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by Tamara Rose Blodgett

“He wasn’t my shrink; he was my whole family’s shrink,” I said calmly as if it wasn’t a big deal.

  “He was only there cuz of you,” Tony pointed out.

  “Hey, bro!” Matt warned from the wheel. “Not the time or place to talk about it.”

  Tony shrugged. “Sorry. It’s just, if you are seeing things again, maybe you should give him a call.”

  “Seeing things again?!?” I repeated rather viciously. I had no clue what he was talking about.

  I looked over at Dex and rolled my eyes to indicate it was all bullshit. Dex didn’t look too convinced.

  “You’ve seen things before? What kinds of things?” Dex asked.

  I sighed. “I haven’t. I wasn’t.” I looked at the twins. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Tony.”

  “Dad said you were sick. Like crazy, and that your parents were freaking out, like, almost going to commit you or—”

  “Drugs, Tony. It was just drugs,” I spat at him defensively.

  “Drugs?” Dex and Whiz said in unison.

  “Oh, like anyone on this boat is one to talk,” I said. “So I did some drugs in high school. Everyone does.”

  “Not everyone goes to a shrink because of them,” Matt countered.

  “I did,” Whiz said. The first valuable thing he’d said so far.

  “See,” I said. “Parents freak out. I was a big pain in the butt. I was an idiot, what can I say? But that’s in the past. It’s all fine now. I’m fine.”

  No one looked convinced except Whiz, who went back to not caring. Dex looked the least convinced of all. He kept staring at me trying to figure me out, trying to read my thoughts.

  I leaned back in my seat and rolled my head towards him. “Look. I’m tired. And sometimes you see things when you’re tired. You should know that by now.”

  After all, it was only that morning that we were both faced with the impossibility that is Creepy Clown Lady. What was the difference?

  And what if I wasn’t seeing things? What if I really had seen someone in the water? A ghost of myself. Was that even possible?

  Dex chewed on his lip for a few counts, holding my eye contact, before saying, “Are you sure you can handle this?”

  “What the fuck?!” I swore. I surprised myself and everyone else on the boat. Even Dex was taken aback.

  “Of course, I can handle this. What was the point of talking about all that stuff this morning? We decided that this is what we’re going to do, so this is what we’re going to do. Just because I saw something in the water doesn’t mean I’m not stable enough to keep going. We had a deal!”

  “All right, it’s OK. Calm down,” he said, reaching over for my shoulder.

  I inched it out of the way. The nerve of him telling me to calm down.

  “It’s just that you almost fell into the ocean, and your cousins here are talking about how you used to go to a shrink. I know, it was the drugs or whatever unfortunate thing you were into as a teenager, but you know some knowledge about this would have been nice before we started.”

  I let out a sarcastic guffaw. “Oh, so now the fact that we don’t know each other that well is becoming a problem. I see.”

  He knew I was right. I had been trying to get nothing but information out of him this whole weekend, and now that the tables were turned, it was a problem for him.

  “OK, kiddo. Just checking,” he said, and started reviewing the footage he had shot, as if nothing had happened.

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  It was getting darker by the minute when we returned to the marina and headed back to Al’s. He wasn’t all too happy we left and turned an angry shade of purple when the twins told him about going on Whiz’s boat. Thankfully, the beef he had was just with the twins. He left Dex and me alone to do our own thing, though I could sense Uncle Al knew something was up with me.

  Obviously, I was more on edge than ever before. I tried to push the incident on the boat out of my mind, but every so often the image of myself in the water, reaching for me, jolted into my brainwaves like a subliminal message.

  For better or worse, I really didn’t have the luxury of dwelling on it. We had a job to do and as afraid as I was, I was far too stubborn to back down. Especially now. We had a show to shoot and it wasn’t going to film itself.

  By the time the sky turned a resolute shade of charcoal, Dex and I were ready to go.

