Lightning Rider (Lightning Rider Alterations)

by Jen Greyson

  Laughter fills the room, and he tickles Desiree again.

  I let myself enjoy the sweetness of this moment, the purity of a family bond free of danger and uncertainty, just for the bliss it brings me and maybe for the strength to keep me going.

  My eyes water, and I swallow a couple of times.

  On the edge of the couch, I take it all in, and I understand a little more why Papi wasn’t willing to risk this for the rush of time-traveling. He had everything he ever wanted here, first as a world champion boxer, then as an award-winning builder, while I was always looking for the pieces of my life that have been missing.

  Then I went and found what I was looking for two thousand years in the past.

  Tiana lifts her head, sees me, and squeals. “Evy! You’re here!” She leaps from the pile and catapults herself beside me on the couch. “We’ve missed you. Papi wasn’t sure when you’d get back from your trip.” She squeezes me hard, and Papi pokes his head from the pile.

  My eyebrows shoot up questioningly, and he tumbles the little girls off him, smothering them both with kisses and tickles. “Go help your mother.”

  Groaning, they obey, hugging me on their way like I’ve been missing for months. He props himself up on his hands, searching my face. “Hola.”

  Though his voice is quiet, I hear a thousand questions in the word. My hands tremble, and I fight the full meltdown. I don’t want to lose it now, with Mami and the little girls around to overhear. He moves to the couch, and I look away.

  Hold it together, Evy. He’s okay, and that’s what I came to check. A million questions burn on my tongue, but I can’t ask any.

  He tugs my hand from my lap and cradles it between his. His whisper is for my ears only. “I’ve been so worried. It’s been the longest six months of my life. I’ve woken every day wondering what happened to you and to your Constantine. If he protected you or if the mission went wrong. If Ilif won. I’ve conjured a thousand different scenarios. But I held on to the hope that you’d walk through the door again.” He strokes the back of my hand. “Oh, mija, I’m so glad you’re safe.”

  “Papi, it was awful.” The words tumble out. “Ilif kidnapped Penya, and I don’t know where they are. I think the entire mission was a disaster. We got attacked and . . .” I shake my head and squeeze my eyes shut. “It was awful,” I whisper.

  He pulls me to him, and I press my face into his chest. “And your Constantine?”

  I can only shake my head some more.

  “Oh, mija.” He strokes my hair. “I’d take it all back if I could. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. So sorry I wasn’t there for you.”

  I sniff against his shirt and force the tears back. I need to go home so I can blubber in private. “I’ll be fine. I just—I need some time to adjust and figure out what’s next. Penya thinks there’s more to this alteration.”

  “But Ilif kidnapped her?”

  I nod, bumping my forehead against his shoulder.

  Mami’s voice floats from the kitchen as she talks to the girls. Her voice is so much like Penya’s. I pull myself away, dragging my sleeve across my face. “I don’t know what he’s done with her. I guess maybe they worked together . . .”

  “Ilif and Penya?” Papi asks, his face thoughtful.

  I twist my fingers in my lap.

  “You have to find her,” he says. “She wants to teach us. Really teach us. I think we need her.”

  “Yeah, I know.” She wants me to be a double agent and make Ilif trust me again. Maniacal laughter threatens.

  We both look away. Another million questions pile on top of the first. I grip my sanity tight with both hands.

  Christmas carols float through the house. I jerk my thumb toward the other room and raise my eyebrows.

  “Telling them you were traveling for work seemed cleanest,” Papi says. “I wasn’t sure you’d be back by Christmas, but I couldn’t tell them you wouldn’t be here. I hoped you’d figure it out somehow and find your way home for something as important as Christmas. They think you’ve been busy with work and traveling a lot.”

  “Did you ever figure out how time moved?”

  He strokes my clasped hands. “No. It only seemed to jump an hour or two each way.”

  Penya would probably know. “So I’ve been gone for six months?”

  “Six and a half. After a while, I wondered if you’d decided to stay . . .” He clears his throat, and his eyes are sad.

