“Doing what?” He had an expression on his face that told me he was upset.
I realized he didn’t know what he had done. “Chad, we had sex. You don’t remember?”
“No. I didn’t wake up at all last night. Are you sure?”
“Yes I am. And you were really good. I had a feeling you were asleep because you weren’t responding to me.”
“I came in my sleep? I’m sorry. Are you mad?”
“Hell no, it was amazing. I wonder how often you’ll do that. It could be fun.” I did think it was a cool thing.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
“Baby, what’s wrong?” Chad asked, as he lay on his back naked in his bed. “He still hasn’t made a move?”
It was the last Saturday in October and I had been dating Noah for more than a month. “Nope, nothing but kissing.”
“You sure he’s not gay?”
“No, Chad!” I looked at him and smiled at his jealousy.
He turned to me, sitting next to him and kissed my lips. “How can any guy resist you?” His hand slid up my leg. “I sure can’t.”
“In a minute. I have to take a shower, too.”
I closed my eyes as the water flowed over my hair and thought about a way to get Noah to touch me. He was a great guy, but I didn’t need just another friend. We did kiss and hold hands when we went out, but that was not all I was looking for when I started dating him.
When I stepped out of the shower, Chad called to me. “Maybe Noah’s not right for you.”
“Chad, you don’t like him because you wanna be with me.” I looked at him turned towards me. A shiver ran up my back, wanting him already.
“I got you.” He winked. “Anytime I want, even when he’s on the phone.” He laughed. “I love when he calls while I’m nailing you.”
I rolled my eyes. “I’m gonna give him a few more weeks.”
As was I drying off, I tried to figure out why I was willing to wait for Noah to touch me. Maybe it was because he was tall and blond like Chad, or maybe because he was charming and sensitive like Giovanni. It could also be he had a body like Giovanni and was protective like Chad. He really had the best traits of them both. I couldn’t believe I found a guy like that. Sometimes I felt like I was dating all three of them.
It wasn’t just his similarities to Chad and Giovanni though. He treated me well, was respectful and complimented my talents as well as my beauty. He was also four years older than us, so he was more mature than most guys I had dated before.
“Baby, come to bed. I’m lonely.”
All of a sudden, I thought of a way that might get Noah to take our relationship to the next step. I got on Chad’s bed and kissed him then lay next to him on my side. “I wanna do something to you.”
“Really, what?” I looked up and saw Chad was excited.
I slid my hand down his body to just below his waist, then over his hip. Chad sighed softly. Then I slowly went back up again, stopping at his neck. “Something I never did before,” I finally replied.
He took a deep breath as I did it again. “Whatever it is, do it now. That’s driving me crazy.”
“You like this?” I asked. I looked at him, as I once again slid my hand down his body.
“Baby, I can’t even begin to explain how good that feels. I never had it done to me before. Where did you get the idea to do that?”
“I just like touching you. I kinda thought of it a few minutes ago.”
He sighed. “What did you wanna do?”
“I, uh… want you to teach me how to… uh, give you…” I couldn’t even say it. I felt so guilty.
Chad exhaled loudly. “Oh, I know what you wanna do. I guess you wanna do that to him, huh?”
“I’m sorry. So is that a no?” I was disappointed, but understood Chad’s apprehension.
“No guy could turn that down, you know.”
I was so nervous. I wanted to make Chad feel good, but worried I wouldn’t. I loved when he made the sounds that told me he was enjoying himself.
I looked up at Chad as I lay between his legs. He was clenching his teeth. I guessed he was afraid I would accidentally bite him. I had to make sure that didn’t happen. I had read a lot about how to do it right, but reading and doing were two different things.
“Baby, just put it in your mouth. Otherwise, we have to do something else. Please.”
I could feel he was starting to like it already and I hadn’t done anything. But then I realized my hand that held his cock was shaking like crazy. “Sorry, I’m just nervous.”
“It’s OK. Close your eyes if you have to.”
