Christmas Miracles

by MacLean, Julianne

  Christmas Miracles

  A Color of Heaven Boxed Set for the Holidays

  by

  Julianne MacLean

  Dear Reader,

  Welcome to the Color of Heaven series, which has been entertaining and inspiring readers worldwide since the first novel was published in 2011.

  If this is your first time reading a Color of Heaven novel, you may wish to explore other titles as well. There are thirteen books in total, beginning with THE COLOR OF HEAVEN. It’s not necessary to read the entire series in order, as each novel stands on its own and you can pick up any title that interests you. But many readers enjoy starting with Book 1 (which is currently free in eBook format) and moving through the series from start to finish. The books you are about to read are #7 and #12, but rest assured, you don’t need to read the previous books to enjoy these two.

  At the end of this collection, you’ll find descriptions of all the other books in the series.

  Happy Holidays to you and your loved ones! I hope the Christmas spirit brings you many happy memories and joyful moments to cherish all year.

  Sincerely,

  Julianne MacLean

  Christmas Miracles

  Compilation Copyright © 2017 Julianne MacLean

  The Color of the Season

  Copyright © 2014 Julianne MacLean

  The Color of a Christmas Miracle

  Copyright © 2016 Julianne MacLean

  Excerpt from The Color of a Silver Lining

  Copyright © 2017 Julianne MacLean

  ISBN-13: 978-1-927675-56-4

  This ebook is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or a portion thereof, in any form. This book may not be resold or uploaded for distribution to others.

  This is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events, locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Cover Designs: The Killion Group, Inc.

  Cover Images: Charles Doucet/BookCoverArt.ca

  Formatting: Author E.M.S.

  Table of Contents

  CHRISTMAS MIRACLES

  Welcome to THE COLOR OF HEAVEN Series

  Copyright

  THE COLOR OF THE SEASON

  Questions for Discussion

  THE COLOR OF A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE

  Dear Reader

  Excerpt from THE COLOR OF A SILVER LINING

  Other Books in The Color of Heaven Series

  Other Books by Julianne MacLean

  About the Author

  The Color of the Season

  A Color of Heaven Novel

  by Julianne MacLean

  Prologue

  Josh Wallace

  This past holiday season, I received the greatest gift imaginable—the gift of love. Or maybe it was the gift of life, or wisdom, or a combination of all those things. I’m still not entirely sure. All I know is that I am transformed.

  Sometimes I look back on what happened and wonder if it was some kind of stress-induced hallucination. The doctor I told tried to convince me of that, but others were open-minded about my experience and admitted freely that they didn’t have all the answers. That what happened to me was outside their realm of experience.

  What I am referring to is my unexpected encounter with the afterlife.

  Who would have guessed that such remarkable things would happen to a man like me? A cop who carried a gun, never went to church, and considered any type of spiritualism to be silly new age stuff. That was for people who were weak and afraid of the real world, people who needed something else to believe in. Something to help them cope. Or so I thought.

  I’ll be the first to admit I was naive in that area, and I viewed the world, and my place in it, very superficially.

  “What you see is what you get,” I used to say.

  Who knew there was so much more beneath, and above, the surface of absolutely everything?

  Chapter One

  A heavy rain was falling when I got out of bed that fateful morning, which seemed fitting, considering I was about to get dumped. I’d felt it in my gut all through the night, churning inside me like a rancid meal. I’d hardly slept a wink.

  I rose from bed and stood at the paned window of my Boston flat, watching violent gusts of wind sweep raindrops across the asphalt in the street. Mist rose up from the ground, while leaves on the maple trees along the sidewalk fluttered and the branches swayed.

  My body tensed and my head throbbed as I imagined Carla out there somewhere, ignoring my calls.

  Because she was with him.

  What were they doing right now? I wondered irritably. At this very moment?

  I bowed my head and leaned forward over the white windowsill, bracing my weight on my knuckles and clenched fists, breathing deep and slow.

  Hell. I needed a cup of coffee.

  Turning away from the window, I moved into the kitchen to brew a pot, then poured myself a bowl of cereal, which I ate on the sofa while watching the sports channel on television.

  I checked my phone again for a text from Carla. Still…nothing.

  A part of me wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, because I knew I wasn’t the most rational guy in the world when it came to cheating girlfriends. I’d been burned once before, so I had a small problem with jealousy.

  But what if she’d been in a car accident on her way home yesterday and was in a coma at the hospital and couldn’t get in touch? If that was the case, I was going to feel pretty guilty.

  But it wasn’t the case, and I knew it. I’d have heard something.

  No, she hadn’t texted or called because she didn’t know how to tell me it was over. She felt badly about standing me up for dinner the other night and probably wasn’t ready to face me and explain herself.

