Hawk

by Abigail Graham

  “I didn’t mean to scare you.”

  “You didn’t,” she said, shaking her head. “I know it’s not rational, but I can’t make it go away. I’m trying. I like you.”

  She just blurted it out.

  “Christ,” she muttered. “I sound like a twelve year old. I didn’t run off because I felt your scars. I went too fast. I shouldn’t have kissed you like that.”

  “I’d say you should have.” He was looking at the floor, but she could see his smirk until he drew in a breath and let out a deep sigh.

  “I didn’t plan on any of this. I thought you’d have moved away by now.”

  “Why did you come back here? I want the real reason, not something about giving back or some nonsense like that.”

  Jacobs shifted on the bed and rubbed his hands together. “After I was discharged I went to the Caymans. The money was still there. I opened my own accounts and transferred it over. From there I went to Switzerland and then on to a dozen other tax havens. All numbered accounts. The total was… the total was impressive. Enough for me to do whatever I wanted. I wanted to know what happened to my family.”

  “We all already know that.”

  “Do we?” he said.

  Cold flared through her chest. “Yes. There was an accident. They died. That’s what happened.”

  “Wait here.”

  Her injured legs didn’t have much of a choice anyway. Jacob returned to the bedroom with manilla folders tucked under his arm, and walked to the other side of the bed to sit next to her. He propped the folders on his outstretched legs, and held one open to show her photocopies of a book.

  “What’s that?”

  “The annual report of the Association of American Civil Engineers. It’s from five years before the bridge collapsed.”

  “I’m, not much of an engineer.”

  He sighed. “I’ll give you the gist of it. There were a lot of issues with the bridge, but the main one was fairly simple. It was an eye-bar chain suspension bridge, built when this town was a lot smaller, there was less traffic, and the trucks were much, much lighter. The civil engineering report recommended it be torn down and replaced.”

  The chill deepened. Jennifer set the tray of pancakes aside. She didn’t feel like eating anymore.

  “There was a problem with the load bearing cable on the south side of the bridge, but there were other problems. The footing on the east side was unsound. The soil beneath it had shifted and the shift put a kind of torque on the footing and it made the concrete crack. The pressure built and built. When one part of the system failed, all the rest failed. The weight of the cars on the bridge combined with snow and ice from the bad winter was too much. The cable snapped and the footing couldn’t hold the weight, so it collapsed.”

  “I didn’t know that,” Jennifer said. “I didn’t want to know the details. It was an accident. That’s good enough for me.”

  He dropped another folder on her lap. It was a Senate bill.

  “Look at the list of sponsors.”

  Above all the legal gibberish was a list of names, and the first one listed was her father-in-law, James Katzenberg.

  “That bill was passed a year after the report. Senator Katzenberg managed to secure appropriations to repair the bridge.”

  “How much?”

  “Three hundred and twenty million dollars.”

  Jennifer flinched. “That’s a lot of money, isn’t it?”

  “As road projects go, yes. For something like this, definitely. Do you know where that money went?”

  She shook her head.

  “There was a bidding process. The contracts were doled out to local construction companies. It was part of the bill, supposed to stimulate the local economy, right? I have a list of all the companies that got contracts.”

  Jennifer shrugged. “So?”

  “Not a single one existed more than six months before that bill was passed, and they all folded. Every single one. Concrete companies, construction equipment rental and repairs, even the food trucks. Every single company blipped into existence right before this bill was passed and shut down when the work was done. Now there’s this.”

  He put the last folder on her lap.

  “This the National Transportation Safety Board’s report on the collapse. The description of the flaws that caused the collapse and the flaws were the exact same issues cited in the original report that called the bridge unsafe and in need of total replacement.”

  “What’s your point?”

  He sighed. “You’re smarter than that.”

  She shivered. “I don’t see what you mean.”

  Jacob shook his head sadly, shifted on the bed before spreading out the folders in front of them.

  “You see, but you do not observe.”

