A Season of Miracles

by Heather Graham

  Revisit a thrilling tale of second chance love in this classic Christmas romance by New York Times bestselling author Heather Graham.

  Centuries ago, in another lifetime, the man Jillian Llewellyn loved tried but failed to save her. Now, in this season of miracles, two lost souls are being given a second chance.

  Since her husband’s death, jewelry designer Jillian Llewellyn has withdrawn, focusing only on her work. But something unimaginable is going to shatter her safe world, drawing her into a web of danger and desire. At the center of the storm is a handsome stranger, Robert Marston. The new silent partner at Llewellyn Enterprises, Marston is as formidable as he is intimidating…as mysterious as he is familiar. The connection she feels is bone deep—as if they’ve known each other before.

  When several bizarre accidents strike Jillian, a chilling fear that someone wants to harm her begins to grow. But who would want her dead? A co-worker? A member of her own close-knit family? Against her will she is drawn to Robert, unsure whether he is her salvation…or her damnation. Now, as the ghosts of the past are resurrected, Jillian and Robert must forge a new destiny as they unlock the timeless secrets of passion and betrayal. At Christmas time, anything is possible…if you believe.

  Originally published in 2001

  A Season of Miracles

  Heather Graham

  CONTENTS

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  CHAPTER 14

  CHAPTER 15

  CHAPTER 16

  PROLOGUE

  The Burning

  He had never ridden harder in his life. Desperate as he was, he became aware of each slight sound and scent, every sensation. The day was cold, crisp. The sky was blue. His horse’s hooves made thunder, striking again and again upon the ground. Distant thunder, muffled by the thickness of the snow. The cold seeped into him, though he was sweating as he rode.

  His horse’s hooves seem to beat out words. We will not make it. We will not make it.

  But they had to try. He had sworn that he would allow no evil to happen. He had sworn to love, to honor, to protect. He had done so in secret. What had seemed logic had been cowardice. And now…

  Now they would pay.

  “Hey-yah!” he shouted, heels digging into the sides of a fine animal already doing its best to travel the slick, snow-covered roads.

  “Sweet Jesu, Michael, you’ll be the death of us all,” Justin called, riding hard behind him with the others.

  “There is no time!” he roared. “No time!”

  “We’ll be no good to the lass with broken necks,” Justin said.

  “Worry about your own, then, because I will trust my neck to God.”

  “Aye, God be with us.”

  The snow flew. The ground trembled.

  They rode. Harder, harder.

  God was with them.

  How had he underestimated the evil of his enemies? Michael wondered bleakly. It was incredible, chilling beyond death, the lengths to which men would go out of jealousy, bitterness and greed.

  “Faster,” he insisted, fear bringing out the sharp command in his voice.

  Again he felt the sweat that trickled down his chest despite the whipping wind and the harsh chill. The air was fresh, as fresh as the scent of her, clean, enticing, invigorating. How her scent seemed to haunt him now, despite the mad rush of their reckless ride, the whistle and groan of the wind whipping in a tempest around them. Snow flew, great chunks of it, filthy with dirt and grass, as their horses tore up clods of it under their racing hooves. His heart hammered in time, thudded, thundered, and still the words rang in his head. We will not make it, we will not make it, we must make it, at all costs, for if we don’t…

  If we don’t…

  The fear that seized him was unbearable.

  “We’re nearly upon the valley,” Raynor, another of his men, riding at Justin’s side, called out. “It’s over that hill. We’ve nearly made it.”

  Nearly. They were so close.

  * * *

  The sun.

  How glorious, she thought, feeling it on her cheeks.

  The day was cold and she so barely clad that she shivered, yet still she felt the kiss of the sun on her cheeks. What a wondrous feeling. Something that heated, warmed, giving her the illusion, if only for precious moments, of a deep, encompassing warmth of bliss and well-being; the illusion of being cherished, secure…

  As she had felt with him.

  But it was but an illusion, for the day was cold, bitterly cold.

  And she would feel real warmth soon enough.

  Her arms ached from the ties. She had not felt them so much at first. Now, they ached with a vengeance.

  “You have not as yet begun to know pain.”

  Her enemy stood before her again, watching her eyes, seeking her panic, her pleading. How he longed for it. And God knew, if it would bring her release, she would promise him anything, swear to anything. God help her, indeed, she would do anything.

  But she knew, meeting his eyes, that no plea, no “confession,” nothing whatsoever on her part, would change things.

  “You know I won’t beg,” she said simply.

  “Aye, you’re too stupid.”

  “You’d accuse me now of stupidity? I thought you considered me far too clever for my own good.”

  “Not so clever. You are about to die hideously. Or do you believe in miracles?”

  Her eyes fell from his. God, how she wanted to believe in miracles!

  “I would never beg you, because I know that it would change nothing, that you’ve no intention of sparing me, that any plea on my part would be nothing but sheer entertainment to you.”

  “So you stand calmly, thinking aye, there might be a miracle. Salvation might come.”

  “It’s the Christmas season, is it not?”

