Chaos: Contemporary Biker Romance

by Jameson, Juliet

  “We're losing, sir,” Joslyn said to him, under the barrage of fighting. “We're not going to make it.”

  “Don't speak like that, or the God's will give you that wish,” Zamir said, rubbing the mud from his brow.

  “The God will do what they must,” Joslyn said. “But so will I.” The two groups of fighters grew smaller by the second, and they migrated closer together, as Rollus and Zamir fought the smidgeon of Obotritian warriors between their two groups. As they got closer together, Zamir made eye contact with Rollus, and his expression spoke volumes. Rollus turned to the two groups, which were at this point merging into one.

  “My friends and compatriots!” Rollus said. “Stay with me, and Odin will reward you with handsome riches in the afterlife. There is a traitor in our midst! Make me your General and Supreme Commander, and I'll decide the proper fate for the traitor Zamir. The lesser one!” They responded in acceptance.

  “He lies!” Joslyn continued. “I was there! Do not trust him. He will betray you as well. Zamir cares for you men. He cares for your families and your children. Do not toss him to the wolves which you currently surrounded by. You will regret it to the end of your days.” Zamir said nothing, as he was busy fighting the blockheaded Obotrites, one of whom was tall and strong enough to pick up a large boulder to throw into the dwindling crowd of Zamir's army.

  “Take this, weaklings,” he said, pushing the block above his head and into the air. The other Obotrites followed suit, picking up the largest rocks they could find and tossing them high into the air, so that they rained down onto their enemies heads. The center of the single group, which Zamir could not see, as he protected it from the outside ring, suffered blows from the boulders, smashing eyes and cracking skulls.

  Then, Zamir saw another Obotrite warrior drink a swing of fluid from a canister, then spray it from his mouth onto a sack of cloth. Other enemy warriors stripped some of Zamir's men naked, using their clothes for ammunition, spraying that cloth with fluid as well. The Obotrite warrior used a sharp sword to scrape against a rock, making a small spark onto the cloth, which then ignited into a violent flame. He continued doing this, circling around Zamir's group of men, which now numbered less than 50. Never would he have thought that his mighty arm could be reduced this quickly to something this small and pathetic. In some ways, he wished this reality was the nightmare, and the dream which had awoken him was his real life. He preferred becoming a werewolf to this situation. The fire grew in size around Zamir's group, and he could feel the heat. Some of his men started screaming from their burns.

  “Rollus, I can't believe you!” he said, and as if he had magical powers, he turned around to face Rollus himself. Rollus no longer hid his hatred for Zamir, and the hurt and pain Zamir felt had no comparison to any experience he had heretofore in his life. “Why, my friend?” Zamir asked him.

  “In case you haven't noticed, my Grace, I'm not your friend,” Rollus whispered so the other men could not hear his true intentions. “When all this is over, and I'm the only one left standing, I will make sure to kiss your wife on your behalf, if not much more,” he said, a vicious twinkle in his eye. Those words stung Zamir to his core, and in that moment, he became two people. His old self began its long journey to atrophy away, and his new self was left, full of red-hot anger and fury. Something in Zamir came to life, a piece of himself he was not familiar with, something not even the most violent wars and ugly deaths he had witnessed brought out. His animal nature emerged, as he stared with an eagle's concentration on his former friend. Zamir was oblivious to the growing red light which bubbled over the group of men, like some supernatural crystal cocoon, coming from deep, wild nature, to save Zamir from almost certain doom. Rollus looked up into the air, as the red crystal blossomed over the group of men, cooling their burns and shielding them from the barrage of rocks and weapons tossed at them by the Obotrites. They were safe, but none of them knew why. Zamir's last 15 men dropped their weapons and looked about them, at the red crystal in which they found themselves, the walls glowing fire hot in color but not in touch. Rollus' eyes wandered around the tiny area in which he found himself, trapped with the military men he betrayed, and their leader, who still stared at him with murderous rage.