  “Sherlock Holmes,” Jennifer said.

  “Look. We start here.” He pointed to the first report. “Then we’re here, in the middle.” He pointed to the funding bill. “We end here.” He pointed to the final report. “Put them all together and they tell a story.”

  “They didn’t do it right,” said Jennifer. “That doesn’t mean…” She closed her eyes and forced herself to stop shaking. “I’m not hearing this.”

  “Do you know how much I wanted to hear it? It’s there and you have to see it. Listen to me. Do you know how much James Katzenberg is worth?”

  “No.”

  “Almost two hundred million dollars. If he kept every penny of his Senate salary it would take him a thousand years to save up all that money. Where’d he get it?”

  “This is a conspiracy theory. It’s just paranoia.”

  “It’s not,” he insisted. “He took office twelve years ago. Before that he was the mayor of Paradise Falls. Before that he was a city councilman. Where did all that money come from?”

  “Where?”

  “Lots of places, but most of it filtered up from stealing the money to repair the bridge. They made it look like they were fixing it, but didn’t, and kept the rest. I think your brother-in-law was in on it, too.”

  “I wouldn’t put it past him,” she said. She felt so cold. Shouldn’t she be angry? “So what does any of this have to do with us? What are you going to do about it?”

  Jacob stood up and walked to the window. “I’m going to bring them all down. I’m going to make them all pay the price for what they’ve done, starting from the ground up. That’s why I came back here… that and I hoped you’d be here. No matter how much I try to convince myself that’s not true, it is.”

  “Me?” said Jennifer. “Why me?”

  “You don’t remember me from when I was in school, do you? I was in Miss Garrison’s… Rachel’s class. I used to see you every day. You were so beautiful… and then it happened. I saw you trying to throw yourself into the river. All I could do was watch.” He turned around to face her. “When they were cutting me, I’d see your face and remember that there was still beauty in the world and it gave me something to fight for when I wanted to just die.”

  Jennifer’s jaw dropped.

  “I shouldn’t have told you that.”

  “I’m not that person,” she said. “You don’t know me. I’m not good enough for that.”

  “I want to know you. I really do. When I first saw you again I couldn’t believe you were real.”

  She couldn’t hide her surprise. Did he actually say that? He sounded so sincere about it.

  “I’ll get your phone, so you can call your sister.”

  “Wait,” Jennifer said, but he left anyway. Jennifer pulled the tray back on her lap and ate the cold pancakes.

  13.

  From the way the purse bounced heavily on the bed, she knew the gun was still inside. Jennifer reached inside, touched the butt of the gun with her fingers, and pulled out the phone.

  “What happens now?” she said, holding the phone in her hand.

  “I want you to stay here,” Jacob said. “I don’t think it’s safe for you to go home.”

  “You want me
to move in with you? Jacob, we went on a bike ride together. Once. I’m not ready for—“

  “I’m not asking you to sleep with me. Or do anything else. I don’t sleep up here anyway. You can have it. If you want to move out of town, I’ll make sure you have a safe place to stay. Anywhere you want to go. I can set up your sister, too.”

  “I need a minute,” she said.

  He left the room and pulled the door shut. Jennifer slumped on the pillows, covered her eyes with her hand, and pinched the bridge of her nose.

  This was insane.

  She couldn’t go back to the house now after Grayson trashed her bedroom. Whether she liked it or not, her days of living in the duplex and pretending everything was normal were over.

  Moving in with Katie suddenly sounded like a good idea, especially if she wouldn’t have to worry about money. Not that she could accept generosity like that, though. The two of them would be fine on their own. Jennifer took a deep breath, then flipped open her phone to call Katie and try to explain what the hell was going on.

  She had a missed call. Jennifer expected to see Katie’s name but saw Howard Unger instead. Why was the vice principal calling her on a Sunday? The first call was made at just after four in the morning.

  “Howard?”

