Blessings of the Heart and Samantha's Gift

by Valerie Hansen

  Jimmy drew a shuddering breath and pointed to a nearby knot of boys. “He hit me.”

  The knot instantly unraveled as children scattered.

  Rachel took charge. “All right. I need everyone to sit down on the rug so we can talk about keeping our hands to ourselves.” She pointed. “Jimmy, there’s a box of tissues over there. You can go get one and wipe your nose before you come sit with us.”

  Choosing the adult-size chair at the head of the class, Rachel waited for the children to comply. All but two did. The tearful boy was doing as he’d been told and blowing his nose. Samantha had gone with him.

  Rachel was about to remind the little girl that she was a part of the class and needed to behave just like the others, when she noticed something that gave her pause. Although Samantha was whispering to the sniffling boy, her excitement was evident. She waved. She pointed across the room. She held out her arms as if mimicking a bird and smiled so broadly her eyes were squeezed almost shut. Or were they actually closed? Rachel couldn’t tell for sure. All she knew was that Jimmy had forgotten about being upset and was giving Samantha his rapt attention.

  So, Samantha wanted to play mother. Rachel smiled. That was a good sign. The child obviously needed to feel needed. Looking after the other children would give her a positive purpose, not to mention a boost in morale.

  And anybody who can calm a screamer like that is okay in my book, she thought. There was a tenderhearted peacemaker in the class. This was going to be a good year.

  A very good year.

  The day flew by so fast that it was over before Rachel had time to notice how tired she was. At two-thirty she lined up all her students and marched them out to the lawn in front of the school to make sure each one was handed over to a parent or had boarded the right bus.

  Samantha stood by Rachel’s side and watched each classmate depart, until only she was left.

  “Which bus did you come on?” Rachel asked her, wiping sweat from her own brow and wishing she could escape the sultry southern afternoon by heading back to her air-conditioned classroom.

  “I don’t know.”

  “What was the number on it?”

  “I don’t know.” Clearly, the child was about to cry.

  “Well, did it have a lady driver or a man?”

  “I don’t remember.”

  Terrific. “Okay. Let’s go check in the office.”

  As she turned to lead the way, the little girl gave a happy squeal, shouted, “There! That one,” and took off running toward the last bus in line.

  Rachel paused, unconvinced. An older child might remember suddenly, but five-year-olds were more likely to remain confused.

  She started to follow, then decided to check the office records first. If Samantha had chosen the right bus after all, Rachel didn’t want to do anything to undermine her self-confidence. If not, there would be plenty of time to correct the error before the buses pulled out.

  She hurried into the office, glad for a temporary respite from the heat and humidity of the September afternoon. “I need to see the Samantha Smith file, Mary.” Breezing past the receptionist, she headed straight for the upright filing cabinet.

  “I don’t think I’ve finished that one yet. It’s probably still here in this pile on my desk.” Mary gestured toward a messy stack. “Sorry. We’ve been swamped. I don’t know why so many folks wait till the last minute to register their kids.”

  “In Samantha’s case, I don’t think there was a choice. Any idea where her file might be? Top, bottom, middle?” Rachel was already paging through the folders.

  “Near the top, I think. Why? Didn’t you already see it?”

  “Yes, but I don’t recall what it said about the foster home placement. She needs to ride a bus and I don’t know which one.”

  “Oops. Maybe we should phone and ask Ms. Heatherington.”

  “No way. I’d rather spend an hour listening to my mother complain than to have to say two words to that woman.”

  “She is kind of stuffy. Is that why you dislike her?”

  “No. It’s her attitude about the children she deals with that makes me mad. She acts like it’s their fault that their families fell apart and she got stuck helping them.”

  “The little Smith girl’s an orphan, isn’t she?”

  “Yes, which makes it even harder. That’s why it’s so important to be sure she’s on the right bus. Life has to be frightening enough for her already.”

  “Well, you’d better get a move on. It’s almost time for those buses to leave.”

  “I know. I’m hurrying.”

