Nic's Devotion: An Endless Series: Book One

by Sara Hess

  “Hey, most of them didn’t know what a job was until they covered for you. It was probably a good wake up call for them.” Seth rumbled with a chuckle.

  “Hey, Richie Rich. You come from the same background as us.” Landon stated indignantly.

  “Boy, I have a vast array of employment history. I wasn’t a lay-about playboy like you.” Seth taunted.

  “I hate it when you call me boy. I’m the same age as you, Pit. And you might get all dirty playing with your hammer and nails over the summer, but I work too.” Landon grouched grabbing another slice of pizza.

  “Doing what? Holding up a desk and hitting on interns.” Seth grunted with a crooked grin. He gave me another wink.

  Something flashed in Landon’s eyes before he seemed to bank it. “It was a little more than that.” Landon grumbled taking a bite of his slice. “I filed some, and got to use the company limo.” He looked up with a grin, and everyone laughed as he made fun of himself, but I couldn’t help thinking that it didn’t seem to reach his eyes.

  After the pizza had been eaten we moved into the living room and Amanda brought out a game of trivial pursuit. We broke up into teams and spent a couple hours joking and laughing until my face hurt from smiling so hard.

  It was around seven o’clock at night when we packed it in. Samantha had a little over an hour drive to get back home, so after giving her a hug and a promise that we’d see each other soon, probably at the next game, she headed out. Hanging out tonight had gone a long way in further cementing my relationship with my cousins, as well as letting me get to know Nic’s roommates better.

  Noah and Amanda left after I thanked her for her help today in surprising Nic. The guys, including Blake, were taking off to go to one of their game parties that another teammate was hosting. This left Nic and I alone in the house.

  Nic surprised me by scooping me up in his arms and running up the stairs. I squealed at the sudden move holding on to him tightly.

  “What are you doing?” I laughed in both exhilaration and terror.

  “I am so hot for you right now that if I don’t get you behind closed doors soon I won’t care where we are or who interrupts as I start ripping these clothes off you and kissing you everywhere.” Nic growled gravelly.

  Every part of my body burned at his announcement. “Oh,” was all I could peep out. However, I did lift my hands to grip the back of his hair caressing my lips over his jaw and neck causing him to groan and move faster. He smelled so darn good and his soft scruff was back which I loved.

  Nic rushed through his door, slammed it shut, and locked it. The next instant we were on his bed pressed sideways against each other kissing frantically. I immediately hooked my leg over his hips and Nic’s hand was instantly under my shirt and bra stroking my breast and nipple. Incredibly, I’d gone from content and happy to painfully aroused in sixty seconds. It was like my body had been waiting the whole day for this and couldn’t wait any longer.

  “Oh, Nic. I missed you so much.” I sucked and nipped at his lips.

  Nic was just as greedy with my mouth. “I missed you, too. Seeing you laughing downstairs and so carefree, I want to see you like that all the time.” He raised his head and looked me in the eye. “I love you, Carrie.”

  I smiled a little tearfully. “I love you, too.”

  We came together again kissing feverishly. Nic pushed my shirt and bra up over my breasts and began massaging and pinching my nipples between his fingers. I arched into his touch reaching my hands under his shirt to stroke his hard powerful back. The feel of his skin, both solid and smooth, and the sensations he was causing from working my breast were making me dizzy with pleasure.

  “Do you want us to get out of our shirts?” Nic asked sucking on the skin below my ear.

  “Yes, please.” I panted out. That sounded really, really good.

  Nic smiled, I assume at my formality, and pulled my shirt and bra off along with his. A second later we were back to devouring each other once more. Nic tilted me slightly and his mouth left mine to wander down to my breast. His hot mouth engulfed one, licking and sucking at it hard as his hand pinched and played with my other aching nipple. My fingers dug into his back in bliss and I couldn’t control the rocking of my hips into his as my excitement rose.

  “Nic, please!” I cried.

  “You need more, baby?” Nic mumbled around my flesh in his mouth.

  “Yes, yes!” I pleaded.