  “For some, dear lass. For you…I think not.”

  He wanted her to break. To burst into tears. To confess, to plead, to throw herself in abject humility at his feet. Well, she couldn’t quite do that. Not bound as she was.

  But she would not cry or break or give a confession.

  Her tormentor leaned against the stake. “He will not come, you know.”

  “If he can, he will.”

  “There are no miracles. Ask me, and God, for forgiveness.”

  “God knows my soul. And you should be asking my forgiveness.”

  “I do what I must to preserve what is right.”

  “What is right? You betrayed me.”

  “You betrayed us all. As he betrays you now. You turned your back on your heritage. Now…ah, well, you had your chances. Wait until you smell the fire,” he said, and he came close to her, fingers entwining in her hair as he forced her to look down at the dry tinder and faggots at her feet. “The scent. Oh, God, you cannot begin to imagine the scent of burning human flesh. It’s a sickening smell. Enough to make the staunchest man vomit.”

  “Then, you must move on quickly from here. I wouldn’t have the scent of my burning flesh ruin your Christmas Eve repast, good sir.”

  She saw his face change, saw the fury, but there was nothing she could have done to prevent the blow he leveled against her face. Her head rocked against the stake that held her. Pain shot behind her eyes.

  And still, she knew, she had not as yet begun to know pain….

  He stiffened then, knowing he should not have allowed the others to witness his show of emotion, hi
s lack of control. He was a man of right; God knew, he followed the law. To execute her was his duty.

  He came very close to her face. His breath touched her cheeks, replacing the warmth of the sun. “You do not begin to understand. I will smell you roast, and I will savor the scent. Indeed, I will take pleasure. And tonight I will enjoy my meal with a gusto you cannot begin to imagine. The taste will remain on my tongue forever.”

  “Forever may not be long,” she noted, amazed that she could offer him a smile.

  He shook his head. “Poor, naive beauty that you be. But are you so beautiful now? Hair tangled, cheeks windburned, clothes in tatters, your body but bones for the flames to ravage. Would he be so enamored now? What fools you were. What fools.”

  He had said that he would come for her. He had sworn. Sworn…

  Had he, like God, forsaken her? Had her sins been so great?

  No, he would come…might still come…

  “I cannot help but believe you will one day find yourself the fool,” she whispered.

  “That day will not be today,” he said grimly, his features, once striking, marred with cruelty and taut with fury. “I could have had you strangled. I might have saved you the agony. But you are a little fool, with your dreams of love and the pleasures of the flesh. Even now, you dream of his touch. But what you will feel is the kiss of the flame, the lick of the blaze, the warmth of hell’s damnation.”

  He watched her eyes.

  “Not even my death, my agony, will free you, will it? You are the one who will suffer. You will spend your life in bitterness. Eaten by flames from the inside out, burning in the hell of your own hatred.”

  He looked as if he would strike at her again, but he managed to turn away.

  He stepped toward the crowd, raised a hand. The murmuring grew silent.

  “I have tried, pleaded, begged…but she has no words of remorse, she offers no prayer for redemption. God help her, forgive her her transgressions against her country. Pray for her, though it seems her tormented soul must return to the Devil, her maker. Let the fires cleanse her, and ourselves, and let us then pray from our hearts in the joy of the season we now enter, a time of God.”

  The faggots were lit.

  Flame quickly blazed before her. Around her.

  She longed to cry out, to curse him. To tell the world that the real monster was there before them, clad in a cloak of law and respectability. She wanted to say that no one was safe, no one who stood in his way, no one who coveted anything he wanted…

  Instead she found voice and strength to say, “God forgive you, sir. God grant you ease from the torture and agony you will suffer again and again—”

  She broke off, choking. How quickly the flames had risen. Gone was the warmth of the sun, in its place the growing heat of the fire. She could speak no more. Her skirt was aflame. She tried to twist away, but it was no use. She burned! Dear God, she burned, the agony entering her lungs, her flesh.

  She began to scream….

  * * *

  They rode over the rise and looked down into the valley. And saw.

  He closed his eyes, damning himself, raging within, without.

  He had imagined her scent.

  He could smell it now.

  On the air.

  Oh, God.

  “Jesus! Our Lord Father, Jesus, Mary and Joseph,” Justin intoned.

  “Help her, for the love of God, help her!” Raynor demanded. “You know what you must do.”

  “God help me, I cannot.”

  “You must!” Raynor said.

  “For the love of God!” Justin cried, tears in his eyes. “Will you look? It is too late. It has gone too far. You know what you must do!”

  Tears streamed down Michael’s face. He prayed, he begged forgiveness, God’s forgiveness—and hers. Split seconds passed.

  He knew what he must do.

  “By God, by heaven, by hell, I swore…”

  He had sworn that he would come for her.

  “By the angels, by God, by Christ, I swear, the time will come—”

  He broke off. Each second meant great agony.

  He did indeed know what he had to do.

  CHAPTER 1

  Present day Manhattan

  It all started with the tarot cards.

