by Hatch, Donna
As she lay in his arms after they’d became truly husband and wife, she knew she had made the right choice.
CHAPTER 27
Alicia awoke to the sound of shouting voices. Sleepily, she sat up. Pale, predawn light seeped in between the heavy draperies over the window. Her cheeks heated as she remembered the delicious sensations to which her husband had introduced her last night. Smiling, feeling whole, she simply was unable to muster a terrible amount of alarm for the noise outside her room. As the volume increased and the footsteps thundered through the halls, Alicia threw back her covers, feeling obligated to at least pretend an interest in the commotion. She pulled on a peignoir, ran her fingers through her unbound hair and opened the door to a barrage of different voices.
“Bring the doctor!”
“Phillips has already gone for him.”
“Don’t move him.”
“Bring a pillow to place under his head. And bring a blanket.”
Alicia peered over the banister to the open foyer below. The servants huddled over a motionless form on the floor.
“Move back, give him some air.”
Nicholas’s cloaked form bent over the person on the floor, running his gloved hands over the body’s arms, rib cage and then over the legs. Nicholas leaned in closer, and when his head moved, the face of the injured person came into view.
Robert lay pale and unmoving at the foot of the stairs.
With her heart in her throat, Alicia flew down the stairs to him. “Robert!”
Nicholas continued his gentle probing. “He’s breathing and he has a pulse. I’m just making sure nothing’s broken before we move him.” With a growl, he finally tore the glove off his right hand and felt along the back of Robert’s neck with care.
“I don’t think anything’s broken. Let’s carry him to the nearest couch.” He quickly replaced his glove.
The men lifted Robert, careful to not jostle him as they carried him to the sofa in the parlor. A maid placed a pillow behind his head and a blanket over his body. Another built up the fire. Robert lay unconscious.
Alicia took his hand, but it remained limp and cold. She turned to Nicholas. “What happened?”
He drew her into another room and pressed her hands in between his gloves, making her long to pull off his gloves and feel the warmth of his flesh against hers. “One of the servants found him at the bottom of the stairs. He appears to have fallen down them.”
She grasped for an explanation but feared she already knew the truth. “Could he have simply passed out from too much drink where they found him?”
He shook his cowled head. “The way he was laying suggested he had fallen down at least several steps. And he’s bruising more than a simple fall would cause.”
An hour later, the doctor arrived. Alicia paced outside the door. She did not know if she could bear to lose Robert, too. He’d been her childhood friend. The thought of losing him frightened her more than she’d imagined. And his friendship with Armand seemed one of her last connections with her lost twin. She heard the soft murmur of voices but did not heed them until a glove rested on her arm.
Nicholas’s dark form no longer unnerved her as it once had. It only inspired her to prove to him that he could trust her with his face someday. She had been timid about touching his skin last night, since he clearly wanted to hide his scars. She also hesitated out of fear of what she might encounter. Her hands had found a smooth, rippled scar on his back that she knew was owed to a severe burn. It rekindled sympathy for what he must have suffered, especially if his whole body had been likewise damaged.
“Come with me, my love,” his gentle voice urged.
He slid an arm around her back and led her upstairs where he simply held her. With his warm, strong body against her, encircling her, she leaned into him, thoughts of last night’s beauty returning; his tenderness, his patience, his reassurances, his careful yet passionate loving. She had never dreamed the depth of emotional and spiritual intimacy that could result from such a union.
How wrong she had been about him. Simply because she had imagined a monster behind his mask and cloak, she had feared him. Unnecessarily. His face might be unsightly, but the soul trapped inside the scarred body was beautiful. She wished she’d seen it sooner. What a selfish fool she’d been to have withheld herself from this dear man who so desperately needed love!
As he placed a glass of water into her hand and rang for Monique to help her dress, all the while whispering reassurances, she realized she loved him.
She loved him!
