The Collected Short Stories of Louis L'Amour, Volume 1

by Louis L'Amour

  His eyes held hers for a long, long minute. Up the street a door slammed, and there were boots on the boardwalk. He smiled, and squeezed her arm. “All right, Mag. I believe you.”

  He turned then, and felt the sun’s heat on his shoulders and felt the dust puff under his boot soles, and he walked away up the street, seeing Lonnie Parker standing there in the open, waiting for them. And he was not worried. He was not worried at all.

  Home Is the Hunter

  Not even those who knew him best had ever suspected Bill Tanneman of a single human emotion.

  He had never drawn a gun but to shoot, and never shot but to kill.

  He had slain his first man when a mere fourteen. He had ridden a horse without permission and the owner had gone after him with a whip.

  Because of his youth and the fact that the horse’s owner was a notorious bully, he was released without punishment, but from that day forward Bill Tanneman was accepted only with reservations.

  He quit school and went to herding cattle, and he worked hard. Not then nor at any other time was he ever accused of being lazy. Yet he was keenly sensitive to the attitudes of those around him. He became a quiet, reserved boy who accepted willingly the hardest, loneliest jobs.

  His second killing was that of a rustler caught in the act. Three of his outfit, including the foreman, came upon the rustler with a calf down and tied, a heated cinch ring between two sticks.

  The rustler dropped the sticks and grabbed his gun, and young Bill, just turned fifteen, shot him where he stood.

  “Never seen nothin’ to match it,” the foreman said later. “That rustler would have got one of us sure.”

  A month later he killed his third man before a dozen witnesses. The man was a stranger who was beating a horse. Bill, whose kindness to animals was as widely acknowledged as his gun skill, took the club from the stranger and knocked him down. The man got to his feet, gun in hand, and took the first shot. He missed. Bill Tanneman did not miss.

  Despite the fact that all three killings had been accepted as self-defense, people began to avoid him. Bill devoted himself to his work, and perhaps in his kindness to animals and their obvious affection for him he found some of that emotional release he could never seem to find with humans.

  When riding jobs became scarce, Tanneman took a job as a marshal of a tough cow town and held it for two years. Many times he found himself striding down a dusty street to face thieves and troublemakers of every stripe. Always he found a strange and powerful energy building in him as he went to confront his adversaries. One look at that challenging light in his eyes was enough to back most of them down. Surprisingly enough, he killed not a single man in that time, but as the town was thoroughly pacified by the end of his two years, he found himself out of a job.

  At thirty years of age he was six feet three inches tall and weighed two hundred and thirty compact and bone-tough pounds. He had killed eleven men, but rumor reported it at twice the number. He had little money and no future, and all he could expect was a bullet in the back and a lonely grave on Boot Hill.

  Kirk Blevin was young, handsome, and had several drinks under his belt. At nineteen he was his father’s pride, an easygoing young roughneck who would someday inherit the vast BB holdings in land and cattle. Given to the rough horseplay of the frontier, he saw on this day a man riding toward him who wore a hard, flat-brimmed hat.

  The hard hat caught his gleeful attention and a devil of humor leaped into his eyes. His gun leaped and blasted … a bullet hole appeared in the rim … and Bill Tanneman shot him out of the saddle.

  Tanneman’s gun held the other riders, shocked by the unexpected action. From the dust at Tanneman’s feet Kirk managed a whisper. “Sorry, stranger … never meant … harm.”

  The words affected Tanneman oddly. With a queer pain in his eyes he offered the only explanation of his life. “Figured him for some tinhorn, gunnin’ for a reputation.”

  Milligan, who rode segundo for Old Man Blevin, nodded. “He was a damn fool, but you better make tracks. Seventy men ride for Blevin, an’ he loved this kid like nothin’ else.”

  That Tanneman’s reason for shooting had been the best would be no help against the sorrow and the wrath of the father. Curiously, Bill Tanneman’s regret was occasioned by two things: that Kirk had shown no resentment, and that he had been a much-loved son.