  “Do you want to do what we did last time?” He asked tugging on my nipple with his lips. It popped out of his mouth and my groin contracted in painful delight.

  “Ohhh!” I gasped.

  “Do you want my mouth on you, Carrie?” Nic asked lapping my nipple soothingly. “Licking and sucking…” His hand moved down my abdomen to my sex. “…down here?” Fingers messaged over my nether lips and nub through my pants creating an unbearable ache.

  “Yes…no…” I answered in hungry confusion.

  Nic’s fingers stopped moving and his head lifted from my breast so he could look me in the face. The skin of his cheeks was tight and flushed with arousal. “Is it yes or no, Carrie? I’ll only do what you want?” He asked in a hoarse but tender tone. The love shining from his eyes reassured me in what I wanted.

  I knew I was flushed the same as him but I could feel my face getting even rosier with what I was about to say. “I want what you said, but I also want you. I’m ready.” I knew it was bad that I was asking for sex but couldn’t say the word.

  My body was pressed tightly to his and I felt his penis jerk against my leg at my words. His green eyes dilated further. “Are you sure that’s what you want, Carrie? I don’t mind waiting if your still not ready.”

  God! Could I fall in love with him anymore? I cupped his cheek and stroked my thumb over his lips. He opened his mouth and captured it, sucking on it. I had a hard time tearing my gaze from the erotic sight, but I did. Looking him straight in the eye I smiled lovingly. “I’m ready. I love you, and I want to be with you. Completely.”

  He closed his eyes and set his forehead to mine. “I love you so damn much, Carrie. I don’t want to do anything to screw this up between us. I want nothing more than to make you mine, completely, but I need you to be sure.”

  If there had been any doubt in my mind, which there wasn’t, it would have been obliterated with those words. “I’m positive, Nic. Make me yours.”

  Nic’s mouth took mine almost roughly, but I didn’t mind. He broke away after a minute to look at me intently. “After you become mine there’s no going back, Carrie. You’ll be mine forever, because I’m never going to let you go.” He vowed.

  My entire body clenched at his declaration…his promise. “I’m not going anywhere, and that works both ways, Nic. If I become yours than you become mine forever.”

  A wicked smile curved his lips, but his eyes remained intense. “I would have it no other way, baby.”

  While still staring into my eyes his hand on my sex began working again, stroking and messaging. My lids drooped and my breath panted out at the sensations he was eliciting. After a while his hand moved up and unfastened my jeans. I lifted my bottom as he wiggled them down my legs along with my underwear. Nic stood up at the end of the bed to pull them all the way off.

  I was a little embarrassed at lying there naked as he stood there gazing at me, and reflexively clenched my legs together bending them and crossed my hands over my breast. Nic smiled and my embarrassment faded into awe as he unsnapped his dress pants and pushed them down revealing his very erect organ, jutting out looking huge. I really had my doubts about it fitting, even though I knew it would…most likely.

  Before lying down on the bed beside me Nic reached over into his bedside dresser drawer and pulled out a wrapper. I frowned for a second before I realized what it was. A condom. I couldn’t stop the giggle as a memory rose up surprising me.

  Nic settled down next to me pulling the blankets over both our legs and gave me a mystified grin. “And what are you giggling abou
t? Nervous?”

  I shook my head ‘no’, but then realized that I was. “Yes,” I admitted. “But I giggled because I was remembering the second day we met; when I made that comment about protection for vehicles.”

  Nic chuckled and set the condom under the pillow. “My first thought is protecting you. I’m clean, I know your clean, but neither one of us is ready for a baby.” Nic leaned into me and smoothed his hands down my side over my breast and down my hip to settle there. My skin prickled in enjoyment everywhere he touched. His gaze followed his progress and then came back up to my face. His hand massaged my hip. “I’ve got to tell you that I would love to not wear anything with you. To be able be inside of you entirely naked would be the most amazing thing in the world. You wouldn’t by chance want to go on birth control, would you?” He asked huskily with an adorable smile.