  Rachel fumbled a file folder and almost dropped it, just as a mother burst through the door and shouted, “There you are. I want to talk to you. Now!”

  It took Rachel a moment to realize she was the object of the woman’s ire. Her first clue was the small, round-faced boy who was clutching his mother’s pudgy finger and rubbing his runny nose with his other hand. It was Jimmy.

  “I’ll be right with you, Mrs.—”

  “Andrews,” she said crisply. “My son, James, is in your class, as you well know.”

  “Yes, ma’am. We can go talk in my room. I just have to take care of—”

  “I’m not going anyplace where you can make excuses in private,” the woman said. “I want to know, right here and right now, where you get off telling my son that there are angels in his classroom?”

  “What?” Rachel was totally confused.

  “Angels. He says there are guardian angels flying all over the kindergarten room.”

  “I never told him that.”

  “Well, somebody sure did.”

  “Maybe one of the other children.” A light went on in Rachel’s head. Of course! Samantha hadn’t been pretending to be a bird when she’d comforted Jimmy, she’d been demonstrating her ideas about angels! How sweet.

  Rachel nodded, convinced of her conclusions. “I think I know what happened to confuse your son. Children have wonderful imaginations. One of the girls must have told him about angels this morning while she was helping him blow his nose.”

  Mrs. Andrews wasn’t placated. “Well, what if she did? You’re the teacher. What are you going to do about it?”

  “Nothing. No harm’s been done,” she said calmly. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to go hold the buses until I can be sure one of my students is on the right one.”

  “Well! I never…”

  The woman was still muttering to herself when Rachel brushed past and headed for the curb. Her eyes widened in disbelief.

  The buses were already gone!

  After a hurried search of the hallways and her own classroom, Rachel returned to the office, gave in and telephoned Heatherington’s office.

  When she hung up, Mary asked, “Well?”

  “Samantha’s living with the Brodys on Squirrel Hill Road. I saw her get on bus number seven. I think she belonged on five.” Rachel began pacing. “It’s my fault. I should have kept her with me until I knew for sure.”

  “She’ll be okay. Surely, the driver will notice and…Oh-oh. Seven, did you say?”

  “Yes. Why?”

  “Because we have a sub driving that one this afternoon.”

  “Don’t tell me. Let me guess. Sean Bates is driving seven, right?”

  “No, Maxwell Eades is.” Mary frowned. “Why would you think it was Sean Bates?”

  “Because Samantha knows Sean. I figured she’d choose that bus if she saw him behind the wheel.”

  “Nope. Sorry. We can’t use Bates until he gets an Arkansas license. Mr. Vanbruger did suggest he ride along to familiarize himself with the routes, though. He could have decided to start with any of them.”

  “Give me maps of all the routes,” Rachel ordered. “Then please get on the phone and alert some of the parents who live along seven. Ask them to tell Max to keep Samantha from getting off.”

  Mary handed her copies of hand-drawn maps. “Gotcha. What are you going to do?”

  “Jump in
my car and try to catch the bus before that poor kid gets herself totally lost.”

  “Isn’t that above and beyond the call of duty?”

  “Not for me it isn’t. And definitely not where Samantha Smith is concerned. The minute I saw her I knew I was meant to look after her. So far I haven’t done a very good job of it. From now on, I intend to do a lot better.”

  Rachel was familiar with the rural area where the Brody family lived, but since Samantha’s bus wasn’t headed that way, the knowledge was no help. The only sensible thing to do was trace the bus route, mile by mile, until she overtook number seven.

  And what if Samantha’s already gotten off before I catch up to her? Rachel’s heart sped. Or what if she changed buses at school while I was stuck in the office?

  Stomach in knots, Rachel tightened her grip on the wheel of her compact car, sweating in spite of the air-conditioning. She mustn’t think such negative thoughts. They only made everything seem worse.

  Prayer would be a much better choice, yet she was unable to force her worried mind to concentrate enough to come up with a lucid plea. Finally, she resorted to a misty-eyed Please, God, and left it at that.