  It had grown dizzyingly wild outside in the last hour, with the wind coming from all directions, but it was nowhere near as chaotic as last night. We wanted to be as prepared as possible this time, so I wore Dex’s black cargo jacket on top of the rest of my clothes. It wasn’t camera-friendly like he had hoped, but he also didn’t want me to get pneumonia.

  I didn’t mind. I figured all black would possibly hide me from all the ghosts. Plus, it smelled like him...really nice.

  We stood outside the back door, side by side, watching the distant waves catch the yellow light projected from the house. Dex seemed to be deep in thought, with his camera hoisted up on his shoulder. I didn’t want to think about what we were about to do until I absolutely had to.

  Finally, he turned to me; his face shadowed by the light and glistening from the light rain.

  “Are you ready for this?” he asked gravely.

  “As ready as I’m going to ever be,” I answered.

  He reached over, picked up my hand with his and held it in front of us. “I’m not letting go of you this time.”

  His voice was gruff. I knew he meant it.

  I nodded. He squeezed my hand. It felt warm and strong. I squeezed back, hoping I never had to let go. I wanted him to put his arms around me and make everything OK.

  Instead he nodded. “Let’s go shoot some ghosts.”

  He walked off, pulling me along by the hand, and soon we were on the beach heading south with determined strides. I felt like we were heading into battle. I could almost hear dramatic WWII music in my head. That, and the theme song from The Matrix.

  We made it through the dunes and up the embankment without much fuss, aside from me slipping at a point or two. Dex held on to me every time. In fact, his grip tightened after each near miss so that by the time we actually found ourselves in front of the lighthouse, my hand was numb.

  I didn’t know if the third time would be a charm or not. I didn’t see any crazy lamps in the forest, no bloated dead guys on my trail, and Dex was in my sight and within my grasp the entire time.

  But that didn’t stop the sight of the “darkhouse” from taking my breath away. It felt like the fear was bringing tears to my eyes.

  Dex looked up at it, taking it all in. He slowly let go of my hand, which responded with pins and needles, and took his camera off his shoulder. He began to adjust it and shot me a sympathetic smile.

  “I’m not leaving your side. Jell-O, remember?”

  I smiled bravely for him, appreciating how normal he could be when he wanted.

  He brought the key out of his pocket and got it ready in one hand. With the other he flicked on the camera light.

  I winced at the brightness and shielded my face with my hand.

  “Sorry,” he said. “You’ll have to get used to it. Ready to roll?”

  Not at all, but I nodded just the same. I almost felt like I had stage fright on top of everything, but realized I should embrace it with open arms. It was a lot easier to deal with than death fright, for lack of a better phrase.

  Dex hit the record button and gave me the countdown with his fingers. Go.

  “We are standing in front of the Rocky Point Lighthouse,” I said loudly, “about to make the first journey inside with a professional camera crew, hoping to capture on film any traces of Old Roddy or any other terrifying spirits who may inhabit these ocean-battered walls.”

  We decided to have very little narration on film and fill in all the historical facts with voiceovers afterward. Dex just wanted me to explore naturally and react to what we saw. I immediately knew I was going to look like the biggest chic
kenshit. I felt hypocritical for calling Dex one earlier.

  He passed me the key and took the camera behind me. The key was cold, long and slimy in my hand. It felt unnaturally heavy.

  I slowly walked to the door and inserted the key into the lock. It clicked; the sound was powerful, even in the howling wind.

  I put it in my pocket, turned the rusty handle and pushed the door open.

  It opened halfway, as the groan and creak of the hinges echoed across the dense room. Dex’s light shone forward, illuminating the dust particles in a greenish haze and casting the blackest shadows to either side of me.

  I know Dex wanted me to walk into the room. But I couldn’t. I still had time to run away. I didn’t have to go back inside this place, which had become larger than legend in my life. A place that held everything I ever feared and didn’t know I feared yet.

  I’d experienced a lot this last week. It felt like it was more than I had ever been through in my entire young life. But at this moment, standing at the threshold of a dead, evil place, it felt like I was at the gates of hell. Hell with an ocean view.