I took a deep breath and leaned my head down and took just the head of his swollen cock into my mouth. I had to stretch my lips a bit, he was so big. I liked the taste of him. I closed my eyes, tried to get it all in and then gagged.
“Let your hand stop your mouth, baby.” I pulled back enough that I could handle it. “Close your mouth over me.” I did as I was told. “Tighter, baby… Yeah, like that.”
I started to move my mouth up and down his huge shaft, taking as much of him in as I could. Then I just followed Chad’s directions. “Touch me with your tongue, baby… oh yeah… move it around me… damn that feels so good… go a little faster… move your hand, too… holy shit… Oh!”
I saw Chad grab the sheet under him. I assumed I was doing it right. The look on his face was absolute pleasure. I kept on doing what he had told me to for a while.
Then I started adding things I had heard about or seen online. I ran my tongue up and down his entire cock as he squirmed. I licked all around the base and then circled my tongue along the tip.
“Put it in your fucking mouth and stop teasing me!”
I smiled and laughed a little. Obviously, it was working. I took him in deeper than before and rubbed the tip against the back of my throat. I forced myself not to gag, which wasn’t easy. All of the images of blowjobs I had seen came to mind. It was like a flood of memories.
Why hadn’t I done it before? I couldn’t remember. I loved the control I had over him. I released him from my mouth again and opened his legs more. Then I kissed him up his inner thigh.
“Come on, this ain’t fair!”
I ignored him and kept kissing until I reached his testicles. Then I kissed them too.
“Suck them, baby,” he plead.
I looked up at him. He was trying hard to deal with what I was doing. I had to take a deep breath before I touched him again. Most of my nerves were gone, but new experiences were sometimes hard for me.
I licked his scrotum and heard Chad moan. That helped. I loved making him feel good. I ran my tongue all around. Then I sucked on them like he asked, taking one in my mouth, then the other.
“Damn, baby! I like that.”
Then I opened his legs wider. I had seen other things some guys liked. I moved my tongue just underneath and went down. Chad was moving all over and moaning loudly. I had no idea he would like that. Then I licked his ass.
Chad flinched and yelled, “Don’t do that!”
“OK, I’m sorry,” I replied. “I’m new at this, remember?”
He calmed down quickly. “I know. I didn’t mean to yell at you. I just don’t like that.”
“I won’t do it again. I promise.”
I took another deep breath and started again. I dragged my tongue from under his scrotum up to the tip of his cock. He moaned and started moving around again. Then I quickly took him in my mouth again.
“Oh shit!”
I bobbed my head quickly then, while sliding my hand that was around his cock in the same rhythm. After a while, he started to moan louder and move around a lot. It gave me even more courage. I sucked him harder and went down further.
Suddenly, he shouted, “I’m gonna cum!”
I pulled back fast and watched as his semen spewed out of him, onto his skin. “God! Oh fuck!” His eyes were closed and he gripped the sheet so tightly, his knuckles were white.
“Crystal, are you sure you
never did that before? That was incredible.”
I looked up at him. His eyes were still closed. I crawled up the bed and kissed his lips. “You were the first. I promise.” Then I leaned over him and ran my tongue along a trail of cum. “You taste real good, you know.”
“Are you gonna lick it all off?” he asked with raised eyebrows.
“Do you want me to? Would that turn you on?”
“Do you have to ask?”
I got up on my hands and knees. Then I licked up the white trails as I watched his expression. He looked so sexy, gasping and opening and closing his eyes.
“Oh, baby, that was so hot!”
When I was done, I lay on top of him. “Now what?”
“I gotta pee. Sorry.”
I rolled off of him onto my back and watched him get up and walk away. “Hurry back. I want more.”
Then my phone rang. I grabbed it and sighed. It was Noah. Unlike Chad, I hated when Noah called during sex. “Hey there,” I answered as nonchalantly as I could.
“I came by your place. You’re not home again,” he said.
I looked towards Chad. I watched his tight ass as he stood over the toilet.
“Yeah, we have a lot to do. I’m with the guys… um… writing music.” I was glad I thought of something.