  She made good time until she turned off the highway onto the narrow, winding road that ran between Glencoe and Heart. According to old-timers, Heart had once been a thriving little town. It had even had its own post office inside a mom-and-pop grocery store. For decades, that had been a favorite local gathering place, especially on Friday nights when weekly paychecks needed to be cashed. Now, however, Heart consisted of a couple of isolated houses and a community center building that was used mainly on Wednesdays by a quilting club.

  This was Tuesday. If Samantha got off the school bus in Heart, she wouldn’t meet a soul who could help her.

  Rachel chewed on her lower lip. “Calm down. Stop imagining the worst. You’ll find her.”

  Head spinning, thoughts churning, Rachel pictured possible scenarios. If Samantha truly had boarded that particular bus because Sean was on it, she’d want to stay near him. She wouldn’t be likely to get off at all! Then again, if she hadn’t…

  The pavement ended abruptly. Rachel slowed and pulled over in front of the Heart Community Center to double-check her map. She frowned. She’d seen kindergartners draw clearer diagrams.

  The building sat in a rocky, dusty triangle at the confluence of the roads. One track was supposed to lead to Saddle, one to Salem with a cutoff to Camp, and the other to Agnos. Bus seven should be headed for Camp, which meant the first thing she needed to find was the branch of the road that led toward Salem.

  She peered west. That one. It had to be that one. She could see the red lights flashing on the radio station antennae atop the hill called the Salem Knob.

  Decision made, Rachel tromped the accelerator. Her car’s wheels spun in the loose gravel and dirt, leaving behind a cloud of powdery red dust. It was a blessing that Max was driving the bus, because he knew where he was going. She’d lived around here all her life and she still sometimes got turned around when she left the highway. An inexperienced person like Sean, using the same map she’d been given, would be likely to get lost.

  Seeing more dust ahead was encouraging. Rachel cautiously increased her speed. She didn’t want to go too fast. The roads had recently been scraped by county graders, making the center smoother but uncovering and scattering enough sharp rocks to make driving more hazardous than usual. Previous vehicles had left tracks in passing; Rachel tried to keep her tires in those same ruts to avoid unnecessary risk.

  Rounding a corner she came upon a sight that made her heart pound. Bus seven! Now, all she had to do was get it to pull over so she could be certain Samantha was still safely aboard.

  Approaching the slow-moving bus she flashed her lights and honked. Small faces peered out the bus’s rear windows at her, grinning and waving. She signaled as best she could, but the children apparently thought she was merely being friendly because they returned her greeting with renewed vigor.

  According to the map, it was miles before the next bus stop. Rachel was too frustrated to wait that long to learn Samantha’s fate, yet it was unsafe to pass the lumbering bus on such a treacherous road.

  “Give me patience, Lord, and hurry,” she muttered, laughing at the contradiction. God is in charge, God is in charge, she reminded herself.

  Finally, she laid on the horn and held it. That worked. Max pulled the bus over. Rachel stopped behind it, jumped out and was immediately enveloped in a noxious cloud of exhaust fumes and unsettled dust.

  Ignoring the discomfort, she forged ahead, waving her arms wildly, and circled to the front of the bus. Max had already opened the folding doors.

  Sean was standing on the top step, steadying himself by holding on to a chrome support pole. He wasn’t smiling. “Are you nuts?”

  “Yes.” Rachel coughed as she boarded and pushed him aside. “Where’s Samantha?”

  “Right there.” He pointed. “Mind telling me what’s going on? Or do you always drive like a maniac?”

  Aside from being choked up by the fumes, Rachel was also dizzy and breathless with relief. She wavered, then plunked down next to Samantha, speaking to the wide-eyed child. “I was so worried. This isn’t your bus, honey. It won’t take you to Mrs. Brody’s.”

  The little girl’s eyes grew moist. She blinked. “Oh.”

  Sean made himself part of their conversation and addressed Rachel. “Then, why did you let her get on it in the first place?”

  She raised her gaze, her expression a clear challenge. “I made a mistake, okay? I know that now. I thought I’d be…Oh, never mind.” Getting to her feet she reached for the little girl’s hand. “Come on, honey. I’ll take you home.”