  “Jennifer! You haven’t been answering. Nevermind, it doesn’t matter. Where are you? Your home phone says it’s been disconnected.”

  “What’s wrong?”

  He took a ragged breath. “I need you to brace yourself. I have bad news.”

  Not now. “What? What is it?”

  “I don’t know how to… look, I just have to say it. Two of our kids died last night.”

  Her stomach froze and tightened up into a ball.

  “Who?”

  Howard took another ragged breath. “A transfer student named Cole Hauser, and Krystal Summers.”

  It took Jennifer a moment to realize that Howard’s voice was so small and tinny because her hand went slack, the phone slid out of her grip and landed on the bed.

  “Jennifer? Jennifer?”

  She gingerly brought the phone to her ear. “What do you mean?”

  Silence, and then, “They’re dead, Jenn. I’m sorry.”

  “How did you-“

  “Calvin called me this morning after they were found.” He meant the chief of police. “Shot. They don’t know who might’ve done it yet. I don’t know what else to say. We’re closed indefinitely. They’re going to hold a news conference in a few hours.”

  “Oh,” she said, and hung up.

  She tossed the phone on the bed. The pressure built up in her chest, creeping up her neck to pound behind her eyes as she clenched her hands into fists. When she couldn’t hold it back anymore, she wailed and thrashed on the bed, pounding her fists on the mattress.

  Jacob stormed into the room. He reached out for her and pulled back, fumbling with his big hands as he tried to figure out what to do with them. Jennifer rocked on the bed and sobbed.

  “What happened? Is your sister—“

  “Not her,” Jennifer scrubbed her eyes. “Howard was trying to call me. Two of the kids got killed last night.”

  “What? Who?”

  “Krystal. From my advanced placement class. She—“

  “I know who she is. I have her in the morning for calculus. You were close to her.”

  “She was close to me. I always pushed her back. She just wanted to be my friend.”

  “It’s not your fault.”

  “Don’t start,” Jennifer snapped. A moment later she muttered, “Sorry, I—“

  “Who was the other one?”

  “Cole, the transfer student. The one from the fight the other day.”

  Jacob froze. “What?”

  “The first day. The fight. I guess he worked up the courage to ask her out—“

  “What happened to them? Tell me everything he told you.”

  Jennifer forced down her breakfast with a hard swallow. “He just said they were shot.”

  “Where?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “I need to find out.”

  “Why?”

  “I need to know.”

  “Why? Tell me why.”

  “Think about that morning. What started the fight?”

  She leaned on her hand and scrubbed her fingers through her hair, tugging at the bandage. What did he mean?

  Then it hit her. When they had the bigger boy restrained against the lockers, Cole yelled at them to open his bag. The backpack full of drugs. The impact swirled in her mind. She swayed a little until she leaned back.

  “It was the boy they wanted,” she said. “They killed him. Krystal just happened to be there. Jesus Christ, Jacob. I pushed her to go out with him. This is my fault.”

  “It’s not,” he said. He sat next to her on the bed. “It is not your fault. There’s no way you could possibly know that would happen.”

  She swallowed the lump in her throat. “What about your chaos theory? If I’d done something different, she wouldn’t have been there.”

  He jerked back as if he’d been hit. Jennifer sniffed and rubbed at her nose with her wrist.

  “I shouldn’t have said that.”

  “It’s alright. You’re upset.” He stood up. “Elliot came to your house about what, four or five in the afternoon?”

  “I guess. Why?”

  “I followed him after he left, and—“

  “What?” Jennifer said. “Wait, how did you know he was there?”

  “I… I put a protection detail on you. Just watching the house to see if anything… what?”

  Her jaw dropped. “A protection detail? Are you serious? You were watching me?”

  “Not you. Your house. I followed him after he left. Caught up with him, anyway. I followed him out of town to a biker bar and on the way back I talked to him.”

  “Talked to him?”

  “Slapped him around a little.”

  “Like you did Grayson?”