  For behind the granite-hard face of the gunfighter was a vast gulf of yearning. He wanted a son.

  To see the handsome youngster die in the road had shocked him profoundly, and he was disturbed about the situation in general—he had no wish to fight against the man whose son he had accidentally killed. He thought of trying to speak to the old man, but did not intend to die, and the idea of having to shoot his way out of such a meeting chilled him to the core. The boy had given him no choice, but further tragedy must be avoided at all costs.

  He swung swiftly into the hills, and with all the cunning of a rider of the lone trails, he covered the tracks and headed deeper and deeper into the wild vastness of the Guadalupes. He carried food, water, and ample ammunition, for he never started on the trail without going prepared for a long pursuit. When a man has lived by the gun he knows his enemies will be many and ruthless. Yet this time Bill Tanneman fled with an ache in his heart. No matter how justified his shooting, he had killed an innocent if reckless young man—the one bright spot in the life of the old rancher.

  For weeks he lost himself in the wilderness, traveling the loneliest trails, living off the land, and only occasionally venturing down to an isolated homestead or mining claim for a brief meal and a moment or two of company.

  Finally summer became autumn, and late one afternoon Bill Tanneman made his camp by a yellow-carpeted aspen grove in the shallow valley that split the end of a long ridge. From a rock-rimmed butte that stood like a watchtower at the end of the line of mountains, he scanned the surrounding country. Below him the slope fell away to a wide grass-covered basin several miles across. On the far side, against a low ring of hills, there was a smear of wood smoke and a glint of reflected light that indicated a town. Here and there were a few clusters of farm or ranch buildings. Noting that human habitation was comfortingly close yet reassuringly far away, he retired to his fire and the silence of the valley.

  It was past midnight when he heard the walking horse. Swiftly he moved from under his blankets and, pistol in hand, he waited, listening.

  The night was cold. Wind stirred down the canyon and rustled softly among the aspen. The stars were bright, and under them the walking horse made the only sound. A weary horse, alone and unguided.

  It came nearer, then, seeming to sense his presence, the horse stopped and blew gently through his nostrils. Tanneman got cautiously to his feet. He could see the vague outlines of a man on the horse, a man slumped far forward, and something behind him … a child.

  “What’s wrong, kid?” He walked from the deeper shadows.

  “It’s my father.” The voice trembled. “He’s been shot.”

  Gently, Bill Tanneman lifted the wounded man from the saddle and placed him on the blankets.

  He heated water from his canteen, and while the child looked on, he bathed the wound. It was low down and on the left side. From the look of the wound it had been a ricochet, for it was badly torn. Tanneman made a poultice of prickly pear and tied it on, yet even as he worked he knew his efforts were useless. This man had come too far, had lost too much blood.

  When at last the wounded man’s eyes opened, they looked at the dancing shadows on the rock wall, then at Tanneman.

  “The kid?”

  “All right.” Tanneman hesitated, then said deliberately, “Anybody you want to notify?”

  “I was afraid … no, there’s nobody. Take care of the kid, will you?”

  “What happened?”

  The man breathed heavily for several minutes, then seemed to gather strength. “Name’s Jack Towne. Squatted on the Centerfire. Big outfit burned me out, shot me up. It was all I had
.…”

  Tanneman built a fire and prepared some stew, and when it was finished he dished some up for the child. He looked again at the dying man’s run-down boot heels, the worn and patched jeans, the child’s thin body. “I’ll get your place back”—his voice was rough—“for the kid.”

  “Thanks, anyway.” The man managed a smile. “Don’t try it.”

  “What was the outfit?”

  “Tom Banning’s crowd. It was Rud Pickett shot me.”

  Rud Pickett … a money-taking killer. But a dangerous man to meet. And Banning was a tough old hide-hunter turned cattleman, taking everything in sight.

  “Your kid will get that ranch. I’m Bill Tanneman.”

  “Tanneman!” There was alarm in the man’s eyes as he glanced from the big gunfighter to the child.

  The big man flushed painfully. “Don’t worry, he’ll be all right.” He hesitated, ashamed to make the confession even to a dying man. “I always wanted a kid.”

