Tink's Neverland (Cosmos' Gateway Book 1)

by S. E. Smith

  Tink made it back to the room feeling a sense of relief to find it empty. Maybe no one would say anything. It wasn’t as if guys wanted everyone to know about their having uncontrolled ejaculations. No, as long as the guys in the galley didn’t say anything she should be safe, Tink thought as another fit of giggles had her rolling on the bed. Boy, her sisters were never going to believe this one. It was a good thing her mom hadn’t been there. Tink had talked about having oral sex from watching videos, reading books, and such. She could imagine how a talk from her mom would have gone over with Tilly talking from experience. It had taken Tink a year to get over the little her mom had been able to explain to her about it. The last thing she wanted to think about was her parents having oral sex. God, what a thought. Getting up, Tink headed to the bathroom. Closing the door, she took off her clothes and stepped into the cubical. After the light beam did its job, Tink wrapped a towel around her.

  “Damn. No clothes.” Looking down with disgust at her dirty clothes, she shrugged.

  Well, it wasn’t like she hadn’t asked to be taken home. She would borrow a shirt from J’kar. As tall as he was it would be longer than most of her dresses anyway. Opening the door to the bathroom, she moved into the room at the same time the door to the room opened from the corridor. Startled, Tink twirled around and sank down on the bed pulling the towel closer around her body.

  “Hey, knock next time will you!” Tink exclaimed, startled.

  Silhouetted against the light coming from the corridor was J’kar’s large figure. Not saying anything, he moved into the room and gave the command to lock the door.

  “You don’t look any better than you did when you left. What is your problem?” Tink asked crossly. She wasn’t up to an argument with him, at least, not until she had some clothes on. Standing, she moved to cross to the bathroom. The least she could do was put her dirty clothes back on then she would feel better about dealing with him.

  J’kar moved at the same time Tink did. He ignored Tink’s yell when he picked her up and tossed her onto the bed. He laid down on top of her, pinning her hands above her head to prevent her from moving.

  Tink stared up at J’kar. She didn’t know what was wrong but something had definitely pissed the big guy off. He was furious. Not just mad. Not just angry. Totally, berserker furious.

  “What’s wrong?” Tink asked in a small voice.

  “You.” J’kar growled harshly.

  “Me. What did I do?” Tink squeaked.

  Oh, God. Had he found out about the galley? Surely he couldn’t be this angry about a birds and the bees talk. Okay, more like a Meg Ryan re-enactment but still, she had given the disclaimer.

  Breathing deeply, J’kar tried to get control of the emotions raging through him. He had meant to come back to the room to discipline her. He had not expected to find her covered in so little clothing or unaware of what she had done to him. He could sense her confusion was real.

  Staring down into her eyes, he asked her, “Do you remember your connection to me a short while ago.”

  “What connection? Are you-we-doing the weird mind reading thing again?” Tink asked confused.

  “I need to know if you purposely connected to me a short while ago?” J'kar asked in a gruff voice.

  “I don’t know how. You are the one doing it. I just answer you. What happened a little while ago? Did I do something that hurt you?” Tink’s eyes grew wide with fear.

  She didn’t want to hurt anyone. If she had hurt him unintentionally she needed him to know she didn’t mean too. She didn’t understand all this brain to brain communication stuff. Could she have hurt him?

  Tink’s eyes filled with tears as she asked the question she was afraid to have him answer. “Did I hurt you somehow? I don’t understand how you can talk to me telepathically. Humans can’t do that. If I hurt you I didn’t mean too. What happened?” Tink whispered.

  J’kar closed his eyes briefly as he thought about what she said. If she spoke the truth she was unaware of the power she had over him. He could not condemn her for something she had not been aware of doing. He could not punish her for doing something she was unaware of doing. He would need to teach her, though. She had much more power over him than anyone else ever had.

  “Your thoughts, little one, are very powerful. You had thoughts earlier that were very..." J’kar paused, searching for the right words, “...arousing. It became very difficult for me.”

  It took a moment for his words to sink in. When they did Tink turned a brilliant shade of red. “Oh, lord. You saw all the things I was thinking about?”

  “Yes. I saw. I felt. And...I reacted.” J’kar said. He didn’t like to admit it but he needed her to understand the power of her thoughts and their effect on him. “I had never experienced anything like that before and it was most difficult.”

  Raising an eyebrow Tink couldn’t resist asking. “Did you like it?”

  Groaning, J’kar rolled off Tink, standing quickly and moving to the other side of the room. Turning to face her he growled. “More than you can imagine. What you imagined is impossible.”

  “Why?” Tink asked curiously.

  “Are you telling me the males and females of your planet actually do the things you imagined?” J’kar looked at Tink with disbelief.

  “Yes. It’s called making love. Well, it is for those who do it while caring for each other. Otherwise, it’s just called sex.” Tink answered in surprise.

  Eyes wide with amazement, it was J’kar’s turn to ask questions. “Where did you learn about it? Have you done this with males of your species? With the male...Cosmos?”

