Zanthe (Primal Impulse Shifters Book 2)

by Romi Hart

  Coming up next to him as I hated to walk behind him, I asked again, “Where is Freedrick?”

  “He’s checking things out on his own. He’s a bit of a loner and doesn’t like dealing with people. So, I brought the bats I caught last night in so they can be tested.” He held the door open for me and I went through it before him.

  “Thank you.” Waiting for him to come out, I stepped in beside him once again. “Where did you find the bats?”

  “They were swarming the mouth of the cave where we’re currently staying to study the bears,” he let me know. “Freedrick was having to fend them off when I came up. Thankfully, he didn’t get bit by any of them.”

  I had the feeling that even if either of them had gotten bitten that they would’ve had their own medications to combat whatever the bats had wrong with them. “What a night, huh?” I had to just go for it and asked, “So, why didn’t you just tell me your last name last night?”

  Shrugging, he seemed like it wasn’t a big deal. “I don’t know. I suppose that I felt like I had asked you to trust me and you didn’t do it.”

  “But I was already taking such a risk with you that I needed something more. It wasn’t a lot to ask, Zanthe. We don’t know each other.” I thought about him living in the park where I worked and how crazy it was that we hadn’t met before. “How long have you worked in this park?”

  “Years.” We stepped off the pavement and into the woods. “On my way home, I lectured myself for not just going ahead and telling you my last name. It was smart of you to send me away for that. You’re a smart girl and strong too.” He stopped and put his hands on my shoulders as he looked me in the eyes. “I respect you, Crina. I truly do. And I’m sorry that I didn’t answer your direct question last night. Sometimes I get kind of alpha. I just really wanted you to trust me. It was stupid of me.”

  “So, are we good then?” I had to ask because he seemed like he might not be interested in me in that way any longer.

  “If you’re good with me, then we’re good. That was my bad, and I will take the blame for ruining what had been the most wonderful night of my life.” Letting me go, he headed off again. “It could’ve been better, but I had to go and act stupid. Sorry.”

  “Me too.” Honesty seemed to be the best policy with him. “My body ached all the rest of the night. It still kind of does.”

  “Mine too.” Looking over his shoulder, he checked to see if anyone was around. Finding Peter and Maude going in the other direction, he asked, “You didn’t masturbate to get the orgasm your body craved?”

  My face heated as I ducked my head, blushing fiercely. “No. Geeze, Zanthe. I told you about how unsexual I’ve been. I don’t know how to make myself have an orgasm.”

  His chest rose and stayed that way as he looked at me. I felt the heat of his eyes on me. “I can show you what to do.”

  Jerking my head up, I locked eyes with him. “Here? Now?” Shaking my head, I felt ashamed for asking in such a way that seemed as if I wanted him to show me how to do that right away. “Ignore me. I’m just kind of goofy right now. I know you don’t mean that you’ll show me right now. And I really shouldn’t even need you to show me. There is the internet and I’m sure that I can instructions on how to do that there.”

  His deep laughter hit my ears, then his arm went around my shoulders as he pulled me to his side, and we started walking again. “You’re rambling. Seems you’re nervous. You shouldn’t be that way with me. And why should you go searching for someone else to show you how to do what I would be honored to show you?”

  A man showing me how to pleasure myself seemed weird to me. “Zanthe, I don’t think I want you watching me do that.”

  “I think you should think differently about that.” Making a quick turn, he put my back against a tree, then locked me between his body and the large tree trunk. “It would please me to know that when you felt the need for sexual stimulation, and I wasn’t able to be around, that you could take care of the need yourself. It would make me feel confident that you are keeping yourself for me and only me.”

  “So, you want us to be exclusive?” One date and he’s already talking about an exclusive relationship?

  “I’ll ask you this, Crina. Do you want me to be with any other women?” His brows raised only a bit with his question.

  A question that I had a quick answer to, “No.” It came to me that quickly. I did not want him to be with anyone else. “I guess this means that we both want the same thing.”