  Jack Towne stared at him, and his eyes softened. He started to speak, but the words never came.

  Bill Tanneman turned slowly toward the child. “Son, you’d better rest. I—”

  “I’m not a son!” The voice was indignant. “I’m a girl!”

  Tanneman watched the child with growing dread. What was he going to do? A little girl would take special treatment, but he didn’t even know where to start. A boy, now … but this was a girl. How did one talk to a girl kid? He spoke seldom, and when he did his voice was rough. This was a situation that was going to take some thought.

  Thompson’s Creek was a town of two hundred and fifty people, two saloons, one rooming house, one restaurant, and a few odds and ends of shops, and at the street’s end, a livery stable.

  Betty Towne and Bill Tanneman rode to town the next evening. Tanneman remained cautious, as was his nature, but his mind was stubbornly set on the problem of the little girl. Their horses stabled, he brushed his coat and hat while the child gravely combed her hair, then joined him to bathe her hands at the watering trough.

  “Let’s go eat,” he said, when she had dried her hands.

  Her little hand slipped confidently into his and Bill Tanneman felt a queer flutter where his heart was, followed by a strange glow. A little more proudly he started up the boardwalk, a huge man in black and a tiny girl with fine blonde hair and blue eyes.

  This had been her father’s town, and it was near here that he had been shot, driven from the ranch where he had worked to create a home. And in this town were men who would kill Tanneman if they knew why he had come.

  The life of Bill Tanneman had left him with few illusions. He knew the power of wealth, knew the number of riders that now rode for Tom Banning, and knew the type of man he was, and the danger that lay in Rud Pickett. Yet Tanneman was a man grown up to danger and trouble, knowing nothing else, and for the first time he was acting with conscious, deliberate purpose.

  On the street near the café were tied several horses, all marked with the Banning brand. Tanneman hesitated for a moment, then led the girl toward the door. As they entered the café, he caught the startled glance of a woman who was placing dishes on the table. The glance went from the child to the weather-beaten man with white hair who sat at the end of the table. The man did not look up.

  Also in the room there were three cowhands, one other man more difficult to place, and a tall, graceful girl with a neat gray traveling dress and a composed, lovely face.

  At the sight of the man at the head of the table, Betty drew back and her fingers tightened convulsively. She looked up at Tanneman with fear in her light blue eyes. Deliberately, Tanneman walked around the table and drew back the two chairs on Banning’s right.

  The rancher glanced up irritably. “Sorry, that seat’s reserved.” His glance flickered to the girl and then back to Tanneman, his eyes narrowing.…

  Ignoring him, Tanneman seated Betty, then drew back the chair nearest the rancher. For an instant their eyes met, and Tom Banning felt a distinct shock. Something within him went still and cold.

  Reassured by the presence of Tanneman, Betty began to eat. Soon she was chattering away happily. She looked up into the lovely gray eyes opposite her. “This is my Uncle Bill,” she said. “He’s taking me home. At least, where we used to live. Our house was burned down.” She glanced nervously toward the head of the table, fearful that she had said too much.

  Tanneman was stirred by a grim humor. “Don’t worry, honey. The men who burned it are going to build you a new house, a much bigger, nicer one. It will belong to you.”

  One of the cowhands put down his fork and looked up the table. Banning’s eyes were on Tanneman, a hard awareness growing in them. The cowhand started to rise.

  “You work for Banning?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Then sit down. If you figure on lookin’ up Rud Pickett, don’t bother. I’ll hunt him myself.”

  Coolly, Tanneman helped himself to some food. “I despise a man,” he stated calmly, “who hires his killing done. I despise a man who murders the fathers of children. A man like that is a white-livered scoundrel.”

  Tom Banning’s face went white. He half started to rise, then slid back. “I’m not packin’ a gun,” he said.

  “Your kind doesn’t.” Tanneman gave him no rest. “You hide behind hired guns. Now you listen to me: I’m here to take up for Jack Towne’s daughter. You rebuild that house you burned, you drive his stock back. You get that done right off, or you meet me in the street with your gun. Not your hired men—you, Tom Banning.”