  “What is this?” Rollus asked, looking around the red crystal structure. Zamir stepped toward him, anger and rage building to its exploding point. Rollus finally noticed the sword in Zamir's hand.

  “Listen, my Grace. You are not the kind of man who murders.”

  “You betrayed me,” Zamir said, “Betrayed all of us.” He looked around at the few men left alive. Joslyn was one of them. He stepped forward, addressing the other 14 men.

  “This man here, as Odin is my witness, has put all of you in this situation. He alone is responsible. Look at what's he's done.”

  “What is this thing? How do we get out of here?” one of the men asked.

  “The real question is,” Zamir said, “what should we do with this traitor in our midst?” He picked up Rollus by his collar, his feet hanging off the ground almost six inches. “Tell me my friend, what should we do?”

  “Please,” Rollus said, trying to look away from Zamir's glare. “I don't wish to die.”

  “And do you think these men wished to die? Look around you, at all these dead bodies. These were my boys! I trained them. You didn't even give them a chance! What is it you wanted? What were you after?”

  “Nothing, my Grace. I just wanted to help you, to serve you.”

  “You wanted my position didn't you, good friend? Why should I spare your life, when you gave almost no consideration for the lives of these men, who are now gone forever?”

  “Please, don't kill me. I was only trying to help. Zamir, my friend, I love you.” And these three words, even though he now was certain rang hollow in Rollus' heart, even though nearly every last one of his warriors lay essentially murdered, and even though Zamir knew full well his former friend's true intentions, all this was still not enough to kill the affection and loyalty he had bestowed on his friends for so many long years. There was no one whom he had adored more or loved longer or known more in terms of time length. Zamir was a man of truth and character. Whatever affection or compassion he showed was genuine. He could not morph himself into artifice or trickery. His granite soul shone bright through the violent times in which he was born, all the way into the future, to a better time, a time when humanity could focus on creation, rather than destruction, cooperation, rather than war. He saw all this and more when he looked into the eyes of the man who had betrayed him so deeply, and it was the better, softer, higher, more noble parts of his soul he grieved for, rather than the betrayal his friend had given him. And yet, when Zamir raised the mighty sword only a true High Commander was worthy to hold, and slid the sharp tip into Rollus' throat, he was thinking of other things, of that very future he had long dreamed of and which was now dying away forever. Gone, permanently. After he dropped Rollus from his hands, now a hollow body, void of life as well as compassion, Zamir hunched down onto the ground, his will to live deflating him to a heap of hulking mass on the ground. Joslyn patted him on the shoulder, but Zamir didn't notice, nor did he move. The 14 men stayed quiet for several minutes out of respect for Zamir's loss.

  “My Grace, what should we do?” Joslyn asked after several minutes. But Zamir didn't answer. “My Grace,” he said again, pushing on Zamir's back a little harder. “Are you okay?” The men could see the Obotrites knocking on the crystal from outside, laughing and waiting for their chance to get the last few men left alive.

  “We gon' eat yoo.” they said, their voices muffled through the thickness of the red and glowing crystal. Joslyn shook Zamir harder, thinking perhaps he had died of a broken heart, right then and there.

  “Sir, we must do something, or they'll find a way in,” Joslyn said. He waited for Zamir to answer. Zamir's shoulders started shaking again, trembling with grief, and his pain shook his whole pain, growing with intensity with every passing second. T
he walls of the crystal cocoon shook as well, vibrating with the strings of Zamir's devastation. They shook harder and harder until a loud explosion sent shards of crystal in a radial sphere, shredding every last one of the Obotrites. It was a sight to behold, the first supernatural event the men had experienced. When Zamir raised his head, his face flushed hot with red anger and fury, and some men, years later claimed they saw his eyes glow green. He looked around at the massacre, the bloody mix of Obotritian men and his own, shards of red crystal impaled some of them. Others were dismembered. And the site all made Zamir very sad, that such destruction should come needlessly to his people. Winning, this time, came at such a cost to him.