  The last part was said with a growl. The thought of Tink doing the things she imagined with another male, with this Cosmos, filled him with rage. He wanted to find any male who had touched her and kill him, slowly.

  “Yew, no. Cosmos is like my brother. I have never had nor do I ever want to have sex with him.” Tink shuddered at the idea. Cosmos was cute and all but not in that way!

  J’kar relaxed a little hearing Tink’s intense distaste of the thought of having sex with Cosmos. But, she still hadn’t answered his questions.

  Realizing J’kar wasn’t going to let it drop Tink blew a strand of hair hanging over her forehead back. “I learned a lot from my mom. She gave all of us girls the ‘talk’ when we hit puberty. The rest is a part of American culture. Books, Internet, magazines, movies, and girl friends fill in the rest of the knowledge pool. No, I have never done it with a guy before. What I imagined doing with you or anything else.” Tink looked away as she said the last part. She fumbled with the edges of the towel suddenly conscious of how little she wore and the direction of the conversation they were having.

  “Your mother told you about such things?” J'kar asked in disbelief.

  “You don’t know my mom. Let me tell you, she could give you a sex education class that would have all the men on your planet blushing. If not that, just listening to her and my dad talk to each other is enough of an education.” Tink muttered picking at the corner of the towel she was wearing.

  “Your parents. They enjoy being together?” J’kar asked curiously. He moved back to the bed and sat next to Tink picking up and holding one of her hands. He held her hand rubbing his thumb back and forth across it. It gave him a warm feeling touching her and her seeming to enjoy it.

  “Yes. They enjoy being together very, very much. They are always hugging, kissing, and touching each other. I swear those two act worse than any teenager I’ve ever seen. They are always making out or talking about sex, having sex, where they’ve had sex, or where they want to have sex. It got so bad none of us girls could look them in the eye. They thought they were being sly about it but we caught on at an early age when they would suddenly need to take a nap in the middle of the day and the whole R/V would rock. Talk about embarrassing.” Tink said rolling her eyes as she remembered the first time she finally figured out what her folks were doing.

  Tink liked how he was rubbing his thumb acr
oss her hand. She gasped when he turned her hand over and traced the circles on her palm. It felt like he was touching her deep inside. She shuddered at the feelings coursing through her body. She could feel the moisture between her legs form. Pulling his left hand towards her, she pulled his fingers back until the intricate circles on his palm were visible. Watching him, she slowly brought it to her face. Rubbing her cheek against it, she saw the small flames appear in his silver eyes. Turning her head she continued watching him as she slowly traced the design with the tip of her tongue. J’kar’s eyes widened then narrowed to slits. A growl started in his chest and his teeth began to elongate. Tink’s body was on fire. J’kar’s nostrils flared at the scent of her arousal. Standing up so she was in front of him, Tink dropped her towel. Nibbling on the palm of his hand, Tink leaned closer until her breast brushed against his mouth. J’kar groaned as Tink pressed her engorged nipple against his lips. Flicking his tongue out he drew the nipple into his mouth sucking on it. Tink pulled his palm down to her other breast and threw back her head with a groan as J’kar pulled her closer. Letting his right hand drop down to between her legs, J’kar slid his finger across Tink’s mound. He felt her moist heat and could not stop himself from sliding a finger between the folds of her clit. He growled against her breast when she pushed down against his finger. Pulling her down and around until she laid on her back on the bed J’kar stood and began removing his clothes.

  “You are mine. For now and for always. There will never be another. There will be no going back.” J’kar said. “I claim you as my bond mate. My wife. For always.” He finished undressing and stood above Tink fully aroused.

  Tink was not afraid. She wanted him and knew it was right. Her mom had always told her she would know when it was the right man. Kneeling on the edge of the bed, Tink smiled and held out her hand.

  “I want you. I don’t understand all of this. The feelings you stir inside me but I want to find out. I need to find out.” Tink said softly as she reached for him.

  “I would like to do what you had imagined earlier.” J'kar said in a husky voice filled with need.

  Laughing, Tink said. “That is just the tip of the iceberg, baby. Just the tip.”

  Tink slid her hands up his chest as he pushed her back. Tink pulled J’kar down with her and kissed him deeply running her tongue up and down the length of his elongated canines. J’kar shuddered as her tongue moved up and down then across his lips. Pressing Tink further back into the bed J’kar kissed along her jaw line moving along her neck and shoulder. Tink arched her back trying to get closer to J’kar’s hot lips and tongue. Sliding her leg up and down along his from hip to ankle Tink wrapped one leg around J’kar’s hip forcing his swollen arousal against her moist mound.

  “It is my turn to torture you. I like the idea of tying you down. When you imagined doing it to me I thought I would lose my mind. I think it only fitting you should suffer too.” J’kar growled.

  “Later. I want to touch every inch of you. I want to see if you taste as good as I imagined you do.” Tink whispered against J'kar's lips.

  Groaning, he pulled away just enough to slide further down Tink’s body. J’kar gripped Tink’s thighs and pulled them apart. He needed to taste her. The feelings she was bringing out in him were so foreign to him, so unexpected, especially without his having to restrain her or bite her to initate a response, it seemed to be overwhelming all of his control.

