Outcast (Moonlight Wolves Book 4)

by Jasmine B. Waters

“…Steven?”

  “It’s me!” I could tell by the tone of his voice that Steven was grinning. “Oh my God, it’s so good to hear your voice. I missed you, Elizabeth. I missed you so much.”

  “Um, yeah,” I said slowly. “Did something happen? What’s wrong?”

  “I’m fine, I just miss you.”

  I bit my lip.

  “Elizabeth? Elizabeth, are you still there?”

  “Yeah,” I said. “I’m here.”

  “I need you, Elizabeth. I need to see you. I need you,” Steven repeated. The intensity of his voice frightened me.

  “You’re scaring me, Steven,” I said slowly. “Are you okay? Are you… I don’t know, stressed about Andrea?”

  “No, no,” Steven said. “Trust me, I understand all about Andrea now. What a funny story.”

  I frowned. Before I could ask what he meant, he kept going.

  “When can I see you? Please, please let it be soon,” Steven said. “Elizabeth, I need you so much!”

  “Maybe tomorrow?” I bit my lip. “I don’t know, Steven. I haven’t been really doing well. Remember, I told you I was sick.”

  “I could come over, take care of you,” Steven said. “Do you like chicken soup when you’re sick? Oh! Crackers, and ginger ale!”

  “You really don’t have to do that,” I said quickly. “I’m fine. Monica and David are over, and I think they’re going to make lunch.”

  “Who’s David?” Steven asked in a sulky voice. “Elizabeth, I don’t like the idea of you hanging out with other guys. You’re mine,” he added. “I need you.”

  Oh my God, he’s totally manic, I thought. I licked my lips. “Um, yeah,” I said. “Look, I’ll let you go, okay?”

  “No!” Steven shrieked into the phone. “No, don’t hang up! Elizabeth, please!”

  I grimaced as I set the phone back down in the cradle.

  “What was that?” Monica glanced up. Her face was completely earnest. The sense of dread that had begun to grow inside of me during the phone call with Steven grew larger, and I swallowed hard.

  “Steven,” I said. I narrowed my eyes. “He was acting really weird,” I said. “I don’t know what’s wrong with him, but he sounded really manic.”

  “I think he really likes you,” Monica said. She shrugged. “I ran into him last night and he couldn’t stop talking about you. I guess he’s finally ready to settle down and be a good boyfriend.”

  “I don’t know that I want that, though,” I said slowly.

  Monica spread mayonnaise on a slice of bread. At my words, she set the bread down on a plate and gave me a weird smile before walking over to David. Monica tangled her hands in David’s dark hair. He tilted his head back, closed his eyes, and smiled as Monica leaned down to kiss him.

  “Why wouldn’t you want that?” Monica purred, standing up and smirking at me. “I thought you really wanted Steven, Elizabeth.”

  “Yeah, Elizabeth,” David echoed. He smiled at me and I shivered. The intensity in his eyes—that tortured, dark look—had all but vanished. His voice didn’t even sound like it usually did, rough and raw around the edges from too many cigarettes.

  What the fuck is going on, I wondered, staring at Monica and David as they cooed and cuddled, right in front of me. Why is she doing this? Is this to punish me, somehow? And how the hell did she get Steven in on the whole thing?

  The sound of a loud knock at the door made me jump. Monica grinned. “Better answer that,” she said.

  I bit my lip and walked nervously to the door. When I pulled it open, Steven stood there, grinning like a maniac. When he stepped inside, I gasped. His car was parked in my parents’ front lawn. Muddy skid marks marred the grass and I noticed the engine still ran.

  “What’s wrong?” I asked Steven. “Why did you rush over here?”

  Steven’s brown eyes glowed. He grabbed both of my hands and held them so tightly that it almost hurt.

  “I had to see you,” Steven said. “Didn’t you miss me, Elizabeth? I had to come and see you as soon as I knew you were home. I love you!” He practically shouted the words before pulling me into a tight hug.

  “Ugh, Steven,” I flinched and tried to push him away, but it was hard. His grip was like that of a football player. “Let me go,” I added, twisting loose and stepping back.

  Steven stared at me, panting hard. He still grinned, but his mouth hung open.

