Saint's Gate

by Carla Neggers

  SAINT’S GATE

  Also by CARLA NEGGERS

  COLD DAWN

  THE WHISPER

  COLD RIVER

  THE MIST

  BETRAYALS

  COLD PURSUIT

  TEMPTING FATE

  THE ANGEL

  ABANDON

  CUT AND RUN

  THE WIDOW

  BREAKWATER

  DARK SKY

  THE RAPIDS

  NIGHT’S LANDING

  COLD RIDGE

  THE HARBOR

  STONEBROOK COTTAGE

  THE CABIN

  THE CARRIAGE HOUSE

  THE WATERFALL

  ON FIRE

  KISS THE MOON

  CLAIM THE CROWN

  CARLA NEGGERS

  SAINT’S GATE

  To Joe, Kate, Conor, Zack and Leo

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Author’s Note

  1

  EMMA SHARPE STEELED HERSELF AGAINST THE sights and sounds of her past and kept up with the nervous woman rushing ahead of her in the dense southern Maine fog. They came to a tall iron fence, a folk-art granite statue of Saint Francis of Assisi glistening with drizzle among purple coneflowers and cheerful golden daylilies by the gate.

  The little bird perched on Saint Francis’s shoulder still had a couple of missing tail feathers.

  Sister Joan Mary Fabriani stopped at the gate. On the other side was the “tower,” the private work space where the Sisters of the Joyful Heart performed their restoration and conservation work. In violation of convent protocol, Sister Joan had escorted Emma onto the convent grounds without having her first stop at the motherhouse to register as a visitor.

  And a visitor she was, in boot-cut jeans, a brown leather jacket, Frye boots and a Smith & Wesson 442 strapped to her left calf.

  “The gate’s locked,” Sister Joan said, turning to Emma. “I have to get the key.”

  “I’ll go with you.”

  “No. Wait here, please.” The older woman, who’d spent the past thirty years as a member of her order, frowned slightly at the gate, which crossed the meandering stone walk two hundred yards from the main gate at the convent’s entrance. “I thought I left it unlocked. It doesn’t matter. I’ll only be a few minutes.”

  “You’re preoccupied, Sister,” Emma said. “I should go with you.”

  “The shortest route to the tower is through an area restricted to members of our community here.”

  “The meditation garden. I remember.”

  “Yes. Of course you do.”

  “No one will be there at this hour. The sisters are busy with their daily work.”

  “I’m in no danger, Emma.” Sister Joan smiled, her doe-brown eyes and wide, round face helping to soften her sometimes too-frank demeanor. “It’s all right if I call you Emma, isn’t it? Or should I call you Agent Sharpe?”

  Emma noted an almost imperceptible bite in Sister Joan’s voice. “Emma’s fine.”

  With a broad hand, Sister Joan brushed a mosquito off the wide, stretchy black headband holding back her graying dark hair. Instead of the traditional nun’s habit, the Sisters of the Joyful Heart wore plainclothes; in Sister Joan’s case a dark gray hand-knitted sweater and calf-length skirt, black tights and sturdy black leather walking shoes. The simple silver profession cross hanging from her neck and the gold band on her left ring finger were the only external indications that she was a Roman Catholic nun.

  She looked pained. “I’ve already broken enough rules by having you here without telling anyone.”

  Sister Joan hadn’t given any details when she’d called Emma in Boston early that morning and asked her to make the two-hour drive north to the convent, located on a small peninsula on a beautiful, quiet stretch of rockbound Maine coast.

  “At least give me an idea of what you want to talk to me about,” Emma said.

  Sister Joan hesitated. “I’d like to get your opinion on a painting.”

  As if there could be any other reason. “Do you suspect it’s stolen?”

  “Let me get the key and show you. It’ll be easier than trying to explain.” Sister Joan stepped off the walk onto the lush, wet grass, still very green late in the season, and looked back at Emma. “I want to thank you for not bringing a weapon onto the grounds.”

  Emma made no comment about the .38 tucked under the hem of her jeans. She’d left her nine-millimeter Sig Sauer locked in its case in her car outside the convent’s main gate but had never considered going completely unarmed.

  Without waiting for a response, Sister Joan followed the fence into a half dozen mature evergreens. The evergreens would open into a beautiful garden Mother Superior Sarah Jane Linden, the foundress of the Sisters of the Joyful Heart, had started herself more than sixty years ago in a clearing on a rocky ledge above a horseshoe-shaped cove. The sisters had added to it over the years—Emma herself had planted a pear tree—but the design remained essentially the one Mother Linden, who’d died almost twenty years ago, had envisioned.

  As she lost sight of Sister Joan in the fog and trees, Emma stayed close to the tall gate. Even the breeze drifting through the evergreens and the taste of the salt in the damp air called up the longings of the woman she’d been—the possibilities of the woman she’d never become.

  She pushed them aside and concentrated on the present. The morning fog, rain and wind would have attracted passing boats into the protected cove, one of the well-known “hurricane holes” on the Maine coast.