  “I want to taste you as you imagined me doing it.” J’kar whispered huskily along the inside of her thigh.

  Tink shivered at the hunger in his voice. She had never been with a man before and this was way over her comfort level but she felt beautiful before him. She gasped as she felt the first touch of his lips on her slick folds. She couldn’t hold back the moan as he began licking and sucking on her. Tink draped her legs over J’kar’s shoulders pulling him closer to her hot center. She began shaking as the feelings grew even stronger.

  “J’kar.” Tink cried out. “Please.”

  J’kar growled as Tink grabbed his hair and tried to pull him up. J’kar wrapped one arm around Tink’s thigh and held her against him while he slid his finger into her wet pussy. He could feel as the walls of her vagina clench tightly around his finger as he slowly worked it in and out. Suddenly, Tink arched up with a strangled cry clamping down hard on his finger as she climaxed. Licking her gently, J’kar tasted the sweet nectar of her release. Pulling his finger out of her, he moved slowly up over her wet mound kissing her flat stomach. He closed his eyes against the sudden pain he felt upon remembering how close he had come to losing her. He remembered trying to stop the blood pouring from the wounds to her stomach. He gently brushed his lips back and forth groaning as Tink arched up against his lips. Continuing up her body, he stopped to savor first one breast then the other drawing each nipple into his mouth, sucking on it and brushing his elongated canines against them. He growled low as he felt the nipples swell. Looking up into Tink’s passion glazed eyes, J’kar’s breath caught. He had never seen anything so beautiful. The soft glow of the lights reflected off the highlights in her hair casting a softer glow around her face. Reaching up, he captured her lips with his own showing her how much she affected him. Lowering himself between her legs he pushed her thighs further apart with his own and pressed his hard shaft against her slick folds. Holding himself slightly up by his elbows so he didn’t crush her with his weight, he pushed slowly into her watching her as he did.

  “You are mine. Say it.” J’kar panted.

  “Yours.” Tink whispered.

  “Only mine.” J’kar shuddered as he pushed in another inch.

  “Only yours.” Tink repeated.

  J’kar felt the thin barrier. Unable to control himself any longer he let out a roar as he pushed past it and buried himself fully into Tink’s wet pussy. Tink cried out as J’kar broke through the barrier of her virginity. J’kar held his lower body still as he leaned over to kiss the tear escaping down the side of Tink’s face. Shuddering, he began to move slowly pulling almost all the way out before pushing back in. Tink gasped as she felt him moving. The feelings were overwhelming. His thick shaft stretched her almost to the point of pain but it felt so good. Her hips began moving on their own.

  “Faster.” She groaned. “Please. Faster. It feels so good.”

  J’kar wrapped his arms around Tink pulling her closer as he began moving faster. Suddenly, he pulled all the way out of her. When Tink would have protested, she ended up letting out a startled gasp as J’kar flipped her over onto her stomach wrapping a muscular arm around her waist and pulling her up onto her hands and knees. He pushed into her pussy from behind burying his shaft all the way to his balls. Gripping her hips he began pumping in and out of her wet pussy faster and faster. Reaching down he ran his fingers along her slit until he came to her clit. Rubbing the swollen nub between his fingers he growled when Tink cried out again. The feelings cascading through him were too much. He was lost to the primal instinct to mate. When he felt Tink shudder as another climax built inside her J’kar let his primal instinct take over. Pounding into her hard and fast he leaned over and sunk his canines into Tink’s shoulder letting the chemical bond take them even higher.

  Tink was panting trying to draw in a breath. The feelings J’kar was stirring in her were so intense it was almost painful. She could feel another climax building. J’kar’s thick shaft was hitting all the sensitive nerves up and down her vaginal walls. From the position he held her, he was able to fill her even more than before. Clutching the covers of the bedding Tink sobbed as she sought relief from the pressures building inside her. The climax hit her sudden and hard. Screaming out, Tink pushed back against J’kar taking him deeper at the same time as she felt a flash of pain then sudden warmth as her womb clenched tightly. It was more than she could handle and with a shuddering gasp she went limp in J’kar’s arms as everything went black.

  J’kar felt his release as he bit down onto Tink’s shoulder. Closing his eyes against a pl
easure so intense he felt pain he trembled as he released himself deep into Tink’s womb. It was so powerful he could feel the threads of the bond connecting him to her. There were millions of tiny, silver lines wrapping around and bonding his soul to hers. As the last of his release left him he became aware of Tink lying limp in his arms.

  Withdrawing his teeth from her shoulder, he gently ran his tongue over her sealing the wound before he gently pulled his body out of hers. Shaking he turned her in his arms.

  “What have I done?” His trembling fingers brushed her damp hair away as he ran his fingers over her cheek down to her throat breathing a sigh of relief when he found the steady beating of her pulse there.

  Tink’s eyelids fluttered as she slowly became aware of being held. Purring, she tried to snuggle closer to the warmth holding her. She finally was able to lift her heavy lids long enough to give J’kar a small smile.