Blind Rage (Clearnight Haven Book 3)

by Maggie Walsh

  “And I am yours, my beautiful B.B.” Silas’s words were a promise that B.B. felt right to the very core of him and his heart swelled with love for this man. B.B. knew that he would never regret giving himself and his heart to Silas. He knew he was safe with his mate.

  Silas took his lips again and B.B. melted against him. As Silas deepened the kiss and devoured his mouth, B.B. was slightly aware of hands moving all over him as the sound of cloth ripping echoed softly in the back of his mind. When Silas’s warm skin pressed against his own exposed flesh, B.B. was suddenly aware that they were both naked, and his mate was using his leg to spread B.B.

  He immediately opened his legs, inviting his man to settle between them. Their dicks pressed together and B.B. moaned deep into Silas’s mouth, causing his mate to growl. The vibration sent a shiver down his spine and through his cock, and B.B. pushed up against Silas. Silently begging for more.

  Those amazing lips that drove him insane with need, released his lips, but then moved down his throat to his chest. His right nipple was sucked in between those lips and B.B. arched into them, wanting more. “God, I want you inside me so bad, Silas,” B.B. panted.

  “Fuck yes,” Silas said, against his chest, his hot breath making B.B. quiver with anticipation.

  After that, Silas moved quickly, kissing and licking a line down his stomach, over his hips, then a long lick slid over the underside of his cock, and B.B. thought he saw stars. Silas engulfed the tip and sucked the head into his mouth, then speared his tongue into the little slit. “Fucking hell, Silas! Yes!”

  A wet finger pressed to his hole and B.B. spread his legs farther as he relaxed his muscles, not wanting anything to get in the way of Silas being inside him again, connecting them.

  As Silas took more of his cock down his throat, B.B. felt a second finger join the first, moving deep inside him. Silas’s fingers scissored, stretching him. Then that sinful mouth swallowed around the tip of his cock, and B.B. thought he would shoot his load, but he clenched his teeth trying to hold it off. He didn’t want to come until Silas was buried balls deep inside his ass.

  He was getting lost in the euphoria and B.B, could feel himself writhing against the bed, as moans and cries of desire fell from his lips, but he wouldn’t be embarrassed by any of it. This was what his mate did to him. Silas made him lose himself to their passion and he loved it.

  Another finger slid in beside the first two and a slight bite of pain hit him, but B.B. forced himself to relax and take everything Silas gave him. Those fingers sawed in and out of him for a few minutes, then the warmth that surrounded his dick disappeared and he wanted to cry.

  “No worries, sweetheart. I’m right here. I’m gonna fuck you now and show you how much you mean to me. How much I fucking love you, B.B.,” Silas said, in a deep voice, that caused more shivers to race up his spine.

  He opened his eyes and watched as Silas got up on his knees between his splayed thighs and pulled his fingers free. The emptiness was almost unbearable until B.B. saw Silas grip the base of his long, thick cock and move the tip to his hole. He felt the blunt helmet against him and B.B. took a deep breath, then released it, allowing his inner muscles to fully relax with the breath.

  Silas pressed in and buried himself deep in one glide, filling him and hitting B.B.’s gland. His back arched off the bed as he cried out his pleasure. “So full. So fucking good. Fuck me, mate. Fuck me fast and claim me. Claim my hole, my body, my soul. Make us one. Fuck me, Silas,” B.B. begged.

  B.B. heard a feral growl and looked to his mate. Silas’s eyes glowed red and the tips of his fangs shone against his lips. The sight not scaring him at all. It only made him need Silas more. B.B. clenched his muscles around Silas’s cock and Silas threw his head back as he closed his eyes, the cords in his neck straining. It was such a sexy look.

  Silas grabbed his hips and lowered his head. Their gazes met and Silas pulled back until just the tip remained inside him, the drag of that cock was delicious and B.B. wanted to feel it forever. Just when he thought Silas was going to stop, his mate thrust forward, burying himself inside B.B. again, making him cry out.