  Sean blocked her path. “Over my dead body. You’re far too agitated to drive. The way you were acting just now you shouldn’t even have been behind the wheel of a car, let alone consider transporting kids.”

  “I beg your pardon.”

  Facing him, Rachel stood as tall as her short stature would permit and tried to appear formidable. Pitted against his broad chest and wide stance, her effort seemed more pitiful than confrontational. He’d removed his jacket and tie and rolled up the sleeves of his dress shirt. If anything, that made him look even more rugged, more powerful than usual.

  “You should beg everybody’s pardon, lady.”

  Before Rachel could reply, Max cut in. “Save your breath, folks. Miz Rachel ain’t goin’ nowhere. Looks like she’s gettin’ herself a dandy flat tire.” He leaned to the left to get a better look at her car in his rearview mirror.

  “That’s impossible,” she insisted. “I was very careful. And I wasn’t speeding.”

  “Out here it don’t matter much,” Max said. “You’d best go check before I head on down the road with these here kids. It’s a mighty long walk to town.”

  “Oh, for heaven’s sake.” She edged past Sean and hurried back to inspect her car. It was definitely listing to one side. Her shoulders slumped. “Oh, no.”

  Sean had quietly followed. “I’d help you change that tire,” he said, “but unless you carry two spares, we’d still be one short.”

  “What?”

  He pointed at one of the rear wheels. “Looks to me like you’ve got a second tire going flat.”

  Thunderstruck, Rachel realized he could be right. Her eyes widened. “I don’t believe this!”

  “I do. I may be from the city but even I know better than to go racing around on rocky roads like these.”

  “I wasn’t racing!” Disgusted with everyone and everything, she let it show in her expression.

  “Tell that to your car,” Sean said.

  “Okay, okay. You don’t have to rub it in.” Pausing, she considered her current options. “I suppose I could walk to the nearest house and call a garage.”

  “You could. Or, you could just leave your car where it sits and ride back to school on the bus with us. That way, you and I could take Samantha home in my car, then I could
drive you back here afterward.”

  “What good will that do if there’s more than one ruined tire?”

  “Simple. We’ll take them off, load them in my trunk and find a garage that’ll patch them.”

  Rachel was astounded. “You’d do that for me?”

  “No problem. I’m glad to help—as long as I don’t have to ride with you,” Sean chided, ignoring the face she was making at him. “I don’t think I’m that brave.” He chuckled softly, enjoying her discomfiture. “I don’t think anybody is.”

  Chapter Four

  By the time Max had dropped off his last regular passengers and returned to Serenity Elementary, it was nearly five p.m. There were only two cars in the parking lot—Sean’s black sedan and a silver-colored, dusty van.

  Rachel led Samantha up the front walk toward the school office as she spoke over her shoulder to Sean. “Before we go, I need to phone Mrs. Brody so she knows everything is all right.”

  “I don’t think that’ll be necessary,” he said, gesturing. “We’ve never met, but I’d say she’s just found us.”

  Oh dear. He was right. She was about to face another irate grown-up. Hannah Brody had thrown open the door of the van and was shuffling rapidly across the parking lot, shirttail flapping, bangs glued to her forehead with perspiration. Rachel had never seen the poor woman look more frazzled.

  “Hannah! I’m sorry if we worried you,” Rachel shouted before she reached them. “Samantha accidentally got on the wrong bus. I was just bringing her back.”

  “You couldn’t call me? Let me know?” The older, slightly portly woman wheezed to a stop as she confronted Rachel. “Do you know how hot it got in that there van? I coulda croaked, waitin’ on y’all.”

  “I’m really sorry,” Rachel said. “I was worried, too. Guess I wasn’t thinking clearly.”

  Hannah leaned down to focus on the child. “And you. How old are you?”

  “F-five.”

  “So, how did we say you could remember the number of your bus?”

  The child stared at the toes of her worn sneakers. “Five. Same as me.”