His Woman

by Cosby, Diana

  Unaware of her worry, Duncan gestured toward the chests lined up against the far wall. “I will look through those, you search the desk. If the Bible is not in either place, we will comb through the other chests within the chamber.”

  Isabel nodded. With the guards surely to return on their rounds in a short while, she prayed the search wouldn’t take long. She quickly scanned the top of the desk while Duncan began rummaging through the first of the chests.

  Rolled maps, ledgers, and scrawled notes by Frasyer addressing issues of the keep lay neatly upon the hewn wood, but there was no sign of her mother’s Bible. Not as if she’d expected it to be lying out for her to find.

  “Anything?” Duncan called.

  “Not yet.” Isabel opened several bindings wrapped in oiled leather, frustrated when only more ledgers for Moncreiffe Castle filled her hand. She glanced over at Duncan. He was searching through the third chest.

  She studied the chests along the opposite wall. What if the Bible wasn’t there, either? There were so many places within the castle where the Bible might be, but they didn’t have the luxury of time to search them all. And if the guards had discovered their hidden mounts, they could be caught before they found it.

  Isabel started to step away from the desk when her foot caught on a small wooden chest on the floor.

  “Duncan!” Excitement rattled her voice, but she didn’t care, if indeed what she suspected lay within.

  He shoved the lid of the trunk he was searching shut and stood. “Did you find it?”

  “I found something. This may be the Bible!” As Duncan hurried over, Isabel hauled the small chest up, then lifted it onto the table. A part of her feared the Bible wouldn’t be inside. She met Duncan’s gaze.

  “Open it, lass.”

  With her fingers trembling, she caught the sides of the cover. After a silent prayer, she raised the sturdy top and peered inside.

  Isabel’s covered her face with her hands. “Oh, God!”

  Chapter 14

  Isabel’s face paled, then she began to sway. Duncan caught her as she crumpled against the desk. “Isabel?” He drew her against his chest. She turned into his arms, tears flowing freely down her cheeks.

  “Oh, Duncan,” she said, her voice strangled with emotion.

  A worn leather bag was crammed into the small chest. Not the Bible. Damn Frasyer for putting her through this, her torment as each search had come up empty, and her every new hope of having found it destroyed. After they’d freed Lord Caelin, he’d find Frasyer. With his bare hands, the bastard would pay.

  He stroked the soft tangle of her hair, her trembling body feeling so fragile against his. “Nay worry, lass, we will find the Bible. On that I give you my vow.”

  “No.” Still clutching the leather sack against her chest, she pushed herself away. “This is the Bible.” A tremulous smile curved her lips as she tugged open the sack and withdrew a leather-bound book. A tear rolled down her cheek. “We can leave.”

  Relief poured through Duncan, but another part of him acknowledged a hard truth. This was the beginning of their end. Aye, they could go. Once they reached Lord Monceaux, turned over the Bible and her father was freed, Duncan would ride away to never see Isabel again.

  A decision she had chosen.

  A decision he should be overjoyed to accept.

  Except, standing here, with her but a hand’s width away, he realized he’d never stopped wanting her. With the sweet lavender scent of her hair filling his nostrils, and her soft body in his arms, he was hard pressed not to give in to temptation.

  At the tower chamber, why had he asked that once they’d delivered the Bible, she not return to Frasyer? What was he thinking? He grimaced. Nay, ’twas more like what was fueling his thoughts.

  With the sweet taste of her kisses lingering on his tongue and his body demanding he claim what it believed was his, lust had guided his request. Not that he didn’t care for her more than was good. ’Twould seem with her, some things would never change.

  “We will use the sack to carry the Bible,” Duncan said.

  Isabel met his gaze, then she looked away, but not before he caught a hint of regret on her face.

  Unease twisted in his gut. “What is wrong?”

  “We need to be leaving.”

  “Aye, but I have known you too long to deny another thought churns in your mind. Tell me.”

  She scraped her teeth across her bottom lip, then she shot him a nervous glance. “Now that I have the Bible and a mount, you can return home.”