  Silas didn’t even pretend to start slow and build things up. No, his man dragged that thick cock back again, but didn’t hesitate. This time he drove back in and began a steady pace, fucking B.B. good and hard.

  B.B. thrust his hips down, meeting Silas thrust for thrust, slamming their bodies together. After a few minutes, Silas released his hips and dropped down over him, their sweaty chests pressed together. Silas put his arms on either side of B.B.’s head and took his lips in a hard kiss, fucking his mouth with his tongue just as fiercely as Silas’s cock was fucking his ass.

  B.B. grabbed for Silas anywhere he could reach, his blunt nails scraping along Silas’s muscular back, causing Silas to pull up from the kiss an inch as he hissed his approval, then he took B.B.s mouth again and drove his tongue deep.

  They moved together as one, each fucking the other with total abandon, their bodies entwined as hands roamed, grabbed, and groped. The passion built as well as the need to come. The headboard banged against the wall and the bed started to shake and move. The sound echoing through the room. Skin slapped skin as they both panted heavily.

  B.B.’s balls pulled up tight against him and began to ache with the need to empty. A tingle raced down his spine, then settled in his pelvis, and B.B. couldn’t hold back anymore. He need to come.

  “I’m coming, mate! Fuck! So good!”

  A hand slid between their bodies and wrapped around his cock, then Silas tugged on his hard shaft, moving with the rhythm of his pounding hips, and B.B. was lost. His orgasm raced to completion, but just as he was about to shoot, a bite of pain gripped his shoulder and B.B. screamed. His orgasm slammed into him, bigger than any he had ever experienced before in his life. It felt as if his whole body had orgasmed and it kept going, building and exploding as more shot from his tip and B.B. was lost in the moment, flying high in the clouds.

  CHAPTER 17

  The initial bite of pain at his neck was quickly replaced by the most amazing pleasure of his life. B.B could still feel Silas plowing into him, each thrust bringing him higher, but the pull at his throat made him fly, and B.B.’s mind shattered into a million pieces. His life now had meaning, and was filled with the love he felt coming from Silas. Tears burned his eyes from the depth of that love and B.B.’s heart swelled again, taking his mate’s love and sending it’s intensity back to his man.

  His mate was claiming him as his own, and from this moment forward, they would only be with each other. He would be the most important thing to Silas, and Silas would be the most important thing for him, forever. He was now Silas’s and Silas was now his, for all eternity. B.B. thought that knowledge might have freaked him out when this time came, but it didn’t. It only brought him a peace he had never known existed, and he welcomed it. Embraced it.

  Silas released his flesh and licked his neck, then quickened his pace, his cock slamming into B.B., and all he could do was hold on tight to Silas and enjoy it. After a few pumps, Silas stiffened in his arms and shot his seed deep inside B.B.’s ass, filling him. B.B, held his breath as he enjoyed every moment, experienced every nuance of their joining.

  When Silas relaxed, dropping down on him, B.B. drew in a breath and held him tight. They lay there together, panting, softly touching one another, and enjoying the afterglow.

  As their heartbeats slowed, Silas rose up above him and kissed his lips tenderly. B.B, smiled and met Silas’s love-filled gaze. “That was the most amazing moment of my life, mate. I love you so much.”

  Silas softly kissed him again. “I love you too, my beautiful B.B., and I will never let you go. I want to stay right here inside you, where we can both feel our love for one another. I want to stay buried inside you for eternity and spend every second of forever making love to you, showing you how special you are, and how much I love you.”

  As much as he knew that could never be, B.B. so wanted the same t
hing. To forever be impaled on Silas’s cock, his mate deep inside him, keeping their connection, would be a dream come true.

  “I would love that too. Do you think Fabian and the others will miss us?” B.B. asked, with a smirk.

  Silas returned the smirk as his eyes filled with mischief. “Why would they miss us, baby?”

