Connor (Temptations)

by Kristin Michelle Adams

  Smiling "that's true I work at Temptations strip club. I'm a dancer there."

  "Oh um it's nice to meet you." Jerry said and turned away.

  "I can't believe he just snubbed you like that. Jerry isn't usually this way. I'm sorry Connor I didn't know he would treat you like that."

  "It's okay baby. That is how the real world sees me. They all think of me as a low life, not worthy of someone as special as you."

  "That is so not true Connor! You are amazing and it shouldn't matter what you do for a living people shouldn't judge you based on that." I couldn't believe just how angry I was. I gave Krystal a quick glance to let her know how upset I was with Jerry. She gave me an I'm sorry look. I could tell she wasn't too happy with it either.

  "Thanks baby. I know you see me that way but, people like Jerry as you can tell don't."

  I can tell he was truly hurt by the way Jerry treated him and I don't blame him to be honest. Connor is amazing. He is caring, sweet, and extremely loving. I guess Krystal never told Jerry that my mother was a stripper before she had me. Sighing "come on Connor let's dance then we can go."

  "I'm leaving." Connor said curtly.

  "Oh okay we can go if you don't want to dance. Let me just let Krystal know. Be right back."

  "Heather stop." I turned and looked at him. Conner put his hands on my arms and looked into my eyes and said," Heather I am leaving you." I couldn't have heard that right could I? I mean I just realized I love him and now he is leaving me. I could feel my lip quivering and my eyes were already starting to water. Shit, I don't want to cry.

  "I am doing this for you. I don't belong here and you need someone more like Jerry. I'm not like Jerry. I am who I am and you can do better."

  "You don't mean that Connor. I want you! Please don't leave me." Connor can't leave me. I watched him turn around and walk away. I can't let him leave. So I followed him outside.

  "Conner! Please Stop!" I yelled. But he kept walking. I did the only think I could think of and blurted. "Connor! Please I'm in love with you!" That stopped him cold. Thank God maybe there is still a chance he will change him mind. I was able to tell he was thinking and I saw him look over his shoulder and then he said the worst possible thing to me.

  "I don't love you Heather and please don't come after me. I don't want to see you anymore." Then he turned away jumping on his bike and took off.

  13 Connor

  I can't believe I lied to her. God I do love her that is why I had to go. She can do better. I just had to keep telling myself that. This is what is best for Heather.

  "Dude Connor get your ass out of that bed. You can't stay in there forever."

  I didn't want to get out of bed not now and not ever. Maybe if I just lay here Woody would get tired and just leave. I was wrong. Woody continued pounding on my door. I guess he isn't going to give up. I rolled over and buried my head under my pillow to drown out the noise. There now he has no choice but to leave me be. I was wrong again. Next thing I knew water was being dumped all over me and my bed.

  "What the fuck Woody?" I glared up at him. "What do you want?"

  "You need to get your sorry ass out of bed and ready for work. I let you mope in here all week now you have to get ready for work."

  It couldn't possibly be Friday already. There is no way in hell I have been in this bed that long. "No way Woody, there is no way its Friday."

  "Yeah well, it is. I let you sleep and work this all out but, I'm not going to let you fuck off anymore you have to get to work and make money. Now get up!"

  Fuck I have never seen Woody this pissed before. What got up his ass and died anyways? It's not like he had to give up the girl he loves or anything. "Fine how much time do I have to get ready?"

  "An hour" and then he left. Shit! I rolled out of bed and headed for a well needed shower. I couldn't get Heather out of my mind. I loved her so much and God I wanted her so bad. I might as well take care of my problem while I'm in here. I braced myself with my left arm on the shower wall then I started to think about Heather's beautiful full breast and I replayed the day Woody, Heather and I were all together. I grabbed my dick and started rubbing myself, the more images of that day the harder and faster I pulled then finally I burst. God I needed that. I should have known it would only take me less than a minute to finish myself off.

  I wonder what Heather is doing right now. Does she miss me? Fuck I need to stop thinking about her. God I miss her though.