  “It sounds like it to me.” His eyes looked past me. “The cave we’ve been staying in isn’t too far away. How about I show you how to do it there?”

  “K.” I had no idea why I’d agreed to such a thing. But I had and took his hand when he offered it, then I went with him willingly.

  My mother would be so mad at me!

  Being alone with him at my apartment was one thing. There were neighbors on both sides of me and across the hallway who could’ve heard if anything bad was going on. But we were in the middle of the forest. Worse, we were going into a cave. No one would be able to hear me if I screamed.

  And for some reason, that turned me on.

  Talking quietly as we walked, I asked, “Is this a thing you’ve taught other women before me?”

  “Never had to.” He raised his free hand, pointing to the opening of the cave. “That’s it.”

  My heart raced as I knew what was coming soon. But as we walked up to it, I saw all the bat guano covering the stone floor. “Wow, there were a lot of bats here last night.”

  “Tons of them.” Moving me inside, he kept walking until we were far away from the stink of the bat poop. “I don’t think the bats have rabies. I also don’t think they’ve gotten into any chemicals. I think something far worse is happening.”

  I had no idea what could be worse than either of those things. “What else could it be?”

  “Something natural. Something that speaks of things to come.” That sounded rather dark and ominous to me. But as foreboding as it was, Zanthe seemed not to care much about that as he picked me up in his arms. “Speaking of things to come, let’s get you doing that, shall we?”

  “Um.” I had no idea what to say. He seemed so sexually free and I was so not. “Zanthe, is this normal? It doesn’t feel normal at all. Do people who are dating or even in a serious relationship do things like this? And what are we in? Like, are we dating? Or are we doing something else?”

  His grin, though playful, made my body heat up. “We’re doing whatever we want to do with each other. And no one else has to be a part of this. No one else has to be told what we do. No one else has to know a thing about what we do.”

  “Does that mean that you want to keep us a secret?” I didn’t want us to be a secret. If that’s what he wanted, I was about to let him know that I wasn’t going to be a part of that.

  “Baby, I want the whole world to know that you’re mine. I hope you want that too.” He pushed me gently up against the wall. “If that’s what you want, then we can stop messing around and get to it.”

  “Get to the relationship?” I had to ask as he confused me at times. And now was one of those times.

  “Yes.” He kissed me softly. “And get to teaching you how to take care of your needs when I can’t. There’s something that you need to know about when you start having sex.”

  “What’s that?” He intrigued me with his words.

  “Once you get it, you develop a taste for it. And sometimes you will crave it. The need for a sexual release will drive you mad if you don’t give in to the need. Some people seek others to feed their needs. I don’t want you to go to others to feed your need. As I won’t go to any others to feed mine.”

  “I know how men take care of themselves. I just don’t know how women do it.” Nervously, I chewed on my lower lip as he backed away from me.

  “Listen to me, baby. Put your hand into your panties, close your eyes, and touch yourself. But pretend it’s my hand instead of your own. Do to
yourself what I was doing to you last night.

  So, here I go…

  11

  Zanthe

  Watching her put her hand down the front of her pants, my cock pulsed to life inside my own. “Steady now,” I spoke to myself as much as I spoke to her. I couldn’t let my own arousal get to me if I was to help her learn how to handle herself. “Let your fingers move softly and slowly over your clit then ease them through your folds, taking in the warmth of them.”

  My fingers tingled, wanting to do that for her. But she had to learn to or she might end up in another man’s arms when I wasn’t available. The thought of that sent a green streak of jealousy through me that was a mile wide.

  With her eyes closed, her lips parted as she took in a sharp breath. “When I touch my clit, it swells. Is it supposed to do that? Or am I hurting myself?”

  “You aren’t hurting yourself. It’s supposed to swell.” My mouth watered to taste her sweet cunt that I could smell becoming aroused. “It should be wet down there. Dip your finger into the outer edge of your vagina to wet it and to give yourself the sensation of something on the verge of penetration.”