  B.B. ran his fingers slowly over Silas’s back as he shrugged and said, “Well, we know that as much as we both would really like to keep your fat cock deep inside me, we also know that that is not possible. But…” he winked. “Nobody says we can’t fuck at every opportunity we get. Like ten, fifteen, twenty times a day. And think about it, with you filling me that much, we won’t ever have to take time stretching me, you could just bend me over anywhere you wanted and slide home.”

  Silas stared at him for a moment, then a slow smile crossed his lips as his eyes twinkled. “I like the way your mind works, baby. Filling you with my cock a hundred times a day, and having your amazing body grip me holding me inside you, would be amazing, because every time I slip inside you, I am home, baby. Completely at home.”

  Tears came to his eyes again at the sincerity in Silas’s words. He gave Silas a watery smile as he hugged him and said, “Whenever I’m with you, I’m home, Silas. You are my home.”

  Silas smiled as his own tears came again and he leaned down and tenderly kissed B.B.’s lips. Their tongues slid together in a sensual dance and his heart and head filled with everything Silas. Peace washed over him as the feeling of love, safety, and comfort filled him. He had finally found his place in the world. He was home.”

  EPILOGUE

  Jasper sat at the table on his patio outside his bedroom suite and looked out over the water. His mind got lost in the memories and shame filled him. The things those men had done to him, what they had put him through, made Jasper want to hide. He was so afraid his brothers would demand to know everything that happened and he just couldn’t talk about it. Especially not with any of them.

  The knowledge that Diego was now dead, and that Silas and Agent Snow had ripped the man apart filled him with a small sense of safety, but Jasper didn’t know if he would ever truly feel safe again. Yes, Fabian and the others had found them, as well as Diego and all his men and had taken care of them, but Jasper knew that the organization that Diego led was bigger than just Diego. There were more of them out there. And just the same as drug dealers, when you chopped off the head of the snake, another ten sprang to life, making the war go on.

  Now that Diego had been found out and stopped, it didn’t mean it was all over. The danger still lurked in the shadows, hidden from most people's vision, but it was still there, ever present, ever watchful, ever hunting for its next prey. Nowhere was safe.

  The thought sent shivers of fear through him and Jasper tightened his robe around his neck. The cold that had seeped inside him while being held was still there, and Jasper feared it would always be.

  What happened to him had changed him, and Jasper knew he would never be the same again. That thought frightened him even more. Would the change now make him lose everything and everyone he loved? Would it force a wedge between him and his family? And what of his mate?

  When Fabian told him how Agent Snow... no, from what Fabian told him, his mate was no longer working for the FBI. Supposedly when Jasper disappeared, Snow had lost it and quit, then spent all his time trying to find him. Jasper found that hard to believe, but he knew Fabian wouldn’t lie to him.

  Jasper sighed and ran a shaky hand down his face. “It doesn’t matter anyway,” he whispered into the night. His mate had made his position very clear, and Jasper was sure that this whole search for him was to save face with Fabian and Raven. Maybe a lapse in judgment, with Snow thinking it was the way he was expected to react with his mate being kidnapped. Now that Jasper was home and safe, Snow would probably go try to get his life back.

  Seeing as his mate had left and gone home, across the country, while Jasper slept once they had brought him home, only solidified the fact that the man didn’t want him. But again, it didn’t matter anyway. Jasper was different now and having a mate was out of the question.

  Now he was meant to walk through his life alone. Only a shell of the man he once was remained, and that man was confused and scared. That man, this new man, was now broken and... wanted something... something he knew he would never be able to run from, but couldn’t allow himself to ever have.