  A muscle worked in his jaw. “Had I wanted to slink away after first freeing you from the dungeon, I would have been long gone. I thought you knew me.” He gave a bitter laugh. “I thought I knew you. Seems we were both wrong.”

  “Duncan.”

  “If you think that I am going to—”

  “No,” Isabel interrupted, aware that the time had come to push Duncan away for good. As much as she wished it otherwise, the false words she must say to convince him to go without her would hurt him. But there was still time for his escape, for him to be safe. That’s all that mattered.

  “You are wounded and should still be abed recovering from your injuries. Instead, you take yourself off to travel with your brothers to meet with Wallace, to prove what?” she demanded, allowing her worry for him to fill her words, her anger at his recklessness to drive her forward. “Then, when you returned home and found me gone, when you should have dismissed me and taken care of yourself, you tracked me down, risking your life yet again. For what? You claim for Symon.” She shook her head when he made to speak. “Your vow to Symon to help me escape the dungeon has ended.” She couldn’t keep her voice from quivering at the last. “As is the life we once planned.”

  His jaw stiffened.

  “I belong to Frasyer now, not you,” she rushed on. “Do not delude yourself that the kiss we shared in the tower was anything more than a release of frustration, a wanting inspired by our fatigue, of that any man or any woman would have experienced under our circumstances.” She despised the words that would hurt the most, a glaring lie to Duncan, a man she would always love. “I was lonely. You were there. Had Seathan stood in the chamber instead of you, had he drawn me to him, I would have kissed him the same. And had he asked”—she swallowed hard—“welcomed him into my bed.”

  Anger darkened Duncan’s face to such a dangerous hue that she took a step back. But if she didn’t finish, his pride would force him to remain. “I wish to be with Frasyer. I cannot say it any simpler. Hear me, Duncan. I do not want you anymore. I do not need you to help me carry the Bible to safety. Be gone.”

  His green eyes darkened to black, the fury banking within them making her take another step back. She’d pushed him, mercilessly, but it would take his anger to ensure he left.

  “And you will ride to Lord Monceaux on your own?” he said, his voice so dangerously quiet another chill rippled through her. “Having not a care for Frasyer’s men who search for you?”

  She angled her chin. “I am aware of the challenges I face in my journey ahead.”

  “And you claim what is between us is over?”

  “Yes.”

  The pain of her words lanced through him with fiery precision. Yet, something didn’t feel right.

  Duncan watched her every breath, the nuances of every shift of her eyes. And then he saw it—the slightest quiver of her mouth. Understanding ripped through him. She lied. He drew her toward him with male satisfaction.

  “Do not,” she whispered, the slight yearning in her voice giving further credence to his belief.

  Fury that she dared deny her true feelings for him pounded in his veins. Did she think him a fool? He raised her up on her tiptoes until their faces were a hand’s width apart. The flare of her nostrils and the widening of her pupils told him she was as moved as he.

  “It is not I who has lied,” he growled.

  He claimed her mouth, hot and hard, demanding her response. For a moment her body remained
stiff. Then her lips quivered, softened, and accepted. At her moan, he angled his head and took the kiss deeper. Leather slapped upon the desk as she dropped the Bible. Her hands clung to him, dragging him closer, her mouth aggressive, making its own demands.

  This was no lie.

  The deeper they delved, the more it seemed as if the moment was bigger than them both, as if they were swept up in an otherworldly tide of passion that would consume them both.

  Her mouth parted and he plunged his tongue deep inside, savoring her taste, wanting her even more. As her body willingly pressed against him, his hands roamed her every curve, touching, lingering against her silken skin, peeling away garb that denied him the feel of her flesh.

  With his blood flowing hot, he scraped his teeth gently against the length of her neck, tasting, teasing until her body trembled helplessly against him.

  She gasped, then tried to push away.

  He held her tight.

  “Duncan, we cannot.”

  “No?” He slid his hand down to cup her breast, watched as her eyes glazed with passion as he skimmed his mouth along the soft curve. With their eyes locked, he leaned over and swept his tongue across the hardening tip.