  “Don’t be mad, Elizabeth,” Steven said. “Don’t be mad about the lawn. I promise, I’ll fix it. Your parents will understand—I’ll tell them how crazy I am about their daughter!”

  Oh my God, I thought, glancing from Steven to David. She brainwashed them. Both of them. My horror grew as Steven stepped into the kitchen. When he saw David, he balled his hands into fists.

  “Who’s this?” Steven demanded, pointing to David. “I told you—Elizabeth, I don’t want you hanging out with other guys, okay? It’s not fair to us. It cheapens what we have.”

  I stared at him in disbelief. “And… Steven, what is it that we have?” I asked in a shaky voice. “What are you talking about?”

  Steven’s brown eyes glowed and he tried to pull me into another tight embrace. This time, I barely managed to wriggle free.

  “We have true love,” Steven said. “I love you, Elizabeth,” he declared passionately. “And I need you.”

  “Monica,” I said sharply. “I need for you a minute.”

  “No!” Steven yelled. “Whatever you have to say to Elizabeth, you can say it to me,” he said hotly. “No secrets from us, Elizabeth!”

  I groaned. “Monica and I need a few seconds of girl time,” I hissed through gritted teeth. “I won’t be long, okay? Just a few minutes.”

  Steven’s intense look softened. “Okay,” he said. “Just don’t be too long. I miss you already,” he added.

  I cringed. Monica came out of the kitchen, smiling smugly. I glared at her. Why, I thought as I led Monica through the house and into the bathroom. Locking the door behind us, I leaned against it and crossed my arms.

  “Monica, what’s going on,” I asked softly. “Please, tell me—why are you doing this?”

  “I admit, it’s a little intense,” Monica said. She licked her lips. “But it’s going to fade soon, Elizabeth, don’t worry. He’ll be normal… just give him a few weeks. It’s a pretty powerful spell,” she added.

  “You brainwashed him,” I said incredulously. “He and David both! Why would you do that, Monica? Why?”

  Monica smiled. “Because I had to,” she said. “Don’t you get it, Elizabeth? Now everything will work out for the best.”

  “No,” I said, shaking my head. “No! You have to fix it! You have to get Steven to stop… obsessing over me like this! It’s creeping me out, and I don’t even know that I want to be with him!”

  “But you wanted to be with David,” Monica said coldly. “So I had to take matters into my own hands, Elizabeth.” She smiled. “Now everything will be perfect.”

  “I can’t believe you,” I said sadly. “First Andrea, and now this? You’re crazy,” I said. “I can’t even believe this happening!”

  Monica didn’t reply. I pushed past her and stormed down the hall and out of the house.

  “Elizabeth, wait!” Steven called. “I have to be with you!”

  “Later,” I yelled over my shoulder. Breaking into a run, I headed into the woods.

  I ran and ran and ran, stumbling over branches and leaves. Soon, I was crying. But it didn’t feel bad this time—it felt almost good, like a catharsis. A painful stitch broke out in my side and I had to stop, leaning over my legs and resting my hands on my thighs. The day was the warmest that Jaffrey had been in months, but I wasn’t looking to stay in town.

  I needed to find the coven. I had to make Ligeia and Henrik learn what Monica had done.

  Because otherwise, I knew I could never go back home.

  As soon as my side felt better, I broke into a fast jog and sprinted through the woods. The trees began to show b
uds, then greenery, then soon, there was grass under my feet. As I stumbled into the official clearing that signaled the opening to the coven, I knew I should feel satisfied. But all I felt was hot anger and betrayal, pumping through my veins.

  There was no sign of Andrea, but I cringed at the bloodstains lingering on the tree. I wasn’t there for more than a minute when Ligeia glided up.

  “Child,” she said softly. “I’m surprised to see you.”

  I raised an eyebrow. I was breathing hard from my run and I knew my face was red and soaked with sweat and tears.

  “Are you?” I panted. “Because somehow, I doubt that.”

  Ligeia nodded. “You’re right,” she said. “But I’m surprised you were able to find us so easily. Tell me, child, is Monica with you?”

  “No.” I curled my hands into fists and took a deep breath. “She doesn’t know I’m here.”