  I felt a muscle twitch at my jaw.

  Setting my empty cereal bowl down, I rested my elbows on my knees and stared at the blue velvet ring box on the coffee table.

  Thirty-five hundred bucks. That’s how much that gigantic sucker had cost, and I’d had no choice but to set up a financing plan with monthly payments because I didn’t have that kind of cash just sitting around. I probably should have chosen something smaller, but I wanted to make an impression.

  Looking back on it, I suppose I thought—with my limited view of the world at the time—that the bigger and flashier the ring, the more tempting my offer would be.

  I reached forward to open the box.

  Yep, it was one blindingly gorgeous ring. If she could just see it and give me a chance to pop the question… Surely there was still hope. She barely knew the other guy.

  In that moment, my phone vibrated with an incoming text. I quickly picked it up.

  Chapter Two

  A half hour later, I opened my front door to find Carla standing on my veranda, shivering in the wind and rain. Her long blond hair was pulled up in a clip at the back, and she looked as classy as ever.

  It was astounding, how physically attracted I was to her. Even now.

  Especially now.

  “Hey,” I coolly said. “Come in.”

  I lived on the second-floor apartment of a century home that had been converted into a rental property, so there wasn’t much room in the narrow entrance hall. It certainly wasn’t an ideal location to hold a conversation about the rest of our lives together, so I started up the stairs.

  “Want a cup of coffee?” I asked, more than a little aware of the chill in my tone, but I couldn’t mask it. I was pissed.

  “Sure,” she replied, unbuttoning her belted trench co
at as she followed.

  We reached the second level and I went to pour her a cup while she hung her coat and purse on a hook in the hall. By the time she joined me in the kitchen, I was stirring in the cream and sugar.

  “Here.” I held out the mug.

  She accepted it without meeting my gaze and glanced around the apartment. “Thank you.”

  An ominous silence ensued. The tension was thick as mud.

  “Should we go and sit down?” she suggested.

  I nodded and gestured toward the sofa in the living room, where we’d spent many evenings wrapped in each other’s arms, watching late night movies.

  She chose the leather chair by the window, however, which I considered a bad sign.

  I sank onto the sofa and watched her sip her coffee. Still she hadn’t looked me in the eye. Then, at last, she set the cup down on the table. Naturally, after she called, I’d moved the ring box and placed it in a drawer in my bedroom. At least for now.

  “I’m sorry about the other night,” Carla said at last. “I hope you were able to cancel the reservations without any trouble.”

  I shrugged a shoulder. “It’s not like they bill you for it.”

  She nodded and looked down at the floor. “No, of course not.”

  Another awkward silence rolled through the room, then she cupped her forehead with her hand and shook her head. “God, I’m really sorry, Josh. You’re angry with me and you have every right to be. I know things have been…strained between us lately.”

  “Have they?” I asked, needing her to elaborate, because honestly, I’d thought everything was fine. Well, mostly fine. Maybe there was a part of me that knew she didn’t belong to me completely, and that’s why I’d bought the ring.

  Carla let out a sigh. “Yes. I think maybe, we moved a little too fast, right from the beginning. We’d both been through some rough times with relationships that didn’t end well, and that’s why we wanted so badly for this to work.”

  “I thought it was working,” I replied. “And I’m still not convinced it isn’t. We’ve been together almost a year, Carla, and we’re good together. You know that. We have great chemistry and we both want the same things—to get married someday and raise a family. Everything was fine until…”

  I stopped myself, because I needed to hear her say it.

  “Until I flew to Canada to be with Seth in the hospital,” she replied.

  The muscles in my shoulders clenched.

  A few months ago, Carla had received a phone call about her late husband, Seth, who had died in a plane crash the year before. But apparently they’d found him alive—or so they thought. In the end, it turned out that the man floating on an iceberg in the middle of the North Atlantic wasn’t Carla’s husband after all, but some other passenger on the plane who had claimed Seth’s belongings.

  The man’s name was Aaron Cameron—and I wanted to wring his scrawny neck.

  Carla sat forward. “I don’t know how to explain it, but something happened to me when I was in Newfoundland, and I’m as confused by it as you must be. All I know is that I need to figure this out, and in order to do that, I have to be with Aaron.”

  My gut squeezed with nausea. I shut my eyes, clenched both hands into fists. “You barely know him. You spent a couple of days with him in the hospital, and now you think he’s the great love of your life.”

  “I’m sorry,” she continued in a gentle tone. “I wish you knew how hard this has been for me. I hate doing this, but I don’t want to lead you on, or heaven forbid, cheat on you while I figure out what I want.”

  My eyes flew open. “Figure it out? So you’re not even sure?”