  I force myself to smile. I would’ve liked that. “No. I just left there an hour ago.”

  He waits.

  “I don’t know how it ended. I did my part. Viriato was dead when I left. It got very, very ugly at the end.”

  “Will you go back?”

  I blow out a breath. “I don’t know. Aurelia should take me to Rome, not Spain.”

  “Who’s that?”

  My voice catches. “Constantine’s daughter. Penya says she’s important.”

  He pats my shoulder. “You’ll figure it out.”

  “Gee, thanks.”

  “I know. I’m sorry. I would go with you if I could, but I think I need Penya’s help before I try again.”

  My hands tremble, and I stand abruptly. Papi stands, too, and hugs me just as Mami comes in.

  “Are you leaving? You just got here!”

  “I need to, um—”

  “She hasn’t had a chance to Christmas shop yet. Came by to borrow the truck.”

  “Oh. Well, okay, then. Dinner’s at six. Don’t be late.”

  “I won’t.” No way I’m going to miss a family dinner. I peck Mami on the cheek, and my fingers slip from Papi’s hands.

  She shoos him into the kitchen, fussing at him to get her big roasting pan down from the top shelf. They tease and laugh their way into the kitchen. I turn around once and take in the room. It’s strange to be back here again, even though I feel like I just left.

  I sigh and slip into the bathroom. I twist the lock, avoid the mirror, and unzip my pants. A beam of light slices through the room, and I jump back.

  “Shit!”

  A perfect, silvery round cylinder is coming straight out of the linoleum. I squeeze myself into the corner and out of the way. The edges pulse and wave, and the whole column rotates. Do I run and grab Papi? Get the girls out of the house? The top of the cylinder curves downward and the sides pinch in until it takes on a shape.

  “Penya!” I dive toward the light.

  The image morphs and shifts until she’s the same transparency as she was in the glen. “Oh, Evy.” She clutches her chest, and her voice sounds like she’s standing at the end of a tunnel.

  “Where are you?” I ask.

  “I still don’t know, and I only have a few seconds. You made it home?”

  I nod and choke back the tears. I’m a freaking waterfall today.

  She closes her eyes and frowns. After a few seconds, she composes herself and leans forward, her hands braced on an invisible table. “Constantine survived. He’ll be in Rome with Aurelia. But he won’t know you.”

  I fight to stay upright.

  “Because he hasn’t met you yet.”

  Chapter 27

  Penya vanishes, and I slip unnoticed from the house. I drive for hours in Papi’s truck, with only the dinging gas light piercing my foggy thoughts.

  Snow crunches beneath the tires as the streets empty. I’m sure the cars passing me are carrying people brimming with joy. Christmas is the last thing on my mind. I take a left and swing into the next parking lot.

  I pull the truck into an empty spot on the north side of the strip mall and cut the engine. My head falls back against the headrest, and I stare out the passenger window. I don’t need to go Christmas shopping. I did it two weeks ago—or six months and two weeks ago, depending on whose clock—after I sold the silver chopper. What I need to do is get a grip. I’ll be a blubbering mess through the entire dinner if I don’t either have a good cry or take on a punching bag.

  A neon sign flashes Open and I smile. I f
orgot Brin moved his tattoo shop over here. It seems like as good a place as any to close my eyes and have a good scream.

  I slip through the last-minute shoppers in the parking lot and push the shop door open. Overhead, the heavy metal music cuts out as the buzzer announces me.

  “Be right there,” Brin calls from the back.

  I step to the counter and flip through page after page of sketches. When Brin comes out, he laughs. “Interesting day to see you here. Come on over.” He pats the chair.

  “Glad you’re open.” I toss my jacket on the counter and slide facedown onto the long chair, tugging my shirt up and exposing my back.

  “What’s on the menu?”

  I close my eyes. “Shoulder blade. Lightning. Make it cool.”

  “Gotcha.”