  “No, I just gave him a bloody nose. Then a few hours later Grayson went after you. That was around midnight. Sometime last night those kids were killed.”

  “So?”

  “There’s a pattern.”

  Jennifer shook her head. “There’s no pattern.”

  “I just can’t see the whole thing. These facts are related somehow.”

  “I need to call her parents,” Jennifer said. “I want some things from my house. Can you take me back?”

  “Yes, of course. Let me help you.” He stood and offered his arm.

  “I can walk.”

  She grit her teeth against the pain, but she did it. Still in her pajamas, she needed a change of clothes. Focusing on keeping her balance while moving kept her from thinking about Krystal. When she got to the steps leading down to the first floor, she stopped and sighed.

  “Let me,” he said.

  Jennifer nodded. She presumed he’d hold her arm and steady her, but he picked her right up off the floor. Her arm slid around his neck and she said nothing while he carried her down. Gently, he lowered her to the floor and she hobbled to the front door. When they made it to the front porch, he picked her up again, and didn’t put her down until he lowered her into the seat of the Aston Martin.

  He drove slowly, easing the car around the sharp curves down the hill to town. When they pulled up to the duplex, it was even more ramshackle than before. The busted out air conditioner was like a black eye. The porch roof sagged, one corner ripped away from the house complete. A pile of rotten shingles had sloughed off the old gray wood, teeming with ants.

  Jacob looked up at the damage. “I’ll have this taken care of.”

  He came around to scoop her out of the seat, and then lowered her in front of the door. She reached for her keys, but the door was broken open anyway. She limped through the door and gasped at what was left of her home.

  The house was utterly destroyed. Every piece of furniture was flipped over. White tufts of padding spilled o
ut from deep gouges in the couch fabric. Fallen books from the toppled wire shelves were lying on the floor, trampled and destroyed. Her crafting bench was upended and someone even tore apart some of the paper cranes. Franklin’s picture was crumpled on the floor. Someone stomped on the frame and picture both.

  “Why?” she said.

  Jacob took her by the shoulders and attempted to steer her away. She shook out of his grasp and then she saw what he was trying to hide from her. After they flipped over her kitchen table and busted off the legs and tipped the fridge, someone spray-painted “WHORE” on the wall in reflective yellow road paint.

  A timid voice called her name.

  Mrs. Carmody stood on the front porch in her dressing gown and peered into Jennifer’s part of the house. Jennifer limped to her. Jacob drifted off and pulled out a phone.

  “I’m so sorry,” she said. “I called the police, but they told me they was busy and they couldn’t come out until the morning.”

  Shock froze her thoughts from forming. “It’s… I don’t know.”

  “I saw him,” Mrs. Carmody said. “I saw that Grayson boy. I’ll—“

  “No,” Jennifer cut her off. “Don’t say anything to anybody. It won’t help.”

  “There were two of them. One of them was Elliot, don’t I know it. The other was tall and skinny. Both of ‘em had masks on, I couldn’t see their faces. They came in around four thirty and started ripping the place up.”

  Jennifer sighed and rubbed her arms. She felt a twang in her leg and shifted her weight off of it.

  Wait.

  “What time did you say?”

  “Four thirty. It was right after the news channel put on that show about gold they run every morning.”

  Jacob handed Mrs. Carmody a card. She took it in her wizened hand and held it at arms length.

  “Wilmore Group? What’s that?”

  “I’ve made arrangements for some repairs and cleanup to the house. My men will come this afternoon to gather Jennifer’s things. They’ll speak to you first, before they go inside. Don’t bother with the police.”

  “Are you in the CIA or something?”

  Jacob shook his head. “No. They’d make me cut my hair.”

  He picked Jennifer up off the porch and she put her arm around his neck. Mrs. Carmody watched, open-mouthed, as he brought her to the car and lowered her into the seat. Jennifer stared at Mrs. Carmody through the windshield even though the afternoon sun hurt her eyes. Jacob dropped in next to her.