for drugs, so that ruled out prostitutes and such.”

  “And no one’s ever come forward to claim you?” I ask, trying to ignore the painful squeezing in my chest. I don’t know why, but picturing this dangerous man as an abandoned newborn makes me want to cry.

  Peter lowers the hanger he’s holding and gives me a mildly surprised look. “Claim me? No, of course not. No one claims the kids at those places—that’s why they’re called orphanages. Well, nowadays, rich foreigners like to pop in and adopt a baby or two if they can’t have brats of their own, but that wasn’t the case when I was growing up.”

  I swallow, the ache in my chest intensifying. “Did you ever try to find out about your mother? To find her or your father? I mean, you have the resources now…”

  Peter’s jaw flexes, and he turns to fully face me. “Why would I waste my time looking for someone who abandoned me?” His eyes gleam with a hard, dark light. “There’s only one thing I’d want to do if I found her, and even I draw the line at matricide.”

  He turns away, continuing to fold and hang my clothes, and I force myself to join him in the task despite my shaking hands and knotted stomach. His revelations both terrify me and fill me with crushing pity. It’s obvious to me now that the rage I glimpsed in Peter goes deeper than the tragedy that befell his wife and son, that he was shaped by forces I can scarcely comprehend.

  That his focus on family—and his obsession with me—might have roots going all the way to the darkness of his childhood.

  15

  Sara

  I fall asleep in Peter’s embrace as soon as we lie down, and I wake up sometime later to the feel of him sliding into me from behind, his muscular arm looped around my ribcage to hold me still. I’m not wet enough, and the first few thrusts burn, but then his hand moves down to my sex, finding my clit, and my body softens, melting for him as the fire ignites in me again.

  It takes only a couple of minutes for me to come, and he’s right behind me, his thick cock jerking inside me as he reaches his peak with a muffled groan. He holds me then, not bothering to pull out, and I fall back asleep like that, with him still buried in my body. In my dreams, he kisses my temple and tells me how much he loves me, but when I wake up in the morning, I’m alone in bed, with the bright light streaming through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

  As I shower, I find traces of dried semen on my thighs—evidence that we didn’t use protection once again. I wash it off quickly, trying not to give in to the panic bubbling inside me, and get dressed to go looking for Peter.

  He has to get me that pill.

  He has to keep his promise.

  To my surprise, he’s nowhere to be found downstairs. Neither are any of his men.

  My pulse jumps, then settles into a rapid rhythm. Could it be? Could they have left me alone and gone to take care of some business? Before I let myself get too excited, I grab my boots and go outside to check if they might be training there.

  Nothing.

  Everyone’s gone, and so is the chopper.

  “They’ll be back this afternoon,” a man’s voice says behind me, and I jump up with a startled squeak.

  Spinning around, I face Ilya, who’s stepping out of the house behind me. He must’ve been in one of the guest bedrooms upstairs—the only places I didn’t check yet.

  Taking a breath to settle my racing pulse, I ask, “Did Peter go too?”

  The big Russian nods, his tattooed skull gleaming in the sunlight as he leans against the doorway. “He left breakfast on the stove for you.”

  “Oh, okay. Thanks.”

  He goes in, and I follow him back into the house, shivering from the cold wind. I’ll definitely have to dress warmly when I make my escape, with layers and everything. And I might get the chance sooner than I expected.

  With any luck, Ilya won’t be watching me too closely today.

  Sure enough, he doesn’t join me for breakfast. Instead, he disappears into his room upstairs while I scarf down the oatmeal Peter left for me and then clean up. When Ilya still doesn’t return a few minutes later, I quietly go upstairs, layer on two sweaters and a parka, grab a hat, and just as quietly go downstairs. I still don’t know the area, but I can’t pass up this kind of opportunity. Dropping by the kitchen, I hurriedly grab a water bottle, a packet of peanuts, and an apple, and stuff everything into a plastic bag that I zip up in my parka.