  Rubber gloves snap, and the familiar buzz of a tattoo gun calms me. I take a deep breath and grit my teeth as the needle pierces my skin. After a few minutes, I open my eyes and watch people mill past the window. Outside the grocery store, shoppers navigate their overloaded grocery carts through the snow and load hams and wrapping paper and decorations into their trunks.

  Once upon a time, I’d have sneered at the commercialism.

  Today—even though it makes my heart hurt—there’s only love.

  People worth protecting.

  My eyes drift shut. Beneath the chair, strands of lightning crackle from my dangling hands and reach for each other. I’ve been home less than two hours and already I’ve forgotten the best way to blow off steam and get grounded on my mission. I smile and lift my hand, examine my short fingers, chewed up nails, and glowing fingertips.

  Hope wraps itself around my insides, strengthening me, healing me, preparing me for another adventure. Can I do this on my own, this lightning riding?

  It will be different this time around. Tougher. I squeeze my eyes shut. I’ll be a stranger to Constantine. A stranger who loves him, who knows his future. I’m excited at the chance to see him again, but it’s going to kill me, too.

  Brin changes needles and wipes my back with a scratchy paper towel. “This yellow’s going to hurt.”

  I grunt.

  When the needle finds my skin, I stop holding in the scream, and it breaks from my lips, cracking my heart in half.

  He laughs.

  A tear slips to the vinyl beneath my cheek. The woman of the prophecy didn’t get to be united with a man. She got to be united with a cause.

  She’s tough. Unbreakable. Relentless.

  She’s me.

  It’s time to leave behind everything I know to grab hold of something bigger than me—bigger than all my shitty relationships.

  Life lives looking forward. I read that on a bumper sticker once and liked it, even though I didn’t understand it then. I get it a little now. It’s easier to live life based on the past, but the true survivors, they’re the ones who can stick it all in a backpack and greet whatever life has planned, good or bad, facing forward.

  Or far into the past.

  Guess I better find a backpack.

  A storm is coming.

  Here’s a sneak peek at

  SHADOW BOXER,

  the next book in the

  Lightning Rider Alterations.

  Chapter 1

  I’ve had better Tuesdays.

  “Ow.” I grind my teeth at a sharp sting in my right shoulder.

  Brin rubs the blood from my skin and lathers Vaseline over my new tattoo. “Wanna see?”

  I hold my shirt to my chest and hop off the chair to peer at his handiwork in the full-length mirror. High on the fringe of my left shoulder blade, he’s outlined the sun with a crescent moon piercing the bottom, and eight long strands of lightning radiate outward in wispy curls. Day blurs into night and back again, held together by nothing more than lightning. It’s a perfect illustration of time’s chaotic movement for me now.

  “Nice,” I say, knowing one word answers are enough here, and I’m not capable of much else.

  “Eighty bucks work?”

  I pull my shirt gingerly over my head and toss my bra on top of my jacket before digging in my front pocket for a crumpled hundred.

  “Merry Christmas, Evy,” Brin says, taking the cash. “You have plans?”

  “Dinner with the folks.”

  “Cool. Don’t be such a stranger.”

  Back in Papi’s truck, my burden feels a little lighter. Nothing like the piercing sting of a tattoo gun to tighten my focus.

  I shift Papi’s truck into drive and pull out of the snowy parking lot, glad one of us had the sense to make me take it instead of my bike. Not that he’s faring much better than I am after our last ordeal, but at least he’s had a couple of months to come to grips with what we are.

  A silver flash of lightning leaps from my fingertips to the gearshift and another races around the steering wheel. Wonder how long it will be before I can play with it again.

  Empty streets guide me to my own townhouse. I pull into the garage and wander upstairs. It’s weird to be back here. I’ve spent what feels like a month between Papi’s house and ancient Spain. Everything here is so . . . normal. My bamboo floors are gleaming, my stainless kitchen is as unused as ever, my couch and gadgets are untouched. I pace the length of my furnished living room. I was fine while Papi and I talked about what I needed to do about Aurelia and rescuing Penya, but now that I’m here—alone—I’m not sure where to start. Penya’s abduction is weighing on me, and even though she thinks Aurelia is important, I don’t feel right about saving a girl who’s already dead over a woman who might be far too soon. I can’t have another death on my conscience.