  I had a hard time getting into work tonight but, the tips were still pretty good so I guess I wasn't fucking up to much anyways. Woody, Riley and I were doing a dance to" I'm too sexy." I was actually starting to get into it and we got to the part where the guy sang I'm too sexy for my hat. This is where we all toss our hats in the crowd. And that was when I saw her. God she was beautiful. But, damn she is killing me.

  At least this time I didn't lose my place in the song and kept on moving. The women were going nuts and it seemed like I was giving everything I had for Heather. I got right up in this one chick's face and started to thrust my hips at her. Man I think she slipped a fifty in there. Next time I looked up Heather was gone.

  I felt horrible but, shit this is my job and I have to get money. I wasted too much time not making any because of her. Fuck that isn't right it was my fault. I hate hurting her but; she has to know we can't be together at the moment.

  It was another two weeks before I saw Heather again. I was losing my mind and I think Woody was about ready to toss me out of the apartment. He was so sick of me bitching. He just thinks I should go over there and get my girl. He doesn't understand that I am doing this for her. I have probably lost five pounds in the last few weeks which sucks, because I was in perfect shape before but, I just can't eat at the moment.

  It was a Monday night when I heard the door open to my bedroom. I was lying on my stomach with the pillow over my head so I didn't see who came in. "Go away Woody! Listen I don't want to hear about it anymore. I get it I fucked up. I walked away from the best thing that has ever happened to me. Are you happy now I admit it? Now go! I just need to be by myself." A few seconds passed and then.

  "Well, I'm happy that you admit that. But, I have to talk to you." I shot right up. That wasn't Woody's voice. Heather was standing at the foot of my bed wearing a white summer dress that looked amazing on her.

  "Heather? What are you doing here?"

  "I need to talk to you. Woody said you were back here and that you won't come out."

  Fuck Woody had no right telling her that. I am fine. "Heather I am fine truly I am. You shouldn't be here though."

  "Connor I understand you don't love me and you don't want to be with me. That's fine I will live with it. I may not be happy about that but, I will be fine." Now I was confused. Why was she here then?

  "Then why are you here." I saw her take a deep breath and I could tell she was shaking. "What's wrong Heather? Is everything okay?" I was worried now. If someone hurt her I would kill them. Then she said the one thing I never thought I would hear.

  "Connor I'm pregnant." I just starred at her doubt founded. This can't be right. I can't be a father. I was going to be a dad. I was going to be a father and I'm a stripper. Fuck this can't get any worse. Heather must have seen the look of horror on my face because she turned around and ran out the door crying. Shit, this isn't going good. I got up to go after her when Woody came in.

  "Dude what the fuck did you do to her?" He was getting pissed. "What is wrong with you man. She is perfect and you are treating her like shit. Fuck dude. If you really don't want her I'll go after her." I punched Woody so hard I heard his nose crack. Fuck what did I just do?

  "Woody! I'm sorry dude. "

  "What the fuck is wrong with you? You fucking bastard you just broke my nose." He grabbed a dirty shirt I had on the floor and held it to his face.

  "Woody I am so sorry. I didn't mean to break your nose. Man I'm sorry but, you can't just go saying shit like that about the woman I love."

  "If you l
ove her so freaking much why did she run out of here crying?"

  I took a second trying to think of what to say but, I decided on the truth. "Heather just told me she's pregnant. I was shocked and she must have taken it wrong when I didn't say anything. I was on my way to catch her."

  "Dude she's knocked up? Congrats!"

  "Shut up Woody! This is big I really fucked up. I'm going to be a father that means I have to figure out now what I am going to do with my life. I can't be a stripper anymore and be a father."

  "You'll figure it out man. You always do and besides I'll help if you need anything."

  "How do you plan on helping me Woody? You're a stripper too."

  "Connor there is something I haven't told you about me. Listen dude my real name is Sebastian Madison. "

  "As in Madison Casinos?"