  She sat back and stared at me. “Like you said, I barely know him, but there’s something between us that…” She paused. “I don’t know how to explain it, Josh, but it just feels right. It’s as if we were meant to find each other and I need to explore that.”

  Meant to find each other? Seriously?

  Reeling with frustration, I rose to my feet and went into the kitchen to pace around for a minute or two. After I cooled the anger in my blood, I returned to the living room and stood on the carpet, facing her.

  “We have a good thing here,” I said, “but you want to throw it all away for a guy you’ve only spent a few days with? I thought you were the rational type with both feet on the ground, but maybe I don’t know you as well as I thought I did. Maybe the so-called ‘magic of the universe’ is doing me a favor here, because I sure as hell wouldn’t walk away from what we have to go on some ridiculous quest for my soul mate. You know I don’t believe in that crap, and I sure as hell hope you don’t expect me to wait around for you while you go and do that.”

  She stared at me with something that resembled pity. It only served to piss me off even more.

  “I’m sorry you feel that way,” she said, “but you’re right, I suppose. The universe is doing you a favor, because this isn’t meant to be. If it was, everything would be clear. All the pieces would have fallen into place.”

  “It was clear,” I reminded her. “At least, it was for me. And you don’t really believe that, do you? That the universe will take care of everything? We have to take control of our lives, Carla, and make things happen the way we want them to happen.”

  “I’m not saying we shouldn’t take control,” she argued. “I’m just saying that sometimes you have to follow your gut.”

  “And your gut is telling you that you should run off with a guy you barely know,” I reiterated. “That sounds really intelligent.” I tapped my forefinger on my temple. “Good to see you’re using the old noggin for these major life decisions.”

  “I’m sorry, Josh. I never meant to hurt you.”

  Well, you did.

  My stomach lurched.

  “You can show yourself out,” I eventually said.

  All the color drained from her face. Then she stood up.

  I stepped out of the way to let her pass. Slowly, she collected her coat and purse from the hook on the wall while I stood watching with a tight jaw that made my entire skull throb.

  Don’t go, I wanted to say. Please stay. You’re making a mistake. We can work this out. I have a ring for you in the other room. Would that change your mind if I offered it to you now?

  But I didn’t say any of that, because I had my pride to consider.

  Instead I stood in anger, glaring at her while my head pounded with tension.

  “I’m very sorry,” she said again. “I hope one of these days you’ll be able to forgive me.”

  “Don’t bet on it,” I replied, and felt an instantaneous regret for lashing out at her that way—at this woman I loved. Still loved.

  But this was the second time I’d been cheated on, and I was bitter.

  I was terribly, terribly bitter.

  Chapter Three

  A few years back, I fell in love with a beautiful woman named Brooke, who I intended to marry. We met in an upscale restaurant downtown not long after I entered the police force. She was fresh out of college, working an entry-level position with a large marketing firm.

  I still remember what she wore that night—a skinny black pencil skirt, glossy white blouse, red, patent leather heels. Her black hair was sleek and shiny and hung to a sharp point at her waist. She had an ivory complexion and her smile electrified the whole room. The physical attraction between us was off the charts and we immediately entered into a relationship that lasted well over a year.

  All I’d wanted was to be with her forever and maybe that was my problem. I lost sight of everything else in my life. When things eventually settled into a slower pace between us, I wasn’t prepared for the possibility that she might get bored.

  Which she did.

  That became obvious when I invited Kevin, an old college buddy of mine to come and stay with me for the weekend. Brooke soon decided he was far more exciting than I was.

  I’ve since come to realize that she’d always been attracted to men she didn’t know very well. I sup
pose I was in that category when we first met in the restaurant. But when the excitement faded, so did her level of interest.

  I walked in on Brooke and Kevin in my apartment, in bed together—which was a double betrayal because Kevin had been one of my best friends since freshman year. I took it pretty hard when he did that to me.

  Last I’d heard, he and Brooke dated for about six months, then went their separate ways. I haven’t spoken to either of them since, and it was a long time before I felt ready to date again, let alone to enter into another serious relationship. For a while there, I thought I would never be ready.

  Until I met Carla.

  * * *

  I was scheduled to work the graveyard shift on the day Carla dumped me, which at least spared me the agony of going to bed alone, tossing and turning, and over-analyzing what went wrong between us.

  I’d done enough of that over the past few days when she stopped answering my calls.

  But really… What had I done wrong? I was a good guy with a decent job with the Boston Police Department. Sure, I was only an officer in the traffic division, but I was young, educated and ambitious, and I had my eye on the next level. I was confident that eventually I’d slide over to the routine patrol division, learn the ropes there, and sooner or later get promoted to lieutenant. Or I could apply for advanced training for the SWAT unit anytime.