She had for weeks. No man had ever touched the tender place inside her heart he had found. No man possessed his patience, his gentleness, his poetic soul. She opened her mouth to tell him, but Monique came in with fruit, buttered bread, and hot chocolate.
“Most distressing, madame. Fear not, your cousin will be well. Here, I’ve laid out your morning gown and now I shall draw a bath.” She paused, glancing at Nicholas and then at Alicia while a knowing smile began to form. “Shall I return later, madame?”
“No, Monique, see to her now.” Nicholas squeezed Alicia’s arm reassuringly. “I’ll let you know as soon as the doctor informs me of his condition.” He brushed that familiar, masked kiss to her temple and Alicia had to resist the desire to tear the cloth away from his face. Even covered, his kiss seemed more intimate this morning than it had ever before. As he turned to go, she clung to his hand, halting him.
He turned back to her and brought her hand to his lips, but they were separated from her skin by the cloth of his mask. How she longed to see the tender expression she knew must be there. With another brief squeeze, he withdrew his hand and left the room.
Despite her concern over Robert, she found her thoughts dwelling on Nicholas and the new feeling of wholeness that infused her soul.
Monique smiled at her. “Monsieur is a good man, madame, despite his intimidating appearance. I know it isn’t my place to say, but I rejoice that you have found happiness with him.”
Realizing that she had been smiling and humming as she bathed, a blush crept clear down to her toes. “It is that obvious?”
Monique poured lavender water over her hair, carefully washing and rinsing it. “A woman who has been loved well glows, madame.”
Alicia sighed and stood up to accept the towel. “I regret that I feared him for so long.”
“It takes a heart to see what the eyes cannot.”
Alicia silently mulled that over. “It takes a heart to see what the eyes cannot,” she repeated. “You are a very wise woman despite your age, Monique.”
The maid smiled serenely while she dressed Alicia and worked on her hair. Alicia indulged in sweet memories of a husband with gentle hands and a whole body.
The housekeeper came in. “The doctor has completed his examination and is leaving.”
Alicia rose unsteadily. “How bad is it?”
Dobbs shook her head. “I have not been advised of his condition.”
Alicia forced herself to remain composed as she descended the stairs. She arrived in time to see Nicholas bid the doctor goodbye. “Nicholas?”
He turned to her. “He’s awake. You can see him as soon as the servants have moved him up to his room.”
After much fussing, they got Robert settled comfortably in his bed and then Alicia was allowed to go in. Robert sat propped against the pillows on the sofa.
At Alicia’s entrance, he grinned, despite his pallor. His blackened eye and swollen lip belonged on the face of a brawling. “Stop fretting, Lissie, I’m all right. Try and convince your stubborn husband that I can get out of bed now. He’s worse than a nursemaid.”
“Hush, you fool, you’ve had a bad fall.”
“I didn’t fall; I was pushed.”
“What?” Truly alarmed, Alicia sat on the bed beside him and took his hand.
“I know I was. I was going downstairs. I thought I saw a shadow but it was pretty dark—”
“—and you were inebriated—”
“—and I felt a push on my back and the next thing I knew, I was falling.” He scowled. “I wasn’t that foxed.”
“Are you sure you didn’t just miss your step?”
“I’ve been up and down these stairs hundreds of times. I have never fallen down them before. And after I landed on the floor at the bottom of the stairs, I saw someone coming down after me.”
“Perhaps it was one of the servants.”
“No, but a servant scared him away before he got near enough to finish me off. Before I passed out, I heard a voice muttering something about returning to break my neck if the fall didn’t do it.”
Chills ran down her spine.
“The fall would have broken your neck if you hadn’t been so drunk,” Nicholas added as he thumped in. “The doctor said your body was relaxed enough to take the fall. Sober, it probably would have killed you.”
“I never thought I’d say that I am glad you’d been drinking.” Alicia tightened her grip on her cousin’s hand.
“Armand always said I had a thick head.”
Alicia fought a sudden wave of dread as tears sprang to her eyes. “I can’t lose you, too, Robbie. You and Hannah are all I have left.”
