Ellie half-turned toward her. “Anita said that?”
“Yes.” Teresa’s voice was barely more than a whisper.
Ellie placed her hand over her mouth, and Teresa could feel her fighting to hold in her emotions. Teresa stepped closer, taking Ellie’s face in her hands. Ellie lifted her face as Teresa bent to her. She’d nearly forgotten the exquisite softness of Ellie’s lips as their mouths met and they melted into each other. Time stopped as they stood there—please don’t let it start up again, Teresa thought vaguely—but eventually, they parted, but only far enough for Ellie to unbutton Teresa’s blouse and push it from her shoulders. Teresa gasped at the feel of Ellie’s fingers on her bare skin. Goose bumps erupted in the wake of her touch.
She tugged Ellie’s shirt and bra off, wrapping her arms around her and lifting her off her feet. She carried Ellie into the bedroom, where she gently laid her on the mattress. Impatiently, they pulled the remainder of their clothing off. Teresa lay down, and Ellie lowered herself onto Teresa, their full nakedness almost more than Teresa could take.
“I need you,” Teresa whispered.
They made love—mouths and hands touching and teasing, arms and legs tangled as they moved together, sinuously, seamlessly, blending until it was nearly impossible to tell where one ended and the other began. Together, they gasped and shuddered and collapsed, no matter who was having an orgasm, only to begin again.
At last, they lay, exhausted, Ellie’s head resting on Teresa’s shoulder. Teresa pressed her cheek to Ellie’s head.
“We may not have the support of my entire family,” Teresa murmured. “That’s something I’ll have to learn to live with. But we have Anita, Robbie, and Karen. I think Francesca’s on our side. And we have Bernie and Louise. It’s small for me, but can you live with a family that size?”
Ellie lifted her head, and Teresa thought she might die at the love shining through her eyes.
“I haven’t been part of an ‘us’ for so long,” Ellie said.
“Will you?” Teresa murmured. “Will you be part of us, forever, with me?”
Ellie looked at her for a long moment. “Are you sure?”
Teresa’s voice was strong now as she said, “I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.”
Ellie lowered her head to Teresa’s shoulder again. “Where?”
Teresa was quiet for a moment. “It might be easier for us to start somewhere else. Here? I don’t care as long as we’re together.”
Ellie played with Teresa’s hair as she thought. “We could always go back home someday, when we’re ready.”
Teresa’s arms tightened around Ellie. “I’m already home.”
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ABOUT CAREN J. WERLINGER
Caren was raised in Ohio, the oldest of four children. Much of her childhood was spent reading every book she could get her hands on and crafting her own stories. She completed a degree in foreign languages and later another degree in physical therapy. For many years, her only writing was research-based, including a therapeutic exercise textbook. She has lived in Virginia for over twenty years, where she practices physical therapy, teaches anatomy, and lives with her partner and their canine fur-children. She began writing creatively again several years ago. Her first novel, Looking Through Windows, won a Debut Author award from the Golden Crown Literary Society in 2009. In 2013, Miserere, In This Small Spot, and Neither Present Time all won or placed in the 2013 Rainbow Awards. In This Small Spot won Best Dramatic Fiction in the 2014 Golden Crown Literary Awards.
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ISBN: 978-3-95533-324-9 (mobi), 978-3-95533-325-6 (epub);
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ISBN: 978-3-95533-192-4 (mobi), 978-3-95533-193-1 (epub)
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ISBN: 978-3-95533-061-3 (mobi), 978-3-95533-062-0 (epub)
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Injecting joy and turbulence into their quiet existence, Terry draws Rob and Jan into her lively circle of family and friends until the growing attachment between the two women begins to strain the bonds of love and loyalty, to Rob and each other.
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ISBN: 978-3-95533-342-3 (mobi), 978-3-95533-343-0 (epub)
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Times of Our Lives
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“Growing old is not for Sissies…”
Set against the backdrop of OWL Haven, Australia’s first exclusively lesbian retirement community, an irreverent cast of residents share their lives, hopes and dreams together.
At 65, Meg Sullivan is very clear about what and who she wants in life. Despite a string of lovers Meg’s first loyalty has always been to her best friend, Allie Richard
s. After reading about OWL Haven in a magazine, she knows the lesbian retirement village would be perfect for them both.
Allie Richards has shared the best part of her life with Meg. For over forty years they’ve traveled the world, and love and trust each other completely. Moving to OWL is perfect, as a new group of friends join their comfortable circle of two.
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Pat and Bella have been together for nearly fifty years. To them OWL represents the secure and loving community they rarely experienced in the homophobic Sydney of the 60’s. But life is never simple, and safety is sometimes elusive as they face their own personal challenges.
Daphne Williams has always been a loner. Despite her preconceptions of retirement villages she discovers peace and happiness at OWL Haven. However, when her tightly controlled world goes into freefall, Daphne has to make a major decision. Does she keep control or open up a new world of joy and hope.
Through laughter, tears, and joy these woman prove that no matter what your age, you’re never too old to fall in love.
Across the Pond
Cheri Crystal
After having been betrayed by her partner of thirteen years, Janalyn isn’t looking for another relationship, especially not one separated by miles of ocean.
But when she travels to Devon, England, for a conference and meets a sporty Brit named Robyn, desires Janalyn thought were permanently lost are suddenly back and stronger than ever.
Despite cultural differences, poking fun at each other’s use of the English language, and Robyn coming off as a player, Janalyn can’t help the attraction she feels, no matter how hard she tries.
Can she and Robyn find a common ground upon which to make a life together? Will Janalyn throw caution to the wind and risk her heart again? If Janalyn does indeed venture across the pond, will love be her life preserver?
Cast Me Gently
© by Caren J. Werlinger
ISBN (mobi): 978-3-95533-388-1
ISBN (epub): 978-3-95533-389-8
Also available as paperback.
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First edition: October 2015
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Edited by Sandra Gerth & Michelle Aguilar
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