  THE END

  Also from Maggie Walsh

  With SirenBookstrand

  www.bookstrand.com/maggie-walsh

  Her bestselling series The Angel Pack

  And its sister series Beyond the Angel Pack

  Which should be read in the order below

  Angel Pack 1: Betrayal

  Angel Pack 2: Secrets

  Angel Pack 3: Truth

  Angel Pack 4: Trust

  Beyond the Angel Pack 1: Dante’s Mates

  Angel Pack 5: Underneath

  Beyond the Angel Pack 2: Viktor’s Familiar

  Angel Pack 6: United

  Beyond the Angel Pack 3: When World’s Collide

  Angel Pack 7: Envy

  Angel Pack 8: Kindred

  Angel Pack 9: Wounded

  Angel Pack 10: Home

  Beyond the Angel Pack 4: Lucifer Rising

  Angel Pack 11: Power

  Angel Pack 12: Mating Mayhem (A Halloween Special Edition)

  Angel Pack 13: Masquerade

  Angel Pack 14: Fate

  Beyond the Angel Pack 5: The Final Countdown

  Angel Pack 15: Fin

  Angel Pack 16: The Aftermath Coming April 2019

  Angel Pack 17: Coming soon

  A spin-off series from The Angel Pack

  Sanctuary

  Maxi’s Glass Heart: Sanctuary 1

  Parker’s Predicament: Sanctuary 2

  Sanctuary 3: Coming Soon

  Stories from a Crossroads Demon Series

  Shane

  Sydney

  Riley

  Ben (Coming Soon)

  Standalone Title

  The Beast Within

  Self-pub by Maggie

  Dragon Realm Series

  Return of the Dragon King

  Rescue of the Dragon King

  Responsibility of the Dragon King (Coming Soon)

  And her bestselling Clearnight Haven Series

  Book 1: The Coterie

  Book 2: Hanging on by a Thread

  Book 3: Blind Rage

  Omega Island Series

  Book 1: Collision Course

  Book 2: Strange Sensation

  Book 2.5: Strange Sensation revealed

  Cirque De Carnival Series

  Book 1: Cameron’s Thorn

  Book 2: Coming Soon

  Tundra Wolves Series

  Book 1: Same Time Next Year

  Book 2: Coming Soon

  Co-written with M/M Author Cree Storm

  The Eternal Flame Series

  Eternal Flames Crystal and Eternal Flames Maddox

  Also to be read in order below

  EF-Crystal Book 1: Burning Desire

  EF-Crystal Book 2: Rising from the Ashes

  EF-Crystal Book 3: Courting the Phoenix

  EF-Crystal Book 4: How to Claim your Dragon

  EF-Crystal Book 5: A Higher Calling

  EF-Crystal Book 6: Fear of Discovery

  EF-Maddox Book 1: Adding Fuel to the Flames

  EF-Maddox Book 2: A Bite to Remember

  EF-Crystal Book 7: Phoenix Rising

  EF-Maddox Book 3: Bound to the Enemy

  EF-Crystal Book 8: Power of Love

  EF-Maddox Book 4: Tiny Treasure

  EF-Crystal Book 9: Partners in Crime

  EF-Maddox Book 5: Sowing the Seeds of Love

  EF-Crystal Book 10: Under Siege

  EF-Maddox Book 6: Edge of Tomorrow

  EF-Crystal & Maddox: Special Christmas Edition: Christmas Presents

  EF-Maddox Book 7: Divine Intervention
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  EF-Crystal Book 11: Learning to Live

  EF-Maddox Book 8: Second Chances

  EF-Crystal Book 12: Love Hurts

  EF-Crystal Book 13: The Chosen One

  EF-Maddox Book 9: The Pied Piper

  EF-Maddox Book 10: Coming Soon

  Kaliss Series

  Book 1: New Beginnings

  Book 2: Becoming One

  Book 3: Against All Odds

  Savage Island Series

  Book 1: Savage Hearts

  Book 2: Coming Soon

  About the Author

  Maggie has been married for twenty-one years and has four children. She is a Long Island girl who now lives in the Pocono Mountains of Pennsylvania. Maggie has always loved anything that has to do with the arts. Music is one of her biggest passions. She was a photographer and artist in her earlier days and spends hours sketching anything that catches her eye. Maggie loves to write about big, strong, tough men who have a softer side. Most of the time you can find Maggie running around with her kids, sketching, or sitting with her laptop creating new characters, as music always plays in the background.