  Ligeia’s look softened considerably. “Tell me, child, what’s troubling you? You look ill, and very sad,” she said.

  “What happened to Andrea?” I swallowed nervously. “Where is she?”

  “She is recovering, with some of the others,” Ligeia said. “I prepared a poultice for her wound and she is resting while she regains her strength.”

  “And her soul?”

  “Child, don’t worry of that now,” Ligeia said. She stepped closer and put an arm around my shoulders. At first, I resisted. But then I felt a strange calm blanketing me, and I closed my eyes and rested my head on Ligeia’s shoulder. She felt almost as comforting as David had.

  “Child, I can tell you’re unhappy,” Ligeia said. “Please, lay your troubles on me. I’m your priestess. That, among many other things, is chiefly why I’m here.”

  I sighed, then launched into the whole weird story. I even told her about sleeping with David, before Monica had returned from the coven. I cried, and Ligeia dried my tears on her robes. She gave me a cold compress for my forehead that smelled like witch hazel and lavender, and soon I felt more relaxed than I had in weeks.

  Just as I was getting to the end of my story, Henrik appeared. He gave me a sympathetic smile and sat on the ground, leaning against a tree. He pulled a small piece of wood from his pocket and began whittling, whistling as he did so.

  Suddenly, I realized that I actually felt… at home with Henrik and Ligeia, almost like the coven was where I truly belonged.

  “Yes, child,” Ligeia said. She smiled sadly at me. “That is how I feel, too. My coven is the most important thing in the universe to me, don’t you understand?”

  I bit my lip. “I’m starting to,” I said slowly. “At least, I think so.”

  “Don’t worry,” Henrik said. “I can take care of everything… you’ll just need to give me some time. After all, you helped to perform a very important service for the coven, and your kindness will be remembered for a long time.”

  “What do you mean?” I asked softly.

  Henrik didn’t reply.

  “Of course, Henrik will help you, child,” Ligeia said. “But you must swear your loyalty to the coven, above all.”

  “I already have,” I said nervously. “Wasn’t that what my initiation was about?”

  “Yes, child,” Ligeia said. “But we need your loyalty above all others. Above friends, above family.”

  I hesitated. Even though I was furious with her, Monica was still my best friend. But before I could speak, Ligeia took me in her arms and held her hand over my eyes.

  “This is your future,” she said, as images swirled in front of my eyes.

  I gasped in horror.

  “You must swear,” Ligeia said. “Swear to me, swear to Henrik. Swear your loyalty.”

  “I swear to be loyal,” I said softly. Horrifying images kept flashing in front of my eyes and soon I trembled in fear.

  “You must betray, in order to restore balance,” Ligeia said. “Say it, child. Say you will.”

  “I will,” I whispered. “I will.”

  “Now sleep, child,” Ligeia said. “Sleep, and when you wake, all will be well.”

  That was the last thing I heard before losing consciousness.

  THE END

  Book 5: The Journey

  Prologue

  Elizabeth – Present Day

  “Hi.”

  I struggled to open my eyes and sit up on the uncomfortable cot. My joints were aching and I was freezing cold, but when I reached for my blanket, I saw that it had slipped to the floor. That voice, I thought, the gears of my mind still trying to churn out the last of my sleep. I know it.

  Monica was sitting right in front of me, with her legs folded underneath her body.

  A chill of fear ran down my spine. She looked almost exactly the same as she had seven years ago. Her blonde hair was longer and her pale skin was tanned from spending so much time in the woods.

  “Hi,” Monica repeated. “You were sleeping for hours,” she added. She yawned. “I was getting bored.”

  My mouth went dry and I wiped my palms on my thighs. The chill air of the hut made me feel raw, exposed – almost like I had a hangover.

  “I know, you’re probably confused,” Monica said. She tossed her hair over one shoulder and yawned. “Ligeia didn’t tell me, either.”

  “I’m sorry,” I said nervously. I bit my lip. “I…I wasn’t expecting this.”

  Monica raised an eyebrow. “Elizabeth, you came looking for me in the woods,” she said quietly. “What were you thinking would happen?”