  "Yeah the very same. My father owns the Madison Casino I am a very rich man."

  "I don't understand, Woody why would you be stripping when you have a life like that?" I felt like I never knew him. He lied to me all these years.

  "I love dancing and I had no choice but to use a stage name so people didn't know who I was. It would look bad for my father's business if the public found out what I do. I don't have to strip I have plenty of money."

  "Why are you telling me all of this now?" I was so confused.

  "Connor you are my bestfriend, I wanted to tell you who I was for years but, I was afraid you would treat me differently because of who I am."

  Laughing "You're right I would Sebastian." Ouch he just threw a pillow at me.

  "That is another reason I never told you my name and that will stay between us. Anyways if you need a new job I will get you a great job at the casino." Woody must be pulling my chain or something there is no way a casino would hire me. God, it would be perfect though.

  "I would love a job Woody. Thank you so much you have no idea just how much this means to me." Oh my God I am going to have to do a lot of planning. Let's see I will need to get the job, buy a house. Then I should be set to ask Heather to marry me.

  "Woody I think I will need your help. I have twenty two thousand in the bank that should be enough for a down payment on a house and an engagement ring for Heather." I can't believe this is all happening so fast.

  "Yeah I'll help you but, first thing first, I need you to take me to the Emergency Room to set my nose, thanks to you."

  "Shit man I truly am sorry about that. Let's go."

  "Hey by the way where the hell did you get all that money? Did you rob a bank or something?"

  "No Woody I didn't rob a bank. I have been saving most of my tips since I've been dancing. I only spend what I have to on bills and put the rest in the bank. I was hoping someday to use it well, just for this really. I wanted to buy a house or I was going to buy a business or something like that. I just know I didn't plan on dancing the rest of my life and there was no way in hell I was going back to sell myself again."

  A few hours later Woody had this nose set and we were at the jewelry store picking out a ring. I found the perfect ring for Heather. It was a one caret round diamond solitaire with four smaller diamonds on each side. It also had a matching wedding band. It was perfect.

  Now all I have to do is ask Heather to marry me and get a house. I still can't believe I am going to be a father. I am just so excited I never thought I would want to be a dad especially since I didn't even know who my father was. All I know is that he left my mom when he found out about me. I would never do that to Heather or my child.

  14 Heather

  I can't believe I was so wrong about Connor. I thought for sure he loved me. I can't get over the look of disgust on his face when I told him I was pregnant. What was I thinking? I should have waited to tell him. No, I did that right thing. I just know I did. Well, shit I don't need him anyways. I can take care of this baby by myself.

  Summer break started on Wednesday so I guess I have time to figure out what to do. I called Krystal and told her everything that was going on she just got back from her honeymoon and I couldn't have been happier to finally get a chance to talk to her. She told me how sorry she was that Jerry acted like an ass and that she had a long talk with him and he felt bad and wanted to tell Connor he was sorry. I told her to forget it. It was too late and Connor was gone.

  "Maybe you should go on vacation and get away for a while. I know if you need more money your parents would be happy to help you out. Have you told them about the baby yet?"

  I wasn't worried about telling my parents but, they just got back themselves from a long vacation in England. I just didn't feel right about letting them know at the moment. "No, I haven't told them yet. I plan on it and I guess I should just go ahead and let them know. I think your idea of going away is a great idea as well. I need to get away from Connor and try to get on with my life. Thanks Krystal I'll talk to you later and I will let you know the plan when I know. "

  "No problem and oh Heather one more thing."

  Uh oh this can't be good. It is never good when she says and one more thing. "What's up?"

  "Do you want me to kill Connor for you? You know I could do it right? I wouldn't even charge you." Laughing I knew she was kidding but, still the thought of someone harming him made me want to cry.

  "No, thanks though, you are a true friend."

  "Anytime! Bye."

  "Talk to you later Krystal."

  Well, that was a little helpful. I think I will go for a while why not. I did want to go to Hawaii didn't I? I guess there is just one more thing I have to do then I can start packing.