  She groaned.

  “Tell me,” he demanded, his breath spilling over her sensitized flesh glistening from his taste. “Tell me that if I chose, we would not be making love here, upon this desk in a trice.”

  A blush rushed up her cheeks. She looked away, her chest heaving, her body taut. “I cannot.”

  He released her, a part of him satisfied, another ashamed of the lengths he’d used to force her to admit such. But a man had his pride.

  “Get dressed.”

  She began to, with her fingers fumbling as she sought to fix her underclothes he had mussed.

  Watching, struggling to harness his own body’s desires, he found himself needing to know. “And if it was Seathan who had come to you that night in the Tower room, would you have invited him into your bed?”

  She started to turn her head away, but he stood and caught her chin.

  Her lower lip trembled. “No.”

  “Then why claim such?”

  “Damn you, Duncan.” She fisted her hands; they fell open, limp at her side. “I want you safe.”

  “You lie to protect me?”

  Anger flared in her eyes. “Yes. To save your thickskulled life, I will do whatever I must.”

  “And what else have you lied about?” The yell of a guard outside the entry caught his attention.

  Isabel shot a terrified glance toward the door. “We must leave!”

  “Aye.” Duncan dragged her gown up, then tugged the cape around her body. He blew out the candle, throwing them into total blackness.

  Hurried steps echoed from outside. Fading voices.

  “What do you think is happening?” Isabel whispered.

  “I am unsure, but let us pray they have not found the horses.”

  Silence. She trembled. “Wait, the Bible!”

  “I have it. Come.” Their soft steps echoed in the darkness. He inched the door open. The passage within the dungeon lay empty. “It is clear. Hurry.”

  They bolted down the moist, dank corridor. Halfway to their destination, a shout from outside a nearby opening caught their attention.

  She turned toward him, fear framing her face. “Frasyer has returned.”

  “Go!” He hauled her with him. After they’d entered the secret tunnel, Duncan tugged the door shut. Darkness encased them.

  “Did you bring the candle?” she asked.

  “Aye, but I need to light it. Wait here.” Before she could speak, he returned to the dungeon. He held the candle to the torch. The flame caught, sputtered to life.

  Voices drifted from above. He recognized the anger of Frasyer’s voice. At the weight of the Bible in his arms, a satisfied smile curved his mouth. Once Frasyer found the Bible missing, the earl would be furious. Duncan’s smile fell as he remembered Isabel’s wishes when it came to the earl. Even after they’d proven Lord Caelin’s innocence and he was freed, Isabel had said she would return to Frasyer.

  No, he vowed, not without an explanation! After that kiss, she owed him more than lies.

  Duncan hurried toward the secret door, the Bible wedged beneath his arm, his hand cupped to protect the flame.

  Shielded inside the hidden entrance, he tugged the door shut. Golden light spilled into the darkness, framing Isabel’s eyes wide with worry.

  Worry for him? Was that truly why she wanted him to leave without her?

  He started up the steps. “Follow me.” Tension filled the silence as they began their climb, broken only by the pad of their footsteps.

  “What could have brought Frasyer’s return?” Isabel asked.

  “There could be many reasons.”

  “What will we do if they have found our horses?”

  The odds of their making it safely to the horses, much less to Lord Monceaux’s were overwhelming. But Duncan refused to give up hope.

  “I do not know,” he replied in all honesty.

  The steps above them leveled out. He caught sight of the near hidden door. “We are back at the bedchamber,” he whispered. Duncan placed his ear against the door.

  Silence.

  Inching open the door, he scanned the chamber. As always, his gut clenched as he viewed Frasyer’s bed. “It is empty.” He stepped into the massive chamber, Isabel on his heels as they made their way around the massive bed toward the other secret exit.

  Footsteps echoed from outside. A door slammed.

  Isabel started. “He is coming!”

  “Hurry.” Duncan pulled the door open, followed her inside and secured the door.

  A split second later, a door banged shut. “Bedamned!” Frasyer’s voice boomed from within his chamber. “Incompetence at every turn!”