  Her eyes flew open; she looked at me with pleading eyes. “Zanthe, this is okay. And one day I do want to know how to do this. But the thing I haven’t been able to get off my mind is what you were about to show me before you left. Or I told you to leave. You know, a practice run for real sex.”

  The way my cock ached made me think that might be an even better idea. But this time, I would get a release as well. Moving forward, I took her by the hand, leading her to a little hole in the wall where no one would see us, and it would be a bit warm on her backside as well. “Come with me. It’s cold, so we’ll change things up a bit. But you will get to see what it’s like.”

  “I can’t wait!” excitement filled her voice and I was glad to hear it.

  When we got into the smaller area, I helped her to lie down on the blanket I’d thrown there, from sleeping in the space the night before. “You can keep all of your clothes on this time. I’ll be the one to undress.”

  As I pulled off my clothes, I liked the way she took me all in. Removing my shirt, I saw her licking her lips as she gazed at my body. Knowing that my cock was above average size, I hoped it wouldn’t scare her.

  Dropping my pants, I watched her as she gasped, “That’s never going to fit inside of me!”

  “Oh, but it will, baby. It will fit and you will fit me like a glove tailor-made just from me.” Moving toward her, I filled her in on the way sex went. “So, this is me and this is how I will be when you and I actually have sex. I will come to you and you will spread your legs open for me. Your arms as well. You will welcome me into you.”

  Doing as I said, she gulped. “Okay. And now what?”

  “Now, you should know that kissing and all that making out stuff doesn’t necessarily go with having sex. Sex is an act all on its own. It’s the penetration, the stroking to get both bodies to do what they were made to do.”

  “They were made to have sex?” She looked a little confused. “Not all people have sex.”

  “But we all were made for it.” Easing down until my cock pressed against her jean-covered pussy, I pumped a few times. “This action is necessary. The male cock has to be manipulated in order for ejaculation to occur. You can stroke it or you can pulse your vagina around it, but something has to be moving in order for my cock to orgasm.”

  “So, when you orgasm, do you feel it only in your cock?” Her question was a good one for an amateur.”

  “No. Men and women feel climaxes in different ways. But they both experience it with their entire bodies and that includes their brains. Endorphins rush to the brain, making it feel all sorts of things – from elation to ecstasy.” Grinding my cock on her pussy, I watched her facial reaction to it as she gripped my arms.

  The night before, I’d held her arms down. I thought I might give her some freedom for this first practice. I wasn’t as keyed up as I’d been after making out with her.

  “That does feel good, Zanthe. Oh, I mean, teddy bear.” Her light laughter made my heart skip a beat. “We might as make it as real as possible, right?”

  She had no idea how real it was going to get. Moving my cock back and forth over her, I held my upper body off her. “So, I’m going to rub you like this. But when we do it for real, I will be inside of you, moving back and forth.” I reached back to pull her leg up by the knee. “Bend both your legs and put her feet on the ground. That allows more access to your vagina. And you will want to grant me complete access.”

  “I think you’re right.” She arched up to me after planting her feet on the floor. “Yeah, that’s nice.”

  As I continued to move back and forth, she closed her eyes and began moaning softly. Stepping it up a notch, I used one hand to open up her jacket then pulled her t-shirt up to uncover her tits.

  Her eyes opened as I pushed her bra up too. I felt I should offer her an explanation, “I’m going to stimulate your boobs.”

  “K.” She bit her lower lip. “This feels really good.”

  “Yeah, well, get ready because I’m about to bring the rain, baby.”

  “You’re what?” She gasped as I put my mouth on her tit, taking the nipple between my teeth then rolling it in my mouth. “Oh! Ah!”

  Her nails sunk into my back as she wiggled, but I held her hips to the floor as I humped her with a fast motion. My cock had swollen with juices that were close to ready to spurt.

  Running her nails up and down my back, she closed her legs around my waist as she arched up to me. My time was close, so I had to get her to hers first.