  Dex cleared his throat behind me. It grounded me somewhat. He had said he wouldn’t leave me. I had to bet my life that he wasn’t lying.

  I stepped into the room and opened the door the rest of the way.

  My boots thudded against the wood floor with each step. I stared at my feet. It was interesting that even though we had been in the room the day before, our footprints were already gone, covered up by a thick layer of dust like we had imagined the whole thing.

  I looked at the camera. “So much dust. Is that normal?”

  Because of the light I couldn’t see Dex’s expression, so I knew this would be the start of me asking the camera lots of stupid, unanswered questions.

  I walked into the middle of the room by the large solid table and looked around, breathing into the sleeve of the coat and trying to avoid the musty air.

  SLAM!

  The door, suddenly agile, swung shut. The event almost ruptured my anxious heart, as the impact rattled the paintings on the wall. There was a metallic clatter and I spun to see two pots and pans falling off of the stove and onto the floor. The noise was deafening.

  I looked at Dex by way of the camera so he could see how frightened I was. I didn’t like how I couldn’t see his face but there wasn’t much I could do about that.

  The dust around the pans began to settle. I had a strange urge to put them away neatly, but the idea was absurd. Might as well start vacuuming too.

  Our plan had been to walk around the room and explore it for any cold spots or weird objects. After that, we would go into the hallway, ascend the stairs to the second floor and poke around the unexplored room above us. Then we’d move to the dreaded bedroom I was locked in last week, and finally all the way up the winding staircase to the tower top that used to hold the “cursed” light, the soul of this very station.

  I kept all of this in mind, using it as a sort of script to follow, which made me focus more on the technical task at hand instead of the potential pant-shitting scenario.

  Speaking of the task at hand, I had been staring motionless at the fallen pots and pans long enough, totally ignoring the fact that the camera was rolling. Dex was probably going to have to edit the shit out of the footage when we finished.

  I inhaled long and slow through my nose and walked over to the darkness on my left. Dex followed me with the camera, lighting my way until I reached the armoire that I had seen yesterday.

  It was tall and made of solid wood that matched the table. I opened the doors and hoped a dead body wouldn’t fall out.

  All I saw inside were a pair of rubber boots and a hooded jacket, the type a fisherman might wear. But even though the jacket looked old and the threads were coming loose in several places, it was free of dust, as were the boots. I didn’t know if was worth mentioning or not.

  “Looks like they’ve been used recently,” Dex said, his voice echoing rough and emotionless in the room. Guess it was worth mentioning.

  I nodded. “Yeah, no dust.”

  It was weird, but I wasn’t about to start thinking that they actually had been used recently. I know Dex said that for dramatic effect. I hoped it was for dramatic effect.

  “Can you light up the rest of the room?” I asked, pointing into the void.

  Dex aimed the camera and light at the walls and ceiling. Everything looked menacing in the grainy beam; even the chairs stacked up in the corner resembled a horrific scarecrow to my impressionable eyes. I didn’t find anything else too interesting in this room. It remained dead and quiet.

  The light came back to my face and then moved slowly over to the door, which led into the hallway. I went over and opened it. Slowly. For effect.

  It was just as I remembered. The room across from us (where I busted in the window) was closed, but I knew it wasn’t worth a look. Dex stepped into the hallway beside me and lowered the camera. It felt nice to feel his body against my shoulder. I felt so disconnected when he was in filmmaker mode.

  “You’re doing good,” he whispered.

  “Thanks,” I said, looking at him even though I couldn’t see anything with the light pointing the other direction.

  “Let’s go upstairs. Go slowly, though. With the light coming from behind you probably won’t be able to see where your feet are stepping.”

  I turned to the staircase as he put the camera back on his shoulder and shone it my way.

  “OK. Just promise you’ll stay right behind me. I don’t want a repeat of last week,” I pleaded.

  “No?” he asked, sounding surprised.

  I looked behind at him, the light blinding me. “Are you serious? Of course, no.”