He sighed. “Can I come by and watch again? Are you are at Chad’s?”
Shit! I had to think quickly. “No, no. We’re at his parent’s house. His brothers are in town.” I hated doing that. “I’ll see you tomorrow night, for sure. I got something in mind.” Then I smiled to myself. He’ll be shocked when I strip him naked, won’t he?
Chad soon came back and quietly asked, “Is that him?”
I nodded. “You busy tomorrow?” I asked Noah.
“No.” Noah sounded disappointed.
Then Chad opened my legs and quickly buried his mouth between them. “Oh!” I shouted, by mistake, which made Chad laugh.
“What happened?” Noah asked.
I tried to relax, but with Chad licking my pussy so well, it wasn’t easy. “Um… Rosario stepped on my foot.” When he thrust his tongue inside I almost groaned. “Uh, Noah, I gotta go.”
“No, she don’t!” Chad shouted.
“What did Chad yell?” Noah didn’t sound angry, thankfully.
A bit out of breath, I told him. “He said… I don’t have to… get off the phone… but… I have a lot… to do tonight.”
Chad suddenly jumped on me, knocking the phone onto the bed. “Let him listen, baby,” he quietly suggested. Then he lifted my legs up high and quickly thrust into me.
I yelled, “Shit!” Then I grabbed the phone again. “Sorry, Noah. I dropped the phone on the rug.”
“What kind of song are you working on? Not another one about sex, is it?” He didn’t like that we used sexual imagery to make us popular. He also didn’t like my stage clothes.
With Chad driving into me hard and fast, I was having trouble putting words together. I felt so incredible inside. “Um… uh… It’s about…”
Chad took the phone from me without stopping. “It’s about love… and how hard… it is to find… the right person.” Then he started hitting into me harder.
I was writhing beneath him, amazing feelings flowing all over me as I came real strongly. I wanted to cry out, but couldn’t do that to Noah. My insides tensed around Chad’s cock, and I grabbed his arm to try and deal with the overload.
“Hey, man… we’re playing in… New York… tomorrow.” Chad kept talking as he pounded me and made me fall apart. “Just show up… at my house… 6 o’clock. We’ll all go together. I gotta… let go now.” His way of telling Noah what we were doing.
Then he closed the phone and tossed it on the bed. After a few more almost violent thrusts, I screamed as I shook all over. He always made me cum faster whenever Noah called.
“Oh, God, baby!” he shouted.
Then he pulled out, straddled my chest and shot his load all over my face. When I opened my mouth to taste it, he shoved his cock in, letting me swallow the tail end of his orgasm.
“That was the hottest thing I ever seen,” Chad told me breathlessly. “You know how much I like making love to you while he’s listening. I wish he could hear you scream for me.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
“How did that song come out?” Noah asked as he walked up Chad’s driveway the next evening.
Giovanni looked at me. “What song?”
“Shh!” I told him then went to Noah and hugged him. “We’re still working on it. Forget about that.”
“Why won’t you kiss me in front of them?” he asked.
I sighed as I let him go. “I just can’t. Please just do that for me.”
“Hey, baby, do you need your heels for tonight?” Chad yelled from inside the garage.
I had put on sandals when we were eating dinner. “Yes!” I replied loudly.
“So that’s what BABY means on your ankle?” Noah asked.
Chad forgot I had told him not to call me baby in front of Noah. I had to keep Chad from Noah. Then I had to hide how much I liked Noah from Giovanni. I still yearned to be with Gio instead. I didn’t understand why I complicated my life so much.
If Noah didn’t have so much I wanted in a man, it would be less difficult. I wouldn’t care if I hurt him. Well, maybe I would, but it would be easier. And so far he had no major flaws or bad habits.
“Uh, Crystal, you OK?”
I looked up at Noah, towering over me. “Oh, sorry, what did you say?”
“Chad gave you the ankle bracelet, I take it?”
“Yeah.”
“Does it mean something special? Did you guys used to date or something?”
“No, that’s just what he calls me.”