Robert pulled her into a rough embrace. “I’m sorry, Lissie. I have let you down in many ways.”
Dobbs came in with a tray, tutting and clucking as she settled the tray on Robert’s lap. She returned a moment later with a tray for Alicia. “I thought you’d like to take your meal with him, my lady.”
“Thank you, that was thoughtful.” She had eaten breakfast so half-heartedly that she now ate with a ravenous appetite.
“May I bring you a tray too, my lord, or would you prefer to eat in your room as usual?”
“My room, if you please,” Nicholas replied. An odd quality to his voice raised Alicia’s eyes but he arose without further comment. There seemed to be an uncharacteristic heaviness to his step as he left the room and thumped down the corridor.
“He’s a good man, Lissie. He treats you well.”
“Yes. Much more than I imagined.” She hoped he didn’t notice the slow blush that developed at the memory of how well Nicholas had treated her last night. “Has he told you we suspect someone is trying to kill everyone in our family?”
Robert stilled, his eyes moving as if reading something in his mind. “No, but I can see how you drew that conclusion.”
Alicia related all that she knew about the deaths of her family and her suspicions.
Robert dragged his fingers through his hair. “That explains it rather well.”
“Nicholas said he’d hire more help to stand guard. He’s developing a plan.”
“I want you to go home with your husband.”
“No. I am not leaving you here alone.”
“I won’t risk you being hurt in this madman’s attempt to kill me.”
“He wants both of us dead.” She thought of Hannah, lying so ill in the next room. “Probably all of us.”
“He could have killed you when the carriage overturned. You aren’t a target.”
“I was hurt in the accident badly enough that he might have mistaken me for dead. Some highwaymen tried to stop us but they didn’t want anything except me. And remember the adder bite? Then there was fire in my room only weeks ago.”
Robert began to swear and then caught himself as Alicia frowned at him. “Devil take it, Lissie, you might be killed.”
“Then let’s all leave. Perhaps we will be safer far from here. London. Or France. Nicholas said he’d take me in the spring. Maybe we could go now. Surely the killer won’t follow us there.”
Robert silently considered her words. “Let’s forget for a moment that I hate the idea of running away like a frightened child. Running will only prolong it. We need to stay here, somehow draw him out, and end this.”
Dread filled Alicia’s heart. “Do not offer yourself as bait for a trap.”
“I’ll speak with your husband and we’ll come up with something. You trust him, don’t you?”
Alicia was surprised that she could answer without any hesitation or reservation. “Yes. I do trust him. Completely.”
“Then trust us. We’ll come through this, all of us. Alive.” He leaned back wearily and closed his swollen eyes.
Alicia rose. “I’ll let you rest.”
“I wish Amesbury were still here,” Robert said quietly. “He’s the best shot I’ve ever seen. We’d be safer with him and his guns here with us.”
Alicia frowned. Her very new, very tender feelings for her husband might not flow as freely if Cole were here clouding her judgment.
“My lady, you have visitors,” said a footman from the doorway. “They are waiting for you in the parlor.”
“Thank you.” Alicia left Robert to rest.
She checked on Hannah who lay propped on her pillows, gray and listless. “Has the doctor been in to see you?”
Hannah dipped her chin once and whispered, “He gave me an elixir.”
Helpless, Alicia took Hannah’s limp, pale hand. What else could she do for her sister that the doctor hadn’t already done? Hannah’s breathing lengthened as she fell asleep. Remembering her visitors waiting downstairs, Alicia eased the door closed so as not to awaken Hannah. Hopefully, at least one of her visitors was Elizabeth who might have somehow learned she was here.
Alicia hurried to the parlor. Before she reached it, Catherine’s unmistakable, throaty laugh mingled with a man’s voice that sounded vaguely familiar. Alicia put on what she hoped was a gracious smile, steeling herself against the inevitable, and entered the parlor.
Catherine Sinclair, in all her glory, sat upon the new parlor sofa next to Captain Hawthorne.