  Letting her tit go, I grabbed her arms, pulling them up over her head where I pinned them down with one of my hands. Looking into her eyes as I ground my hard cock into her core, I whispered, “You’re about to have your first orgasm. You ready for it?”

  With wide eyes that showed fear in them, she nodded. “Something is happening inside of me.”

  “Look into my eyes. I want to see your world ignite when I make you come.” Grinding hard on her cunt, I put my free hand between us, undoing her pants then pushed them down just far enough so my naked cock pressed against her naked clit.

  Her eyes closed as I felt the swollen pearl throbbing against my cock. “Ah! Oh! No! Yes! Yes!”

  “Open your eyes!” I could barely hold back.

  When they sprang open, I saw my world in those violet eyes. “Ah!” Her entire body shook. “This is it!”

  Harder and harder I ground my cock on her hot pussy until she quivered and shook, all the while screaming and moaning as she fell completely apart.

  Rolling off her, I lay on my back, grabbing my cock and jerking it a few times before it exploded in a volcanic-style eruption that left my hot semen all over my belly.

  Our ragged breaths echoed off the cave walls, then she flipped over, laying her head on my chest. “Wow. Just, wow.”

  “I know, right. It’s what makes the world go ‘round. Now you get it.” And my hopes that she would want to find out what the real deal felt like. “If you think that was good, wait until you have on no clothes, I have on no clothes, and I’m inside of you.” I put my arm around her. “And when I come, my hot cum will fill your pulsing pussy up until it drips out of you.”

  Pulling herself up, she looked at me with a grin on her lips. “I looked up birth control this morning. It’ll take a month from the time I start taking the pills until we can have sex safely.”

  “No need.” I reached down, cupping her still hot pussy in my hand. “We don’t have to worry about that. If you are bred, then I will be happy to take care of you and our baby.”

  “Bred?” She sat up, looking peeved. “Like some sort of an animal? That’s how you talk about pregnancy? And you think that I would be okay with getting pregnant?”

  I’d messed up. Again. Sitting up, I took her by the shoulders. “No. No, I don’t think that at all. I mean that you don’t have to worry about t
aking pills. I’ll take care of everything. The condoms are what I mean. I’ll get some. A lot of them.”

  “Well, they said they’re not one hundred percent effective.” Buttoning up her jeans, she shook her head.

  “Nothing is. That’s why I said that if we get pregnant, then I will take care of you and our baby.” Kissing her cheek, I wanted her to be able to trust me in all ways. “You can trust me. I won’t leave you. I won’t hurt you. You’re safe with me.”

  “I have a question.”

  “I’ll answer anything you need me to.” I wanted to be everything for her.

  “If an orgasm feels like that when you grind on me, what does it feel like when you kiss my pussy until I have one?” She’d already gotten a taste and I could see that she wanted more.

  “I can show you if you want.”

  “Now?” The way she chewed her lower lip while twirling a lock of her dark hair told me she wanted that very much.

  “Why not now?” Pushing her back, I undid her jeans then pulled them down to her knees. “So, this time I’m going to stick my tongue into your vagina and tongue-fuck you.”

  Leaning up on her elbows, she looked at me with slight worry on her face. “Will it make me not be a virgin anymore?”

  “No.” I found it remarkable how uneducated about virginity she was. “So lay back and close your eyes. I’m about to take you on a trip.” Since I’d dropped my load, I was ready to give her a real run through. “I’m going to make you come with my tongue in your vagina. And then I’m going to flip you over on your stomach and make you come while I tongue-fuck your ass. And after that, I’m going to show you how to suck me off and I’m going to come in your mouth, and you will drink my cum down. That’ll be your breakfast, my little virgin slut.”

  “Slut?” She raised her head to look at me. “I suppose you’re right. I want to feel all of that very badly.”

  “But you’re only my little virgin slut. Got it?” I wasn’t about to share my rare find with anyone.