  “I am sorry, my lord,” a shaky voice replied. “The guards from the campsite are sure the tracks they found nearby were those of a lad.”

  At Isabel’s gasp, Duncan put his hand over her mouth and shook his head.

  She nodded.

  “Or a lone woman,” Frasyer snapped.

  “My lord, as I said before, we cannot be sure who left the tracks. With the heavy snow quickly covering the trail, they were unable to follow them and discover who stole the mount.”

  “Beneath the noses of four knights!”

  “The knights have been punished, my lord.”

  “Not enough. Six more lashes for each man. I will not tolerate incompetence.” A long pause. “From anyone!”

  “Yes, my lord.”

  “Be gone!”

  Hurried footsteps sounded from inside. A outer door thudded shut.

  At Isabel’s pallor, Duncan drew her to him. “Be patient,” he whispered. “We will make it out safely.”

  A solid knock sounded in the distance.

  “Enter,” Frasyer ordered.

  The slight scrape of a door closing, footsteps. “My lord. A runner has returned with news that Lord Caelin has been delivered to Lord Monceaux.”

  Isabel stiffened in his arms.

  “And his reply?” Frasyer asked from the other chamber.

  “None, my lord. Lord Monceaux was away. The runner was assured that a missive will be sent to you posthaste upon his return.”

  “As soon as word arrives from Lord Monceaux, deliver it to me immediately.”

  “Yes, my lord.”

  “You are dismissed.”

  “With Lord Monceaux’s absence,” Duncan whispered once the outer door echoed shut, “we have been offered a few days before Lord Caelin’s fate is determined.”

  “No. When my father was taken, Frasyer stated that my father would be hung in a fortnight,” she whispered, her voice laced with anxiety. “The only way the command will not be followed is if when the day arrives for the sentence to be carried out, Lord Monceaux has still not returned to his home.”

  Duncan opened his mouth to tell her the truth about Lord Mon
ceaux—Griffin—but closed it again.

  Though serving as a trusted adviser to King Edward in dealing with the Scots, Lord Monceaux, or Griffin, the name used by their family, was a spy for Scotland. A fact known only by a trusted few.

  Duncan, along with his brothers and Griffin, had met secretly with Wallace two days past. In addition to plotting their next strategy against the English troops, they’d discussed Lord Caelin’s charge. Though Griffin had vowed to do whatever he could to ensure Lord Caelin lived, Duncan suspected Griffin’s absence from Rothfield Castle was a planned move. Regardless of Isabel’s belief, his absence would indeed buy them much needed time.

  As much as Duncan wished to ease Isabel’s worries, with her continued vow to return to Frasyer, he couldn’t take the risk. Besides, she would find out soon enough that her father remained alive and well.

  At Frasyer’s steps within the bedchamber beyond, Duncan held up the candle. “Let us go.”

  In silence, they worked their way down the curved stone steps, the stale air tainted with a relentless chill. Guided with candlelight, their progress remained slow.

  A long while later, Isabel turned to him. Illuminated by the flicker of the flames, her face softened with relief. “Look up ahead.”

  He rounded the corner to stand at her side. In the distance, framed within the hewn entry, a wash of golden afternoon light pierced the blackness before fading into the gloom.

  They’d made it.

  Duncan extinguished the candle and started forward, Isabel’s steps echoing in his wake. Near the entry, the snort of the horses had him halting.

  “Stay here.” With careful steps, he edged forward. Shielding his eyes from the glare of the afternoon sun, he slowly swept the entire area.

  “Who is out there?” Isabel whispered.

  “No one, but that does not mean Frasyer’s knights have not discovered our mounts.” He handed her the candle and then waved her toward a darkened corner. “I am going to check for tracks or any other sign that we are not alone. Until I return, hide in the shadows. If you hear me shout, run. Hide. When possible, travel to Lochshire Castle.”

  Her lower lip trembled. “Duncan, I—”

  “Nay worry for me.” He handed her the Bible. “In case I do not return.”