  I bit my lip, unable to speak. “The last time I saw you…”

  “God, I’m so sick of talking about seven years ago,” Monica said irritably. She stood up – she was taller, but I still had a solid head on her – and crossed the room. Her body was different, too: she was still slender and petite, but leaner. Muscles bunched underneath her legs like coiled springs.

  Monica poured water from a jug into a stone cup and brought it over, handing it to me. Her expression was both amused and bored.

  “How…how have you been?” I asked weakly.

  Monica laughed, but it wasn’t a joyful sound. She shrugged, then took the cup back and downed half the water, wiping her mouth on the back of her hand.

  “You know. Guarding Andrea,” she replied as if it was the most natural answer in the world.

  I bit my lip. “I’ve missed you,” I said cautiously.

  Monica’s eyes flew to my left hand and I tucked my hands beside me, squirming uncomfortably.

  “So, you and Steven?”

  Now it was my turn to shrug. “We were together for a long time. I’m pretty sure it’s run it’s course.”

  “But you were engaged.”

  I narrowed my eyes. “How did you know that?”

  Monica giggled and I felt a sudden flame of irritation.

  “Elizabeth, did you forget that I’m a witch?”

  It was a struggle not to roll my eyes. “Well, I couldn’t reach you for a long time,” I said crossly. “I had no idea where you’d gone.”

  “Elizabeth, don’t be stupid,” Monica said. “You knew. You knew, David knew, everyone did. But you didn’t really ask about me until now.”

  That stung. I licked my lips and pulled my hair into a messy knot, tying it with the band on my wrist. This didn’t feel good – at least, not in the way I’d assumed. It was good to see Monica, but I was more confused than ever.

  “So, are you staying?”

  I frowned. “I don’t know,” I said. “Things are…really messed up right now.”

  Monica yawned. “Don’t be so dramatic,” she said. “I’m sure it’s fine, Elizabeth. You’re still so whiny,” she added critically.

  “I’m not whining,” I shot back. “You were the one who manipulated Steven and David.” I shook my head – the memories were coming back now, as strong as a waterfall. “Why did you do that? How could you do something like that, to people who really cared about you?”

  “What is this, the inquisition?” Monica flipped her hair and stood up, slamming
the cup down on the wooden table with more force than necessary. “Elizabeth, I did what was best, for both of us. If you haven’t grown up enough to see it, then I really don’t know what to say.”

  My heart sank and I sighed heavily. “Right,” I said slowly, trying not to let my exasperation show. “Look, I know you were doing what you thought was best, but…I don’t know, Monica. Things are really different now.”

  Monica gave me an annoyed look. “It’s not my fault if your relationship isn’t working out,” she said. “You should be nicer to Steven – I thought you’d be happy with him worshipping you day in and day out.”

  “Things didn’t stay like that, though,” I snapped. “Everything changed.”

  “It shouldn’t have,” Monica said arrogantly. “When?”

  I frowned. Closing my eyes, I thought back through the years. “Three years ago.”

  “Nothing should have changed at all,” Monica said. “What did you do?”

  “I didn’t do anything!” I exclaimed hotly, jumping out of bed and glaring at her. “I swear. I went on a trip and when I came back…Steven was different. Things were different.”

  Monica looked sour. “Well, of course things changed then,” she said. She sniffed the air. “If you leave, your hold on him weakens.”

  “Maybe you should have told me that,” I thundered back. “I had no way of knowing!”

  Monica looked at me dully. “You really are stupid sometimes,” she said bitterly, shaking her head. “This hasn’t been easy on me, either, Elizabeth. I’ve had to give up practically everything. You, David, everyone I really loved.”

  I sank back down. I knew that despite her cold manner, she was absolutely right. In the end, Monica hadn’t had things any easier than I had.

  “So, she’s alive, then,” I whispered softly. “Andrea.”

  “Well, she’s not exactly dead,” Monica said. She inhaled sharply. “And if you knew half of what went on around here behind your back, well, I think you’d—“

  “Hello, Elizabeth,” Ligeia said pleasantly. She sailed into the hut, looking every inch the regal forest queen. I knew it was crazy, but somehow, she seemed even younger and more powerful than she had been the last time I’d seen her.