  Mom and Dad were so happy to hear the big news that they were going to be grandparents. I told them all about Connor and how much I love him but, how much he hurt me. I told them about him being a stripper at Temptations and just as I thought they didn't care what he did. Dad asked me if I wanted him to have a talk with him. I told him no. If Connor doesn't want to be a part in his child's life then he doesn't have to be.

  That night I booked a flight out in the morning to Maui. I will be staying on the island for a week then moving to the island of Hawaii itself for a week. I am so excited I can't actually believe I am leaving for a couple of weeks but, it is just what I need.

  Connor was sucking on my earlobe causing me to whimper. While at the same time he was rolling my nipples. I was in pure blitz. "I love you Heather," I heard him whisper in my ear.

  "I love you too," Connor moved down to suck and nip on my nipple then he moved on to the other one it was sending tingles up my body. Then, he continued to move farther south and gently pushed my legs apart and started to eat me out. I bucked and moaned. I moved my hand down to my clit to play while he used his wonderful tongue to lap up my juices. The feelings where simply incredible and I didn't want them to stop.

  "I want you now baby!" Connor quickly plunged his hard cock in my pussy causing me to gasp at the sudden intrusion. He started to pump in me faster and harder till I was screaming his name in pleasure. I raked my nails down him back trying to hold on. Connor rapidly flipped us over so I was now riding him. I used the backboard of the bed for support and started to bounce up and down on his enormous shaft. At the same time I reached behind me and grabbed his balls playing with them.

  "Don't stop Heather," He screamed. I continued rubbing and playing with all I had. Then I looked down into his eyes and saw all the love he had for me and I saw the very moment Connor exploded inside of me.

  I woke up panting yet again, stupid Connor and stupid sexy dreams. I hate that man right now. Grr. Well, I guess it is best that I'm up I only have two hours until my flight and I can't be late. Mom and Dad are taking me to the airport which I am so thankful for I didn't want to leave my car there for a few weeks. I never trusted doing that.

  Maui is so beautiful. I have been here all day and all I can do is look around at all the happy couples that are probably on their honeymoon. Damn, I am so freaking stupid. What was I thinking going to the number one honeymoon spot alone? I just want to hit my for
ehead and yell stupid, stupid, stupid over and over.

  I at least did pack a book to read while I'm here. So hopefully that will buy me some time. What to Expect When You're Expecting. Well, at least I will be learning at the same time. I still can't get over that I'm pregnant. It had to have happened that crazy Monday night after our first and only date. The thought only saddened me more.

  I remember that Connor was the only one in my pussy that night and when he pulled out he didn't have a condom on or it could have been our first night when I woke him up by riding him. That was fun. I forgot to put a condom on him that night but, he did pull out though. Fuck I don't know all I know is what's done is done and now I'm going to be a mother.

  Ugh, I don't feel like reading this book at the moment. I went down to the gift shop and bought my favorite book. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. Oh how I love Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth Bennet. I decided to take my book out by the beach and to read for a few hours. There is nothing more relaxing at the moment to me. I soon forgot all about my problems at the moment and got lost in Austen and I was in Heaven.

  15 Connor

  I got up pretty early all excited to go ask Heather to marry me. I made up a picnic basket with sandwiches and sparkling grape juice since she can't have alcohol. I put on a pair of black dress pants and wore a grey button up shirt that I left the top few button undone for that sexy look. With the ring in my pocket I was on my way to her house.

  I decided it would be best to take the Firebird it could be kind of tricky to have a basket on a bike. I jumped in and started my baby up. It made me think that I just might have to sell her. She is a two door car and I will need a four door for the car seat. God, now I'm talking about selling my baby. But, I will do whatever I have to do for my baby.

  I knew right away something was different when I pulled in the driveway. The gate that was normally open was now closed. I rolled down my window and pushed a button that was attached to a speaker on the left side of the driveway. I waited a minute then finally someone came on and it was a man. Was Heather seeing someone else? No, that can't be right.