  And then the dreams of burning.

  And of course the cat.

  But at two o’clock on that Halloween afternoon, those things were still in the future.

  Jillian sat at her desk at Llewellyn Enterprises, tapping a pencil on the wood as she stared at her new design. She’d set out to create a contemporary cross, with clean, sleek lines, to be available in yellow and white gold, and platinum. Every year since she’d finished college and joined the company full-time, she’d done a special Christmas design, available in a very limited quantity. By tradition, the invitation to purchase went out November fifth, all orders had to be received by the twentieth, and the pieces were delivered by special courier one month later. She loved designing jewelry. There was something so permanent about it. Pieces could be handed down through generations. A beautiful piece could be timeless—or speak volumes about the decade of its creation.

  This piece, however, wasn’t saying what she had intended at all. It wasn’t that she disliked the design—on the contrary, it was coming along beautifully. She simply hadn’t envisioned it quite this way.

  “Wow, that is pretty. I guess you’re worth your paycheck.” The voice, masculine and amused and coming from over her shoulder, was so startling that she nearly bolted out of her chair. The speaker was her cousin, Griff, handsome and too charming at thirty. Tall and well built, with sandy hair and hazel eyes, he wore Armani with runway perfection.

  She hadn’t seen him enter her office. She had been so intent on the drawing that she’d been oblivious to everything else.

  “Thanks.”

  Griff stretched out playfully on her teak desk—à la 1930s Hollywood movie. “Excellent, sweetie. Excellent. It speaks ‘new millennium’ loudly. Unfortunately, it appears that the new millennium you’re planning on promoting is man’s movement into the 1000s—Celtic-looking thing, isn’t it?”

  “Hmm,” she murmured.

  He traced the pattern she had drawn, grinning away. “Oooh, the old boy is going to go ballistic over this one,” he said flippantly, referring to Douglas Alexander Llewellyn, her grandfather, his great-uncle, and CEO of Llewellyn Enterprises. “Could his angel have failed this time? He does think you’re an angel, you know. He’s unaware that you’re half angel, half fire-breathing dragon.”

  “He realizes it completely. He’s just very fond of dragons. And, Griff, get your body off my desk. I have work to do, and I don’t need your scrawny self getting in my way.”

  “How dare you?” he asked, in a tone of genuine indignation. “My body isn’t scrawny. It’s practically perfect—in every way. In fact, it’s too bad we’re cousins and that we’d have horrible, two-headed-monster offspring, or I’d let you see just how perfect.”

  Jillian wrinkled her nose and sat back, looking at him. “Thank God that the possibility of two-headed children is going to spare me. I shudder to think of it. You’re just going to have to share all that perfection with someone else.”

  “Actually, we’re only second cousins. Maybe the kids would only be pathetically cross-eyed. Come to think of it…” he mused, “did you know that William of Orange married his first cousin, Mary Stuart, and they ruled together as William and Mary?”

  “And they left no heirs,” she reminded him pleasantly.

  “Half the royalty of Europe was closely related. Everyone out there was a descendant of Queen Victoria.”

  “And half the royalty of Europe was—and is—very strange,” she said. “Griff—”

  “C’mon, the old boy is kind of like a king, and he’d be so happy to think he was leaving his little kingdom to those of his own blood, don’t you think?”

  “No, I don’t think, and I’m thanking God at this momen
t that surely you’re not serious,” she said, shaking her head.

  “You’re just refusing to see the possibilities.”

  “Griff, was there a point to this visit?” she asked pointedly, glancing at her watch. Griff liked to torture her—good-naturedly, of course, or so he claimed, as did the rest of her family members who were part of Llewellyn Enterprises—Daniel, Theo and Eileen. Jillian knew that she tended to be her grandfather’s fair-haired child, despite the fact that she hadn’t risen to the head of the family class on purpose, nor was she calling the shots at the company now. But she had grown up with her grandfather, she knew him best—and loved him best. Jewelry design was her favorite part of the work, while Theo was a crack marketer, and Eileen’s expertise was public relations.

  Daniel was the one with his hands on the reins, though—right behind her grandfather’s. He knew the business, every aspect of it, and with the scope of their various concerns, she was glad. Perhaps her grandfather could control everything, but he was the only man who could. People tended to think of the company as one giant prize. It wasn’t. It was a giant jumble of various enterprises, and it took a variety of talents to keep it in its current excellent shape.

  Griff always told her that his expertise was looking good and pretending to be busy, whether he was or wasn’t. And, of course, being charming. He had a point. She couldn’t help but like Griff herself.

  Eileen was her first cousin, an only child like herself. The boys were the grandsons of her grandfather’s brother, who had perished in the ever precious “Old Country.” Douglas had outlived not only his brother, but also his two sons and his nephew, the boys’ father, Steven. Jillian often thought of how it must have pained him to lose so many people he had loved so much. But he never faltered; he went on, giving his devotion to the remaining Llewellyns. No one had been forced into the business; they had come because of the same fierce sense of family pride and loyalty.