  He forked a piece of beef and chewed silently for a minute, and then he looked up. It was obvious that he had everyone in the café’s attention. “This here little girl’s father was murdered by riders, at Tom Banning’s orders. That will be hard to prove, so I don’t aim to try. I know it, an’ everybody else around here does, too.

  “He robbed this little girl of her daddy and her home. I can’t give back her father, but I can give back her home.”

  Tom Banning’s face was flushed. The girl was looking at him with horror, and he quailed at the thought of what she must be thinking. In his youth a fire-eater, Banning had come more and more to rely on hired guns, yet this man had called him personally, and in such a way that he could not avoid a meeting. That the stranger had done so deliberately was obvious. And now Tanneman pointed it even more definitely. “Ma’am”—Tanneman glanced up at the older woman—“give that fellow some more coffee.” He indicated the cowhand who had started to rise. “He’s worked for Banning awhile, I take it, and now he’s got him a chance to see who his boss is, whether he’s ridin’ for a coward or a game man.”

  The directness of the attack took Banning by surprise, and once the surprise was over, he began to worry. This was no brash youngster, but a mature and dangerous man. If he tried to leave the man might order him to sit down, and then he must submit or risk actual physical combat.

  Tanneman turned to the child and began cutting her meat. He talked to her quietly, gently, and the girl across the table was touched by the difference in his voice.

  Kate Ryerson, who owned the restaurant, offered to give the child a bed. Slipping from her chair, Betty slipped her arms around him and kissed his rough cheek. “Good night, Uncle Bill.”

  The tall girl at the table met his eyes and smiled. “You seem to have a way with children.”

  Bill Tanneman felt himself blushing. “Don’t guess I do, ma’am. It’s that youngster. She has a way with me.”

  When the child was gone, the girl with the gray eyes filled her cup. “I think this should be investigated by the United States Marshal, and if these charges are correct Mr. Banning should be charged with murder and theft.”

  Tom Banning started to speak, then held his peace. For the first time he was really frightened. Guns, even turned against him, were something he understood and against which he could take measures. Explaining his ruthless killings to a jury and being torn apart by a prosecuting attorney was another thing.


  When he finished his meal he got up quietly, but Bill Tanneman ignored him. With his cowhands, Banning walked from the room.

  Penelope Gray studied the big, hard-featured man across the table with attention. She remembered with warmth the queer wonderment in his eyes when he looked at the child. Instinctively, she knew this man was lonely for a long time.

  “You’ve never been married?”

  “I reckon no woman would want my sort of man.”

  “I think you’re a very good man.” She touched her fingers to his sleeve. “A man who would risk his life for the rights of a child who was no kin to him—that’s a pretty fine sort of man.”

  Bill Tanneman remained seated after the girl retired, one thing holding his attention. Skilled at reading men, he had seen that Penny’s threat of the law had frightened Banning much more than his own warnings. Asking for pen and paper, he sat down and wrote a letter to Dan Cooper.

  It had been long since he had seen Cooper. A sheriff then, Cooper had been pursuing him after a shooting until the sheriff ’s horse put a foot in a prairie dog hole and broke a leg. It was wild country and the Comanches were riding. Tanneman had turned back, disarmed Cooper, and let him ride double until within a mile of town. Cooper was a judge now, and a power in Territorial politics.

  At daybreak, he routed out the storekeeper and bought an express shotgun and fifty rounds for it. He loaded the shotgun and stuffed his pockets with shells. Then he saddled his horse and headed for the Towne place.

  It was still early … quail called in the mesquite as he rode by at a space-eating canter. He found the Towne place as Kate Ryerson had described it, a flowing spring, a small pool, the weed-grown vegetable garden, and the charred ruins of a cabin.

  His fighter’s eyes surveyed the terrain. An old buffalo wallow could be a rifle pit … that pile of rocks … but he must not think in terms of defense, but of attack.