“Captain Hawthorne, Miss Sinclair, what a pleasant surprise.”
Catherine’s gaze flicked over Alicia’s gown, probably noting every wrinkle despite the elegant cut and fabric.
Captain Hawthorne rose and bowed over her hand. “I hope we haven’t called at a bad time, Lady Amesbury.”
“Not at all, Captain Hawthorne. We did have some excitement this morning, though. My cousin Robert took a bad fall down the stairs.”
“Good gracious!” Catherine sounded truly concerned.
“Oh? Nothing broken, I hope?” asked Captain Hawthorne.
“No.”
Catherine fanned herself dramatically. “Thank the powers that be.”
They struggled through a few minutes of awkward and insincere conversation, Alicia wondering why they had come at all. She searched for a subject of interest.
Fortunately, Catherine filled in the silence. “And how is dear Hannah?”
Alicia cringed at the false tone of her voice. “She’s taken ill, I’m afraid.”
Catherine clucked. “Poor dear. She’s rather frail, isn’t she?”
“She is delicate.”
“Have you heard Captain Hawthorne is about to receive another promotion? He’s so brave. And he has such a great head for business that he’s tripled the family fortune with his investments. Isn’t that right?”
“Something like that.” Captain Hawthorn’s dark eyes remained unreadable.
Alicia had never been so tempted in her life to snort like Cole’s Aunt Olivia. Catherine probably wasn’t even interested in Captain Hawthorne until she discovered he had money, the little fortune hunter! Where he had gotten it, she couldn’t imagine. Soldiers did not make a great deal of money, unless they plundered spoils of war. Although, he did come from a respectable family. In any case, Catherine did not deserve him. Captain Hawthorne had always been a polite, attractive man, and had much to offer anyone with the sense to see it, although his serious dark eyes tended to change into brooding.
An image of a laughing Cole came into her mind, a direct contrast to Captain Hawthorne. Cole was a confirmed flirt, but he made her laugh, something she hadn’t done much until she met him. Guiltily, she redirected her thoughts. She was married to a good man and she had just realized today that she loved him. Though
ts of Cole would only confuse her.
Alicia drew a breath. “Elizabeth Hancock told me in her last letter that your father passed on several weeks ago, Captain Hawthorne. Please allow me to offer my condolences.”
“Thank you.”
“With losing first your mother and then your father, you have suffered many losses over the last few years,” she added.
His dark eyes held hers. “As have you.”
Alicia nodded silently.
“You look surprisingly well, I must say,” Catherine said to Alicia. “I’d thought you’d be gaunt and sickly after months of marriage to a monster.”
Anger rose up and nearly choked her. “My husband is no monster. And I’ll thank you to cease making disparaging remarks about him.”
Taken aback, Catherine blinked. “Well.” She glanced at Captain Hawthorne. “Well. It takes all kinds, I suppose.”
Captain Hawthorne arose, his dark eyes enigmatic. “Lady Amesbury, you have been very gracious. I hope to see you again.”
Alicia saw them out, wishing Elizabeth had come instead. Perhaps she should pay her a call. She wondered if Nicholas would want to accompany her. She went upstairs and found him inside his room, standing by a window, leaning on his cane.
At her approach, he turned. He stood stiffly, as if angry or upset. Was he annoyed at her intrusion?
“Am I disturbing you?” she asked hesitantly.
“Not at all. Come in.” He sounded tired. He indicated a nearby chair and waited until she sat before he took a seat opposite her.
She slipped back into formal speech, not wishing to displease him and break the newly formed bond between them. “My lord, I’d like to pay a visit to Elizabeth Hancock. She has been my dearest friend for many years and I’d love for you to become acquainted with her.”
He was silent for so long, she began to doubt the wisdom of extending the invitation. Alicia twisted her hands in her lap. The clock on the mantle ticked noisily in the quiet room.
“So I am ‘my lord’ now again and not Nicholas?”