  The beam moved with the shrug of his shoulders. “It would be more entertaining.”

  “This isn’t supposed to be entertaining,” I said.

  Dex was silent for a moment. “Then what is it?”

  Standing at the foot of the staircase was not the place to have this conversation. I couldn’t believe he was concerned with making this “entertaining.”

  “It’s scary,” I admitted.

  “It’s supposed to be scary. That’s why we are here. For the show. Remember?”

  “Yeah, but you said we were meant to come here.”

  “Yes. To film the show. Get out of that little head of yours and think about the big picture here.”

  I glared at him in the dark. “Well, I’m scared, OK?”

  “So what? We need you to be scared.”

  So what? What did he mean “so what?” I gave him the stink eye and with as much bitterness as I could muster said, “Why do I have to be? How come you aren’t afraid?”

  “Because I find life to be scarier than death,” he replied matter-of-factly.

  And with that, I heard the sound of a door creaking open from the second floor.

  I froze and listened harder, heart pounding in my chest. Dex remained still too, his breath sucked in.

  The sound continued a lot longer than seemed possible, like the door was revolving around on its hinges with no door frame. My eyes rolled around searching the staircase blindly.

  The creaking sound eventually came to a stop. I looked at Dex, wanting more than ever to see if he held any fear in his eyes, but as usual, I only saw his light.

  I bit my lip. I knew he would want me to go upstairs as planned but I didn’t know if I could, especially now. I stood staunchly, my face firm, and refused to move.

  Dex reached out and pushed me lightly so my foot had to land on the first step to stabilize myself. I shook my head violently in protest and braced myself as he nudged me again, harder. I had no choice but to go to the second step.

  Again, the movie Vertigo flashed through my head. I was Kim Novak refusing to go up the bell tower while an obsessed Jimmy Stewart forced my every step. What would Dex do when we were at the top? Would I fall out the window to my death?

  I was suddenly afraid. Rather, I was suddenly
afraid of Dex. Earlier he seemed to be on my side, but now he was practically forcing me to go up the staircase to the source of a sound that was obviously caused by someone or something that was inside the building with us. Something evil. Every bone in my body told me to get the hell out of there. But if I wanted to run, would he let me?

  Maybe his handsome face and obscure charm were blinding me. It hit me again, with more urgency this time, that I didn’t know Dex at all. Beneath those deep eyes and high cheekbones he could be a complete psychopath. Actually, I was sure he was at least a partial psychopath. And an admitted liar to boot.

  Would he stop me if I tried to get out of here, I thought madly. I had no doubt he would at least try. I cursed myself for being so immature, for thinking this man really cared about me, some young chunky girl he had just met. I had always seen the uncertainty stretched beneath his hooded lids; I had chosen to ignore this.

  I guess while thinking this, I was staring him in absolute horror because the light came off of my scrunched face and Dex reached out to put his hand on my shoulder. I recoiled slightly from his touch. I couldn’t help it. Now, there were two things to be scared of and I knew at least one of them was able to hurt me.

  “Hey,” he whispered. “Come with me.”

  He squeezed past me until he was two steps ahead on the landing. He aimed the camera light forward with one hand and reached for my hand with the other. He squeezed it, though I felt no comfort in his grasp this time, and continued to walk up the stairs, pulling me up with him.

  If I let myself go limp, would he drag me to the top, step by step?

  I followed reluctantly, not about to start dragging my feet. The blackness and unknown nipped at my heels. I needed to feel the lack of fear that Dex seemed to have.

  We got to the second floor to find both doors closed. From the sound we heard, and the fact we never heard a click of closure, I expected at least one of the doors to be wide open.

  This was better somehow. Perhaps what I heard earlier was all in my head. After all, Dex never acknowledged the sound to me verbally. Maybe I was slowly going crazy. I kind of preferred that idea.

  We stood there as the light bounced between both of the doors. I knew he was expecting me to choose a room to enter. I also knew he would make that decision in the end.