  My face turned red at the topic. “I’m actually on the pill already.”

  Nic’s expression became almost thunderstruck. “What?”

  “Back when I was first in the hospital Mona got a prescription for birth control for me. I had…well…my menses was…you don’t really need to know the details.” The words rushed out of me. “She just put me on them. I actually get them in the mail from this program. I don’t even have to pay for them.” I was rambling but this was a really uncomfortable conversation.

  “Are you serious?” Nic asked. “Please tell me you’re serious.” He implored with an almost pained expression.

  I looked at him in concern. He should be looking happy not in pain. “Yes, I’m serious.”

  “Oh fuck yes…I’m sorry, but…fuck….yes.” He gave me a smile still looking pained. “I’ve never gone without a condom before. I’m actually glad this first time for me will be with you, it will be like a first for both of us; although, mine will probably be more enjoyable than yours.” Nic said gruffly. “Shit, I think I just scared myself. I’ve never taken someone’s virginity before.” Now Nic looked twice as pained.

  My embarrassment faded away again. Nic normally tried his best not to swear in front of me. The only time he did was usually when we were involved in sexual situations, so I knew he was getting worked up at both ideas. I couldn’t help smiling at the thought.

  I stroked my hand down Nic’s chest to his abdomen, stopping at just above his erection. “So should we continue, or are you too scared now?” I raised an eyebrow at him.

  His eyes narrowed on me. “For giving me that eyebrow you might not get out of this bed for days.”

  Both of my eyebrows went up at that. Cool!

  The hand on my hip moved back up to my breast cupping it. Leaning down Nic sucked the tip into his mouth and rolled my nipple around on his tongue. He moved so that he was straddling me and went to work on my other breast. My belly and groin tightened into a pleasurable ache. Nic slowly worked his way down playing with my navel before going further. When he reached the V of my legs he suddenly hiked my legs up over his shoulders.

  “Nic!” I exclaimed in astonishment and embarrassment. We might have done this before but I hadn’t felt this exposed.

  He didn’t reply to my cry. Instead, he set to work with his mouth and I forgot what I was embarrassed about because it felt sooooo good. One of my hands gripped his hair and the other the bedding as he sucked, licked and fingered me.

  “Oh, god!” I could barely catch my breath at the sensations bombarding me. Nic’s tongue and mouth were working my nub and his fingers pushed in and out of me. Each time a finger went in it would rub against my walls sending my tension and pleasure higher. He seemed to know right where to touch.

  “You need to tell me where you like it best, Carrie.” Nic’s finger went in and rubbed a certain spot making me pump down against it. “Did you like that? What about here?” His finger rotated to a different spot inside me and stroked.

  “Uhhh,” I cried in wonder. “There, right there. Uhhh!” My hips moved jerkily with his stroking. I could feel my orgasm racing toward me.

  “I can feel how close you are. You’re getting tighter around my finger. I’m going to add another so I can stretch you and the fullness with feel even better.” Nic’s voice was hoarse as he talked to me, giving me a clue on how excited he was getting. I felt myself being stretched down there as Nic put two fingers inside of me. It didn’t hurt, it was exactly like Nic said; it was better.

  “Better right?” He asked.

  “Yes, yes, yes.” I chanted, working my hips with his stroking.

  “Oh shit, Carrie. I feel like I’m going to spill before I even get inside of you.” Nic groaned. He latched onto my nub with is mouth and pumped with his fingers and my orgasm slammed into me making me almost scream at the power of it.

  Nic continued to pump his finger through my climax as he moved up my body and latched onto my mouth. We kissed wildly as his finger disappeared and something bigger began to press into me. The walls of my passage were still pulsating in pleasure making it a very tight fit, but I was extremely wet so it slid right in, at least until it bumped up against a resistance.

  Nic pulled away from my mouth with a gasp. “Shit, you are so damn tight. God, it feels awesome.” Nic groaned with his eyes closed.

  My sensations from my orgasm were slowly waning and I noticed that as Nic leaned over me he was being careful not to set his weight on top of me. He didn’t know I’d been working on that, but I wasn’t going to test it out in the middle of this and possibly ruin it all.