  CHAPTER 37

  Zamir rode on his horse, alone, flanked by the last of his men. Joslyn tried to ride alongside him. “My Lord, do you need anything?”

  He took a deep breath. “I'm fine, dear Joslyn. Please leave me be.”

  “My Grace, I've spoken to the men, they've promised me not to speak of what happened today. Not about Rollus or whatever the red crystal was.”

  “My men may betray me, that much I know. We all know this now, don't we? Let them do what they may,” he said, continuing on, his blank stare forward, without acknowledging his true friend Joslyn.

  “As you wish, my Lord,” he said, falling back into line. They rode onward, toward the town, back to their families, ready to deliver the harsh news of near failure.

  CHAPTER 38

  “Daddy!” Zamir's son said, once he could be sure the man riding on horseback, flanked by a curiously small army was in fact his father. The child ran from the porch of their home, right into the oncoming horses. Zamir slid off his horse, embracing his toddler son, trying to hide his pain and grief. His son kissed Zamir on the cheek. “You've been gone so long, daddy,” he said, putting his small hand on his father's furry cheek. “I've missed you.”

  “And I you,” Zamir said, squeezing the tiny human as hard as he was able. He stood there, holding his only child for as long as he could, before his wife emerged from within their humble house. She stood in the doorway, her green eyes glistening in the setting sun, her smile creased subtly, attempting to hide her sheer joy. Zamir let his son down and stepped toward his wife.

  “You told me three weeks, boy,” she said, raising her arms anxiously for his embrace. He placed a kiss on her mouth, running his hands through the back of her necks, listening to the pulse beating from her neck.

  “You smell of lavender, my wife,” he said, smiling as best he could.

  “You noticed,” she said, thankful for the complement. But her smile faded once she saw the pain in his eyes. “What's wrong?” she asked, and before he could answer, she knew. “Where's Rollus?”

  “My wife, we must have a brief talk. Come inside with me,” Zamir said, taking her by the hand into the home. He told her the full story, and her exasperations and the covering of her mouth indicated how much she absorbed of her husband's betrayal.

  “And you think this dream was somehow an omen?” she asked.

  “Yes,” he said, lying back onto his bed, his arm softly stroking her black hair. She lay her head on his bare chest, tired. “And what do you think this red crystal was?”

  “I saw something bright and red in the forest, in my dreams. What would be the coincidence?”

  “I'm not sure,” she said, looking up at him for a brief second and then breaking eye contact. Zamir could sense something had happened. Something was wrong.

  “What happened when I was gone?” he asked her.

  “Nothing at all. It's just that--” she stopped.

  “What?” But his wife's face indicated she was reluctant to confess something to him.

  “What is it?”

  “There were rumors from the men that you came back, because Rollus wanted to expose you as a traitor.”

  “My wife, did you not just hear my story? I told what you he had planned.”

  She nodded her head, to emphasize she understood and believed all his story. “It's just that, they say you made a pact with a demon, in the forest, in exchange for your men.”

  “They were tired, exhausted, on the brink of starvation,” Zamir said, reiterating his story to his wife, whom he knew beyond the shadow of a doubt believed his story. She just wanted to clue him in on the rumors circulating throughout what was left of his army, and eventually the gossip circles of the widows who were left without a father to care for their children.

  “I just thought you should know about what they're saying. I can understand why they would, especially the women. No longer married. No one to protect them,” she said, squeezing his hand tightly. “Can you blame them? They want answers to why their husbands were taken into the afterlife, instead of another family just down the road.”

  Zamir sighed. “Of course. I just want my people to understand how much I care about them,” he said, cupping his hand across her cheek.

  “They do, of course they do. Might Joslyn bear witness to what he saw?”

  “Of course he will. He will tell them what he saw before the Obotrites reached the perimeter of our camp. He will show them, the wives and children of my countrymen, and what is left of my once glorious army, that Rollus was the traitor.”