  Watching guys on the boats when she was supposed to be in deep reflection and contemplation had been an early clue she wasn’t cut out to be a nun.

  Sister Joan, honest and straightforward to a fault, had always known. “You’re an art detective, Emma. You’re a Sharpe. Be who you are.”

  Emma touched a fingertip to a raindrop on Saint Francis’s shoulder. The statue was the work of Mother Linden, an accomplished artist who’d have considered the absent tail feathers part of its charm as it aged.

  The Sisters of the Joyful Heart was a tiny religious order, independently funded and self-sufficient. The twenty or so sisters grew their own fruits and vegetables and baked their own bread, but they also ran a shop and studio in the nearby village of Heron’s Cove—Emma’s hometown—and were skilled in art restoration, conservation and education. During the summer and early fall, the convent held retreats for art educators and conservators, as well as people who just wanted to learn how to protect family treasures. Various sisters were dispatched to Catholic schools throughout the region as art teachers. Hope, joy and love were central to their work and to their identity as women and religious sisters.

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nbsp; All well and good, Emma thought, but hope, joy and love hadn’t prompted Sister Joan’s call early that morning. Fear had.

  “It’s a personal favor,” she had told Emma. “It’s not FBI business. Please come alone.”

  Emma felt the cold mist gather on her hair, which she wore long now, and sighed at Saint Francis, the beloved early-thirteenth-century friar who had given up his wealth to follow a life of poverty. “What do you think, my friend?” She peered through the gate and made out a corner of the stone tower in the gray. “I know.”

  Sister Joan was afraid, and she was in trouble.

  2

  SISTER JOAN REACHED THE MEDITATION GARDEN and took a breath as she entered the labyrinth of mulched paths, fountains and native plants. Bright purple New England asters brushed against her calves as she shivered in the damp air and tried to let go of her fear, pride and resentment. She envisioned Mother Linden out here as a very old woman, the hem of her traditional habit wet and muddy and her contentment complete. She’d understood and accepted that each sister brought her own gifts and frailties to their small community.

  Lately, Sister Joan was more aware of her frailties. She often pushed herself and others too hard, and she had a tendency to probe and question when standing back and letting events unfold would have been better.

  Too late to stand back now, she thought as she veered past a weathered brass sundial onto a narrow path that would take her through dwarf apple and pear trees, back to the fence. A large garden and a dozen full-size fruit trees were on the other side of the convent grounds, away from the worst of the ocean wind and salt. With the long New England winter ahead, the sisters had been canning and freezing, making jams and sauces, since the first spring peas had ripened. They were as self-sufficient as possible. Nothing went to waste.

  Sister Joan was acutely aware she hadn’t been pulling her weight recently in her community’s day-to-day work. Art conservation was her particular area of expertise, but every sister participated in cooking, gardening and cleaning. No one was exempt. Every task was God’s work. She hoped, with Emma’s help, she would soon resume her normal routines. She was accustomed to sharing everything with the other sisters and regretted not being open with them, but what choice did she have?

  It was for their sake that she was being circumspect to the point of sneaking an FBI agent onto the grounds.

  Sister Joan picked up her pace. She had to learn the truth. Then she would know what to do.

  She came to the fence again and followed it a few yards to where it ended at the edge of a rock ledge that dropped almost straight down to the water. She could see the outline of at least a dozen sailboats and yachts that had taken refuge in the cove and wondered if anyone was looking up at the one-time estate and imagining what life was like in the secluded convent.

  She had as a child, sailing with her family. Her parents hadn’t been particularly religious, but even as girl, she’d felt the call to a religious life stir within her. Only years later, after much study, contemplation, prayer and hard work, had she fully embraced her vocation and become a member of the Sisters of the Joyful Heart.

  Holding on to a wet, cold cross-member for balance, Sister Joan eased around to the other side of the tall fence. She was mindful of her footing on the ledge, especially in the wet conditions, but she’d taken this route from the meditation garden to the tower countless times and had never come close to falling.

  She ducked past the sweeping branches of a white pine and sloshed through a puddle of mud and browned pine needles, emerging onto the expanse of lawn in the middle of which stood the squat, rather unattractive, if impressive, tower. Why it was fenced off was just one of the many mysteries and eccentricities of the sprawling property the order had purchased in a dilapidated state sixty years ago. As near as anyone could figure, the tower had been modeled after a lighthouse and served as a place where the owners and their visitors could observe the ocean, passing boats and marine life. Now it was the center of the convent’s work in the conservation, restoration and preservation of art.

  I’ve dedicated my life to this work, Sister Joan thought, then shook her head, amending herself. For the past thirty years, she’d dedicated her life not to herself and art conservation but to the charism—the unique spirit—and mission of her community. She’d freely chosen to enter the convent and commit herself to the rigorous process of discerning her calling before professing her final vows. She’d done her best to live according to the example and the teachings of Mother Linden.

  It was in that spirit that she’d called Emma Sharpe.