  I should shower or something. Anything to create some forward movement.

  With one hand against the counter, I toe my boots off and pad across the floor to the bathroom. Since I’ve been gone, I’ve taken exactly two baths, and one was in a river two thousand years ago. Even the opulence of my simple place is jarring my senses. I twist the knob on the shower and peel off my T-shirt, wincing at the new sting on my shoulder blade and the days-old scrape on my forearm.

  The one Constantine gave me.

  Tears burn the back of my eyes, and I swallow and try to get myself under control. We knew it was an impossible situation. We knew a relationship wouldn’t work. As I shimmy out of my pants, my fingers brush the bruise on my hip where he had me pressed against the rock wall of his bedroom while my naked limbs were tangled with his. I can’t hold the sob anymore, and it bursts free.

  My hand flies to my lips, and I bite my fist. I can’t fall apart yet. I’d given myself permission to do it when I was alone, but there’s no time for a meltdown. I need days.

  I grip the edge of the sink and lean over the marble countertop, avoiding my image in the mirror. My braid slithers over my shoulder, feeling like his fingers across my skin. I squeeze my eyes shut and block everything out. Bolts spin away from my hands and back, like I’m playing with an electric yo-yo.

  I force a huge breath into my lungs and hold it, then let it seep out. The last exhale shakes as it leaves my lips. On trembling legs, I turn toward the shower and check the water temperature. I slip my fingers beneath the waistband of my boy shorts, and a loud thunk against the door makes me freeze.

  Ilif? I hold my breath and spread my arms wide, one hand on the counter and the other on the wall. Straining forward, I listen for any sound, any indication of which stranger prowls my hallway.

  It can’t be Ilif. He doesn’t know where I live . . . does he? He’s never been here, but who knows what kind of tracking software he’s using now to monitor me. If he’s using Penya to compensate for his shortcomings, he’s able to go anywhere now . . . even here. Nowhere is safe.

  A board down the hallway creaks, but then the silence stretches too long for it to have been made by a footstep. I press myself against the door and listen again. Nothing. If he’s there, he has me at an advantage, and I can’t hide in here forever. Steam curls above my head and against the ceiling, swirling and billowing in
white clouds.

  I curl my fingers around the doorknob and twist, concentrating on silence, drawing on every bit of warrior stealth Constantine taught me. The steam sneaks out before me, my lookout. Tendrils of lightning crisscross my palms, ready. Tensed for battle, I take one big breath and sweep into the hall, silent in my bare feet.

  Something hard strikes my foot, and I stumble. Instinct tucks me and I lean into the momentum. Rolling halfway down the hallway, I come up on one knee, hands splayed, with thick bolts of lightning leaping from my palms and extending all the way back past the bathroom door.

  The hallway looms empty, but then I spot a small rectangle propped against the doorframe.

  I listen, but the house is silent except for my ragged breathing and the crackle of electricity. Standing, I stretch my hands wide and the lightning retracts. I like that my reaction time is getting better. I suppose attacking a notebook isn’t exactly the right response, but I’d rather be ready than dead. Not that Ilif would kill me . . . but then again, I’m not one hundred percent positive he wouldn’t.

  A leather thong holds the book’s worn cover. Deep grooves carve the face, and the edges are worn with what I imagine must have been constant use to make the leather so light. I rub my hand over the smooth surface to wipe away the fine layer of dust and slip my finger beneath the strap.

  The sound of running water plays at the edge of my consciousness, and I tuck the book beneath my arm, slip into the bathroom, and turn the shower off. Still half-naked, I pad to the couch and burrow into the corner, tucking my feet beneath me.

  I ease open the cover. Hard slashes of script mark the page, drawing me instantly to another place. My fingers trace the letters, recognizing the handwriting from a map drawn nearly two thousand years ago while I stood next to him.