  “That doesn't explain the crystal, though,” she said, afraid of causing a row between her and Zamir. He had been gone so long, so much longer than either of them had anticipated. She just wanted to spend the time with home, rekindling their relationship. But at the same time, she knew the reason why most of his men were curious about Zamir's intentions. They had witnessed a supernatural event, unable to explain why they had survived and their comrades had not, why the crystal globe surrounded them just at the moment they were on the verge of burning alive. Rollus may have been a traitor, but he was not responsible for what those boys witnessed, Zamir's wife thought.

  “You think there's more to the story, don't you?”

  “I'll admit, I am curious, Zamir. Who saved you? And why you, when so many others died? Rollus could not have been dealing in black magic.”

  “I don't know. I'm trying to figure it out still. But I am not hiding anything from you,” Zamir said.

  “Of course you're not,” she said, raising up onto one of her arms, her black hair draped over her face, covering one side in shadow. Her intoxicating beauty was dark and laced with strength and determination, her green eyes betraying a fierce intelligence, the one quality Zamir had noticed about her above all else. “But, your story does strain the imagination. If whatever force that came out of that forest didn't have anything whatsoever to do with you, how come you dreamed about it the wolf before all this happened?”

  “Maybe it wanted me alive for some reason. I don't know!” he said, getting angry. “First, I lose all my men. Next, some crazy witch spirit comes to save us at the last minute from the forest, and the one person I thought I could trust doesn't believe me!”

  “Zamir, I told you I believe you. I just don't think this has to do with Rollus' betrayal.”

  “Then what in Odin's name does it have to do with? You think I'm possessed by some evil forest demon, who will kill you in your sleep?” He got up from the mat, and looked down at her with crossed arms, getting angrier by the second. “Maybe I am. Maybe there is something inside me, itching to get out, a side you've never seen. Maybe it wasn't some force from the forest. Maybe it was me the whole time, anxious to murder my only best friend, the one person I loved almost as much as you!” Zamir was shouting at this point, and the heat of the argument brought a pain in his shoulder, from an invisible wound he never realized he had. He grabbed at the area on his shoulder, as the searing pain sent him down to the floor, writhing from it. His wife got up from the bed, in an effort to help. Several seconds later, the pain subsided, and Zamir finally caught his breath.

  “I'm sorry, my beautiful husband. I trust you, let's just rest for now,” his wife said, whispering into his ear in attempt to calm him.

  “I'm tired. Let's not speak of
this anymore this night,” he said, wiping the sweat from his brow. She kissed him on the temple.

  “My sweet, wonderful husband. I'm so glad you're home,” she said, smiling at him as she ran her hand over the wide canvas of his back. “Let's get some sleep.”

  “Agreed,” he said, climbing back into bed, making sure to remove his clothes for what would the consolatory lovemaking session. She followed him eagerly.

  CHAPTER 39

  The Maglamoisan village rippled with an undercurrent of suspicion in the days after Zamir returned with a fraction of his warriors. The stories ranged on the spectrum from outright ridiculousness to being accurate enough that Zamir suspected someone was betraying his confidences and fanning the flames of gossip. Zamir, his wife, and Joslyn, the only two people he could trust, did their best to quell suspicion of Zamir's actions on the battlefield that day, but it wasn't enough, and Zamir eventually needed to hold meetings in the village square to curb any further paranoia.

  “Our towns are dying!” a woman shouted up to him, her face full of despair matched only by fear of Zamir's retribution for calling him out as a bad leader. But he responded in a kind fashion.

  “My dear, you are not alone. There are many people in this village who know loss and grief. Look around you at the other families, sons, wives, and daughters who have no one to chop their winter wood, no one to stoke the hearthstone, no one to repair their homes or protect their lands from vermin. This is what happens sometimes, when the gods chose our village to test. But we will prevail. Your leader will go to the ends of the earth to protect our lands. Please trust me on this,” Zamir said into the microphone.

  “Tell us what you saw in the forest that night. Tell us what you did to save yourself and only a handful of our fathers!” a young teenage boy, with a rock-like brow and deeply inset eyes, said from the crowd. The kid was angry, and Zamir could not deny that.