  Her wet shoes squishing with every step, Sister Joan circled to the front of the tower. The entrance overlooked the ocean, barely visible now in the fog. Even so, she could feel the freshening of the breeze, signaling that the promised cold front was moving in. The fog would blow out quickly now and be gone by evening vespers.

  She mounted the tower steps and noticed a cobweb in a corner of the leaded-glass panel window, as if it were there to remind her she’d been neglecting her basic duties. The gate key would be just inside. She seldom bothered with the gate and most often came and went by way of the meditation garden, but she’d have sworn she’d left it unlocked. Perhaps, she thought, it was just as well she had this time to think after seeing Emma. She was the same Emma Sharpe as ever and yet she’d changed. Of course, she’d come as an FBI agent, not as a friend.

  Sister Joan pushed on the heavy, varnished oak door and paused, thinking she’d heard a sound. She couldn’t tell if it was behind her or in front of her in the tower.

  Was it just the creak of the door? Had she picked up a rock in the sole of her shoe that was now scraping on the stone step?

  She stifled a flash of annoyance. Had Emma ignored her instructions and refused to wait by the gate?

  She glanced behind her but saw no one on the lawn or in the trees back toward the fence. She heard only a distant seagull and the wash of the tide.

  A window rattling in the strong breeze, maybe.

  No matter. She’d grab the gate key and head straight to Special Agent Sharpe.

  Involving Emma was an enormous risk if, in fact, the convent turned out to be even an unwitting partner in a scandal or, worse, illegal activity. Emma wouldn’t cover for anyone, nor would Sister Joan ask her to, no matter how sorely tempted she might be. She simply wanted answers.

  Had the Sisters of the Joyful Heart—had Mother Linden herself—helped hide an original Rembrandt?

  Had they stood back as a troubled woman self-destructed?

  Had they kept her secret for the past forty years?

  Not actively, Sister Joan thought, ignoring the noise and pushing open the door wider. Passively, naively, accidentally, perhaps—unable to see what was happening in front of them.

  Or because they’d been duped by wrongdoers.

  She would like nothing better than for Emma to assure her that all was well and any suspicion to the contrary was an overreaction.

  Holding the door open with her left elbow and foot, Sister Joan reached for the gate key on a hook to her right.

  There it is again.

  Definitely a scraping sound coming from inside the tower—wet gravel, possibly, grinding against the stone tile floor. The tower had no alarm system but it was surrounded by the fence and the cliffs, making access by outsiders difficult.

  “Emma? Is that you?”

  Sister Joan didn’t like the fear she heard in her voice. This was her home. She’d never been afraid here.

  She clutched the key, her foot still in the door. “Sister Cecilia?”

  It would be just like Sister Cecilia to thrust herself into a situation where her help wasn’t required. She was a novice as impetuous in her own way as Emma had been, but Sister Joan had never questioned Sister Cecilia’s calling, only her ability to integrate into communal life. She had a multiplicity of interests—painting, pottery, music, writing—but she especially loved teaching art to young children. Sister Joan had never b
een good with children. As much as she loved the idea of them, she lacked the patience required to be a truly dedicated teacher.

  She listened, but heard no further sounds.

  She felt a twinge of guilt at her unkindness toward Sister Cecilia. Her tension over the mysterious painting and now Emma’s presence wasn’t an excuse. She liked to think that her insight into Sister Cecilia’s frailties as well as her virtues—her cheerful, tolerant nature, her irrepressible curiosity, her deep spirituality—arose from love, but Sister Joan knew she had to guard against being overly critical and judgmental.

  The door pressing heavily against her arm and foot, she resisted the urge to leap down the steps and race to the gate. After all these years, she’d never felt uneasy about being alone in the tower. She’d overseen the installation of a state-of-the-art conservation lab on the second floor and had spent countless hours there.

  The painting.

  She took in a sharp breath and spun around, the door shutting behind her.

  The painting was no longer leaning against the wall by the spiral stairs. It was the sole reason she’d asked Emma to come to Maine, and it was gone.

  Sister Joan tried to quell a surge of panic. Had one of the other sisters moved the painting? But when? Why? No one ever touched anything in the tower without her permission.

  She tightened her grip on the gate key. The tower was cool, unlit, the light gray and dim, but she hadn’t made a mistake. She wasn’t given to dramatics. The painting—The Garden Gallery, it was called—wasn’t where she’d left it thirty minutes ago when she’d gone to meet Emma at the convent’s main gate.

  Sister Cecilia must have taken it. What could she have been thinking? She was working on a biography of Mother Linden. Had Sister Cecilia come across information about the mysterious painting? Was she trying to save the day?

  If the young novice wanted to successfully embrace convent life, she would have to learn to confront unpleasant situations and conflict head-on.

  At the same time, Sister Joan recognized that lately she hadn’t lived according to the standard she’d set for Sister Cecilia. She’d been secretive and uncommunicative, dealing with her questions and fears on her own instead of taking them to her Mother Superior. For thirty years, she’d trusted in her faith and her community. They’d never failed her.