  Nic began pumping in and out of me but not enough to break my hymen. It was an uncomfortable stretching at first as he got me accustomed to his size, but it was also getting me all worked up again. I wanted more. Nic reopened his eyes and looked down into mine. He was sweating and he appeared to be in extreme agony. I realized he was trying to hold himself back for my sake.

  I reached up stabbed my fingers in his hair. “I’m okay. I’m ready. Make me yours.” I whispered.

  He closed his eyes as he slowly pulled out, but then opened them again as he pushed back in and through my barrier. There was a slight pinch of pain and it was definitely uncomfortable as he slid in all the way. I felt very full and stretched.

  I tried to keep most of the discomfort I felt from my face, but Nic still halted in movements. “Are you okay?” He asked hoarsely. I could tell he was suffering from not being able to move, but he held still just so he could make sure I was alright.

  I smiled through the discomfort. “I’m good. It just feels weird.” I assured him.

  Nic leaned down and kissed me softly, but I could feel the restraint he was using to keep it gentle. “You feel anything but weird to me. You are so tight and hot around me I could come without even moving. One deep breath from you could set me off right now.”

  I smiled impishly and realized that the discomfort was passing. “But then I would miss out on what it feels like when you move inside of me.” I shifted my hips at the same time squeezing my internal muscles. It definitely felt really bizarre feeling all of him inside me.

  Nic grunted and groaned closing his eyes. His hips pulled away dragging his member out of me. The feeling of it moving, the glide of it against my walls, had me gasping in wonder. It was like he activated every one of my nerve endings down there.

  I moaned and gripped his shoulders. “Ohhhh.”

  Nic stopped. “Is that a good ‘Ohhh’?”

  I nodded and whimpered. “Yes.”

  “Thank god.” He growled pushing back in slowly.

  I hissed at the sensation of his girth stretching me, there was some pain, but there was also pleasure and amazement. I looked up at Nic in wonderment. “It feels incredible.” I whispered.

  He smiled both tenderly and wolfishly, if that was possible. “It feels more than that.” He pulled out and pushed back in quicker this time and I gasped and whimpered. “Stupendous.” He grunted doing it again. “Spectacular.” He leaned down on his one forearm and tucked a hand under my butt to pull me into him as he pulled out and pushed in again. “Breathtakin
g.” He whispered against my lips.

  It was absolutely, positively, breathtaking because I could barely catch my breath. Nic had stopped talking so it must have taken his breath too. He kept his hand on my bottom and his strength amazed me as every time he pushed in he would pull me up to him making our groins press together harder. It felt marvelous but I felt the need for more so I spread my legs further and raised my knees pushing up meeting each of his thrusts. It made us slam together even harder.

  I cried out at the deeper level of penetration.

  Nic groaned loudly and his arm left my butt to settle alongside my head so both of his arms bracketed my head. “Hike your legs over my hips, baby.” I did as he asked…I’d about do anything he asked of me right now… and when I did he penetrated even further filling me up completely. I couldn’t stop the cry of fulfillment as he seemed to hit the end of me. “Yeah, Carrie, just like that. Damn, I’m so close. Try to come with me, honey.” Nic’s brows pinched in pained pleasure and his eyes stared intently into mine as his hips worked between my legs. He leaned down taking my mouth forcefully.

  I was experiencing a sensory overload from everything that was happening; the way the hairs on his legs rubbed against my legs, his lips coming down to devour mine until we had to break way to breath, the feel of his shifting back muscles under my hands, the friction of his penis moving in and out of me…hitting and rubbing my special spot every time.

  I was going to come again!

  “Nic!” I cried as I felt it rushing over me. Unable to help myself I pulled him down on top of me needing to feel him pressed against me. My inner muscles clamping down on Nic as my orgasm hit making him feel even bigger inside of me. Nic’s shoulder was right there and I knew I was going to yell really loudly if I didn’t put something in my mouth. Without thinking I bit down and screamed.