  My boots are by the front door, so I pull them on, and then I exit the house, careful not to make any noise as I close the door behind me.

  I don’t take a full breath until the house is out of sight and I find the trail I saw on the west side yesterday. I keep to the side of it, ready to dive deeper into the forest at the first sign of pursuit, but none seems to be forthcoming.

  Maybe my luck will hold and Ilya won’t realize I’m gone until some time from now.

  The air is cold and clear as I half-walk/half-run on the trail. I’m not in good enough cardio shape to keep that pace for long, but my goal is to get as far down the mountain as I can before anyone discovers I’m missing. I don’t delude myself that I can evade a team of former Spetsnaz soldiers without a significant head start, but it’s worth a shot.

  Maybe I can at least get to a phone before they catch me.

  I push myself all through the morning, stopping only for a five-minute bathroom/drink break around noon. Then I resume my rushed pace, ignoring the burning in my leg muscles and my lungs. By the time the sun is at an early afternoon angle in the sky, I’m forced to slow to a walk. It’s fortunate that I’m hiking down the mountain, or I wouldn’t have lasted this long. Though the trail is wide enough for a car, it seems to have gone unused in recent years, and it’s filled with obstacles I have to navigate around, everything from fallen tree trunks to enormous pot holes and ditches filled with water. It must be because of that landslide Ilya mentioned. I’ll have to go around, through the forest, when I get to that point, but for now, the trail is easier, even with all the obstacles.

  Just a little longer, I tell myself as I clamber over another fallen tree and skid down a steep part of the trail, nearly tripping over a rock as I fight to remain upright. Soon, I’ll stop to drink again and eat a snack, but not yet.

  I have to get farther before they start searching for me.

  I force myself to keep going for another hour, at which point I sink to the ground, exhausted. For the past twenty minutes, I’ve had the unsettling sensation that I’m being followed, but I’m pretty sure I’m just be
ing paranoid.

  My captors wouldn’t bother following me; they’d just grab me and bring me back.

  Regardless, I carefully inspect my surroundings, ready to jump up and run at any moment. As I’d suspected, though, everything is quiet, the giant cedar trees swaying slightly in the chilly breeze. Relaxing, I unzip my parka and take out the plastic bag I stuffed there. Opening the water bottle, I gulp down what water I have left and then eat the peanuts and the apple I brought with me.

  It’s not much, but it will suffice.

  Feeling marginally better, I stand up and, for the second time today, jump up with a startled scream.

  A gray, pink-faced monkey is staring at me from the trees.

  Or more precisely, it’s staring at me and the apple core I left on the ground, its gaze darting between me and the potential food.

  I burst out laughing, both at the expression on the monkey’s face and my own reaction. My skin is tingling from the adrenaline surge and my heart is pounding like I just got attacked by a bear, but I’m so relieved I could kiss that little pink face.

  A mountain monkey has been stalking me, not a Russian mercenary.

  “You can have it,” I tell the monkey, gesturing toward the apple remnants when I’m finally able to stop laughing. “It’s all yours.”

  “How generous of you, ptichka,” a familiar voice drawls from behind, and I freeze, my pulse skyrocketing again.

  I was wrong not to trust my instincts.

  With a sinking feeling, I turn around and face the man I fled from.

  Peter Sokolov is leaning against a tree, his sensuous lips curved in a sardonic smile.

  16

  Peter

  Ilya messaged me as soon as Sara left the house, and I told him to follow her. Not because I was worried we’d lose her—Yan added tracking chips to all the shoes he got for her—but because I didn’t want her hiking alone. My little doctor is used to suburban environments, not mountain forests, and I didn’t want to risk her getting hurt. I was already on the way back, so as soon as Anton dropped me off, I followed the GPS signal from Sara’s boots. It took me only an hour to catch up to Ilya, and then I took over the job of tracking Sara—my favorite pastime in recent months.