“Just a friend thing again?”
“Yep.”
“What were you thinking about before?”
I was glad for the change of subject. “I was just thinking of what I told you about this morning.”
“I been meaning to ask you, what did you have in mind?”
“It’s a surprise.”
Rosario came up behind me. “I’ll give you a surprise.” He lifted the back of my skirt and got close to me.
“Hey! Take your hands off my girlfriend!” Noah shouted.
All of the guys looked at us. I hadn’t told anyone but Chad that Noah and I were dating. They all seemed to think he was just a fan or a friend.
“Shit. Sorry, man,” Rosario said as he backed away from me. “I was only kidding. I didn’t know you guys were together.”
I looked at Giovanni and he looked almost hurt, which made no sense. He met my gaze then quickly went in the house. I started after him, but Noah grabbed my arm.
“Are you keeping me a secret?” he almost growled. “Why the fuck don’t they know about us?”
I turned to face him. “Because I didn’t think we were serious. You won’t even touch me. I don’t like advertising something if it’s going nowhere.”
Once at the club, Noah came with me to check the band in. He took my hand in his in front of all the guys. I shouldn’t have been upset about it, but I hated hurting Chad. Giovanni didn’t seem to like it either. Noah held onto my hand until we went on.
Then he stood close to the stage watching as he usually did. Rosario tried to change his ways in front of Noah, who hated that Rosario touched me while he sang sometimes. So while singing “You’re Mine,” he just held my hip and stood behind me. Noah made a face, but it was the way things were.
The next song of our set was “She’s Lost to Me.” It was our only ballad, and Giovanni had written it. Rosario had to practice that one for weeks to be able to make it sound right. His singing voice just wasn’t good enough for it. But the crowd loved that one, so it was worth it.
There was a part in it that Giovanni and I stopped playing and it was just Chad playing softly while Rosario sang his heart out. I always went over to Giovanni then, and enjoyed it a lot.
T
hat day, he pulled me to sit on his lap. “Do you really like that guy?” he whispered, sounding sad.
I looked into his eyes. “I do. He reminds me of you and Chad.”
“I hope he can make you happy.” Then he hugged me. Not his typical behavior in front of others.
I hugged him also and kissed his cheek. “I can feel something’s wrong, wanna talk about it?”
“No. I can’t,” he sighed. “This song just gets to me sometimes.”
I put a hand through his hair and caressed his cheek. “Why won’t you tell me who it’s about? It sounds like you love her. Why can’t you be with her?” Whoever she was, I hated her. I wanted to be her.
“Please don’t, Crystal.” He always walked away when I asked and he couldn’t right then.
I felt a tear roll down his cheek and touch me. “I’m sorry.” I pulled him closer, leaning his head against my chest, his lips just touching the skin of my cleavage.
I wanted to say, “I love you. You don’t need her.” But what was the point? He wanted to be just friends and I didn’t want to be hurt again. But if he told me he wanted to be with me, I would drop Noah in an instant.
When he started to run a hand over my back, under my blouse, I wanted to rip his jeans open and ride him. I was so turned on, but it didn’t make sense. He probably had no clue.
Suddenly he gasped and shifted his hips. I could feel his hot breath coming faster over my breasts. “Crystal, you have to let me go.”
“Why?” I was not releasing him until I had to. I slid up higher on his legs and smiled when my thigh grazed his rock-hard cock.
“God, don’t do that,” he moaned softly. “I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to apologize for that.” I nuzzled his neck, wishing he returned my love. “I like it. I want…”
“Hey, dudes!”
I looked up. Chad was glaring at us, trying to tell us to start playing. I took Giovanni’s face in my hands and kissed his lips. Then I jumped off of him. I hoped he got the message. Within seconds, Giovanni and I joined Chad and we started the third song.
When we were done for the night, Noah waited patiently next to me, while I dealt with a few fans. I loved having fans everywhere we went. It felt like we were on the right path. He had a stack of our demos in his hand, upside down, which I had never showed him before.
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